Chapter 391: Qiu Lang's Unspeakable Memories
I haven't seen you for so many years, why do you have to say hello?
Looking at Leng Qian's outstretched hand, Qiu Lang was indifferent. He has always felt that he has been relieved, and he once thought that even if they meet again, his heart will be like water, and his face will not change. However, all this is just a rehearsal in the mind, and it is far from reality.
At this moment, his mind was just blank, no love, no hate, no sorrow or joy, looking at Leng Qian with a smile on his face stupidly.
"He was drunk last night, and he hasn't woken up yet, don't mind too much!" Han Yi didn't know whether he thought Qiu Lang was rude, or he invited Leng Qian to sit down with his heart that it was not a big deal to watch the excitement.
Seeing this, Shen Qing staggered over again, and asked curiously, "Is this beauty also going to the International Science and Technology Exchange Conference with us?"
"International Science and Technology Exchange Conference? Are you also going to New York? Leng Qian still had a look like a spring breeze, but Han Yi couldn't tell whether this smile was real or fake.
Also? Han Yi ignored Qiu Lang's angry eyes, "Didn't you say this, we have the same destination?" ”
"Hello, I'm Leng Qian, the marketing manager of PNT in Korea! If you meet for the first time, please take care of it! ”
It can be seen that Leng Qian is not bad, and her words and deeds all show that she knows how to be sleek and sophisticated.
Fu Bo suddenly glanced up, felt that Leng Qian was very familiar, searched carefully in his mind, and after a while, he suddenly realized that he had seen her at his old club before. At that time, she was working with his old club on behalf of PNT, and she had a relationship with her.
However, he did not join in the fun like Shen Qing, and continued to discuss product display matters with Feng Zhiyao.
"Han Yi, soy sauce!" Han Yi shook hands with her, and didn't seem to think of a suitable title for herself, but she just felt that she seemed to be too forgetful, and it should be the third time they met at this time, and her attitude was much better.
"Are you still mad at me?" Leng Qian looked at Qiu Lang, still smiling, as if to say, how many years have passed, haven't you come out of the shadow of broken love?
Qiu Lang smiled coldly, and obviously a stream of air ran out of his nostrils, making a "hum" sound, which seemed to be ridiculous.
"Angry? You might be thinking too much. I just can't find any reason to say hello to you, and I don't know what to say between us! ”
"That's good! The successor of the dignified Shengshi Group will naturally not be angry with a layman like me! Leng Qian is so calm, she doesn't show any timidity in every word, even Han Yi, a person who is good at observing words and feelings, can't see what kind of psychology she is at the moment.
I can't see excitement, I can't see nervousness, I can't see regret, and I can't see the slightest regret.
Maybe there are some things between Qiu Lang and her that Han Yi doesn't know, and there are some things that Qiu Lang hasn't talked about, otherwise he wouldn't still be haunted by it.
"Just thank you for paying for my coffee! See you soon! Han Yi stood up, feeling that the two of them were just two words and Qiu Lang's murderous eyes had already made him tremble a little.
"You're welcome, just a gesture!" Leng Qian didn't say it at the moment because she didn't want Han Yi to delay her time, which seemed to make Han Yi sound much better.
Han Yi originally thought that he would end the conversation with her like this, so as not to let Han Yi settle accounts with him after the autumn, but he didn't expect Leng Qian's eyes to be quite good, and he saw Han Yi and Qiu Lang's boarding passes.
"I'll have to see you again later, I'll be next to him!" Leng Qian said to Han Yi, looking at Qiu Lang.
It can't be such a coincidence, right? Han Yi didn't show a stunned expression, even if he was indeed surprised, he was used to not writing joy, anger and sorrow on his face.
Leng Qian didn't show a look of frustration at being ignored by Qiu Lang, not even a trace of melancholy, she nodded slightly and said goodbye to Han Yi and then turned around and left cleanly.
The moment she turned around, Qiu Lang kicked Han Yi's shoe, "What are you doing!" What is there to talk to her? If you're sick, you deliberately asked her to sit down! ”
"What a thrill! Aren't you going to see this blind guy who paid for my coffee in advance? Besides, everyone took the initiative to come over to say hello, so many years have passed, why can't you get along with a big man's small belly! ”
Han Yi seems to be a little gloating, and it's not a big deal to watch the excitement.
"You know what a! You don't know what kind of person she is! Qiu Lang was obviously a little unspeakable, and then threatened Han Yi again: "Don't talk nonsense in front of Keiko, otherwise you and I won't have good fruit to eat!"
"I eat soft, not hard! Don't scare me with that social set! Shut me up, it's up to you to see if you get the benefits! Han Yi joked, feeling that bickering had become a rare pleasure in his busy life.
Shen Qing, who was on a business trip for the first time, was a little excited, standing among them and shouting, "Bosses, pack your things and get ready to board!"
Qiu Lang seemed to be very disgusted with Leng Qian, and even a simple greeting he felt was too redundant. So how should I spend the next ten hours on the plane with her? Still ignoring it?
Like is freshness, but love is security.
Qiu Lang's relationship with Leng Qian had long come to an end, but Leng Qian played a very important role in his life at that time, occupying almost his entire heart. Even after the breakup, they are classmates in the same class, and they don't see each other when they look up, and every time they meet, they make him feel like a knife.
When they broke up for the last time, Yi Yang stayed by Qiu Lang's side, afraid that he wouldn't think of anything stupid, because Qiu Lang's personality at that time was still relatively withdrawn, he didn't like to communicate with others, and he kept everything in his heart. He was silent as usual that day, even though his eyes were red and there were tears in his eyes, but he didn't cry for Leng Qian, but this calm was not the same as usual.
When the heart is dead, it can't cry. That day, Yi Yang was so frightened that he didn't say a word. I brought a lot of wine to his house, and there was no communication, just drinking, and I drank until I couldn't remember anything before I fell to sleep.
In that relationship, Qiu Lang seems to be playing the role of a girl, just like a girl when a normal man and woman fall in love and break up
The boy shook it.
When he woke up the next day, he asked Yi Yang very calmly: What kind of person do you think she is? Did she never love me at all?
At the beginning, it was Leng Qian who Qiu Lang chased, placed candles downstairs in the dormitory on Valentine's Day, gave 99 roses on his birthday, and he played almost all the tricks that could please girls, which shows that Qiu Lang is a sullen person in his bones! It may not be right to say this, it should be said that it is a romantic person, after all, girls eat this set.
At first, the two of them did live their lives like flowers, and the places where they appeared always exuded the sour smell of love.
But later he found that Leng Qian was very strange, so he quarreled with Qiu Lang when he had nothing to do, and later began to carry a bag of tens of thousands of yuan and wear a necklace that was bright and blind. (Note, Qiu Lang was still an innocent boy at the beginning, and he hid his identity as the prince of the prosperous world to the fullest, just living an ordinary life as an international student.) )
Qiu Lang asked her where they came from, she didn't hide anything, and frankly made Qiu Lang feel terrible, she said that it was sent by a boy who liked her.
wtf! Qiu Lang was very angry at the time, "Why would you accept such a gift from another man?" You like these I can give it to you! ”
There was no way, at that time, he would say such childish words when he was young and vigorous, but this sentence seemed to imply to Leng Qian that I had money!
Leng Qian sneered, as if a group of people had pressed Qiu Lang to the ground and rubbed it.
"Oh, don't be funny! Do you know how much this bag costs? Enough for you to rent this apartment for most of the year! You gave it to me? How do you send it? ”
Qiu Lang once thought that Leng Qian was not a greedy and vain person, and she would only be with him if she liked him.
"So you like these a lot, don't you? Or do you like the guy who gave you something? The person who tasted the sweetness of love for the first time was also hurt in the first love, and he asked, "Then why are you still with me?"
Her composure, calmness, and "honesty" are the same as now, and nothing has changed.
"Because you like me, I like the feeling of being liked by you. You are very good, loyal to me, and will never look at other girls and be good to me wholeheartedly······"
"Then why ······" Qiu Lang was like a girl who was broken up, almost crying without pear blossoms and rain.
"I've never been the perfect girl you think, and you've never been the kind of boy I like, maybe it's just a freshness that I'll be with you, but it's been a year, and that freshness is gone!" Even when she said such words, her tone and tone were still a bit of the unique gentle feeling of Taiwanese sisters, but this memory seemed to be seared into Qiu Lang's memory.
"My family background is average, so I studied hard to get into this school, I have to do odd jobs during the holidays, I admit that you are very good to me, take care of me, accompany me to work, take care of me when I am sick······ A poor boy who loves me, a rich man who loves me, I'm sorry, I chose the latter! ”
Said her
She turned around and left without looking back, without saying anything about breaking up, without saying goodbye, and then she didn't return all night and didn't show up on campus for a week. When she returned to school, she was still peachy, smiling, changing to a new bag, and wearing a shinier necklace.
It is said that a man doesn't even have the idea of lying to you in the end, maybe because his honesty is unobstructed in front of you, or it may be because he doesn't care, because he doesn't care, so he doesn't bother to lie to you.
What about women?
She did split her legs, and when she had been dumped, she had come back to Chu Lang, trying to find some comfort in an honest and warm man. She is very good at coquettishness and is very good at it, for a simple person like Qiu Lang, she naturally plays with her in the palm of her hand, so it is conceivable what will happen later, Qiu Lang forgave her.
Later, Qiu Lang improved his quality of life a little (which should be something at his fingertips, but he was not used to Yi Yang's kind of extravagance). But he didn't explain his identity as the prince of Shengshi, but often gave Leng Qian some slightly expensive gifts.
He was reluctant to let go, so he forgave Leng Qian, but he didn't know that there were only zero and countless times of cheating and splitting legs
The scariest thing in the world is habit.
It is difficult to round the broken mirror, and it is difficult to collect the water. After reconciling, Qiu Lang could still feel that he was just an inn where Leng Qian could stop.
She was tired of playing outside, and she only thought of him when she was injured.
Not to mention that girls need security, boys need it too. At that time, Qiu Lang was eager to get a 100% sense of security from Leng Qian, but the reality always backfired.
One night late at night, a man called Leng Qian, and she tiptoed to the balcony to pick it up. (Don't be surprised, it is said that Leng Qian is a very open person, and they have indeed lived together regularly since they were not yet twenty years old.) )
Qiu Lang looked through the glass door at Leng Qian's shivering but smiling face holding the phone, and Qiu Lang knew that he still had a large green grassland on his head.
Feelings sometimes can't be measured by the length of time, although Qiu Lang and Leng Qian have only been together for a year, but for Qiu Lang, from hot to dull, from the beginning of liking to loving to death, it is unforgettable.
It's just that for Leng Qian, it's just the tiredness after the novelty fades.
People always say that if they change, they will change.
The person who said he loved him was her, and the person who said he loved was also her, but in the end, she found out that it was one lie after another.
Qiu Lang thought about it, maybe he was as high-profile as Yi Yang from the beginning, telling Leng Qian that he was a rich second generation, so Leng Qian shouldn't dump him again and again. But he also knew that it was only a matter of time, because she didn't really love him, just because of the novelty.
If you have never lost the person you love the most, you must not understand what it is like to despair of love.
Like, after that person leaves, your world will be completely dark. Once upon a time the light that could illuminate you
and will never be ignited for you again.
Leaving without any reason or being told to break up, not in love, etc., these are all things Leng Qian did to Qiu Lang. These Qiu Lang never talked about it to Yi Yang, nor did they talk about it to Han Yi.
Because he really loves him, he doesn't want others to make a bad evaluation of the girl he loves, just as he is the last good to her.
There are too many people who enjoy the psychological throbbing that each new person of the opposite sex brings to themselves, and then pursue the next relationship under the guise of finding true love, but Chu Lang is definitely not one of them.
They never understand that liking is freshness, but love is security.
Not long ago, Qiu Lang and Keiko got engaged and got a certificate. Their relationship is nothing vigorous, but compared to vigorous, the long-term relationship between two people is more valuable.
The relationship between the two of them was determined within half a year of knowing each other, but in the relationship with Keiko, he realized what it was like to truly love someone and be truly loved by someone.
He is willing to do anything for Keiko, and Keiko is willing to do anything for him.
Keiko cherishes her brand-name bags and extravagant accessories, but she loves Qiu Lang more as a person. Those were just things outside of her body, and they she could easily obtain on her own. And Qiu Lang is what she cherishes the most.
In his relationship with Keiko, the deepest experience is the long-term love and consistent heart, so he will enter the marriage hall and have the crystallization of love.
Scientific studies have shown that the secretion of dopamine to produce love is only three years at most, so it is often said that three years of pain and seven years of itching.
Some people are willing to keep trying and chasing in the face of novelty, so they will feel bored and bored after the dopamine secretion of love stops.
Some people like it to be glamorous, to be visually impactful and to beat their hearts faster than ever before. It's a pity that nothing stays the same, especially in a relationship, where all the vigor will be dull.
But this is what feelings should look like in the end: ripples in the ordinary, and live a stable life.
In most people's love, two people first came together because of freshness, and finally separated because of the so-called freshness. No one knows how many times they have to experience a roller coaster of ups and downs in order to get a stable and comfortable love.
But in Qiu Lang's first love, the person he really loved was only with him because of novelty, and then used her "honesty" to take it for granted and hurt him countless times.
Some people want stability, stability and peace of mind, and some people can't resist the temptation of freshness. Those who want to be constantly looking for novelty don't really know what freshness is.
The so-called novelty is not to do the same thing with unknown people, but to experience unknown life with known people. And Leng Qian's freshness, to put it bluntly, is playing with Qiu Lang's feelings.
As much as you love, you hate as much! Qiu Lang felt that he had let go of his hatred for Leng Qian, but this was not the case. When Leng Qian appeared in front of him, he could still remember the pain in his heart more than ten years ago.
It is precisely because of this that Qiu Lang is so indifferent to Leng Qian, who he met again.
(End of chapter)