Today's Han Yi feels lonely a lot of times, because he has more things on his back. There are some things that cannot be easily said to the people around you when entrusted by others. There are also those things that happen to him involuntarily and inexplicably, which make him indescribable.

Perhaps the greatest interpretation of "loneliness" at this moment is: the life experienced, from lively to lonely, and then to lonely to lively, is a huge cycle. And himself, he is wandering in the excitement and loneliness.

People who work hard, in loneliness, have their own fun, even if the sky does not fulfill people's wishes, all the cruelty is coming, but also give themselves a ritual, lonely and decent life.

Marquez has a saying: The secret of a happy old age is nothing else, but a decent pact with loneliness. In fact, the happiness of human beings in this life is to sign a decent agreement with loneliness. Shake hands with loneliness and hold hands with happiness.

In addition to his work over the years, Han Yi's personal life has basically been alone, and loneliness has become something that exists with him.

How did he get rid of his loneliness?

Many people think that the answer is that this road is fickle, you have to live like a warrior, in the excitement of many people, you also have to get used to the loneliness of a person, put yourself in the closest place to yourself, rain or shine through the crowd in time, quiet and beautiful.

But Han Yi tried not to give himself time to stop thinking nonsense, but was busy with his career. Of course, he will miss Bai Xue who is far away, and will recall the beauty of being together, which is understandable. The more times this kind of memories and thoughts are made, the feeling of loneliness will arise spontaneously.

Now Bai Xue is back, and the relationship has returned to the previous relationship between couples, but there seem to be a lot of problems with each other, and the feeling has begun to change.

In the middle of the night, looking out of the car window, there were basically pairs of people speeding by. Thinking of the fierce look that Bai Xue left him when he came out of the banquet, Keiko urged herself to compromise again, and those feelings of loneliness and helplessness came out unconsciously.

Han Yi arrived at the door of the hotel, and before he got out of the car, he saw Wang Shuwen just coming out of the hotel and getting into the car to leave. This did not surprise him, he had long known that Wang Shuwen had come to Chongqing to personally discuss "cooperation" with Lao Yi, and they had close contacts openly and secretly.

Some of the elders left one after another to the sound of melodious music, but this did not mean the end of the birthday party. On the contrary, this is the real beginning.

The staff methodically began to remove the buffet tables and quickly put together a small stage. Flickering colored lights fluttered wildly, and the beautiful and soothing music began to become agitated.

Han Yi could clearly hear the DJ DJ DJ and roaring outside.

"Hello, please show me your invitation?"

Han Yi looked at the two young men in front of him dumbfounded, thinking to himself what this meant? Obviously, when they came in with Qiu Lang, they still shouted at Mr. Han, and at this moment they began to turn their faces and deny people.

"I just came, didn't you accept it?"

One of the men explained: "I'm sorry, we can't let you in without an invitation, please forgive us for our work." ”

It's all here, and it's impossible to go back like this, right? So Han Yi had no choice but to ask Qiu Lang for help.

"Come out, I'm at the door, won't let me in······"

Qiu Lang answered the phone and hung up before Han Yi finished speaking.

After a while, Qiu Lang walked over with an expressionless face and asked the man who greeted him menacingly, "What's the situation?" Don't know? With such a big row, you have to let me come and pick people up in person, right? ”

"I'm sorry ······" The greeting man hurriedly apologized.

The other explained in a rambling manner: "I'm sorry, Mr. Qiu! Mr. Yi just came to instruct us, and we are also acting on orders. ”

"Mr. Yi? Acting on orders? The hotel is our Shengshi industry, and it is our Qiu family who pays you wages, not him Yiyang! Who is this, don't you know? It's weird, look how I clean you two! ”

Qiu Lang probably guessed that when Keiko called Han Yi just now, it was estimated that Yi Yang heard it, so he deliberately made such a move to embarrass Han Yi.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry!" The two welcoming men lowered their heads, not daring to look at Qiu Lang.

Han Yi smiled, thinking that he didn't have any deep hatred with Yi Yang, as for targeting him everywhere like this?

"Okay, okay, what's wrong with them! Tonight, Mr. Yi is the protagonist, and this face should be given. Didn't you say that Bai Xue was drunk? I'll just take her away. ”

Yi Yang and Qiu Lang have known each other for more than ten years, and he targeted Han Yi like this, probably because the relationship between Qiu Lang and him was slowly estranged, and he was getting closer and closer to Han Yi, and there was a gap in his heart, plus what Qiu Lang said to him just now, which made him even more resentful. Of course, it is not excluded that he always feels Han Yi's self-righteous personality, and he is haunted by the refusal of him to take a stake in Yihui.

Liu Xiyao walked to Bai Xue's side, "Drink less, we'll leave later." ”

"Leave me alone! Didn't you tell me to come over for a drink? A drunk relieves a thousand sorrows! ”

Bai Xue smiled so bitterly that she felt unsteady when she took two steps. Thinking about it, he had a small quarrel with Keiko, made Keiko angry, and ran to report to Han Yi.

Liu Xiyao was also kind-hearted, chatted with her a lot, knew that she was unhappy, and didn't want her to be idle and depressed.

"What! I see that you are unhappy, it is easy to be cranky at home alone, and I want you to relax and relax, almost, don't really get drunk! With that, she tried to snatch the wine glass from Bai Xue's hand.

"I'm not drunk! Go and go, play your go, be happy, and go home when the time comes. Bai Xue pushed Liu Xiyao and took back the glass of champagne that had not yet been drunk.

And Keiko was not worried about Bai Xue after all, and kept staring at her upstairs. She shifted her gaze slightly, and saw two handsome men who stood out from the crowd walking in side by side. She always counts in her heart

Relieved, Han Yi was still called by her, took Bai Xue home early, and then told them a good news, and the day ended successfully.

A small stage was set up in the middle of the banquet hall, and the DJs wore headphones and hats, and unconsciously twisted their bodies to the rhythm of the music. Most of the audience was young men and women, shaking their heads with the DJ, and the slightly drunk men and women occasionally had physical contact. With the effect of lighting, it has become a nightclub with a high atmosphere.

"I really don't understand, why do you like this environment? When I come to this kind of occasion, my brain hurts when I hear such noisy music, and this light makes my eyes unpleasant! Han Yi looked at Qiu Lang with disgust, pointing and complaining.

"Who was so drunk last time in Shenzhen that he couldn't get high!" Qiu Lang responded coldly: "It's really sad that he has been out of the life of young people now!" Good wine, beautiful women, and manic music that keeps you from hearing any worries, this is an effective way to relieve loneliness and release stress! You! Forget it, I'm also giving up on convincing you! Just listen to the music that will make you sad and cry, and write in your diary! ”

"Nonsense! What I listen to is a beautiful melody, not a melancholy. It's good to read books, write and write, what's so bad about a cheap and healthy lifestyle! Han Yi retorted, "And you, don't always bring Keiko to this kind of place, I heard Li Jia say that she was not feeling well two days ago, it is estimated that you often take her to nightclubs to play, and her irregular work and rest are caused!" ”

"Less fart! It's been a long time since I've been to a bar or nightclub! After all, you just don't know how to enjoy life, and you don't know what you're making so much money for! If you don't buy happiness, then what's the point of making money!? ”

These two people are serious and professional at work, but they often have bad mouths and hate each other on weekdays, but their relationship is also very good.

"Don't BB, tell me where Bai Xue is!"

Qiu Lang knew what kind of person Han Yi was, and he never thought of changing his lifestyle and values, so he shook his head and said, "It should be in front, Keiko is watching from upstairs." ”

Although Bai Xue said in the morning that he would be separated from him for a while, and he didn't want to quarrel with him and then sent him out, no matter how resentful he was, he still had a little bit of self-blame, because in the final analysis, many of these things were also related to him, not to mention that he gave Bai Xue a face in the morning, and it was he who took the initiative to provoke this quarrel and break up unhappily.

Han Yi is also a sensible person, but at that time, he was angry, he got carried away, and he counted Bai Xue all over again.

Caigen Tan said: There is a true Buddha in the family, there is a kind of truth in daily use, people can be sincere and kind, happy and polite, so that parents and brothers can release the remains, and the exchange of will is better than pranayama and meditation ten thousand times. This means that family life should follow the principle of being calm and honest with each other, and treating each other with a pleasant attitude and gentle words.

The relationship between Han Yi and Bai Xue has also been

When it's time to talk about marriage, they are the closest family members.

The closest people have a harmonious relationship with each other, there is no estrangement, and they are like-minded, which is 10,000 times stronger than saying that they want to cultivate themselves and introspect.

Their quarrels are not because their education is not enough, but life is like this, there are no bumps, no quarrels, is it still called life?

In the end, the two of them didn't think about each other from each other's perspectives at the right time.

When a person loses his temper, his face is hateful, he is angry, he is unscrupulous, he is bitter, he is sarcastic, and he cannot think about problems from other people's perspectives.

In fact, others are not divided into strangers and relatives, except for themselves. Those who lose their temper with others in the name of "for your good" are actually a sign of insufficient upbringing.

This also corresponds to the saying: "The upbringing engraved in the bones is not to lose your temper with those close to you." ”

On this day, Han Yi thought a lot, and was ruthlessly determined to cure Bai Xue's habit of hiding her inner thoughts and getting used to escaping, because some gossip planted the seeds of doubt in her heart. But at this juncture, he completely forgot about them, and he couldn't bear it. He just wants to hold hands, hug, and kiss Bai Xue, and then go back to see her family together two days later, choose a good day and an auspicious day, end the long-distance love run, and enter the marriage hall like Qiu Lang and Keiko, like Feng Zhiyao and Li Jia.

(End of chapter)