Chapter 401: Am I Such a Person?

"What about Han Yi?"

Qiu Lang arrived at the hotel in advance, and after everything was settled, he waited downstairs for Han Yi and Fu Bo, but only Fu Bo and Feng Zhiyao came back.

Fu Bo explained: "Han Yi and Shen Qing have something to do, so they are estimated to come over later. ”

"Go to Song Jianguo, right? Why don't you go there? Churon seemed to have expected it.

Fu Bo and Feng Zhiyao only smiled helplessly, "We have to go over tomorrow to set up our exhibition area, so the two of us have to check the relevant details with the other two team members who came together this time." What about you? Where is this going? ”

"What can I do! You guys go to the level check-in, I'll go out and buy something. If you need anything, you can also send it to WeChat, and I will help you bring it back. Qiu Lang said and walked outside the hotel, "Bye, you Le! ”

"It seems that we have a long way to go this time! I've known Qiu Lang for a few years, and I've never heard him mention his mother, and it's also a taboo topic when we chat, you say this Han Yi! Hey, looking at this situation, this time I will definitely have to be tossed to death by Qiu Lang! Feng Zhiyao couldn't help but sigh.

"We can't help with this, let's listen to Han Yi, we will do our part, I hope we will all be able to harvest what we want by then!" Fu Bo patted Feng Zhiyao on the shoulder, "Hey, don't be in a daze!" Help me get my luggage! You guys are really uncles, I've become the one who checks in your luggage, hurry up! ”

As soon as Qiu Lang walked out of the hotel, he saw Leng Qian walking out of the car.

"Mr. Leng, you rest first, and later we will meet between the two teams and talk about cooperation······ Mr. Zhang and Leng Qian said a few words and waved goodbye.

Along the way, he was still thinking about the Song Jianguo he saw at the airport, did Fu Bo have such a big background? I was able to let him pick him up in person!

"Mr. Zhang, go slowly, see you later!"

Leng Qian noticed Qiu Lang, nodded slightly and looked at him, but didn't step forward to say hello, probably thinking that Qiu Lang would turn her away.

However, what she never expected was that Qiu Lang slowly walked towards her.

"Thank you for the sugar!" Leng Qian couldn't help but speak first, looking at the person in front of her who had loved her to death, she couldn't tell what it was like.

"No matter what your purpose is for approaching Han Yi, I advise you to stop as soon as possible!" Qiu Lang dropped a sentence coldly, and then passed her without looking back.

Leng Qian turned to look at him, as if her heart was full of grievances, and her whole expression changed drastically.

"Have I always been like this in your heart?" She yelled at Qiu Lang with red eyes.

Qiu Lang turned his head suddenly, walked up to her fiercely with great strides, and said through gritted teeth: "You are no longer in my heart!" As for what kind of person you are, you know it yourself! I just want to tell you that Han Yi is my brother, you stay away from him! ”

Leng Qian didn't refute, just looked at his departing back and saw that tears fell.

These tears have been absent for a long, long time, and they have been single for several years, and over the years, it seems

No one really felt sorry for her pretending to be strong.

Some people are trying to move forward in order to make a living. Stop and stop all the way, stop and go, but you can't go out tomorrow, and you can't stop yesterday.

Leng Qian is a cold strong woman in the workplace in front of everyone, and there seems to be nothing she can't settle!

But she has to admit that time has changed a lot, and whenever others ask her how she is doing, she will try to put on a smile and say: It's okay.

In fact, only I know best whether it is good or not, and some things are destined to be hidden in the bottom of my heart.

She found that many people would ask you how much money you earned, but few people would ask you if you were tired or unhappy.

Life is like this, others only look at her results, and only she bears the process. So sometimes she feels inexplicably tired, physically and mentally tired. But when the sun rises, all the tiredness can only be laughed at.

She has also experienced countless ups and downs, but she has never been defeated.

Feel the bitterness, immerse yourself in it, and sometimes can't extricate yourself. After each difficulty, her heart became stronger and stronger, and after each pain, she understood more and more what it was like to be lonely and how much she longed to be loved. The heart is getting softer and softer, and the mind is getting wider and wider. She seems to be able to do it, but only in front of outsiders, not herself.

She can do it, bad ones, remove it, good ones, leave it. One deletion and one retention, one addition and one subtraction, her life has become envied by many people, and only she understands that this is all an illusion.

Every day, things that you can't imagine happen, some are happy, some are sad, some are crying and laughing, and some are inexplicable······

The former self has been deeply engraved in Qiu Lang's memory, in his eyes, she will always be the one who will do whatever it takes to get what she wants, and she can't explain it clearly!

Leng Qian stood for a few minutes, then smiled slightly and gently wiped away the tears from the corners of her eyes. He's just one of many people who don't like her, what's there to be sad about?

I've been alone for so long, and I'm used to it, haven't I? She comforted herself.

What kind of person am I? People who have been single for a long time, right? What is it like to be single for a long time?

Every morning when I woke up alone, I had an unaccompanied breakfast, which was left over from last night. I always doubt that I will die alone if I am not careful.

Everyday life, like a clock, is mechanical and boring.

I work hard every day, laundry and cooking, take good care of myself, but I still can't meet the right person, and sometimes I laugh at my age and still believe in those youth words.

I am trying more and more to become a better version of myself, but I find that I have lived like the man I want to marry the most.

Relatively speaking, she prefers the time at work, because people who have been single for a long time cannot afford to be alone.

Not long ago, her mother asked her: Do you still like men?

She said, "Yes, I like it."

In fact, after being single for a long time, gradually

Gradually hermaphroditic, she was able to change the water dispenser with her bare hands and carry the whole bag of rice up to the fourth floor, but last month, she bought a bottle of sauce and has not eaten it to this day. She realized that she was actually a little woman, and she just wanted to find a little woman to lean on her shoulders, and she would worry that she would lose the ability to love.

It's not terrible to be single, it's terrible to be afraid that you don't need love anymore, and you're afraid of losing the ability to love.

No one likes to be single, not so much to like, but rather to say that compared to others, being single is more secure, with armor all over the body, but full of weaknesses.

For her who is single, let alone twisting the bottle cap, she can even unscrew the fire hydrant.

In the past, when she was single, she could still talk about "excellent people are single", "wait for the right people, don't settle", after a long time, in the end, she didn't even believe herself, in fact, there is nothing bad about being single, that is, you don't dare to sleep when you are sleepy in the car, the toilet is blocked, the water pipe bursts, and it is more difficult to repair yourself.

But if you are single, even if your aunt doesn't come, you don't have to worry about getting pregnant.

Once, she went to McDonald's for dinner, and went to the bathroom halfway through the meal, and the things on the table were cleaned up, and sometimes she really felt that the world was full of malice towards single people.

Like all single girls, her daily life is extremely simple, she goes out at 7 in the morning, eats breakfast casually or doesn't have time at all, and thinks it's only an hour before lunchtime anyway.

brushed some inspirational chicken soup and poisonous chicken soup every day, and after reading so many truths, I still couldn't pass the level in my heart.

Every time I go home, what I am most afraid of is being blind date, time is really fast, I can't keep up with the pace of age, it is not easy to be single, but I have to bear the pressure from others.

She had a fight with her mother before, and her mother asked her why she didn't look for a partner, and she said that she couldn't just go to the street and pull a man over!

Talking and quarreling, she was angry and said that she would never get married in this life, and she didn't call home for a week, and the family called, saying that her mother was sick and hospitalized, and she was stunned, she understood that in this way, the elders would grow old one day, and they would worry that she would have no one to take care of her, and they would worry that she would not be able to settle for the rest of her life.

It turns out that when I grew up, I couldn't even be single.

In fact, every day I live more seriously than anyone else, but I have to drift away in the big waves of society, it's not that I don't want to have someone to accompany me, I have been single for so long, I don't want to fall in love is fake, and no one likes to be alone.

But on the one hand, I feel that I will be lonely and old, but on the other hand, I still want to try harder, patience and so on, I have been single for a long time, and I don't even know what kind of life I want to live.

She is over thirty years old, and although she is well maintained, she is beginning to fear that she will never meet someone she likes and likes her again.

A friend suddenly came to her and said:

"Today when I got home from work and took the bus, someone walked past me and touched me, and I even thought about where we would go for our honeymoon when we got married, what the future children would be called, and where to go to school."

She couldn't laugh at all, the longer she was single, the richer her inner drama became, and she was entangled every day: Should I choose Hu Ge or Wu Yanzu?

"I always felt like there was a dog

Eaten my youth and coveted the rest of my life. ”

Some girls wear dresses and never button the back of their necks because they can't undo it.

When I was alone, I occasionally envied couples, and I was occasionally glad for freedom, I never enjoyed the second half price, at first I was very reluctant to be introduced by others, and then I accepted it silently, I want to fall in love, but I don't want to fall in love because of love, the first time I slept with the opposite sex, I was still taking a nap at school when I was studying, and I was at the same table.

is full of inner drama, not that he wants to act, but he just doesn't want to be as lonely as others seem.

If you are single for a long time, you will become addicted to it and get a strange disease, during the day she is an iron woman, and at night she becomes a hypocritical lonely dog.

I will feel that being single is a matter of course, and if I have survived all the difficulties, why should I find another person to increase my troubles?

While comforting himself like this, he was still worried about whether he was going to die alone.

The city is so big, it must not be easy for a girl who is wandering alone in a different place, not to mention that she has been called a woman by all the little girls around her!

The friends around her got married one after another, she was so happy and unhappy, and she didn't know who to talk to when she picked up her mobile phone.

A friend told her before that we all have to be like weeds, and the spring breeze blows and grows.

To live like a weed?

"Haven't I always been like this?"

No matter how unsatisfactory life is, there is still a heart that is willing to look forward to, wait, and love, although it is misunderstood by countless people.

Even if you are single, if you want to be beautiful all the time, be cruel to yourself!

When I arrived at the office one morning, I found that the girls under my hands had exploded and said, "This is so beautiful!" "I'm a fan!" She thought she was amazed by her beautiful outfit.

It turned out that a colleague inadvertently clicked on a friend's circle of friends, and he couldn't stop flipping through it, and he was amazed while watching, this friend is so good at living and so happy!

Every morning, she would get up early to make breakfast for her husband and son, sometimes pasta, sometimes bread and fruit, and sometimes multigrain porridge with fruit...... After reading it, I was also deeply touched, and what made me admire was not only the fact that she made breakfast every day, but also how she was able to treat breakfast with such care, the fruit was beautifully plated, the omelette was beautiful heart-shaped, and there were beautiful flowers on the table······

As for her in the photo, although she can still see the traces of time, she has an outstanding temperament, atmosphere, and indifference, and she is the kind of beauty that does not exert herself at all.

My colleague said that I used to like her very much, she is a host, her voice is very good, elegant and clean, and now when I see the person in front of me, I feel that it really complements her voice.

And in the photo, she occasionally shows a girlish feeling, taking photos with her son and husband, holding hands, feeling very sweet, the temperament of the family is very good, and she will wear a pink sweatshirt······

Seeing that she can still be so elegant and beautiful at the age of forty, I instantly feel that 40 years old is not so terrible - you can rely on it

However, she is very beautiful, she has a favorite career around her, and she has a beloved husband and son.

Perhaps, the fear of old age is really the fear in every woman's heart, and it is her dream to hope that she will be beautiful forever.

In college, she took a course in advertising, the teacher of this class is an uncle who has experience in advertising companies, he is very practice-oriented, and the task assigned to us in the final exam is to choose a brand and make an advertising and marketing plan for it.

At that time, she knew very little about advertising and was not very interested, so she chose a very ordinary skin care brand, and finally handed in a so-so plan, and the results came out, and she actually got an A.

She was surprised, what did the teacher appreciate about this copywriting?

Later, I talked to the teacher, and the teacher told her that your plan was quite thin overall, but you grasped a very important point: the fear appeal.

She remembered what I wrote at the time that women are afraid of getting old and want to use all means to delay aging.

In the past, when she thought of getting old, she was also extremely frightened, faint spots began to appear in the corners of her eyes, and with her first gray hair, it took three or five days to repair it after staying up all night······ I really understood what she said back then, but how cruel it was.

In the past two years, in this state of worry and fear, she began to pay attention to the big sister around her who is still living beautifully although she is no longer young, and there are indeed many women around her who are like this, even if they are 40 or 50 years old, they are also living wonderfully, such as the anchor sister who makes breakfast with her heart.

For example, Zhou Huimin, the jade girl she has always had in her heart. 50-year-old Zhou Huimin appeared in the news, and found that at the age of 50, she still has a good temperament, comfortable and simple, and her big eyes still look very clear.

Zhou Huimin in the movie "Waiting for Someone for Coffee" is a woman with great wisdom. I still remember that back then, Ni Zhen, a talented woman in Xiangjiang who had been in love with her for more than 20 years, was photographed indecently and was surrounded by the media and the masses, Zhou Huimin, was forced to publish a heartfelt open letter:

In 2008, Ni Zhen and I met each other in a small way, and we spent countless ups and downs together, and we have already honed in a set of art of getting along with each other. One person's problem, two people to fix; One person's frustration, two people to bear. The two of us are a team, there is no difference between high and low, and winning and losing are one······

Today I can become a woman who loves herself, knows how to love others, and has great courage and commitment, please don't underestimate all the efforts that this spiritual partner has made for me behind my back, tolerance, pampering, care and support. has lived for so long, without Ni Zhen, Zhou Huimin would not be able to achieve today······

I have never loved Ni Zhen vigorously in vain, I will never forget it, and I have no regrets in this life. And I myself will live bravely, just as in the past.

She was shocked by Zhou Huimin, who said these words, the deep affection hidden behind the words, the profoundness of the thoughts, which made people feel mature and firm······ Less than a week after the open letter, the two received their marriage certificate and are still low-key and happy.

In fact, Zhou Huimin is really not an appearance

looks so weak, she admitted in an interview that she is a rational person, and she doesn't enjoy life very much because of her family since she was a child, but Ni Zhen, who is funny and unusual, has really changed her a lot.

After marriage, she still faded out of the entertainment industry, exercising, painting, and occasionally taking on commercial activities or movies, with a calm and indifferent attitude, and lived her life as she wanted.

Some people may say, how can it be so easy? Yes, it's really not that easy to become beautiful, and to be beautiful all the time.

Ariel Lin was praised for being in her 30s and still having few women, but she went to bed between ten and half past ten every night and got up at six in the morning; Stick to eating vegetable salad, so that a good routine and diet can maintain the good skin condition today.

When I quietly faded out of the peak of my career, I went to the UK to study for a year, enjoyed the fun of learning, and kept my mind clear, and constantly sought knowledge and learning, so that I could maintain a clear understanding of life and have a correct judgment on work.

Sun Li, who looks weak on the outside, is actually a very rational and self-disciplined person, she has always paid great attention to health knowledge, and insisted on running the gym in order to maintain a good figure and a good mental state.

No one can be easy and elegant, they have to learn, they have to exercise, they have to be self-disciplined. How is it possible to resist aging and resist the laws of nature, the gravity of the earth, without any effort and hard work?

She knows that "I want to be beautiful", and this strong desire is the root of your actions.

(End of chapter)