I didn't understand what he meant, so I asked tentatively, "Master, what do you mean by that, why don't I understand it?" ”

I always felt that there was something in the words, he just glanced at Ma Ming and then stood up and said: "When you are ready, you will understand what I mean by this, but these things are also an experience for you, I will go inside and get something, you wait here for a while." ”

After he left, I asked Ma Ming curiously: "What did he mean by what he said just now, why can't I understand it?" ”

Ma Ming thought for a while before saying to me: "It's nothing, don't worry too much, I guess I think you will experience a lot of things in the future, so let you be a little more careful, this is caring about you." ”

He walked out when I hummed and wanted to continue asking, I don't know what it was in my hand, it looked like a pill, but I was a little resistant to such a thing, thinking that it was impossible for there to be a pill to deal with something like me in this age, so I looked at the pill in his hand with some distrust: "You don't want me to eat this thing, do you?" ”

I was really a little unacceptable to him just so hastily, so I wanted to ask a few more words, he nodded: "Yes, that's it, it's this thing, it's something that I have practiced for so long and worked so hard to get, it can completely eliminate all the resentment in your body, but resentment is not different from demonic energy, the genes of the living dead like you can be completely eliminated, but there may be some side effects on yourself, and I don't know what the specific side effects are, so you think about it, whether to eat it or demonize you." ”

In fact, the answer to this question is already obvious, I don't have to think about it to know what the answer is, eating this thing can eliminate the genes in the body, but there may be side effects, but if I don't eat it, I may demonize and completely become a monster, I don't even think about taking this thing and swallowing it directly into my stomach.

He looked at me and nodded with satisfaction: "You're right, now you won't have side effects after eating, side effects will appear within twelve hours, of course, if your physique is very good, there may be no side effects, it all depends on your own physique, by the way, I still have something to ask you, you stay and sit for a while, don't be in a hurry to go back." ”

I nodded, sat on the chair and patiently said to him, "Ask whatever you want, I have nothing to hide from you, you are equivalent to saving my life." ”

After hearing my words, he asked me without any scruples: "You must have experienced a lot of things during this time, and you have met a lot of people, I feel that your resentment is very deep, and some of it is not like you exude it yourself, it should be because you have been in contact with ghosts for a long time to become like this, which also causes an important reason for your demonization, not only because of the genes of the living dead." ”

In fact, he had already seen my problem, but he was a little tactful when he spoke, and I understood what he meant, I nodded: "This matter has to start from before, it was just an accident, I happened to meet a thousand-year-old female ghost, because I look very similar to one of her old friends, so she has been by my side to protect me, but she has no bad intentions towards me, she is really loyal to my side, there will be no problem." ”

He nodded: "Whether she is good to you or not, one thing you have to know, people and ghosts have different paths, you have to give up, otherwise it will recur in the future, there will be no such elixir at that time, you will have to rely on yourself, so you have to give up this person sooner or later, just from your eyes I know that this person is very important to you, and giving up is not so simple, right?" ”

Ma Wen has been taking care of me since before, if it weren't for her, I'd be dead now, and I've always been very heartfelt to me, basically she will appear as soon as I'm in danger, I'm afraid I can't do it if I give up, but more than one person persuaded me to give up, after all, I really won't have a result with her, and I'm delaying her by doing this.

After all, her ability is so strong, all the ghosts are terrified when they see her, such ghosts should not stay by my side, now that I have become a monster, I am no longer the young master in her heart, why do you want to stay by my side all the time?

I nodded, "Okay, I know what to do." ”

After saying this, I left with Ma Ming, but I wasn't in a good mood, because Dao had been thinking about her until now, how to tell Ma Ming that he was willing to leave me, and she knew what I thought, if I lied, she would know it at a glance, and she wouldn't be able to get rid of it at all.

Ma Ming looked at me with a sad face and said: "I know what you are thinking in your heart, in fact, when she followed you at the beginning, I knew that this would be the result, it's just a matter of time, she can't stay by your side all the time, even if you are not a monster now, she will cause you to reduce your lifespan, even if you won't have any impact, you will grow old, and she has always been like this, you always have to separate, right?" ”

I nodded: "Then what should I do, Ma Wen is willing to leave me, and will she really have a better place to go after she leaves me?" ”

Ma Ming nodded: "Of course she will have a better place to go, she is a ghost, and her cultivation is already very high now, you imagine that she is a thousand-year-old female ghost, and it is a complete waste of time to be by your side, what I said is indeed a bit direct, but this is all true, and there is more than one person who has persuaded you, I know that you must be reluctant to Ma Wen, but the long pain is better than the short pain, you might as well make it clear to her as soon as possible, so that she can leave early, which is good for both of you." ”

There is a saying that long pain is better than short pain, I understand what this sentence means, now that Ma Ming doesn't say this, I also know what I should do, and then I may have to run around because of my own affairs, and I don't have time to talk to Ma Wen, since this is the case, it is better to let her leave early, but I have to be like a way to make her completely disappointed in me, so that she can really leave, right?

I'm not very good at this kind of thing, Ma Ming's brain is brighter than mine, so I asked for his help: "How do you think I can get her to leave me?" ”

Ma Ming didn't seem to give an answer after thinking about it for a long time, and I couldn't count on him at all, so I had to think to myself: "I might as well create a misunderstanding, and when the time comes, say a little more to disappoint her, if she is really sad, she will leave by herself." ”

He shook his head, obviously thinking that this method would not work, and paused and said: "This is not good, she is a thousand-year-old female ghost, just like the roundworm in your stomach, she knows what you want, and every time there is danger, she will appear as soon as possible, the most terrifying thing is that you are completely telepathic now, every time you want to find her, she will appear immediately, isn't it?" ”

It was a bit tricky, and I sighed, "So what the hell am I going to do?" ”

Ma Ming said to me at this time: "I have a way, but I don't know if you want to, this is a very difficult choice for you, I know that there is a spell that can make a ghost lose all her memories, if her memories are all gone, then she will completely forget who you are, since you are a stranger, then why should she waste her time and ability to protect you, when the time comes, you just beg her to let her follow you, she will not agree." ”

This method is a bit difficult for me, after all, it is not only about my memory that will disappear, but all her memories will disappear, which is the most cruel to her, I think people can be regarded as people only when they have memories, they can have feelings, they will love the world, she even forgot her most beloved man, what should I do in the future, although she doesn't know herself, but I always feel a little sad, and my conscience can't get over.

So I refused without hesitation: "No, this is too unfair to her, and too selfish, I'd rather try it slowly with other methods, rather than lose all her memories, how cruel this must be for her, she just relied on those memories to persist until now, and if she says no, it's gone?" ”

Ma Ming looked at me a little angry and continued to explain: "I see that you just think too much, I mean erase all her memories of you, even if you look exactly like that young master, she has no feelings for you, and there is no wave when she sees you, so that she won't have any relationship anymore, this should be fine, right?" ”

It's okay if it's just like this, but I'm always a little reluctant and unwilling in my heart, after all, I've been with Ma Wen for so long, I really have feelings for her, how good it would be if she was a human being, we can be together.

If we can't be together, I can't keep letting her waste time on me, right?

I had to make concessions.

I thought about it for a long time before I nodded: "Okay, just use this method, but will you, there will be no side effects, right?" ”

Ma Ming said confidently: "Don't worry, there will definitely be no side effects, I used this spell a lot before, it is just to erase a memory of her, then she can stay away from here, you also know that with her ability, she can completely cultivate and become better, it is a pity to be by your side." ”

Now that I hear these words, I have no waves in my heart, but I still keep thinking about Ma Wen in my head, after this spell is successful, she will completely forget about me, and I feel very uncomfortable.