Chapter 185: So Good to Me

Ma Ming saw me stunned and touched my shoulder with his hand: "Eh, I said, you shouldn't be reluctant, I told you a long time ago that people and ghosts have different paths, don't be emotional, no matter how you say it, she is also a ghost, and being by your side will only harm you, and it will not do any good." ”

I couldn't help but retort: "Ma Wen can't hurt me!" ”

He was stunned for a moment: "It seems that you are really emotional." ”

I instinctively began to quibble, "I didn't, I just didn't want her to waste her time for me." ”

Ma Ming smiled: "She's just a ghost, you don't need to care about her so much, your lifespan is different from hers, even if she has been wasting time on you, it's no problem, it's just a reduction in practice, and she won't die completely, or because you really care about her, you don't want her to end up like this, since you've decided, then I'll do what you do, but you can't regret it, once this spell takes effect, you can't go back, have you thought clearly?" ”

These words have been echoing in my mind, and I have been thinking about whether I will regret it, people are always selfish, although I hope she can forget me to live a good life, but I feel unwilling, stay with me for so long, even if it is just a passerby, it should leave some good memories, why did it become like this?

It's possible that meeting from the beginning was a wrong choice, if I look different from that young master, maybe there will be a different answer, maybe it's just because I look like that young master, I will have such a blessing?

Thinking of this, I calmed down a little, these blessings shouldn't be what I have, since they were given by others, there is no problem in going back, I took a deep breath and looked at Ma Ming seriously: "I've already thought about it, just do what you say, but I hope it won't cause any harm to her, what you said she will only lose part of her memory, that is, the part with me, and I don't want the other memories to disappear, that's very important to her, okay?" ”

Although I knew that Ma Ming couldn't hurt me, I still wanted to remind him.

Ma Ming nodded: "I know, I understand what you said, in fact, you still care about her, and she knows my spell herself, if it is harmful to her, she can completely resist, for her my spell is simply a little trick." ”

With his words, I can be regarded as really relieved, I plan to deal with Ma Wen's affairs and then go to him, the most important thing for me is Ma Wen's affairs, but this seems a little deliberate, now she doesn't know what my situation is, if she is in this place, it is indeed a little careless, so I chose to come to a small town with Ma Ming.

Although there are villages in the vicinity, but a little farther you can see a small town, although the town is not prosperous, but there are still things that should be there, there are also some restaurants and a school, the scenery and air here are good, away from the hustle and bustle of the city, coming here will make people calm down, I came to a small restaurant with Ma Ming, most of the people here know each other, and we are definitely not locals at first sight.

After the food was served, the boss talked to us cordially, we also had a chat with or without a match, the food was made good and tasted very good with my appetite, probably because I didn't eat this day, the few dishes ordered were basically wiped out by me and Ma Ming, and we said hello to the boss after eating and we were wandering around here, there is a small river here, and a single-plank bridge, which looks quite special, and there is a swing here.

Like a paradise, I sat on the swing and hung my head: "How can I call her out so that it doesn't look so abrupt, I'm really worried that she will suddenly find something." ”

Ma Ming sighed: "You are just too cautious, even if you don't have anything, she will be very happy if she comes out, it is entirely because of your different mood now that you will have such a reaction, you are the most important person to her, even if you know that you lied, as long as you understand your mood and what you want to do, she will still accommodate you and will do anything for you." ”

I looked up at him: "That's why I don't want her to have such memories at the last moment, at least before losing her memory, I want her to think that I just want to talk to her and let her out, not to let her out in order to make her amnestics, can you see what I mean?" ”

Ma Ming nodded: "I know what you mean, but the plan can't catch up with the changes, there is no perfect way at the moment, and you are still so nervous now, that's what you look like, as long as you are not blind, you can see that you definitely have something on your mind, please don't put on a bitter face, at least the last time with Ma Wen let her see your smiling face, we don't have much time, you are ready to start." ”

After he left, I looked at the calm lake alone, time passed minute by minute, and it took half an hour before I summoned Ma Wen out, I originally thought I could behave very well, but as soon as she appeared, I began to feel weak, and I looked panicked, but Ma Wen didn't say it, even if she had noticed my abnormality, she just sat on the chair next to me and kept looking at the scenery with me.

As if waiting for me to speak, I turned my head to look at her affection, still as calm as ever, even with a smile on the corner of my mouth, I slowly spoke: "Ma Wen, what is the young master in your mind like, I'm curious?" ”

I don't know why she said such a thing when she opened her mouth, she was a little surprised but still smiled slightly: "He, maybe others will think he is not good, but he is still the best young master in my heart, I don't know what kind of person he is, but I have always felt that you are the young master, I have only met you again after going around for so long, and it is my duty to protect you all the time, and it is the only thing I want to do." ”

When she said these words, her eyes were very gentle, but she didn't look at me, so she didn't see my expression at this time, if she saw it, she would definitely be able to see the flaw, my hands have been tightly holding the rope of the swing, I gritted my teeth and continued: "But have you ever thought about the future, people and ghosts have different paths, we are not all the way after all, this will only harm you, why do you have such a high cultivation to stay by my side?" ”

Ma Wen sensed that something was wrong at this time, and she turned her head to look at me: "Young Master, I know that you have thought about this problem, and you may want to drive me away many times, but you may not know how long I waited for the young master in the original place, in order to be able to meet again, do you know that feeling, I finally met that person, it is you, I will be sad if I let me go." ”

These words were not what I expected at all, and I didn't know how to speak again, but I was silent, Ma Wen seemed to see that I was in a bad mood at this time, so she came over and asked with concern: "Young master, I see that your face doesn't seem to be very good, is something wrong, why don't you tell me?" ”

I raised my head and glanced at her impatiently: "Do you want me to tell you the truth, why is my face so bad, although I am the body of the Yin, but I can't bear such a powerful resentment, you are a thousand-year-old female ghost, and those little ghosts are different, I have already said so tactfully, don't you understand, I don't know what kind of person that young master of yours is, but it's definitely not me, and I don't want to be the young master you dream of, I'm Shen Yi, not your young master!" ”

I almost yelled and said these words, Ma Wen was stunned for a moment, she didn't expect me to talk like this, I had always been gentle with her before.

Ma Wen said hesitantly: "But why were you so good to me before?" ”

I sneered: "Yes, I was really good to you at the beginning, that's because you are still of some use to me, as long as I am in danger, you will appear as soon as possible, I can't deal with those ghosts, of course, you can only come, you don't know it when you are used, you are really a fool, now that these jobs are gone, I naturally don't need you, rather than letting you be by my side all the time, it is better to leave quickly." ”

Whenever I say this kind of thing, I feel a heart-rending pain, saying these words against my heart, I only feel that I am dying, like a shell, these words are sad enough, but Ma Wen still doesn't want to believe it, the footsteps are still walking towards me, I know that if I see her move, I will definitely be soft-hearted, so I continued to shout to her at the top of my voice: "I've said it a few times, I'm just using you, don't you understand, I called you out today just to let you get out of here!" ”

Now she seems to be really sad, has been standing still in place, then I feel her resentment slowly deepening, there seems to be a strong unknown force, Ma Wen squatted on the ground alone and stretched out her hand to cover her head and screamed loudly, followed by a resentful cry, then Ma Ming came out of nowhere and dragged my arm: "Are you crazy kid, can't you see that she has completely deteriorated now, don't you leave quickly?" ”

I let go of his hand and asked suspiciously, "What does deterioration mean, and why did she become like this?" ”

Ma Ming grabbed my arm again and tried to drag me away, but seeing that I was stubborn, I refused to go, so I had to explain: "You don't understand how terrible this power is, because the words you just said have had a great impact on her, and her own thoughts and original intentions have changed, she was originally a good ghost, but now she has become an evil ghost." ”