A short-haired, sexy, smart-looking girl patted Ay on the shoulder and leaned into her ear and asked, "WhatareYouthkg?" ”

AY was staring at the phone in a daze, listless, lying on the table, as if he didn't even want to use the strength to speak.

"Han Yi ······"

She muttered Han Yi's name in her mouth, making the short-haired girl look puzzled, "What? ”

"Sister Xiyan, this is in China, I can understand Chinese, can you not drag English with me?" AY rolled her eyes at the short-haired Sister Xiyan, and was very annoyed that she always spoke English to her, because she was very confident in her Chinese that slipped away, and didn't like that she always spoke English to her without outsiders.

Mo Xiyan is her senior sister who is three years higher than her, returned to China when she graduated three years ago, and resigned after working as a project planner in a listed company for more than a year, and is now a free person, engaged in freelance work. She is both a beauty blogger and a graphic model. Shoot covers, post hair and beauty videos, the income is very high, and it is also very free.

"What do you say? Han Yi? What is it? Mo Xiyan put a can of ice Coke in front of her, sat down opposite her, and also lay down.

What is it? AY was anxious when he heard this, sat up and wanted to argue with Mo Xiyan, but after thinking about it, he didn't know what to say, and helplessly explained: "A person's name!" Not something! ”

After a second thought, "It's not something!" It doesn't seem right, "No, no, it's just a person's name!" ”

"Male or female?"

Mo Xiyan saw her react so strongly, and instantly became a melon-eating crowd, gossiping, "Male!" Are you in love? ”

"What! No! AY hopes so, but the goddess has a heart, and King Xiang has no dreams.

Although it was only in such a short period of time, there were only a few meetings to come, but I just liked him, and he often appeared in my mind. In the past two days, he has a grudge against the cruel and hurtful words he said, even if he took the initiative to apologize, he was still angry with him.

"It's all written on the face, and it's quibbling! Tell me about it, little girl, how long has it been since she arrived in China? "Don't be unyielding," Tell me! ”

"There's nothing to say, don't ask!" AY's attitude was tough, and the words changed, "Do you want to go to Chongqing with me?" You don't need to pay for it, I will work with me and give you 40 shares! ”

Mo Xiyan smiled disdainfully and said, "You see that I eat well, dress well, and live well, why did I go to Chongqing with you?" As far as the small studio you mentioned, it is estimated that if you give me 50 shares, it will not be as much as I make now! ”

"I'm not here to ask you to help me! My mother has already given a death order, and if I can't go back to Ben in half a year, I'll have to go back to England with her, and it's hard to come back once······"

Mo Xiyan sipped coke triumphantly, ay held her hand with both hands, begging, or

It would be more appropriate to say that it is a threat.

"You should think of it as a tour! If you don't agree, I'll tie you up!" ”

AY She knew that Senior Sister Mo Xiyan was a very great person, like Han Yi, she had strong management and planning skills, and her freelance profession as a free person gave her her her own unique views on the current market of the self-media industry, so AY flew from Chongqing to Changsha to find her.

Mo Xiyan laughed and said, "I'm angry! I'm a road idiot and don't want to go to a strange city! If you want me to go, it's okay, it depends on whether the story between you and that Han Yi can move me! ”

"Don't you want to fall in love again? How can you have such a habit and always like to inquire about other people's feelings! ”

AY looked at Senior Sister Mo Xiyan with aggrieved eyes, she knew this senior sister's emotional experience clearly, and there seemed to be a trace of fear and pity in her eyes.

Saying that, Mo Xiyan smiled slightly, took the opportunity to break free of AY's seemingly tender and kind hand, and ran out non-stop.

First love is the most pure, clean, beautiful and soft stage of all love, there are many people who say that the first love is ultimately fruitless, don't regret Yan doesn't believe in this evil, she said that one day when she and her boyfriend get the certificate, invite AY that group of friends to eat a full banquet.

AY looked forward to this meal for two years, but finally failed

Sister Mo Xiyan and Da Liu are first love, starting in high school. On the first day of school, when I gathered in the class, the teacher recognized the person by name, and after the order, the teacher asked on the podium: Is there anything else that has not been ordered?

A girl stood up and said, "And me."

The teacher asks: What is your name?

She said: Don't be sorry.

The teacher looked down at the roster again and said, "No, you."

Mo Xiyan asked: Isn't this the third class?

Da Liu next to her shouted in a strange tone: Get lost, this is the second class.

Then the hall burst into laughter, and Mo Xi ran out with a red face and a bowed head.

After Mo Xiyan ran out, Da Liu made up his mind in his heart - I want to chase her.

One of his classmates and good friends persuaded him seriously: We are here with a glorious and arduous study mission, but we can't fall in love early, early love is fiercer than a tiger, and there will be no corpse when the time comes.

Da Liu said that he was willing to die under Mo Xiyan's long skirt.

After class, Da Liu ran to the door of the third class and shouted Mo Xiyan's name, and after more than ten seconds, Mo Xiyan squeezed out of the crowd and saw that it was Da Liu's face and red again. Da Liu apologized to Mo Xiyan, not intentionally embarrassing her.

Mo Xiyan nodded to accept the apology, but her face was still red.

Da Liu also bought a lot of snacks for Mo Xiyan, and secretly stuffed them into her desk while Mo Xiyan was away, learning from Lei Feng without leaving his name.

However, Mo Xiyan still came to the door and asked if Da Liu did it.

Da Liu denied: Why do you think I did it?

At that time, Mo Xiyan smiled so much that her stomach hurt, and she said a word, she said: You are blind in our class, you are so big that you can't see?

Mo Xiyan continued to ask Da Liu: What do you mean?

Da Liu blurted out: I like you.

Mo Xiyan blushed and ran away again, a bag of snacks was scattered on the ground, and in the spirit of not wasting it, Jiyou picked it up and put it in his pocket.

When Mo Xiyan and Da Liu reappeared in front of their friends holding hands, Mo Xiyan's face was still red and very shy. At that time, they met in a corner of the playground, just like an underground spy joint, Jiyou was eating snacks in the classroom, and another classmate in the same class told Jiyou that Da Liu was looking for him, behind the flower bed in the northwest corner of the playground.

This is the first love of Mo Xiyan and Da Liu.

AY has never seen Da Liu himself, Mo Xiyan said that he is not handsome at all, so AY asked her: Why do you get along with him if you are not handsome at all?

Mo Xiyan said: Da Liu said that when he liked me, his eyes were shining, and at that moment I felt that the surroundings were darkened, which was amazing, and I felt that I had the whole world.

In the year of graduating from high school, they had a party, and Mo Xiyan took Da Liu's hand and said: One day when we get the certificate, we invite you to eat a full banquet of Manchu Han.

Then the party ended with the blessings of friends.

Including Bai Xiao and Da Liu, as well as everyone present, we all felt that the Manchu and Han banquets would be placed in front of us one day.

It wasn't until the second year after studying abroad that they broke up.

In college, Mo Xiyan resisted because her parents wanted her to go abroad, but it was useless, just like that, the two of them were separated. Mo Xiyan thinks it's nothing, isn't it just a long-distance relationship, there will always be a day of graduation.

That good friend continued to go to the same university as Da Liu, and Mo Xiyan specially asked him to watch Da Liu, and he also patted his chest and promised.

In the first year of college, the love between Mo Xiyan and Da Liu is still relatively stable, in addition to frequent phone calls and the Internet, Da Liu can also meet Mo Xiyan three or four times a year and get along for a few days.

The problem is in the sophomore year, and the friend accidentally bumped into Da Liu with another girl. They passed by, and Da Liu pretended not to know him.

In the evening, Da Liu came to him, and they went to the playground to talk.

Da Liu said that he didn't like Mo Xiyan anymore.

His friend asked him: Why? Mo Xiyan can persevere, why can't you persevere?

Da Liu said that the possibility of the first love ending up together is very small, and the possibility of a long-distance relationship ending up together is also very small.

Jiyou said: The small chance does not mean absolute!

In the end, Da Liu still told the truth: In fact, I didn't like her very much at all when I chased Mo Xiyan, at best, I was a little kind of and curious about love.

A good friend has a good conscience, he said: But Bai Xiao likes you very much, you should be responsible.

Da Liu said: I am also responsible for Mi Lu, I really like her, I can only be responsible for one person, I choose what I love, I will make it clear to Xiyan, you can't control this matter.

After a few quarrels with Da Liu, Jiyou left.

About a week later, Jiyou received a call from Mo Xiyan, and he was very sorry to say sorry a few times, sorry for not looking at Da Liu. She told him she was here, but got lost, and asked if he could pick her up

Time.

According to Mo Xiyan's description, Da Liu Jiyou went around several circles to find her. This time, I really appreciated how serious Mo Xiyan's road dementia was, no wonder she was able to go to the wrong classroom in the first place.

He took her to a small restaurant near our school to eat, and she looked hungry, and after a while, she suddenly looked up and said, "You know what? I persevered for five years, and I thought that if I persisted and persevered, I would be able to do it for the rest of my life.

After Mo Xiyan finished speaking, she continued to eat, tears crackled and fell down, fell into the rice, and were stuffed into her mouth again.

Jiyou didn't know what to say, so he quietly sent a message to Da Liu and told him the coordinates.

Da Liu came, sat next to Ji You, opposite Mo Xiyan, Mo Xiyan raised his head and choked up and said: You are here.

Da Liu said: Since you're here, let's talk about it.

Mo Xiyan said: Since I'm here, I don't want us to break up, I'm here to compromise.

Da Liu insisted: Love is a matter of two people, and one person can't hold on.

Mo Xiyan cried even more: You said you liked me.

Da Liu: You are too naïve, you are only in high school, you are so serious, not to mention that people and things will change!

In the end, the two of them collapsed, Mo Xiyan finished eating and planned to buy a plane ticket to fly back by plane for more than ten hours overnight, Da Liu had no intention of sending her to the airport, and he didn't let her friends send her, so she took a taxi and left by herself, which was the last ruthlessness.

Maybe Da Liu is afraid of being soft-hearted, so Mo Xiyan feels that there is still hope. Despair is not the most terrible, the most terrible is that there is a faint hope, but it just can't "come back from the dead".

Jiyou and Da Liu walked halfway, for a long time, Da Liu didn't mean anything to him, Jiyou suddenly asked: When you were together before, you always went to look for her and didn't let her come, are you afraid that she will get lost?

Da Liu said: I don't know how her cerebellum develops, the road dementia is in the advanced stage of cancer and the balance is imbalanced, and she can kick her ankles and swell herself when she walks.

Jiyou sighed: Xiyan has liked you for so many years, it's not easy, she is far away alone, and she insists on it in different cities, it must be very hard!

Da Liu stopped suddenly, stopped the car on the side of the road, waved his hand and said: I'll go find her and put her on the plane, this girl may get on the wrong car, I don't know where she will go!

Da Liu left anxiously, and Jiyou felt a little relieved.

Jiyou just walked to the school gate and received a call from Da Liu, he said that he didn't find Mo Xiyan, called her mobile phone and turned it off, and asked Jiyou to hurry back to the way to eat to find it, she must be nearby.

Because Da Liu once told her: If you get lost, just wait where you are, and I will come back to you.

They all know that Mo Xiyan will always remember and engrave it in their hearts, and she has always taken Da Liu's words so seriously.

Jiyou and Da Liu arrived almost at the same time, and saw Mo Xiyan standing on the side of the road.

The tears on her face had dried up, and she said to them with an embarrassed wry smile: I didn't know where I went after walking a few streets, and I didn't get in a taxi, but I came back again, and I didn't dare to go too far alone.

Da Liu sent her away, and in the end, the two were still not together.

In the coming soon

One afternoon after graduation, Jiyou and Da Liu were bored in a circle on the playground, and he received an MMS message, which was a photo of the sunset, sent by Bai Xiao.

Da Liu told Jiyou that he had promised her to take her to the beach to watch the sunrise and sunset.

Then Da Liu's mobile phone rang again, and he received a message from Mo Xiyan, which said: Don't worry, I finally learned to read the map, and I can't lose it.

In the year when Mo Xiyan returned to China after graduation, Da Liu got married, and on that day, she took a big red envelope, super thick, in addition to money, there was also a yellowed map, which was the map of the city where he went to college.

They naively think that everyone is kind, and they naively think that what they say can be counted, and they can count for a lifetime, and they naively think that if he says he likes her, he can like her forever.

They can hold on for a long, long time because of someone's words, until the other person tells her, fake! Don't be silly! You are so naïve! Now that's changed! Only then do you realize that all your insistence is wishful thinking.

The words that are not promises, the words that are spoken casually, are cherished as promises, until later, they become not even gullible about promises.

As far as AY knows, the little thing of first love has always been in her heart and has never forgotten it, even if she later talked about a boyfriend, and now she is single again.

I remember that the slogan of a certain movie is that love is love, and love is youth. However, there is no guarantee for love, it is so fragile, unstable, and ethereal.

In fact, no matter whether love is right or wrong, as long as you have loved, it is youth, because when we are young and young, we hear you say that you like me, and I think I have the whole world.

It's just that Da Liu is Mo Xiyan's whole world, and later there is no Mo Xiyan in Da Liu's world.

But what does it matter.

Mo Xiyan said to AY: It's okay, anyway, I have been to Da Liu's youth. The opposite of love is not hate, but forgetting.

A middle-aged teacher once asked a group of casual students, what is the opposite of love? Of course, the antonym of love is not love, there is no suspense, and the young students shouted in unison without hesitation: The antonym of love is hate!

The female teacher smiled without saying a word, turned around, and wrote a big word on the blackboard: forget! The class was stunned.

After many years, the primary school students have grown into middle-aged people, and once at a party, talking about their teacher, the picture was fixed after the vicissitudes of life, and they really understood that the opposite of love is really forgetting. Unfortunately, the teacher has passed away, and the students are tired.

The opposite of love is really forgetting! All the mustards and resentments will probably disappear after a few years, as long as they are left to time. A sturdy life will eventually become green smoke, and it will be righteous. Some of the feelings are very thin, and they are dispersed as soon as the wind blows.

When Song Jianguo was young, he saw too many girls, for the sake of a promise to be a young man, she never married, and she waited for her to grow old.

Will they hate? It's no longer hateful, it's just that she's used to the days of waiting. Even they believe that

The waiting man had actually come, but they didn't recognize the person's appearance.

There was a man named Su Wu in the Han Dynasty, who was sent by the imperial court to the distant Xiongnu envoy, and then was detained in his hometown and exiled to Siberia on the shore of Lake Baikal to shepherd sheep for 19 years, and then returned to his homeland after 19 years.

There is no more collapse of a person's spiritual world than forgetting, who can understand, he still has the persistence of the previous dynasty, the persistence of this life, but he was forgotten by life and put on the other side of the years, he can't go back, he can't go, this is the biggest sadness in life!

No matter what feelings, as long as they are soaked in time, they will eventually soothe all the melancholy and sorrows. All the past is written off, and this is the time of power!

watched Liu Xiaoqing's interview on a certain satellite TV, when the swivel chair turned around, it was actually her ex-husband Chen Guojun, who made a fuss n years ago, thinking that back then, one cheated, one caught rape, and a love sea of businessmen who showed off their billionaire sisters, and a story that revealed what he and she had to say, it was all fierce news, all privacy and insiders, according to the revelation of the chess opponent back then, how could you solve the hatred in your heart if you met and didn't fight.

But the actual situation is that when they meet again, the picture is about to become a Korean drama mode. It's only 20 years of time, and no matter how much hatred there is, it's been filled in by time. Not only is the memory light and light, but also the warm story when talking about the love of the year can't be stepped on at one point, he said the east, she forgot the west.

But Liu Xiaoqing said something very emotional: When you don't love, you don't hate, I didn't read the book you wrote at all. This is time, the former actresses have made a comeback after being imprisoned, and the lady of the year has already become the bride of the nth husband.

Time has no wounds that cannot be healed. All incurable diseases are handed over to time, which is guaranteed to make you fall in love and forget, and there is both the strength to love each other and the strength to let you go, this is time. Some people learn to forget even if they endure pain, and forgetting is the beginning of happiness.

Every time Scarlett in "Gone with the Wind" is desperate, she tells herself: tomorrow is a new day. In the face of pain, only time is the best medicine.

Time can blow flowers and plants open, but also make the verdant closing, indifferent to the world, falling into the world, everything is circulating in the wheel. But a person's life is just a drop in the ocean for time, and if you miss it, it will be forever, and there will be no rebirth if there is no next life.

Throughout the ages, all classic love is the end of tragedy, because tragedy can be mutilated, mutilation can lead to regret, regret can have thoughts and wishes. From then on, they lived happily ever after, and if they were not sweet or sad, they would die so that they would not eat the fireworks of the world.

From Lin Daiyu to Zhu Yingtai, from Juliet to Snow White, which is the fuel-efficient lamp? Many things in life are met well, and after hard work, everything is handed over to time, no matter how beautiful the feeling is, it can't compete with the accumulation and consumption of time

。 After all, fate comes and goes, but it's just a luxurious farewell and regret.

People do not have the right to choose the good or bad fate, if the fate is not good, then force themselves to accept and carry, no one can predict how high they can climb and how far, but as long as they do not stop moving forward, the next moment will definitely be higher and farther than this moment, and tomorrow will definitely be more than today.

Hate is an upgraded version of love, if you don't love it, you don't care, if you don't care, you forget it, your warmth and coldness have nothing to do with me, I can laugh with you calmly, love and not love only one forgotten distance.

I think that all fate will eventually be handed back to time, and after many years, the red dust is lingering, who to stay for, and still believe that only by meeting the best self can we meet the best you. No matter how life changes, time passes, wait eagerly, pray earnestly, let time prove that tomorrow is still full of countless good wishes!

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