Bai Xue's senior sister does represent a type of person.

Referring to the gentleman she just met, she said: "He is really perfect, not to mention his appearance and talent, he can even meet the requirements of going to the square in the morning to accompany me to shake the empty bamboo!" ”

She couldn't help but laugh out loud, but even if she found a relatively perfect lover, she still didn't dare to "fall in love".

With a boyfriend, things are different. She can snuggle up next to a person, have a space for one, and at the same time summon another person to accompany him and share joys and sorrows with him.

She no longer needs to bear the pressure of the whole world alone, she can no longer stubbornly stand among the lovers who show affection, straighten her chest and tell herself that she can live better without a man.

When her journey as a warrior came to an end, she wiped the bloody remnants of the sun from her shoulders, put away her broken shield, took off her armor and changed into a long dress, and lay on the princess's bed, leaning on the soft pillows, and fled to the gentle world.

She sees it as a compromise to sweetness and a betrayal of loneliness.

Dilemma, there are such people.

A person lives to the fullest, proudly competing with life. Eating and traveling alone, changing light bulbs and repairing sewers alone, reading books, writing, watching dramas, baking, spending long nights walking through empty streets alone, loneliness never knocks them down, and even says that it is difficult for them to feel lonely.

Silently be a better version of yourself, and also look forward to the other half. When the other half really appeared in front of them, they were at a loss.

They have been marching in a one-man army for too long, and being single will be addictive. Take off your armor and put on a long dress, how easy is it?

Bai Xue's treatment of breaking up with Han Yi is complicated, hesitating, making up her mind, hesitating again, and then now I want to live my life first, waiting for the answer in my heart, anyway, there will be a result in the end.

Xia Bo sat bored on the sofa in the hotel, thinking about the scene when Qin Yue and Zhong Ying'er went to pick him up last night, feeling embarrassed and indescribable.

When I arrived in Shanghai at almost 12 o'clock in the evening, there was something wrong with the luggage, and I was delayed for a while, and I was confused when I walked out of the airport. Because he was not familiar with the place in Shanghai, Han Yi didn't know that he didn't have much money on him, and his mobile phone was out of battery, and when he was wondering where to live at night, a car stopped in front of him, and Qin Yue and Zhong Yinger were sitting in the car.

Qin Yue opened the car window and asked, "Xia Bo, right?" ”

"Who are you?" Xia Bo lowered his head and looked at the car, where two girls sat in the front row.

"Hello, I'm Qin Yue, Mr. Han asked me to pick you up." Qin Yue got out of the car and greeted Xia Bo very politely, and then asked a little unhappily, "Why don't you turn on your phone all the time?" We've been waiting here for almost an hour. ”

After Zhong Ying'er got out of the co-pilot, she glanced at Xia Bo with a smile, whispered "hello", and then said to Qin Yue: "I'll drive, I see that you are very tired." ”

Xia Bo was a little embarrassed, and while stuffing his luggage into the trunk, he explained, "I'm sorry, my phone."

No power! There was also something wrong when I just picked up my luggage, so I came out late. The boss didn't tell me that someone would come to pick me up, so I rubbed it off and made you wait for a long time, I'm really sorry! ”

After getting off work in the afternoon, Han Yi didn't tell him anything and asked Xia Bo to take some of his luggage to Shanghai, the only thing he knew was the address of his home, thinking that he was asking him to help him put his luggage at home, but he didn't expect that there would be such treatment, and someone came to pick him up when he got off the plane, and he was a beautiful woman with a temperament like Zhong Yinger.

"Boss?" Qin Yue thought to herself, like Li Jiaxin Nuannuan, and the executives of the company transferred from Chongqing also called him this in private, just these two words knew that Han Yi attached great importance to him, and if it was an ordinary driver, there was no need to specially greet her to pick her up.

Zhong Ying'er drove the car, Qin Yue turned her head and said to Xia Bo: "Originally, Mr. Han vacated a room for you in his house, let you live in it first, and then find a suitable house for you to rent." But tonight, Mr. Han's sister is at home, which is inconvenient, so I booked a hotel for you, and I will send you over now, and I will pick you up at noon tomorrow, take you around, familiarize yourself with the company, and explain some things to you by the way······"

"Okay! Good! Thank you so much! ”

Xia Bo never thought that Han Yi had already taken care of him, and Xia Bo, who had sent money to his family, was now shy in Langzhong, and if he was asked to stay in a hotel at his own expense, he would rather spend one night at the airport.

"By the way, I forgot to introduce you, this is my sister!" Qin Yue looked at Zhong Ying'er and smiled, "It's also our friend ······ Mr. Han."

Zhong Ying'er immediately gave her a look, she had to stay away from Han Yi now, to avoid others from misunderstanding, or more importantly, she didn't want Bai Xue to misunderstand.

"Hello, I'm Zhong Ying'er." She looked in the rearview mirror and smiled.

"Hello! My name is Xia Bo. Thank you for coming and picking me up so late! Xia Bo's eyes couldn't help but stay in the rearview mirror for a few more seconds, he felt that his tongue was a little knotted, and he didn't know how to speak much, except for thanks.

What made Xia Bo recall was embarrassed that when he was sent to the hotel to get off the trunk to pick up his luggage, Zhong Yinger went to help, Xia Bo slowly held the heavy luggage and slowly stabilized it on the ground, and when he looked up, he accidentally touched Zhong Yinger's chin with Zhong Yinger's head, maybe the strength was a little too strong, Zhong Yinger immediately covered her chin and squatted on the ground.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry ······"

This frightened Xia Bo, he thought he was a rough man, full of muscles, but in the boxing gym, he beat professional fighters and coaches down, for fear that he would hurt people by using too much force.

"Are you alright?" Qin Yue hurriedly came over and held Zhong Ying'er's shoulder.

After a few seconds, Zhong Ying'er stood up and covered the corners of her mouth, and said with a somewhat uncomfortable smile: "It's okay, it's okay······"

Xia Bo retired as a special forces soldier and a professional boxer, injuries are commonplace for him, and over time, he can deal with bumps and dislocations or something.

He hurriedly stepped forward, very guilty, but said to Zhong Ying'er very strongly: "Let me see if there is a dislocation!" ”

Unexpectedly, Zhong Ying'er stood there motionless, as if she was stunned by his sudden aura. Xia Bo lightly touched her face and chin on both sides a few times, frowned and looked carefully, her serious expression instantly relaxed, "Fortunately, it's okay, otherwise I would have been too guilty!" ”

"It's not hurt, is it?" Qin Yue asked with concern.

Zhong Ying'er didn't care at all, she always had a smile on her face, "It's really okay, you see, it's okay!" She playfully opened and closed her mouth.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry ······" Xia Bo apologized and bowed.

Zhong Ying has heard him say the words "sorry" more than a dozen times along the way, not that he is always making mistakes, but that he thinks he is quite polite.

"It's really okay, you go up, we have to go home too."

Zhong Ying'er smiled, watched Xia Bo enter the hotel, and then got into the car with Qin Yue.

The first time they met, they made their families wait, and they hurt people again, Xia Bo felt guilty and inexplicable.

He looked at his phone, it was almost half past one in the afternoon, why hadn't Qin Yue come yet? Didn't you say that you would come to pick him up at noon and familiarize yourself with the next work arrangements and other things?

Just as I was thinking about it, the phone rang too, and a woman's voice came from an unfamiliar number, which was a little familiar.

"Come down, I'm in the hotel lobby."

A few seconds ago, a series of question marks in Xia Bo's mind? Who is this? It's not the mobile phone number that Qin Yue left for him!

After a few seconds, he thought about it carefully, and his voice was quite familiar, "Are you······ Zhong Ying'er? ”

"Yes, I forgot to tell you, Qin Yue has something on her hands, she went to the company in the morning, she has been busy, she forgot about you, she just called me, saying that she can't get out, let me drive over and you take your and Han Yi's luggage to his house······"

Xia Bo, who was not used to being idle, seemed to have momentum in an instant, and dragged his luggage downstairs in response to the sound.

When she was in the car, Zhong Yinger took the initiative to ask Xia Bo: "Are you and Han Yi friends who have known each other for a long time?" I haven't seen you before. ”

"I'm just an assistant and driver hired by him, how could I possibly get acquainted with a big boss as young and promising as him?"

If it was placed in the first meeting between him and Han Yi, this would definitely be polite and contrary to his will, but after learning a lot about Han Yi, this should be his voice from the heart, and there is some inferiority complex in it.

"You're kidding, aren't you?" Zhong Ying'er said with a smile: "As far as I know, if he is not a very good friend, he usually won't invite him to the house, Li Jia, you know, right?" I've found several assistants for him, and in less than two days he'll quit people, and it's very uncomfortable to follow him all day long if he's not a friend. ”

"I've heard Cheng say this, but I'm really just working for him." Shablotton

There was a feeling of flattery, and he suddenly couldn't help but smile a little ashamedly, "Actually, we've only known each other for less than ten days, and besides, when we first met, I beat him ······"

He told Zhong Ying'er in detail about the scene when they met for the first time, and while blaming himself, he was even more grateful to Han Yi, grateful to him for ignoring his previous suspicions, and grateful for his willingness to give him this job, a relatively stable and well-paid job.

Of course Zhong Ying'er wouldn't think so, with her understanding of Han Yi, he must have regarded Xia Bo as a true friend.

"He's very small-minded about some things, but he's very atmospheric in the world, and you don't have to pay attention to the past, if he can let you live in his house, it means that he has treated you as a friend, and you should treat him as a real friend, not just a job." Zhong Ying'er drove the car, glanced sideways at him, and smiled, because he knew Han Yi. "Don't look at him as a very quiet person on weekdays, but he actually likes to be lively, he is a person who is cold on the surface and warm on the inside······"

What is her relationship with Han Yi? Xia Bo couldn't help but wonder in his heart. Looking at the tone and expression of her speech, it was obvious that the relationship was not ordinary, and he didn't dare to speculate.

He has been live on the Internet for a period of time, and he is actually not quite like himself in reality, because he has to make money from live broadcasts. He has to say a lot of things in the live broadcast and do a lot of things that he doesn't quite want to do, and alone, in private, he is like a mute.

Time is also a thing that makes people dumb.

For example, many people had all kinds of dreams when they were young, and then slowly put them on hold. Later, after so many years of boiling back and forth in the big hot pot of life, those realist pleasures gradually prevailed. Although the world knows that he is not famous, the money in his hand and the real estate in his name are enough to make a person live a proud and pretentious life. But more people have not received much special favor from reality, they are more in the life of countless rolls, a lifetime of perfunctory exhaustion, just for the only rest day of the week that does not have to go out to work.

No matter how unsatisfactory it is, one day, I will always suddenly recall that stubborn and persistent teenager many years ago, he once dreamed at midnight and gazed at the moonlight of that night affectionately, he loved the world, he loved this false fairness, and he loved this absolute unfairness.

Maybe no one thought of it. Those who were once sincere dreamers reached a tacit understanding many years later, that is, they heard the sound of broken dreams together. The voice was not a long and slow tone, but a clang, and the youth was shattered.

In the Korean movie "The Melting Pot", it is said: "We fought all the way, not to change the world, but to prevent the world from changing who we were." ”

In the past ten years, he no longer remembers the simple, fiery, like the iron that had just been forged from the production line, although it had flaws, but it was shining in the sunlight, enough to shed tears.

Xia Bo changes

I am becoming more and more mature, more and more adaptable to survival, and I know more and more the value of sincerity.

That night, the reason why he kicked Han Yi was just for his mobile phone, because he spent thousands of dollars to buy it, and it was the guy he made money to support his family, and he couldn't let Han Yi fall.

"Life is not only about me, but also about poetry and distance." Recently, this sentence has been very popular, presumably it has hit many people, Xia Bo also wants to do so, but his strength does not allow it.

He, like most people, felt that he was living in a miserable situation, and he couldn't extricate himself.

The so-called reluctance is not that life is difficult to eat and wear, but for the vision of food, clothing and security, and voluntarily live a regular and unchanged life, and there is a future within reach.

Go to work on time every day, do the same work at work, squeeze the same subway after work, eat the same dishes for dinner, and brush up on the circle of friends of those people who come and go before going to bed.

This kind of life is not too bad, and it is not too good, this is reluctance.

The biggest disadvantage is that this kind of life is a strong insult to our wisdom.

Man is the spirit of all things, and the most intelligent life form in the universe is currently known, and should not live a monotonous life that relies solely on the cerebellum to move the body in balance. A life where the intellect is useless will make people crazy, just like a soup without salt, although we can barely drink it, but the taste is completely lost, so we will yearn for poetry and distance.

Of course, many people will understand poetry and distance as "resignation and circumnavigation of the world when you want to go", as if escaping the boring environment of the current life, life will shine.

In Xia Bo's view, none of this matters, he has only two wishes over the years, one is to make his sick mother's life better, and the other is to let his sister graduate smoothly and be self-sufficient in the future. , he never thought about himself.

Maybe Han Yi valued his integrity and selflessness that he trusted him so much and let him live in his home.

(End of chapter)