Chapter 186: The Soul Scatters
After explaining, Ma Ming immediately grabbed my arm and planned to take me away, shouting as he walked: "Hurry up, her target is definitely you, there is still a little time to leave, otherwise you will definitely die here." ”
After knowing that it had deteriorated, my first concern was not about myself, but about what would happen to her after the deterioration, and whether she would be able to change back.
Ma Ming looked at me stunned and looked at me helplessly: "What are you thinking about in your head, do you know how dangerous this is for you, she is now an evil ghost, do you understand what the concept of evil ghost is, they only have hatred in their minds, nothing else, do you think they will remember who you are, do you think you can influence her?" ”
In fact, I understand these words, and I myself have been in contact with a lot of evil ghosts, and I know that they have no so-called feelings at all, but I also know what the concept of evil ghosts is, if she really becomes a evil ghost, and then she will be a walking corpse, and there will be no joy, anger and sorrow at all, what is the difference between such a ghost living and dying, and all this is caused by me.
Although I said those things that I shouldn't have said at first, I also knew what kind of mistakes I had made, and since I did it myself, I had to make up for it, so I directly shook off Ma Ming's arm and walked in the direction of Ma Wen.
Ma Ming probably guessed that I would do this, and directly used a spell to trap me in this place, I couldn't move, and I didn't expect him to act like this, I kept struggling violently: "What do you want to do, Ma Wen is very dangerous now, if you don't influence her in time, she won't be able to come back, and now the only person who can save him is me, you let me out quickly!" ”
He shook his head: "If I let you out, I am sending you to death, you are just an ordinary human being, at most a half-demon, but you don't have any strength in your body now, it can be said that you are nothing without Ma Wen, but she is different, she is a thousand-year-old female ghost, if she wants to kill you, it is easy to kill you, the reason why you didn't have such oppression before was because she has always been loyal to you, but now you can be said to be an enemy, you should understand when I say this, right?" ”
In fact, I understand these words, but I still can't sit idly by at a critical moment, but how can I break free, once Ma Ming decides on a thing, it will be difficult to change, at this time I use the bitter meat meter to estimate that it will not work, I looked at him in a tough tone: "You seem to have mistaken the point, the most important person in this matter is me, not you, I have the right to decide what to do myself, do you think I will not be in danger if I am tied here?" ”
I continued: "The current situation is very complicated, you have to understand, she may not hurt me alone, you also know what her strength is, otherwise hurry up and release me, I am confident that I can influence her, and then erase her memory, I promise you, I will never be soft-hearted again, I already know the gap between me and her, and I will not have any hope, I swear to you, when she changes back to her original appearance, I will leave, follow you, you let me go wherever I want, I have nothing to do with her, All right? ”
After listening to my words, he reluctantly agreed to me: "Why are you so hard, it's just a gamble at the risk of your life, the evil ghost itself is a demon, there is no human emotion and six desires, if you are injured at that time, don't let me save you, the difference between my strength and her is so big, even if you are injured, I will only sit idly by, I advise you to get acquainted with me and leave here quickly, if you are so stubborn, then I can only follow your thoughts." ”
In fact, these words are equivalent to agreeing, after all, Ma Ming is a very stubborn person, the next second he lifted the spell, I can move the first time to find Ma Wen, she suddenly disappeared, I stayed in the original place for ten minutes and didn't see where the person was, just when I was confused, I suddenly felt a wave of resentment, after feeling the resentment, I did not dodge, but deliberately waited for her to rush towards me.
When I saw her appearance, I only felt a sour nose, tears almost flowed out, now she is too different from before, I only feel very guilty when I see it, her eyes have become blood-red, her nails are also very long, her eyes are empty, and even her skin is slowly turning blue, these looks are not the Ma Wen I was familiar with, she was a gentle woman in my eyes at the beginning, it doesn't matter if she is a ghost or not, but I look at it now, but subconsciously I have always thought that she is a ghost.
A demon who will not hesitate to kill me.
I was stunned when I saw her, and I reflexively took a few steps back, I originally thought that I would definitely not be afraid after seeing her, but the power of that resentment is too great, I have always felt that resentment, oppressing myself, I took a deep breath and shouted her name with a trembling voice: "Ma Wen, are you going home with me?" ”
After saying this, she didn't have any reaction, but I began to burst into tears, after saying this, I thought of the pictures I used to spend with her day and night, and when I used to fight for me, when she could completely ignore her body, just to help me, she was willing to bear any consequences, but she always smiled when she saw me.
Now she, after seeing me crying, just frowned impatiently, and the next second she pounced directly at me, her eyes were full of disgust, as if she really planned to kill me, but I didn't have any resistance, Ma Ming rushed over at this time and planned to subdue Ma Wen with a spell, but I used my eyes to stop him.
At this time, I was speechless, just looked at Ma Wen with sincere eyes, I recalled the past picture in my mind, closed my eyes tightly, at this moment I felt that the force on my neck seemed to be slowly getting smaller, and finally Ma Wen actually let go of her hand and took a few steps back, the corners of her eyes were a little moist, tears flowed uncontrollably, she wiped her tears with a stunned face: "Why am I crying?" ”
At this time, I was a little surprised, and I quickly asked, "Do you really remember, think of those things in the past?" ”
Her mind suddenly began to mess up, as if the two personalities had been struggling in her mind, and the next second she changed back to her original appearance and looked at me, gritted her teeth and slowly approached, stretching out her sharp nails against my neck, if she used a little force I would die, but she didn't do it for a long time, and after a pause she said: "You are a bad person, you made me what I am now, I will kill you!" ”
I didn't resist, but nodded: "Yes, it's all my fault, so I didn't hide, but I know that you will never do it, we once had so many good memories, are you going to forget, even if you kill me, can you change back to your original appearance, as long as you can let go of all the hatred after killing me, then I am willing, the original thing was caused by me, then it is also because of the end." ”
After saying that, I closed my eyes, I only felt a slight tingling pain in my neck, but it was only a moment, I slowly opened my eyes, I saw her squatting down and taking a deep breath, her tone was trembling: "Why didn't you hide just now, aren't you afraid that I will really kill you?" ”
Now I felt that her voice had changed, and it seemed to have changed to the original Ma Wen, and I replied, "I know you won't do this, I believe you." ”
Ma Wen stood up: "Because of you, I became what I was just now, but because of you, I changed back again, so are you still planning to drive me away now, if I really leave, aren't you afraid that I will break out again, then you may not have such a good opportunity, I won't make two low-level mistakes for the same thing, and I will really kill you when the time comes." ”
She said these words with a smile, I reached out and touched her hair, I did what I wanted to do most before leaving, she was a little surprised by what I did just now, but she also knew the answer: "So even so, you still plan to leave me, right, or drive me away, what did I do wrong?" ”
I sighed: "It's not that you did wrong, it's me who was wrong, maybe we shouldn't have met in the first place, I'm sorry for your protection of me, I'm just an ordinary person, and then I will live a very ordinary life, I will also marry a wife and have children, but you will always maintain your current appearance, and when I reach the age of eighty, you will still be as beautiful as you are now, and you will have to go through life and death, which is more painful for you, isn't it?" ”
She shook her head: "This ending doesn't matter, for me as long as the process is good, at least I don't want to leave you now, I will follow wherever you go, I tell you, you will never get rid of me." ”
Ma Ming walked out: "Ma Wen, you have to understand that you are a ghost, people and ghosts have different paths, it is impossible for you to achieve positive results, and you also know that because of you, his body will have a great impact, it is better for you to leave earlier, if you are really good for him, let him live a good life alone." ”
What he said was decent, and now Ma Wen really listened to it, I thought she would really leave, I was still a little reluctant when she was going to leave, and instinctively wanted to call her to stop, but in the end I still controlled it, and I was a little reluctant in my heart, I turned my back and didn't want to see her leave.
Now her presence has long been a habit for me, and at this moment I suddenly heard Ma Ming's surprised voice: "Ma Wen, what are you doing, you will be distracted like this!" ”