I went out early the next morning, walked to the teahouse and didn't see where the little girl was, but the aunt found me, she didn't take the initiative to mention this matter, it should be worried that it would put pressure on me, I still took the initiative to mention: "Don't worry, I have promised you at the beginning, I said that as long as I participate in this matter, I will give it a good result, and coming here is to let you live safely, so don't worry." ”

Aunt nodded with satisfaction and looked at me: "Actually, Aunt has nothing else to ask for, if this matter is difficult to deal with, then forget it, you can't help us regardless of your own danger, we are sinners in the past, we should take the initiative to bear the mistake if we make a mistake, how can you let an outsider bear it for us, if you have something, just tell me, I won't blame you." ”

I suddenly felt a little sensational about what my aunt said, so I kept my tears from flowing, and when I was about to become a monster, I found that everything here became very beautiful, probably people always know to cherish it when they lose, although I can live forever after becoming a monster, this kind of scenery can also be seen later, but it is different from the current feeling.

What happens when I lose all human sense?

When I thought of this, I smiled bitterly and sat on the chair outside, feeling the breeze here, the ground was all yellow leaves, I reached out and picked up a leaf and looked through the sun, this leaf only needs to be touched lightly and will crush to the ground, then Ma Ming came over, he looked at me a little strangely, but he still didn't say anything, just sat on the chair next to me without saying a word: "Although I don't know what happened to you, even if I asked, you probably won't tell me, but I still want to say, Follow your heart, and don't wronged yourself. ”

I nodded: "Of course you don't need to say this, of course people live for themselves all their lives, I think you are weird today, what, are you worried that I will fail when I fight with this half-demon, is it possible that you are still afraid of my death?" ”

Actually, I was just joking, but who knew that Ma Ming said to me with a serious face: "Of course I'm afraid." ”

I was stunned and looked at him for a moment, if I became a monster, I would have to give up all the connections when I was a human being, so Ma Ming naturally I can't be in contact, it can be said that I disappeared directly from his world, like evaporating from the world, I never thought that there would be such a day.

At least Ma Ming and I are good brothers from birth to death, how can we say that we are separated?

I couldn't think about it anymore, so I quickly stood up and walked to the teahouse to ask for some pastries and sat there to eat, Ma Ming walked up to me and watched me gobble up before I was relieved, and after seeing that I was fine, I walked out and sat on the chair outside.

Because I had been choking on the pastries, I quickly took a few sips of tea, and then the little girl appeared again, as if we had met for the first time, and she stretched out her hand and asked me for pastries, but I put them all in front of me, which also represented me.

If I had known that this would be the end, I would not have made such a move when we met for the first time, and some people know each other better than not know, but things have already happened, and even if I think about it, it will not change.

I had already thought about the time of the night, and when Ma Ming returned to the inn in the afternoon I came to the forest alone, and I stood under the tree for a long time, and after half an hour the half-demon appeared, and this time she met me again in the form of an adult.

Even though I've been standing here for half an hour, no one has passed by, and this place is a taboo place for them, so no one will come to stop me, and I am somewhat disappointed in my heart.

The half-demon looked at me and asked, "So what is your result?" ”

I took a deep breath and said to her firmly: "This should be obvious, since I came to this place, it means that I want to become a monster like you, I don't regret it, just like you said, I can bring other people's safety alone, which is good, after all, I may not have so much value in life, it's really ironic, I seem to have been causing trouble to people when I was alive, now it's okay, I can finally help them." ”

The half-demon smiled: "Actually, you should have understood these a long time ago, this is the truth from the beginning, since you promised then I will also promise you, after you become a monster, I will let go of all the previous resentment, in fact, I should have given up a long time ago, those people at that time were already dead, then I should have left this place a long time ago, but I always feel unwilling, I am much more relieved to have your appearance." ”

Even though I was going to become a youkai, there were still some places that I was curious about, so I asked, "Then why did you leave one behind?" ”

Her expression changed slightly: "He just can't get over that level in his heart, he has nothing to do with me, if it weren't for him, I wouldn't have been there and refused to go, I had feelings with him in the past, but he never dared to admit it, maybe it was a little difficult to admit in the past, and then I died and didn't have a grudge against him, so he has lived until now, it's nothing more than self-torture, and it has nothing to do with me." ”

I seem to suddenly understand, he is still scaring himself, the original guilt has long since changed, he feels that the half-demon will come to kill himself sooner or later, he is afraid of the arrival of this day, and he is looking forward to the arrival of this day, at least he will not have to be tortured in the future.

I continued, "So half of the reason why you're planning to leave here is because he's right, but you're not letting go of the past at all, are you?" ”

The half-demon didn't answer me directly, but deliberately changed the topic: "Sometimes it's not a good thing to ask too much, you're going to become a monster, why do you care about human things, it's no longer necessary." ”

In fact, I already knew the real answer by the time she said this, and I nodded: "Let's get started." ”

It took almost all my courage to say this, but I don't regret it, this is probably the most correct thing I have done so far, at this time she took out a potion for me, the color of this potion is black, just looking at it I feel a little problematic, I look at it and have palpitations, but she drank the potion in front of me, the whole process is smooth and unambiguous, it seems that she has already made up her mind.

At this time, I suddenly heard Ma Ming's voice, he seemed to know the truth of the matter, so he wanted to come over to stop me, at this time I snatched the potion from the monster's hand and drank it directly, Ma Ming saw it and looked at me with surprised eyes, and walked directly over and dragged me and slapped my back hard: "What did you drink just now, quickly spit it out and hear it!" ”

His strength became heavier and heavier, but I desperately covered my mouth, Ma Ming looked at me angrily: "What did you just drink, how are you with this half-demon, didn't you tell me yesterday that you were good, and now what are you doing here behind my back?" ”

The half-demon smiled at this time: "Since my purpose has been achieved, there is no need here. ”

After saying that, she suddenly disappeared here, at this moment I saw that the big tree in front of me was slowly withering, all the leaves fell in an instant, Ma Ming didn't understand what was going on, I said to him: "Since I have already drunk it, let's be honest with you, what she gave me just now was a potion that made me completely turn into a monster, this is a cooperation between us, as long as I drink it, she will never leave this place in the future, and I can't contact you again, This may be the last bit of time, and I'll be leaving in a minute. ”

Ma Ming glanced at me: "You tell me where you want to go, how good it is to be a person, you still want to be a monster, you may not know how difficult it is for monsters to survive, especially if you are inexperienced and have no ability to survive, I think you should continue to follow me to exorcise ghosts." ”

I looked at him curiously, "I've already made it clear what I said just now, right?" ”

Ma Ming pointed to the tree in front of him with a serious face: "Maybe you are the one who was deceived, this tree has now completely disappeared, which is equivalent to her body, what she said is not the case, it should be that she lied to you, the medicine she drank just now is estimated to have completely disappeared from this world, and what you drank is not to make you a monster, but to make you a real human." ”

I was a little overwhelmed: "How is this possible, she didn't say that last night, and didn't you say that if I want to become a human, I have to find those Nuwa stones?" ”

He sighed: "There is another method that I haven't said, but that method is too difficult so I didn't say it, that is, another half-demon is willing to use his life to absorb all the demon energy in your body, but this end is that the original half-demon will disappear completely, it seems that she chose to approach you because she had this idea in her heart, but I don't understand why she did it." ”

At this point, I felt like I had suddenly confessed, maybe she was testing me at the beginning to see if I had the determination, and then asking myself if it was worth it.

At this point my tears flowed, and I crouched on the ground and looked at the leaves: "Thank you. ”

At this time, a butterfly flew past me and landed on my shoulder, she refused to go, and the color was special, Ma Ming and I seemed to understand.

After that, I became a normal human again, and returned to my previous post again, dealing with all kinds of strange things with Ma Ming, and of course, a lot of interesting things happened during this period...

I know that I still have a long way to go in the future, and maybe one day I can meet Ma Wen again, whether it is a person or a ghost, I will find her.