Chapter 218: It's Harmed

But no matter who I look like can see the problem, Ma Ming immediately cast me a look and asked me to pretend that I didn't know anything, and I just went back to the room as usual, and sure enough, the next second the little girl followed, she seemed to see my strangeness, but didn't ask anything, just asked me if I had any plans for the future.

I know she can spy on other people's inner thoughts, but because I and she are both half-demons, so I can't hear me, if she communicates with Ma Ming in the past, she will definitely be exposed all of a sudden, I have to keep talking to her, but the speaker said that my emotions began to change again, I always couldn't control myself, and wanted to put all the topics on the things I was curious about, so that I would soon be exposed.

At this time, the little girl's expression was a little cold: "Actually, you know everything, right?" ”

At this time, she became the original adult appearance, I always looked very similar to the old man's description, I don't know why she suddenly became like this, I can only keep pretending to be stupid: "What are you talking about, what can I know?" ”

She smiled: "I found that human beings always like to hide the truth of things, do you think there is any use in concealing it, it is already a fact, now I can calmly say these words to you in front of you, you should be glad that I did have my own purpose in coming to you, and I didn't kill you, but if you keep being nosy, then I'm sorry." ”

These words are clearly a warning to me, indicating that she knows everything I do, and I also smiled: "So you obviously know the truth of the matter, why do you still sit here and say these words to me, that is, it means that you also need me, in this case, let's just say it, I can help you, provided that you don't kill innocents indiscriminately in the future, you have your own past, there are things you can't forget, but this is not a reason for you to kill innocents indiscriminately, no one has this qualification." ”

She nodded: "Although that's what I said, but you are not qualified to care about me, at the beginning my condition with you seemed to be to help you get rid of these people, and I also helped you get what you need, and then the condition is that you must help me, and I have already agreed at that time, why do you still want to regret it now?" ”

Now that I think I really said that, I stood up and took the thing to her: "I don't need this thing now, if you want to take it, take it, since this thing is not in my hands, then our original cooperation has been canceled, although becoming a human being is something I have always wanted to do, but I will never be willing to cooperate with someone like you, even if I become my most hated half-demon, so what, at least I am worthy of my conscience." ”

In fact, I said these words to her on purpose, and she also understood what I meant by these words, she smiled: "Conscience, you will find this thing useless in the future, and I was like this at the time, but later, no one trusted me, and the people I helped in the past also spoke ill of me, so when I helped them, wouldn't they feel guilty?" ”

Now that she finally brought up her past, I also replied: "I know what you have in mind, and I know that you have an unknown past, and you are definitely a victim, but that was many years ago, you have been living with resentment, in fact, this is a kind of torture for yourself, it is better to live well, isn't it?" ”

She stood up and looked at me: "You don't know the truth of the matter at all, you will only listen to other people's words and then say some comforting words to me, but these words are of no use to me at all, on the contrary, I will feel that you are sprinkling salt on the wound, there is no so-called empathy at all, just like you are now a half-demon, you desperately want to become a human, but there are always people who think that this is unnecessary, anyway, you are no different from humans, and you can live forever, so at this time, don't you want to refute, Is there no resentment in your heart? ”

When I said this, my legs were weak and I remembered the things at that time, when I was locked in the cage, Ma Ming said those words to me, although I knew it was a joke, in order to arouse my anger, I always thought of these words when I was alone, it was a shadow that I lingered, even though I kept telling myself in my heart that it was false, but I still wrote it down, so no one can try to deceive their hearts, I can see it.

Now I don't know how to say these words to her, I took a deep breath and said to her: "Then what do you want to do now, you know that I am a half-demon, although I don't know if I can fight you with my own strength, but if you still want to go on like this, then this battle is unavoidable, you just think I am asking for hardship, you tell me, how can you give up this?" ”

She seemed to be thinking about it, but her eyes kept looking at me, as if she was recalling something, and then she smiled: "Actually, it's not difficult, as long as you promise me one thing, then I can leave here, and I won't get involved in anything here again, you can also find someone to cut down that tree, so you don't have to worry, I will let everyone here go, how about it?" ”

Seeing that she finally relented, I quickly asked, "You say, how can you let go of the past?" ”

She looked at me with a serious face: "I have a potion here, it's very special, as long as you drink it, you will become a real monster, and then you can't have any contact with humans, as long as you are a monster, you have to give up something, but you can live forever, you are no longer a half-demon, but you can keep the appearance of a human being, so that you can also deceive yourself, as long as you are willing to become a real monster like me, then I can release everyone here, otherwise they will all die, you know, You can't fight me with your own strength, and even if you go mad and break out, you won't be my opponent. ”

I have felt her ability since she changed into a real human form, which is definitely not something that ordinary people can defeat, even I am also her subordinate, so this condition is not bad, but I have been hesitating, becoming a real human is what I have always wanted, and I have been working on it until now, otherwise I would not be standing here.

I hesitated, but she continued to say to me: "I can give you a night to think about it, you should know what the result is, at least you can trade your own pain for the safety of others, there are so many people here, if I want to, all of them will die, of course, this is all in your control, you can easily reverse the current plot, you just need to drink what I gave you." ”

Although this is a negotiation with me, it seems to me that this is simply the most cruel way to treat me, and she wants me to be like her so that she will not be so alone.

I looked up at her: "Can I ask you a question before this, why did you insist on choosing me, this place should be more than one and a half demons, why did you make me a human, what is it worth it to yourself?" ”

She shook her head: "I don't know why, it's just that you have a special feeling at first sight, I know it's cruel to you, but I just want to see how determined you are, since you are all determined to be involved in this matter, then don't care about any consequences, at least you can protect a lot of people, they will definitely thank you then, but you can't tell anyone else about this matter, even Ma Ming, can you do it?" ”

Obviously, this is not giving me any opportunity and time to think about it, even if I don't agree, there is no way, so I nodded: "I will be the result of my grandson tomorrow, I won't let other people know about this matter during this period, don't worry, it's a big deal that you can monitor me, but there is no need for this, you should know what the result is, and you also know the final answer, don't you?" ”

As soon as the words fell, she left here, this night I basically just lay in bed thinking about what to do, if I ignore what she said and forcibly fight with her, I'm afraid it won't end well, her ability I see in my eyes, after all, it's a half-demon who has lived for so many years, and there are so many grievances in my body, I can't compare at all.

At this time, Ma Ming pushed open the door and walked in, looking at me worriedly and asked, "What's wrong with you, what did that half-demon tell you?" ”

I remembered what she reminded me that I must not tell anyone else about this, so I lied: "She didn't say anything to me, and she still pretended not to know anything, because she couldn't hear me, so I hid it, and she has been hiding it from me, and the plan should go according to normal development, so don't worry, don't you have confidence in me?" ”

Although Ma Ming was still a little worried, he still didn't say anything and turned around and walked over, and when he turned around, I heard him sigh, probably not much confidence in this incident.

After this night, I finally thought of the answer.,This answer may be the result from the beginning.,In fact, I've already made a decision.,If I refused at the beginning, I wouldn't think about it again at all.,I'm a half-demon myself.,If you want to become a human, I'm afraid you'll have to go through a lot of things.,I don't know what will happen in the process.,Maybe it will hurt Ma Ming.,It's better to become a real monster directly.。