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"That night, I was in the water pavilion to enjoy the cool ......" finally opened his mouth, Deng Yarong let out a long sigh of relief, the boulder pressing on his heart seemed to have finally been moved, Deng Yarong was like a person who was drowning and was about to die and was finally rescued, breathing in the fresh air.

"The Qi family did not have the habit of using ice in the summer, and I was used to using ice in the Deng family, and it was the most resistant to heat, so this summer, I was uncomfortable, and my grandmother felt sorry for me, so she specially opened a water pavilion for me to use to cool off, so I would go to the water pavilion every night after freshening up until the middle of the night, and then come back when the heat was gone!"

Deng Yarong explained carefully, as if this could express something, but such an explanation became too pale in the face of the facts.

"It was the same that night...... As usual, after dinner and washing, I led a girl to the water pavilion as usual, but the weather was a little hot that day, it seemed to be raining, and the water pavilion was no exception, I felt a little irritable, so I took the wine to drink, but the girl was noisy in my ears again, which made my brain hurt, and I drove her away in a fit of anger! ”

Deng Yarong sighed, if she didn't get rid of that girl, nothing would happen in the future!

"At this time, the fourth cousin suddenly came......" Deng Yarong subconsciously pursed her lips and frowned, as if she remembered some unpleasant experience.

And when Xu Shu mentioned Qi Rui's name in Deng Yarong, her heart suddenly "chuckled", and an ominous premonition suddenly blocked her heart.

"Because my grandmother specially allowed me to use the water pavilion, no one usually goes to the water pavilion at night! But the fourth cousin came suddenly that day, and the fourth cousin also drank, and he was drunk, and he staggered in......"

Deng Yarong looked at Xu Shu's solemn face, and explained, "At the beginning, when I saw my fourth cousin coming in, I wanted to drive him away, but when I saw that he couldn't walk, I softened my heart for no reason......

For Qi Rui, Deng Yarong has always been soft-hearted, soft-hearted without a bottom line, and conniving without a bottom line......

"Later, I planned to let the fourth cousin help him back to sober up, but the fourth cousin suddenly took my hand and told me that he was not happy after marrying Xu Ting, although Xu Ting was considerate to him and accommodating everywhere, but Xu Ting didn't understand his heart, and he was miserable living with Xu Ting, and he lived like a year!"

Xu Shu sneered, Qi Rui is not popular, no matter what Xu Ting's character is, no matter what Xu Ting does to her, but in her heart, Xu Ting, as the daughter-in-law of the Qi family and Qi Rui's wife, is absolutely conscientious.

"You know, I don't like Xu Ting, because I always thought that she snatched the fourth cousin away from me, and I drank again, and I couldn't remember anything in my head all of a sudden, so I complained about Xu Ting with my fourth cousin, and forgot about letting the fourth cousin go back...... As we talked, somehow, we began to recall the events of our childhood, and my fourth cousin and I had no future, and all we had together was the memories of the past......"

Recalling the past is the easiest to resonate with feelings, and it is easiest to hit the softest place at the bottom of the center, especially Deng Yarong still has a trace of ulterior thoughts about Qi Rui.

"Next...... Next...... Deng Yarong closed her eyes and turned her heart sideways, "The next thing happened naturally, and when I came back to my senses, I saw the fourth cousin dressing in a panic......"

Deng Yarong clenched her neckline, as if she could erase the memory of that night.

"Confused!" Xu Shu couldn't help but curse in a low voice.

Deng Yarong rarely did not refute, and because she told the secret, her heart was light, so she obediently accepted Xu Shu's scolding, "I also know that I was confused that night, but now it is useless to say this, things have happened, and it is useless to say anything now......"

"Who else knows about this?" Deng Yarong is right, things have happened, it's useless to say anything now, the most important thing is to do a good job in the aftermath, don't leave your tail and be caught in your hands!

"No one else knows anymore......" Although Deng Yarong was confused for a while, but afterwards, Deng Yarong still erased all the traces, "That night, my maid was scolded away by me, and the fourth cousin didn't bring anyone with him, and there were no irrelevant people in the water pavilion, and I also smashed the dirty clothes and burned them to ashes with my own hands afterwards......"

The external traces can be erased, but how can the imprint left in the heart be removed? This is something that Deng Yarong can't solve even if he can't sleep and eat!

"That's good!" If there is no trace left, I am not afraid that someone will find out about this matter, so that at least Deng Yarong's reputation will be preserved.

"What a thing!" Deng Yarong muttered, but thinking that this result was caused by himself, he was short of breath and didn't have the courage to say anything more, and after the aftermath was completed, Deng Yarong couldn't ignore the guilt and uneasiness in his heart, "Since that day, I haven't seen my fourth cousin again, and I threw away all the things that my fourth cousin gave me before, but even so, I still ...... Still can't face the big cousin......"

Since Deng Yarong married Qi Peng, Deng Yarong has never treated Qi Peng as a husband, but after the accident, she suddenly realized her identity, and even made up for the sense of responsibility that she had ignored before, so Deng Yarong felt even more guilty.

"If you can calmly face the eldest young master even after such a big thing happens, I really want to be "impressed" by you! ”

The reason why Deng Yarong has always been obsessed with Qi Rui is because Deng Yarong has always thought that she and Qi Rui are childhood sweethearts, and they should be together as a matter of course when they grow up, but it backfired, and in the end the two were not able to stay together, such a defect made Deng Yarong linger, but once this defect was made up, he lost his original obsession.

"Do you know, after that night, I felt very uncomfortable, and the next day I hid in the house and refused to come out, my eldest cousin thought I was sick, so I was busy asking for a doctor, and I also fed me medicine to drink, I ......" Deng Yarong's eyes suddenly reddened, how could she be worthy of her eldest cousin's heart for her.

Xu Shu frowned, looked at Deng Yarong's guilty expression, and finally suppressed the thought that came to her lips, "Then what are you going to do now?" ”

"I ...... I don't know......" Deng Yarong frowned in distress.

Xu Shu summarized indifferently, "There are two choices in front of you now!" ”