"I'm going to be shaken apart by you!" Xu Shu broke Deng Yarong's hand, "Let go!" If you have something to say, it's good to say! ”

Deng Yarong let go of her hand and sat back down, "Do you want to listen to me?" ”

"Say what you want!"

But Deng Yarong was so entangled that she couldn't speak, and Xu Shu refused to help push her, and for a while Deng Yarong was impatient like something.

Xu Shu looked at Deng Yarong quietly, watching Deng Yarong frown for a while, bow her head for a while, clench her fists for a while, and shrug her shoulders for a while, but these actions could not relieve the discomfort in Deng Yarong's heart, the more entangled, the more she wanted to speak, the more she wanted to speak, the more she couldn't speak.

Deng Yarong was restless by the secret in her heart, and after all, she couldn't help it, she stood up and took a deep breath, "Xu Shu, you go with me, take a breath!" ”

Xu Shu glanced at the sun and wanted to refuse, "Now? "It's not a good time to breathe.

Deng Yarong saw Xu Shu's intention to refuse, and stomped her feet angrily, "We haven't seen each other for so long, don't you want to ask you to accompany me for a walk?" ”

"It's not bad for me if I haven't seen you for so long!" Xu Shu spread her hands, she sacrificed her reputation for the Zheng family, and the capital was full of rumors about her, where did she dare to go out.

"I know!" Mentioning this, Deng Yarong became even more anxious, she has no right to interfere in the affairs of the Deng family, but even if she is married, she can't get rid of the influence of the Deng family, so her words and deeds will inevitably be influenced by the Deng family, just like the Deng family is not good for the Zheng family, her mother asked her to stay away from the Zheng family, she didn't dare not listen, she enjoyed the glory that the Deng family brought her, and at the same time, she had to endure the restraint of the Deng family on her.

"But I admire you...... I don't even want a reputation......"

"Reputation?" Xu Shu chuckled, "When did I ever care about this thing?" ”

Orthodox boudoir women regard reputation as more important than their lives, if their reputation is damaged a little, it will be as if the sky is about to fall, just like when the Xu family forced her to replace Xu Yuan, just to protect Xu Yuan's reputation, just like today, Xu Ting wants to make amends for herself, but she is also afraid that her ugly deeds will be exposed and her reputation will be damaged.

It's a pity that Xu Shu is not, for Xu Shu, living well is more important than anything else, everything else is fleeting, it is not easy to live, and I have to take care of others, I am really tired!

"Living like you is the most enviable......" Deng Yarong's eyes showed a trace of envy and admiration, if she could be as free and easy as Xu Shu, she would not be entangled and unbearable to become like this.

"A blind man, what is there to envy!"

Xu Shu's free and easy indifference comes from the fact that she used to be blind, blindness took away a lot of things from her, and also gave her a lot of new things, as a blind person, some impractical things are really not so important, even if you can see it now, but the mood has not changed!

"But you're not anymore!"

Xu Shu is no longer the blind man in the past, but she is still the same Deng Yarong as before, and she will always be, there is no chance to change, when she thinks of this, her chest suddenly feels as uncomfortable as pressing a big stone, and the depression that was finally dispelled by small talk gathered in her heart again.

"Let's go! Come on! ”

Deng Yarong seemed to be depressed and about to collapse, so she couldn't help but drag Xu Shu away.

"Alas, alas! Slow down! Xu Shu was dragged and staggered, and hurriedly broke free from Deng Yarong's hands, "I will go myself!" Don't pull me! ”

Watching Xu Shu's action of carefully arranging the cuffs, Deng Yarong glared and said, "I'll accompany you if it's broken!" ”

"Okay, let's go, aren't you going to breathe?" Xu Shu lowered her sleeves and kept up with Deng Yarong's pace.

But fortunately, Deng Yarong was also afraid of the sun, so she took Xu Shu to a shady place and walked in the shade of a tree, and she was not exposed to the sun much.

Walking and walking, Deng Yarong's mood fell down again, Xu Shu finally understood why Deng Yarong suddenly lost weight, thinking about it day and night, frowning, didn't she have to lose weight day by day!

"Xu Shu, I especially want to find someone to talk to about this matter, and the only person I can tell seems to be you, but I don't know how to tell you!"

"Thank you for your trust!" Probably because Deng Yarong felt that Xu Shu knew her heart for Qi Rui, and already knew one of her secrets, and it didn't matter if she knew more, so she had more trust in Xu Shu than she did for others.

"I'm not kidding you!" Deng Yarong was a little frustrated, and what she plucked up the courage to say seemed like child's play to Xu Shu.

Xu Shu restrained her laziness and said, "If you think it will feel better to say it, then you can say it, if you think you may regret it after you say it, then don't say a word!"

"I don't regret it!" Deng Yarong cut the railway.

Xu Shu took Deng Yarong to a tree, which was shady and unsheltered, and he was not afraid of being overheard.

"Okay, you say!"

"After this happened, I feel that I am very sorry for someone......" Deng Yarong lowered her head guiltily, her eyes were full of remorse, it was a guilt from the bottom of her heart, which could not be disguised or concealed.

"Sorry for whom?"

"I'm sorry......" Deng Yarong suddenly took a deep breath, as if it took a lot of strength to say the name, "I'm sorry big cousin......"

Xu Shuhu looked at Deng Yarong suspiciously, what did Deng Yarong do to be sorry for Qi Peng? If it is said that he cares about Qi Rui, but Deng Yarong has been caring about Qi Rui for a day or two, and he will not feel guilty now.

Xu Shu thought for a while and asked tentatively, "Do you want the Deng family to support the fourth prince of Qi as the son of the Rongguo Mansion?" ”

"If only that were the case!" Deng Yarong muttered in a low voice, "At least there is a chance to do it again......"

Xu Shu didn't hear clearly, "What did you just say?" I didn't hear clearly! ”

"Nothing!" Deng Yarong waved her hand, "It's not this!" ”

"What's that?" Xu Shu couldn't guess it, and he didn't bother to guess, if it was someone else, Xu Shu might still be interested in guessing, after all, this kind of thing must have traces to follow, but Deng Yarong suddenly seemed to be a different person, and he really didn't know where to start.

"I ...... I still can't say it! Deng Yarong suddenly looked into the distance.

Xu Shu seemed to expect that it was Deng Yarong's nature to be so entangled and twisted, so she didn't feel too surprised, anyway, Deng Yarong would still say it after all.

I don't know where a cool breeze blew from, Xu Shu raised her eyes and looked, not far away was the place where Deng Yarong coaxed her to get on the boat, and from there, she arrived at the isolated island in the lake, on that isolated island......

Xu Shu shook her head and looked away.

After a long time, Deng Yarong turned her face, but her face was full of tears, "That day ......"