Campus Chapter 11 Don't look back on the past

[Jingnan].

Su Yongan stood in front of the floor-to-ceiling window and quietly watched the lights of {Mirage} thousands of homes be lit up, and the criss-crossing rivers of lights pierced into the pupils, like a flowing sea of fire, burning to the end of the field of vision. The night view of {Mirage} has always been extremely beautiful.

It is also the favorite of the clouds.

The sound of the door opening didn't bring him back to his senses. He didn't blink until the steaming cup was brought to his eyes.

"It's been a month."

"What?" Ming Zhao only understood after asking.

"Ah Zhao, did I do something wrong? ... Perhaps, I should have sent her to the ..... back then."

"Yong'an!" Ming Zhao interrupted him.

Su Yongan seemed to wake up to what he said, he smiled and drank the water in the cup in one gulp.

"It's bitter."

"It's not the same as yesterday. If you take the same medicine every day, your body will produce antibodies. ”

Su Yongan nodded in understanding.

"Will you go back tonight?" Ming Zhao changed the subject.

Su Yongan looked at him puzzled: "Of course." What's wrong? ”

"Nothing." He raised his wrist: "If she knew that you would come home every night and watch her turn off the lights and fall asleep before leaving, you wouldn't be stiff like this." ”

β€œ... I'm reflecting. In fact, we should all reflect. ”

"Reflect on what you just said?" Ming Zhao sneered: "Don't be stupid, that's your sister." Even if she has anything, it's something to go through. Yong'an, when did you become so cowardly? Can you express words like regret? ”

"Ahem......" Su Yongan glared at him: "... You're sharp. ”

Ming Zhao got up and went to get his coat: "Let's go, it's half past ten." Don't forget that you also have to rest. ”

Su Changan's room could not be seen from downstairs, and her bedroom was behind the secret compartment inside Su Yongan's bedroom. It seems that it is just the structure of the room, and you can see what he means to protect her. Su Yongan got out of the car and walked to the yard, obviously he had already walked the road, but today's Su Yongan felt that his steps were extremely heavy.

When Su Changan turned his head, a vague figure stood quietly a few meters away. He was separated by stagnant air, by still time, by the black trees, by indescribable words and misunderstandings. Quietly glanced at her. Su Changan didn't see anything clearly, except for the pair of eternal warm and doting eyes, when they met again a few days later, they were like a bowl of syrup.

She didn't see anything, she just turned back in that minute and second; She didn't see anything clearly, and she felt a sharp and constant pain in her chest unexpectedly; She didn't see anything, but she knewβ€”

He's coming.

He's gone.

In Ming Zhao's impression, Su Yongan's three words can be summed up in more than just two words. For as long as he can remember, this boy his age has been fighting with him every day. He is one of the few people in the world who knows everything about the Su family, except for his parents, it is him. He still remembered that his aunt was a straightforward woman, but his uncle was a gentle, elegant and extraordinary man. The family is strange because the daughter inherits the mother, and the son inherits the father. Compared with the average family where women are like fathers and children, it is not strange to use the word "strange" to describe it.

My aunt and my mother have been friends for many years, and my mother is a typical lady, and she has always had things in her heart that she wants to do but dare not do. And these inner wildness and boldness are boldly embodied in Mrs. Su's body. If her mother likes her, it is better to say that she sees another self.

Mrs. Su is bold, but she is also very intelligent. She and Su Sheng started from scratch and founded [Jingnan]. During this period, his parents proposed to be partners, but in the case of their financial resources and manpower, the Su couple rejected the shortcut of the Ming style, and chose to get up early and work hard. Although it is hard, it is also a joy in suffering. They were originally grass people, but they gradually worked hard to create a world that belonged to themselves and belonged to [Jingnan].

Ming Zhao was not born at the time, and he also listened to his parents. The partnership proposal was rejected as soon as it was proposed.

Su Sheng looked at his friend and didn't thank him for his kindness. In addition to being surprised, he only said a word lightly. Even if Ming Zhao didn't hear that sentence with his own ears, he was deeply moved by that arrogance and affection.

He said that the friendship between gentlemen is as light as water, why do you say such hurtful words?

A good intention was mercilessly beaten back on the spot, even if it was a friend, he couldn't hang his face. What's more, his parents were both business leaders at that time. But after a few seconds of silence, his father laughed a few times, and his eyes were complicated. According to his mother, it was also at that time that his father really admired Su Sheng, and he no longer loved Wu and Wu because of his wife, but regarded him as a like-minded friend. Their relationship is not like glue every day, and there is no getting together for three or two days to have afternoon tea and play a few decks of cards. The four of them, more like old friends who have known each other for many years, never remembered that they each lived the life they wanted; I never forgot that the other party's business was negotiated and my friend's child was born. Smile when you meet, say a few words of greeting, no need to say much, and know each other's proximity in your chest. It really achieved the friendship of gentlemen, and it was as light as water.

Ming Zhao, who grew up a little more, was still shocked when he remembered Uncle Su Sheng's words. Because we are friends, we cherish this friendship, and because we cherish it, we will not associate it with interests. But his parents are not thoughtful enough and don't trust their friends enough. People must have ability, backbone, and emotional intelligence. The Su couple had the best of both worlds, and the Su couple combined them perfectly. It's an innate nobility.

As a teenager, Ming Zhao showed an amazing talent for medicine, and his sense of smell, taste, and ability to remember all laid a good foundation for what he is today. He knew what he wanted since he was a child, and although his family did not allow him to study medicine, he never gave up on his dream. He has been working silently to persevere, and even the opportunity to study abroad was rewarded after he successfully signed a business contract. That trip abroad can be said to be a milestone step on his way to seek medical treatment. He has been extremely talented since he was a child, and he has to admit that there are inherited genes. But if it weren't for his own hard work, how could he wear multiple hats and create a world of his own in everything.

His innate refusal to admit defeat in his bones made Su Yongan breathtaking. If there is any difference between the two of them, to put it simply, Su Yongan never knew what kind of life he wanted to live before Su Changan was born, he was used to following the steps and following the rules. He is nurtured by his family, he is an extremely stable and self-controlled person, he has a strong self-discipline, has a high-voltage police line that distinguishes between right and wrong, and never goes beyond the thunder pool. It's like a good student when he was a student, he didn't skip class, didn't fight, didn't be late, got up at a certain time, slept at a certain time, studied for a certain time, and was confused for a certain time. Ming Zhao is the opposite, he only does what he wants to do and what he is willing to do. In his opinion, there is no point in doing anything in the case of forcing himself, he is naturally rebellious, and he is a complete stubborn donkey. Su Yongan sometimes even wondered if he really liked medicine too much, or because he didn't want to be suppressed by his family, the rebellious psychology that prompted him to succeed in his studies, maybe both. He originally thought that Ming Zhao was in adolescence at that time, but it wasn't until many years later that he learned that some people's brain structures could not be viewed with normal thinking.

Su Yongan has known the difference between him and him since he was a child. He only wants and can only do one thing well in his life.

He may have had seventeen years of a muddy life, but genius is not always wasted. When Su Changan was born, he was always gentle and elegant, and he shed hot tears. Ming Zhao had never seen anyone shed such a big tear. Su Yongan's eyes twisted excitedly, his arms trembled slightly, holding the baby in swaddling clothes, and said incoherently: "... It's amazing.. Azhao, this is a life.... What's even more amazing is that I.... I'm actually related to her by blood....."

He also said that he wanted to be the most gentle brother in the world, and he wanted to spoil her as a princess that everyone envied. Su Yongan has changed, he has become more flesh and blood, he laughs a lot every day, and before he was a polite feedback to others, regardless of emotion; Now the whole person seems to be like a spring breeze. Ming Zhao was happy for him.

What a day. Beautiful sunset and dusk, beautiful sunset and newborn, beautiful rivers and peaks, beautiful smiles and immature faces, beautiful mouths and kisses between lovers, beautiful gentleness of painting on the hillside after the exam, beautiful golden iron horses on the chessboard of the fathers, and afternoon tea bathing in the sun with full laughter. Everything went as planned.

All. As scheduled.

Many years later, Su Yongan stood at the end of the years and looked back, and he found that the sadness was not the comfort of talking and laughing with three or five confidants back then, but the infinite scenery that could be sustained, but the natural and man-made disasters that came halfway destroyed the good days that had just arrived into unbearable memories of painful experience.

"Didn't you go to Shangri-La to live in a two-person world? Why did you have a plane crash? ”

Su Yongan raised his seventeen-year-old face, he looked at a certain point in the vast and boundless sky with bloodshot and dry eyes, and said silently, You are not fair. His face, which should have had the ruddy complexion peculiar to his age, was pale.

"Yong'an, child, mourn."

Mrs. Ming barely stood up straight after fainting twice, and that year she proposed to the underage Su Yongan for the first time to raise the five-year-old Su Changan. They wanted to give her a complete home.

Hearing this, Su Yongan's originally gray eyes suddenly shone brightly. Mrs. Ming had never seen Su Yongan, who had always been a gentleman, have such eyes, as if a sharp ice edge emitting white gas pierced her nerves, and she only felt a chill all over her body. Obviously he is still a child, but his green cheeks have already appeared with a depth and indifference that does not match his age, as if he has changed overnight. She knew that the boy who would laugh warmly and call his uncle and aunt would never come back. However, what he said made her almost unstable.

Su Yongan looked strangely at the people closest to them except for his parents, and his voice was hoarse and calm: "Do you want me to die?" ”