Campus Chapter 12 There will be no next time
July 2nd. [Jingnan] Chairman Su Sheng and CEO Yang Muqing died in an air crash caused by air currents, and there are no bones left.
Yong'an... Changan......
Their parents gave them the best words in the world.
"A grass people, hard work for half a life. Every brick and tile of [Jingnan] is the hard work of parents from 9 to 5. From now on, Su Chang'an is also known as Su Wanwan, and what his parents gave him cannot be lost. In this case, it is like a simple life like a pampas grass, not seeking a bright future, not seeking a glorious lintel, not seeking dignitaries, as long as a life of peace and joy, it is very good. ”
To support [Jingnan], to raise his sister, to bear the pain of losing his parents, and to live as hard as [Jingnan]. He can't break down, he can't stop. He's not alone.
He's leaving, leaving the place that makes him die and live. Where to go? The four seas are so big that there is not even a place to stay. That... Right here, it is said that the night view here is beautiful.
"Oh, yes. Please don't tell Zhao. ”
Let him fulfill his dreams abroad well. These things should have been borne by him alone.
He paused for a few seconds, looked back at the eyes of the chairman of Ming's Enterprise, who had already frosted his temples at some point, and said solemnly and softly: "Thank you." ”
These were memories from a long time ago, so long that he couldn't remember the last time he ate Madame Ming's dim sum. In addition to Wanwan in his life, it is [Jingnan]. For more than ten years, he has been a father, an elder brother, a teacher, and a good friend; He raised her, nurtured her, taught her, helped her, and loved her. He had always thought he had given her all he had, but in the end he sadly discovered that he hadn't even really understood her. Otherwise, how could she do such a thing? What she is doing now is something he never thought of. He wanted her to be brave, strong, compassionate, and kind, and he had always taught her that. So, when did it start to go wrong? What went wrong?
Ming Zhao hadn't seen Su Yongan's angry appearance for many years. The last time he was angry, it was when he was a child, when he was kidnapped, [Xingsheng] At that time, the dog jumped over the wall and held Su Changan hostage to force Su Yongan to stop. Ming Zhao didn't even want to recall those things. That night, he didn't say anything, so he asked him to drive back to the company, and Ming Zhao didn't ask much. Despite the dim light, the sinuous and violently beating green tendons on the back of his hand made Ming Zhao frown. He didn't know what had happened in the five minutes just now, and the only thing he knew was that the person who could make someone like him angry, except for Su Changan, there was probably no second person in this world. Even Ming Zhao himself can't.
"She went to [the capital]. ... Disheveled and drunk, I saw her... Time... She was vomiting. ”
Ming Zhao opened his mouth and was speechless for a moment. The face is cloudy.
Because of the memory, a light similar to grief and indignation appeared in Su Yongan's eyes again. The fingertips of his grip on the cup began to white.
Ming Zhao's face was ugly: "You can't go on like this anymore, Yong'an." ... You..... You can't use cold violence against her anymore..."
"You're right. So... I hit her. ”
Su Changan kept her head down, facing the teacher's inquiry, and didn't raise her head, as if she didn't exist at all.
When Su Yongan arrived, she still maintained the appearance of sitting there.
The head teacher got up to greet him, and they walked aside and whispered. Su Yongan nodded frequently, and his eyes never left the figure with his back to him.
"I asked her what was wrong with the wound on her face and wanted to take her to the infirmary, but the child was so stubborn that she didn't listen."
Su Yongan didn't have any expression, and said lightly after hearing this: "That's what I called." ”
When Su Changan's vision dimmed, there were only two of them left in Nuoda's office.
The light came in from the window and hit his long back, Su Changan smelled a familiar breath, she still didn't look up, just looked at the mud stains on her shirt and didn't know what she was thinking.
"Raise your head."
Su Changan's gaze slowly moved to a beam of light cast from the sky on the side, and she clearly saw several quantum-sized dust swarms beating silently and floating in the air. What beautiful weather. She thought.
Su Changan slowly stood up from the stool, and raised his face like in slow motion in a movie.
Su Yongan, who was standing against the light, was dyed with a layer of golden velvet light from top to bottom, and the light hit his shadow on Su Changan's body, and their black shadows were combined. Su Changan smiled, his eyes were really good-looking. Like a glass bead, although it was only a few seconds, Su Changan seemed to see the sun, the moon, the yellowing leaves and the shade of the branches, the spring and autumn seasons and the mountains and rivers, the stretching rivers and black peaks, the wind and snow in the north and the red leaves in the south.
Su Changan raised his right hand slightly, and then landed heavily on his puffy face. The crisp sound was startling, scattering the quiet particles of dust. She didn't pause, she didn't have an expression, she just opened her bow from side to side numbly, as if it hurt that the person was not herself.
"Enough!" Su Yongan grabbed her hand, and his eyes began to redden.
"You let go of me!" Su Changan shouted and pushed him away, and then continued to repeat the action just now. Su Yongan grabbed her wrist roughly, and roared, "I've said enough!" Who are you doing it for? ”
"Who can I show it to? Who can I do to show you and tell me! Su Changan's eyes widened, and she raised her face and yelled at her with all her might.
Su Yongan's chest rose and fell violently. He was so close to her, close enough to see the dry tear stains on her face and every scar. In addition to puffiness, there are also scratches and bruises that are hidden. Her white shirt was stained with mud, her short soft hair was dirty and messy, and her cuffs were torn in two, crisscrossing strips of scars that were instantly exposed to the air. Su Yongan's eyes were so astringent and painful that he couldn't bear to look at it anymore, so he shook her hand and turned his back suddenly.
"My classmates ostracized me, my parents left me, my brother snubbed me, and my teachers treated me as a problem student but flattered me everywhere because of your pressure. What can I do? Who can I show it to? Can't I just want to vent? Su Changan slowly sat on the ground.
"Then you can threaten me with self-harm? I thought you'd figured it out for so long. But you don't have to! I never felt like I was at fault! ”
"Self-harm? Threat? What are you talking about? ”
"You are the one who doesn't even care about your own life and uses dirty means to force her away, you are the one who spreads rumors and frames her at school, you are the one who uses your family with lies, you are the one who speaks hurtful words to each other, you are the one who goes to {capital} to fool around until midnight, you are the one who knows your mistakes and does not change them, and now, it is you who threaten me with self-harm." He turned around: "Wanyun, how many things do you have waiting for me that can disappoint me?" What the hell do you want me to do? ”
"Really?" Su Changan reacted from her shock, she stood up, the pain just now seemed to disappear, and her face was unfamiliar, resolute and cold regardless of age. "Looks like you know everything, so why pretend you don't know anything?"
Su Yongan looked at her with disappointment.
"yes, it doesn't matter." She looked into his deep eyes and smiled, "But it's nothing. Because I found something that really disappointed you, and it was very real and intense. And all the motivation for me to do all this. You don't necessarily want to hear it, but I'm going to say it. I wanted to tell you later, but I couldn't wait any longer, because—" She tilted her head in annoyance and said with a smile, "Because I'm such a vicious person, hehe..."
She was originally a smiling face, but Su Yongan saw the seriousness, stubbornness and pain in her eyes. The uneasiness in his heart grew stronger, and he felt the most important thing in his body pass away slowly and quickly like quicksand, and the feeling made him confused and panicked. He looked into her eyes and said in his heart: Don't say it. Stop!
"Listen up." She regained her serious look: "I like you. Eldest brother. After saying this, she took a deep breath: "From the moment you took me out of my kidnapper's hand, I liked you." I just didn't expect it to be so turbulent, so uncontrollable, and if it goes against what you taught me as a child, all I can say is, sorry. You said that we will be together forever and forever, as our name suggests. Isn't it? ”
There seemed to be a "ding" in the air that broke open.
Su Changan didn't let go of her breath after she finished speaking, she felt that her heart was beating unusually fast, and she wanted to break through her chest fast, the hot feeling burned all over her body, she breathed cautiously without moving, but her eyes were firmly on his pupils.
The girl in front of her had moist eyes like deer, and her clean eyes shone with a moving light because of these words, like the black and white beauty that connects the sky and the mountains.
She was waiting for his response.
"Wanwan." His muffled: "You are a sister." ”
Su Changan's expression was instantly annihilated, like the last candlelight disappearing. She exhaled, only to feel the blood flowing backwards around her. These four words can be regarded as giving her the death penalty. She seemed to lose all her strength in an instant, and she wanted to laugh and say that she was joking, but she felt far-fetched and embarrassed. It's not that she didn't think that he would reject her, she even imagined his response after several confessions, he was so gentle, so careful, that he didn't even leave her a tactful refusal. Beat her back to her original form in the fastest and most ruthless way, and she was a little unsteady on her feet.
Su Yongan pinched her shoulders with both hands, "I won't hold you accountable for everything you did before, and you can't do it again." But today's words...... The next is not an example. ”