Chapter 136: Broken
That night, Yuwentai returned to the mansion and saw that Ran Ying had already left. I quarreled with her in the morning and let her mess around, but at the moment the room was empty and lifeless.
He walked around the guest room twice, and when he came out, he met He Louqi. He Louqi said: "Ah Ran left at noon today, and he didn't have time to eat lunch. ”
"Hmm."
"She's really, a girl's family, so desperate."
"She has the talent and courage that other women don't have, and it would be a pity if she was only raised like a boudoir daughter. It's just that...... It is unbearable to let her work so hard and be alone, and she is worried every time. ”
He Louqi saw that there was a gloomy color between his eyebrows, and comforted him: "Everything in the world has gains and losses. Ah Ying is not a canary who stays in the cage and sings, it is very rare for Zhu Guo to let her do what she wants, and it is also her luck. ”
Yu Wentai smiled faintly: "Sometimes, Lone really hopes that she is not so ambitious. ”
At this time, the guard at the door came to report, and there was a maid of Mrs. Erzhu outside the door who asked to see her.
He Louqi looked at Yu Wentai's instantly dark face and asked, "What's the matter?" ”
"She said that Madame Erzhu had something to pass on to Zhuguo."
"Let her in."
In a moment, a little maid came in, holding a brocade box in her hand. She saluted in front of Yuwentai and said, "This is what Madame wants to hand over to Lord Zhuguo." ”
He Louqi hurriedly took it and handed it to Yu Wentai.
Yuwentai opened it and saw a delicate white sachet inside, embroidered with a first-blooming begonia. The begonia is blooming, vivid.
She still remembers his favorite begonias.
"What do you mean, ma'am?" He asked coldly.
The little maid trembled a little in front of him, and said, "This is made by the lady herself." ”
The meaning couldn't be more obvious. Reunited after many years, Yulou wanted to relive the old dream. But Yuwentai has changed.
He closed the box and handed it to the little maid: "Take it back." ”
The little maid looked at him in surprise, and when she saw that he looked solemn and displeased, she didn't dare to say more, so she withdrew with the brocade box in her hand.
He Louqi looked at the little maid's somewhat frightened back and said, "How is the matter of the Daxi clan going to be handled by Zhuguo?" Looking at it like this, she wants to reconcile with the Zhuguo dialect, and she will not give up easily. Ah Ran's little vinegar jar is not so easy to fool. ”
Yuwentai glanced at him coldly: "When did Lone fool her?" ”
He Louqi knew that he was speechless, and smiled: "I mean, don't let Ah Ran be jealous because of Da Xi's family, and the house is full of splashes and rolls, who can afford it." ”
Yu Wentai frowned, where is it possible for him and Yulou to get along.
He wanted to put this matter to a halt before Ran Ying returned to Huazhou. He didn't want Ran Ying to be unhappy about this matter again.
The next day, Yu Wentai went to find the Jade Tower. In order not to attract attention, he was dressed in an ordinary coarse cloth beard and combed his hair, like the most ordinary Xianbei person in the northern market, and only took He Louqi with him.
At the beginning, the Erzhu clan was destroyed by Gao Huan, and the man did not leave a single living mouth, and even the baby boy was killed. The female dependents were all enslaved in the government.
Everyone thought that Yulou was lucky, first she was charged into the official mansion, and later heard that her mother's family paid a huge amount of money to redeem her, and sent her to Huazhou to settle down and receive help every month.
Even so, a widow who lives alone, with only two maids sent by her mother to take care of her, is still very lonely and difficult.
She lives in a two-entry courtyard, which is spacious and comfortable. The courtyard is verdant and looks like someone has taken care of it.
Thinking about it, although her life is lonely, it is also comfortable.
The sachet sent out the night before was returned as it was, and Yulou was very sad. Seeing him come at this time, Yulou was overjoyed, happy, and nervous, and hurriedly asked the maid to boil water and make tea, and rummaged through the cabinets to find good fruits to entertain him.
Seeing her happy and helpless look, Yuwentai felt a little uncomfortable in his heart, and said, "Don't be busy." I still have something to do, just say a few words and leave. ”
Hearing that Yuwentai did not call himself "Lonely", Yulou looked up at him happily and waited quietly for him to speak.
Yuwentai was silent for a while, and then said in a calm voice: "Yulou, I know that I can't blame you for what happened back then. However, things have come to this point, so many years have passed, you and I are very different from before, so I came to tell you that you should live well, you are still young, if there is a suitable man, write to your father. You are a woman, you can't keep it like this for the rest of your life. ”
Yulou didn't expect him to come to this, he was stunned for a long time, and suddenly smiled: "Shou? Do you think I'm guarding that bastard of Erzhuzhao? I'm waiting for you......"
I have been looking forward to it for seven years, and more than 2,500 difficult days and nights, what I am waiting for is his sentence "Live well by yourself"!
If she could live well without him, why did she have to survive for a long time, and why did she grovel to him?!
The maid had just finished boiling the tea and brought it carefully.
When Yulou saw it, he snatched it up, slammed it on the ground, and screamed: "Yuwentai! You think I regretted my marriage and went to the rich, so you hate me to the bone! But do you know what kind of life I'm living like a pig and a dog?! Erzhu Zhao beat me every day and night, tortured me, and almost beat me to death! I'm waiting, I'm waiting, I'm waiting for you to come back to me and get me away! But where are you? ”
Her lips trembled, and her shoulders shook with anger.
She sobbed and said, "Do you think that when I went to look for you yesterday, I wanted to go back to you because I knew that you had been added to the pillar country?" Yes, I looked forward to it day and night, and I cried until my eyes were blind, and I didn't hope for you. Obviously, you are in Chang'an, which is not far away, but why is it like it doesn't exist at all to me?! You only remember that you were let down, but you are a man, you can go and make achievements, after all, there is still a day to come. And me? I was forced to marry Er Zhuzhao, I was forced to confiscate the government, I am a woman, I can't make any decisions, and in the end, I will be disgusted and humiliated by you, saying that I am an unchaste woman! But what can I do? Shouldn't I have risked my family's lives to fight to the death, or fought to the death, so that you could feel comfortable and happy?! ”
Exhausted, she collapsed limply to the ground, crying, panting, and her eyes desperate as she looked at the shattered teacup.
Yu Wentai was a little sad.
After all, it was a woman he had liked since he was a child, but now he has fallen to this point.
In fact, for many years, he had known that Yulou was reluctant at the beginning. He was disgusted with himself who was weak at that time, Luo Sheng was killed, and he couldn't do anything; The jade building was robbed, and there was nothing he could do.
The cowardly and incompetent man secretly vowed to become strong and one day, to be able to rule the world and protect those important people.
Yulou didn't know that the Da Xi clan had already given up on her and ignored her.
She was charged into the government, and they were unwilling to pay a copper plate, so Yuwentai ransomed her in the name of the Daxi clan, and placed her in Huazhou, with a monthly subsidy.
If she hadn't gone to him yesterday, he would have kept her in secret until she remarried or died of old age.
As for marriage, if he hadn't met Ran Ying, he would probably use his marriage to make a very cost-effective political deal at the right time. Anyway, there is nothing sacred about what can be easily reversed.
But now it's different, he has his Ah Ying.
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