Yuwentai squatted down, squatted in front of her and said slowly in a calm voice: "Yulou, you are not at fault, the wrong person is me." I was incompetent and couldn't protect you at the beginning. But all these years have passed, and we are not the same as before. There is no benefit in continuing to dwell on the past. I hope that you can let go of the past and live well. ”

Yulou still lowered his head and sobbed lowly: "At that time, my father wrote a letter saying that he wanted to place me in Huazhou. I knew they didn't want me to go back to their hometown and disgrace them, but I was very happy. Because you're also in Guanzhong. I have been waiting for you day and night, expecting you to pick me up......"

She looked up at him with a desperate and unwilling face: "Shiro, you promised me that you would protect my peace and joy for the rest of my life...... The ...... you promised me"

Yu Wentai felt very uncomfortable.

She still remembered the oath he gave when he was a teenager, and waited stupidly for it, thinking that she could come to the bitter end and reunite after breaking the mirror.

But he failed to protect her at the beginning, and now he can't give her peace and joy.

"Yulou, I'...... I have someone else in my heart, and I can't give you anything more. ”

Hearing this, Yulou seemed to have been struck by lightning and trembled. She stared at him blankly.

Yu Wentai seemed to see that inside her body, something collapsed with his words.

Yulou looked at his eyes that were no longer full of love, and fell to the ground, crying bitterly.

Creation makes people, no matter how heavy the thoughts are, they can't withstand the ruthless washing of time. No matter how strong the love is, it can't survive the vicious destruction of fate.

She remembered every night when Er Zhu Zhao cruelly abused her, every moment when she was beaten and scolded in the court, she thought of running to the well again and again and trying to jump off, crying again and again to leave, thinking of every tear she shed, every drop of blood she shed.

Every time I think of the last bit of hope, Shiro is still alive and well in this dark world, and she has to live, maybe one day, we can meet again. Their innocent and beautiful days can come back.

The Erzhu clan has fallen, and her Shiro will come back to pick her up.

Only such a humble wish supported her through the days when life was worse than death.

But now he told her that he had someone else in his heart.

Yulou cried and laughed.

She lifted her weak body from the ground and smiled sadly.

"Shiro...... Don't you have any more affection for me? ”

Yuwentai stared directly at her, silent.

She lowered her eyes and asked, "Is that her?" ”

Yu Wentai was stunned.

Yulou raised his eyes to look at him and asked sadly, "Yesterday...... That's a woman, right? ”

The smile twisted strangely on her face.

She had been suspicious since yesterday. The look in Shiro's look at "him" was too familiar to Yulou.

He'd looked at her like that countless times!

"You are anxious to send me away for her sake......"

"Yulou ......" Yu Wentai avoided her gaze and didn't want to talk more.

Yulou grabbed his sleeve and said, "Shiro, tell me." Since you have changed your mind, I always wonder what kind of person you have entrusted yourself to—is it her? ”

Yuwentai frowned and was silent for a long time, and finally nodded.

Tears welled up in her eyes, and she was finally convinced. That's not a lie he used to prevaricate her, he really has someone in his heart.

The girl dressed as a man, she was so young and bright, like a spring full of flowers and plants, full of hope.

They will get married, like all loving couples in this world, and they will be in harmony with each other, have children, and stay together until they are old.

He really has nothing to do with her anymore!

What more could she say? In the end, it is still necessary to retain a trace of dignity. Do you continue to ask for mercy and mercy with a shy face?

Not necessarily. Not necessarily. She knows Yuwentai. He takes what he likes; People he doesn't like, he doesn't give up. She, an old man who has long since passed by, why should she kneel at his feet and wag her tail and beg for mercy?

is also a ruthless Langjun.

If you knew this was the case, why did you have to endure all these years......

Her eyes were red, and she mourned her relatives, I don't know if she was talking to Yu Wentai, or if she was talking to herself: "I thought that when the Erzhu clan died, you would come to pick me up, but you didn't...... I thought I was in Huazhou and you would come to me, but you didn't...... I thought that if I went to see you, you would forgive me, but you didn't...... Shiro, I really don't know you. ”

"I forgive. I have long since forgiven the past, forgiven your father, forgiven you, and forgiven myself. ”

"But you don't want me anymore......" The voice grew lower.

Yuwentai was silent.

Yulou raised his head and looked at him blankly, looked at him stupidly for a long time, and whispered, "Shiro, you can hug me again...... Just this last ......"

Yu Wentai looked at her, as if he couldn't speak, and after a while, he said in a low voice: "She...... She didn't like it. ”

Yulou was stunned for a moment and looked at him blankly. Only then did he realize that he was really different from when he was a teenager. Even a hug of her was disqualified, and everything about him no longer belonged to her.

He has become a man who stands up to the heavens and the earth, and he already has another woman in his heart.

He had gone so far, and only she was still holding on to the memories of the past, fantasizing and sorrow.

I really can't go back. It turns out that it has always been his own wishful thinking.

Tears broke the embankment from Yulou's eyes. She stretched out her hand to caress his face, and whispered, "If you clear the dust, concubine...... Like...... Turbid cement ......"

He has a new love in his arms, how can he be willing to look at her old and decadent with the corners of his eyebrows? In front of him, there was a begonia-like woman who was as beanical as a willow branch and was waiting for him and looking forward to him.

He has someone in his heart!

Tears fell in my eyes.

"Let's go. I won't be looking for you again. ”

Yuwentai stood up and stood wordless for a long time, indeed there was nothing more to say, and turned around to leave.

"Shiro." She called him behind her.

He stood on his feet and turned to look at her.

She smiled at him - no matter how much she was disgusted with her, in this life, at least remember this smile of hers, right?

"There you go." ——

When he was young, he always came to her, and when they separated, she always reluctantly said to him, "You go." ”

Yu Wentai's heart was scratched hard. It hurts.

Early the next morning, He Louqi came to tell him that Yulou had committed suicide by hanging beams.

"The maid saw that she hadn't slept for a long time this morning, and she pushed the door in and found out, and the person was gone in the middle of the night."

Yu Wentai was silent for a long time, and said in a dumb voice: "Got it." You go out first. ”

He sat quietly on the couch, her last words "You go" always echoed in his head. That's when he knew she was saying goodbye to him.

Every goodbye when he was young, she watched him leave from behind.

And this last time, she let him watch her go.

At some point, a tear overflowed from the corner of his eye.

He raised his hand to wipe it off.

But suddenly, another one rolled down.

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Sogou