Chapter 14: Stratus Clouds
After bothering Liu Jia for many days, after the holiday was over, Ye Shan decided to return. Although love is gone, work has to go on, life is still the same, it will not change because of anyone's departure, and it will not be beautiful because of anyone's sadness.
"I'm still not worried about you." Liu Jia frowned.
"I'm not a child, and it's not the first time I've fallen out of love." Ye Shan smiled, "I'm invincible to all poisons now. ”
Liu Jia is still distressed, the more she pretends to be strong, the more uneasy it is.
"Alright." Ye Shan wiped Liu Jia's brow with her hand, "Don't make you old because of me." ”
"If you can be happy, it doesn't matter if I get old."
Ye Shan hugged Liu Jia with emotion, she already felt happy at this time, Liu Jia didn't have to get old.
Sitting on the train when she came, Ye Shan remembered the picture of her acquaintance with Lin Qinghai again, everything was a wrong start, she didn't dare to rely on other people's shoulders easily, and other people's temporary gentleness should never be entertained.
Out of the train station, Ye Shan saw Chen Qihua who came to pick her up, and suddenly felt satisfied.
Fortunately, there is such a blue-faced confidante as him.
She meditated in her heart.
"Thank you for picking me up." Jumping into Chen Qihua's car, Ye Shan hurriedly expressed her gratitude first, so as to write off the previous contradictions.
Chen Qihua disagreed, and started the car thoughtfully.
"Why are you so deep and still angry with me?" Ye Shan couldn't help but ask.
"Is it convenient for you to see Lin Qinghai again?" Chen Qihua said in a hurry.
Ye Shan suddenly nodded understandingly, it seemed that Lin Qinghai had asked him for help.
"It turns out that you are here to be a lobbyist."
"As your friend, of course I want you to be happy."
"Do you think Lin Qinghai can give me happiness?"
"You can see that he still loves you very much." Chen Qihua looked ahead, and his tone was very affirmative.
Ye Shan chuckled, Chen Qihua was sure that she had vetoed something. She still can't forget Lin Qinghai's anger and duty that night, but she doesn't blame him, it was she who exhausted his enthusiasm and patience, and it was she who failed him.
At the end of the day, the relationship was unfair from the start.
"There is no love between us anymore, only rifts." Ye Shan looked out the window and said lightly.
"Why are you women always so ruthless?" Chen Qihua began to get angry again.
Ye Shan couldn't refute it, she touched on his sad past.
In this way, the two were silent all the way. When she arrived downstairs at Ye Shan's house, Chen Qihua put her down and drove away in the car.
In this world, both men and women are ruthless.
Ye Shan muttered upstairs.
Returning to her new home, Ye Shan did not have the familiarity and warmth she had in the past, nor did she have the comfort of Lin Qinghai's home. Ye Shan's most regrettable decision is: cohabitation.
The old home is gone, and once you get it, you are afraid of losing it.
But when you really lose it, you don't think it's difficult, it's good that you never got it.
It's just that some things need to be said goodbye repeatedly, not only Ye Shan's attachment to Tang Wending, but also Lin Qinghai's reluctance to Ye Shan.
After work that day, Ye Shan saw Lin Qinghai's car parked on the road opposite the company as before. How many times has this picture brought her countless warmth, and she has also chosen to sink in this warmth, and is grateful for the spoiling, but unfortunately the person in front of her is no longer the person she loves.
A relationship can start new and end abruptly.
Seeing Ye Shan appear, Lin Qinghai quickly put away his low expression and showed a soft smile, looking a little pitiful. Ye Shan would rather he show her the hysterical spirit of that night than see him like this.
It's very sad.
"Thank you!" Ye Shan stepped forward and said calmly, not planning to get into the car.
"I'll take you to dinner." Lin Qinghai opened the car door very gentlemanly.
He hadn't seen him for a few days, and he looked a little haggard, and his beard hadn't been properly shaved.
"Forget it." Ye Shan lowered her eyes.
She was not entitled to enjoy the comfortable life he bringed, because she could not give him what he wanted. It's over between them, and it's over when it's over.
"It's normal for couples to quarrel with each other, and I hope you don't take the problem so seriously." This is Lin Qinghai's attitude of seeking peace. He had said so much before, and now he was going to regret it.
In love, there are some things that cannot be said, and they cannot be taken back when they are said.
"Just let it all pass."
"Can't we reconcile again?"
"But I'm not good enough to deserve this." Ye Shan repeatedly refused.
Lin Qinghai knew that it was useless for him to say anything.
After the silence, he raised his head and sighed: "After all, you still don't love me, if it was Tang Wending, you would never be so ruthless." ”
There was jealousy in his tone, and he almost gave up.
With that, he turned around and got into the car.
He is a successful man, why should he be so wronged for a woman, let alone a woman who doesn't love him, at least not enough to love him.
He's mature enough, smart enough, and open-minded enough, and it's such a superficial problem.
Within a few seconds, Lin Qinghai disappeared from Ye Shan's sight with the car.
This time, it's really never going to be seen again.
Ye Shan was still grateful that he had loved her so much, but it was all gone with the car.
She pulled the strap of her shoulder bag and walked down the darkening streets with ease, a little alone, but also happy.
"Have coffee together." Chen Qihua's text message came at a particularly timely time.
Ye Shan briefly replied with a "good" word.
Then, thousands of miles above her head, there were thick clouds, and when the wind blew, they changed into different shapes, and I don't know whose voice the wind heard, and a cloud turned into a heart shape and stood in the air, unique, like a shadow.
So cute, so romantic.
Ye Shan smiled lightly: Although we can't love, all love has not disappeared, but only exists in another form in another better place. There is no need to complain, one should rejoice. One day we will meet again.