"So how do I know?"

"You're right." After being silent for a while, Ye Shan turned to look at Lin Qinghai, who was a little angry, and said softly, "I don't know you, I don't understand our love, so I don't deserve this, I don't deserve it." ”

"Don't go, okay?" Lin Qinghai was no longer angry and said pleadingly.

"Thank you for giving me a warm and reassuring life, albeit briefly." Ye Shan's eyes were red. She has always been shackled by this feeling, like a cat greedy for the winter sun, lazily staying in place and reluctant to leave.

"It's not that you don't deserve it, it's that you don't want it." Lin Qinghai looked at Ye Shan sadly, "You are too cruel to me, just like that, you have to abandon me." ”

"No, it's not for us."

"It's that you don't love me, you love the man in the photo, and now you're going to find him?" Lin Qinghai soured, "You shouldn't have loved me, right?" Being with me is just greedy for the pleasures of life. ”

Ye Shan didn't make a sound, but her heart felt very painful.

If she insisted on meeting Tang Wending to untie the knot or with some kind of expectation, then now there is another meaning, let her recognize Lin Qinghai. The once gentle and innocent person now makes her feel so strange, and the past is all smoke.

"Okay, wow, you go, I will always have a new lover, there will always be someone who loves me more than you." Finally, Lin Qinghai said in a loud voice.

When dragging her luggage out of Lin Qinghai's house, Ye Shan cried, she thought that this would be her harbor, but it was just a resting place, she thought that the man would be her dependent, but he was just a passerby.

Then, in the wee hours of the morning, she became a homeless person.

Looking at the neon of the city, Ye Shan cried loudly, but quickly wiped away her tears, she had to find a place for herself to settle down as soon as possible. She went to the apartment she had lived in with a pale blue ceiling, but the house there had already been rented out. Once time passes, there is no going back, neither the house nor the people. She had to look elsewhere.

After settling down, Ye Shan was sick, coughing like her internal organs were about to cough out, but she still insisted on going to work, and the manager couldn't stand it anymore and gave her half a month's leave. It's strange to say that her illness was cured on the second day of the holiday.

So, she wanted to take advantage of this holiday to go for a walk. It was the thought of waking up in the morning and looking at the blue sky outside the window. In the afternoon of the same day, she went to Liu Jia's city with her luggage.

When the scenery flashed outside the train window, Ye Shan thought of Lin Qinghai and remembered that they met on the train. He still left a window in her memory.

Regarding Ye Shan's arrival, Liu Jia didn't ask the reason, just warmly welcomed. However, when mentioning the Lin Qinghai incident, Liu Jia almost screamed.

"Broke up? Why? ”

"No Why"

"What do you mean by no why?"

"Couples will break up because of many small things and inexplicable things, such as someone can break up because of something as small as squeezing toothpaste."

"But there's no question of squeezing toothpaste between you."

"Well, I'm here to travel, not to be a prisoner." Ye Shan said impatiently.

Liu Jia put away her curiosity and muttered, "Are you okay?" ”

"What do you think?" Ye Shan raised her two hands.

"He shouldn't be good, he's so good to you?"

Ye Shan was silent, she didn't know what was wrong with him, and she didn't know if he had been really good to her or fake good. He could say such hurtful things to her, that she was only with him for pleasure. Every time she thinks of this, Ye Shan wants to cry.

"Are you still thinking about Tang Wending?" Liu Jia asked.

"He's married."

"How do you know?"

"I've seen him."

"What?" Liu Jia sat up from the bed suddenly, "When did it happen?" ”

"Not so long ago."

Ye Shan told the matter again.

"You're really destined."

"Who's to say it isn't."

"It's okay, now your heart knot is untied."

Ye Shan nodded.

Perhaps, as Chen Qihua said, she didn't love Tang Wending for a long time, all she cared about was the "reason", so she had been biting hard for so many years.

"But how could you and Lin Qinghai break up?" Liu Jia did not relent.

Actually, Ye Shan didn't want to be like this, she had just dealt with the matter with Tang Wending, thinking that she would live well with Lin Qinghai in the future, and maybe she would consider getting married, but she didn't expect it to be such an ending.

"Blame me for being too greedy."

"What do you mean?"

"I want Tang Wending and Lin Qinghai again, how can it be?"

Liu Jia understood: "You won't let Lin Qinghai know about your meeting with Tang Wending." ”

Ye Shan was silent.

"I'm sad, very sad."

"What's wrong?" Ye Shan also sat up.

"If I hadn't told you about Tang Wending, you wouldn't have thought of meeting him, and then there would be no follow-up."

"Fool, how can I blame you for this. If it weren't for you, I would never have been able to live calmly. ”

"Ye Shan, I'm sorry."

"It should be, Liu Jia, thank you!"

"You and Lin Qinghai really can't get along again?"

"Okay, we shouldn't have to talk about this alone, we still have a lot to talk about."

Ye Shan diverted the topic, but Liu Jia still saw her sadness, and Liu Jia regretted once again that she shouldn't have told her about Tang Wending.

At night, Ye Shan dreamed of Lin Qinghai, he was no longer as gentle as before, but a cold stranger, and then, endless tears woke her up. She reached out to pick up her mobile phone to check the time, and saw a text message sent by Chen Qihua in the early morning: I'm sorry, I only know about you now, and I'll call you during the day.

Fortunately, there is always no overnight feud between friends.

Ye Shan silently thanked Chen Qihua for his generosity in her heart, and then closed her eyes again.

In the dark, Ye Shan suddenly had a strange thought, if Liu Jia really didn't tell her about Tang Wending, she might not have the idea of wanting to see him, maybe the next thing really wouldn't have happened. But is that kind of life really what you want?

Ye Shan shook her head.

Perhaps, we need new love more than the old love. But this new love is not the love that people want.

Then she told herself that tomorrow's business would be talked about tomorrow, and that something new would always come......