Chapter 9: Repeating the Mistakes of the Past (1)

Ye Shan often fantasizes that one day, it doesn't have to be bright and cloudless, but one day, Tang Wen will suddenly appear in front of her, look at her with gentle eyes, look at her, and then slowly walk up and hug her tightly into his arms, and say softly: "I'm late." ”

Ye Shan had fantasized about this countless times, but she never thought about how she would react in this situation. She thought she would cheer, but when it happened, she stood there at a loss, her eyes red.

It was a cloudy day, a cloudy day after a week of rain. Ye Shan got off work as usual, and after saying goodbye to her colleagues at the door of the company, she was about to walk across the road to take a taxi, because Lin Qinghai was on a business trip. She was just about to take a step, but when she looked up, she saw a long-lost, familiar face, and she could still recognize him at a glance after many years - Tang Wending.

Ye Shan stood there and looked at him stunned, his heartbeat accelerated a little, and his eyes gradually reddened.

Tang Wending was still flat-headed, he was wearing a black windbreaker, his hands in his pockets like when he was a student, and he stood across the road with an indifferent expression.

Ye Shan didn't know when he was standing there, anyway, he just appeared like that suddenly, appeared in her sight, and appeared in her life. She watched Tang Wending walk calmly, he was more mature than before, and his skin was darker. As he stood in front of her, her tears fell.

Ye Shan was suddenly at a loss, and Tang Wending calmly took her hand.

Throbbing, nervous, rapid heartbeat.

Many years ago, when Tang Wending held Ye Shan's hand for the first time, she was in such a mood. Today, however, the mood was repeated, but now with more sanity.

After relieving herself, Ye Shan shook off that hand abruptly, and yelled at the face that turned around: "Why can you do whatever you want so recklessly, why-"

Since Tang Wending's expression was not affected in any way, he just gently stretched out his hand again.

At this time, Ye Shan clearly saw that there was a ring firmly on the ring finger of his left hand, which still looked dazzling on this cloudy day.

"You, married?" Ye Shan's tears fell out again. Yes, for so many years, why hasn't she thought about this issue, maybe he got married, had a family, and had children......

The hand stopped in mid-air, and Ye Shan saw more clearly that it was a platinum ring with English letters printed on it.

"Ye Shanβ€”β€”!" Tang Wending spoke at this time, his voice a little sad.

"It turns out that you are already married......" Ye Shan repeated in a low voice.

In fact, she didn't have any intention to meet Tang Wending, as she herself said, she just wanted to know the answer in her heart, that's all. But after she learned the news, she was still very sad, it turned out that she was still very reluctant to him, and it turned out that in her heart she was still looking forward to what Chen Qihua said "then".

Tang Wending continued to stretch out the hand that had stopped in mid-air to Ye Shan, held her hand in the palm of his hand, and walked forward. Ye Shan did not refuse, she walked all the way, crying all the way.

They walked a long way, street after street, as if there was no destination, no end, no end. The palms of the two hands gradually oozed sweat.

Ye Shan repeated the same question in her mind, the so-called "expectation" is always just a dream, a dream, a dream. The wind blew in her face, her heart was uneasy, and her eyes were foggy.

In the end, at an unknown intersection, Ye Shan couldn't walk anymore, and could no longer squat down uncontrollably and cry bitterly.

This man, when he was a teenager, walked deeply into Ye Shan's heart, and lived there for many years. It was only now that she realized that the person she had been waiting for carefully had become a husband and had nothing to do with her.

It was too cruel for her.

After crying for a while, Ye Shan suddenly got up and ran hard, she felt that she didn't have anything to say to Tang Wending, nor was she in any mood, she just wanted to escape from him, so that she might still be able to have a beautiful dream about their past.

However, she didn't go far before she was grabbed by a large, powerful hand, and then fell into a familiar and unfamiliar embrace, and her mood calmed down a little. Although she and Tang Wending have known each other for many years, this is the first time they have embraced. Because, they never became a real couple. Thinking of this, Ye Shan didn't know why she was crying so much, crying for someone who had never been her.

"It's not worth it for someone like me." Tang Wending said in Ye Shan's ear deeply.

"yes, it's not worth it." Ye Shan gently pushed Tang Wending away, she didn't have a trace of greed for that embrace, "You have never been my person." ”

"We're missing out too much."

"We've been missing out, we've never been on the right track."

"Ye Shan, you are still the same." Tang Wending's eyes were gentle, and then he smiled slightly.

Ye Shan remembered that many years ago, he used such eyes to quietly watch her walk from the other end of the corridor, and finally smiled and said, "Good morning!" "It was the best morning for her.

"Will you walk with me?"

"Okay."

"You used to like me, didn't you?"

"Yes, I like it."

"Then why can't you stay with me, even once?"

Tang Wending took a breath and sighed: "There is no clear reason for many things, if you want to say it, you can only say that it is wrong and fateful." ”

"Why don't you send an invitation when you get married?" Ye Shan wanted to say this with a smile, but found it difficult to open her mouth.

Tang Wending subconsciously shook the hand with the ring, "I didn't think about doing a big job, life is always dull." ”

"Life is always dull, yes!" Ye Shan looked up and muttered. There will be no vigorous changes between her and Tang Wending.

"Don't you want to walk side by side with me? Don't want to chat, eat, or watch a movie with me? Tang Wending was relaxed, just like he was.

Ye Shan came back to his senses and looked at Tang Wending, and the corners of his mouth raised.

The last time they mentioned "walking shoulder to shoulder" was in high school.

It was during a one-night self-study, Tang Wending suddenly leaned over and said to Ye Shan, who was sitting in the front row of him, "Let's go to the playground and walk side by side." ”

"What for?" Ye Shan asked rhetorically.

"Can't I ask you out?" Tang Wending joked.

"You must want to do something bad again, come less." In this way, Ye Shan rejected Tang Wending's invitation in disappointment.

"At that time, I was very sad." Recalling the past, Tang Wending sighed.

"At that time, I was very happy, because I seemed to know your heart."

They walked side by side all the way, talking about the beginning.

That night, they told the story of the past as a story.

She didn't know if it counted as a repeat of the past.