Chapter 7: An Eventful Autumn (1)
The night air is filled with the sweet scent of flowers, and it feels like you can breathe in the aroma of the whole body with a slight push of your nose.
"It's boring!"
Although the refreshing evening breeze blew in bursts, Ye Shan, who was walking in the park, still let out such an exclamation.
Since the last incident, Ye Shan has always felt that the relationship between herself and Lin Qinghai has become very awkward, even embarrassing. She hoped that Lin Qinghai could quarrel with her, and then do whatever she wanted, it was better than being aggrieved by each other and not saying anything now. It was also because she was afraid of facing such an unnatural atmosphere, so she ran out for a walk alone before Lin Qinghai went home.
Before that, Chen Qihua also praised Lin Qinghai on the other end of the phone, saying that Ye Shan had found a man who could be entrusted for life.
Thinking of this, Ye Shan couldn't help laughing, because she might be losing that "man who can be entrusted for life" now, but she didn't feel sad about it. If there is a loss, then grief has no effect.
After walking for nearly an hour, Ye Shan finally turned back.
However, the house was still empty, and Lin Qinghai did not come back.
Ye Shan seemed to breathe a sigh of relief, and collapsed on the sofa as if she was a little lost. Not only was she afraid of this atmosphere, but Lin Qinghai was also afraid, so she hid and didn't even go home.
If you get too close, you will erase the beauty that you have.
"I miss you so much!"
In the past, Lin Qinghai brought this sweet atmosphere when he came home from work.
Looking at the closed door, Ye Shan suddenly missed that time. Even though her expression at the time was disapproving, she still liked it in her heart.
"I really don't know why it's like this?" Ye Shan muttered in a low voice.
If that day was not so childish, not so willful, or in a different tone: how much will be remembered. Perhaps, it won't be the way it is.
However, after thinking about it like this, Ye Shan immediately retorted in her heart: It's no big deal, gather what should be gathered, and disperse when it should be dispersed, anyway, I never thought that there would be any happy ending between me and Lin Qinghai.
She got up, undressed, and walked towards the bathroom.
Everything will pass, and everything will be new again.
She comforted herself and bathed in it. However, in the bathroom mirror, she still saw a depressed face.
At night, Ye Shan heard the sound of the door opening, and she knew that there was no one else, only Lin Qinghai. He's back.
After a while, Lin Qinghai walked into the bedroom and turned on the wall lamp.
Ye Shan sat up and hurriedly asked, "Why are you so late?" Although the wall lamp was not on, she could still feel that Lin Qinghai was a little haggard tonight.
Lin Qinghai looked at Ye Shan with a melancholy look in his eyes, and only said after a long time: "You are so ruthless." ”
Ye Shan understood what he meant and didn't make a sound.
"Don't I even have the power to be angry?" Lin Qinghai shouted, "Don't you even want to give me a word of peace?" Do I have to be so humble? ”
"You once said that you would bow your head for love, you would bow your head for me......"
His voice was rougher and muddler than usual.
"You've been drinking?" Ye Shan got up from the bed and walked out, "I'll pour you a glass of water." ”
Lin Qinghai stretched out his hand and grabbed Ye Shan, who was walking by him, "I've been waiting for your call, waiting for you to call me home." He suddenly laughed at himself, "Isn't this me too spineless?" ”
Ye Shan lowered her head, couldn't help but want to cry, and whispered, "I've been waiting for your call, I've been waiting for you to come home." I don't need you to be humble, because I'm right here. Although there will be some wavering in my mind, I still choose to wait here for you to come home. ”
Sometimes, it is not very difficult to dispel the gloom, in a word, a hug is enough.
Lin Qinghai was stunned for a moment, and then a sense of happiness suddenly filled his entire heart, and this was exactly what he was looking forward to.
He hugged Ye Shan tightly, and even his breathing became short. His kiss had a strong smell of wine, and at this moment, Ye Shan was intoxicated by him, she knew that she loved him, otherwise she would not have dedicated her body and mind to him.
Outside the dimly lit room with only the wall lamps on, there was a bright night, and although autumn was approaching, the tail of summer was still faintly refusing to leave.
"No matter how much I loved you in the past, slowly you will become a memory, a little ......"
That night, Ye Shan took advantage of Lin Qinghai's sleep and wrote such a sentence in her notebook, she felt that she should end with Tang Wending and those memories, she thought that this would be enough.
However, she didn't know that it was too early to "become a memory, a point", because she didn't know that she would hear about Tang Wending again one day, and she didn't know that she would see Tang Wending again one day.
It's far from over between them.
On the day the autumn wind rose, Liu Jia called to tell Ye Shan that she had been promoted in the new company.
In fact, since they were reconnected, they have rarely spoken on the phone, even though the cities where they are located are now close to each other. But that doesn't affect their friendship.
"So fast?" Ye Shan was happy for Liu Jia, "Congratulations! ”
"It's just a trifle." Liu Jiale hehe.
"Of course, you are gold, and you will always shine."
"The gold would love to treat you to a meal, but it's a pity you're too far away from me."
"Just owe it first."
"No problem."
Both of them burst out laughing at the same time.
"Are you okay?" After calming down, Liu Jia asked.
"Hmm."
"Are you okay with Lin Qinghai?"
"Not bad. What about you? Ye Shan asked rhetorically.
"Let's run in."
"How?"
"Actually, it's annoying, I always feel that the two people are not so close."
"There's always going to be a process."
"No matter, if you get together, you will get together, and if you don't, you will disperse." Liu Jia took a deep breath.
"You-" Ye Shan was speechless, looking out the window, the gloomy sky made people feel inexplicably heavy.
"Ye Shan."
"Huh?" Ye Shan retracted her thoughts.
"There's something, I want to tell you, but ......" Liu Jia stopped talking on the other end of the phone.
"Why, is it hard to speak?"
"It's about Tang Wending."
Hearing these words, Ye Shan held her breath for a moment, couldn't believe her ears, and didn't make a sound for a long time.
"Are you listening?"
"You go on." Ye Shan struggled to say these words.
"It was by chance, he happened to come to the city on a business trip. Actually, I don't even know him anymore, after all, I don't have a very strong impression of his influence. ”
Ye Shan was silent, she thought that she must be able to know him at a glance, because he was unforgettable to her.