On January 9th, H City ushered in the first snow of 2003, flying like a flocculent, no different than the spring banquet, I don't know if there are too many talented and beautiful people, and the whole ancient city is also read as poetic day after day.

Ah Heng accidentally slipped when he received water in the morning, broke the kettle, and poured the entire trouser leg. She couldn't laugh or cry, so she had to throw away the old one and buy a new pot.

On the way, I met the squad leader Xiaopang who was eating steamed buns, and when I saw her, I pulled my pigtails and asked, "Child, how are you doing?" ”

Ah Heng: "Chubby, squad leader, do you believe that I can't do it once?" I used to be a really good boy. ”

Xiaopang's face was red from the cold, he sniffled, and stuffed the buns: "You pull it down, I'll be crazy if I believe you." Okay, don't run anywhere today, go to self-study with my brother. ”

Chubby is a child who can squeeze his face into a bun and a few pleats with a smile on his face, he is good-minded and responsible, and he is very loved by everyone. But it's too domineering, it's an absolute one-party dictatorship in the class, and it's the master of the same thing. He said that Ah Heng wants to go to self-study, and our children have to go, and one second later can make you shameless and shameless, betraying the party today and treason tomorrow, and not giving a suspended sentence.

Really, the old is domineering.

Ah Heng could only say "oh", followed Xiaopang with the new pot, and swayed to the study room.

Towards the end of the semester, there were a lot of people in the study room, and half of the building was full. Finally, I finally saw a few people on the fifth floor, and just wanted to go in, Xiaopang pointed to the two people in the corner of the last row: "Hey, isn't it Senior Brother Gu, that, Du Qing?" ”

Ah Heng glanced at it and nodded yes.

Chubby wondered, "How did they get together?" ”

Ah Heng smiled: "Where don't we meet in life, I can meet you when you buy a pot of steamed buns." ”

Chubby muttered, but too. Suddenly, he changed his mind, closed the door, and said strictly: "No, this classroom can't be entered, Wen Heng can't see Gu Feibai." ”

Ah Heng smiled dumbly.

Wen Heng couldn't see Gu Feibai. This sentence is a famous quote of Xiao Pang, implicitly pointing out Wen Heng's objective embarrassment that he is about to pounce at any time when he sees Gu Tiancai.

Xiaopang patted Ah Heng on the shoulder: "Don't stick to him so hot, there will be no freshness at that time, and your mind is easy to grow crooked, and there are times when you cry." Brother is a man, and he knows what men think. ”

Ah Heng said, "Which eye did you see me sticking to him?" ”

Xiaopang patted the snow on his schoolbag and said, "It's not sticky, how to say it, it should be that you rely on him, you can't see him...... You're flustered, I'll tell you. ”

Heng: "Really...... Hit the nail on the head. ”

She has been positioning her feelings for Gu Feibai, and found that the person who likes and loves seems to be too far away from her, but when she can't see him, she will unconsciously recall the feeling of being hungry on the overpass with her suitcase. There is no sense of security without landing, really...... It's hard.

So, thinking backwards, a member of a wildlife conservation association in city B, I don't know if I think the same way, I can really be sure that I don't like it, but I will think of the delicious feeling of pork ribs.

Chubby said, "Have you thought about the future? I'll let you study hard as if it hurt you. You think about how to earn an extra dollar or two every day, and if you lose a dollar or two, you can starve to death or whatever. Can Senior Brother Gu be the same? If you don't work hard, let alone following in the footsteps of others, it will throw you out of the Sahara. Just for a little money, rat-eyed, vulgar! ”

Ah Heng bowed his head: "I will really starve to death." Less than a dime is fine. ”

a deflated belly, and a deflated ...... Esteem.

In the evening, Chubby stretched his waist and let him go.

Ah Heng hurriedly returned to the dormitory, put down the pot and changed his clothes, and prepared to go to the place where he worked.

Du Qing had already returned, and the rest of the dormitory was also there. Everyone's expressions were a little strange, looking at her, and they wanted to stop talking.

Ah Heng wondered: "What's wrong?" I looked down and found that there was a mess under the bed, and the place where the box had been enlarged was empty.

Ah Heng looked around but didn't see it, comparing the size of the box: "My box, have you seen it?" ”

The little san in the bedroom has always been straightforward, and he couldn't hold back his mouth: "Ah Heng, didn't you say that you put such an unlucky thing in the bedroom, why didn't you discuss it with everyone?" ”

Ah Heng lowered his head.

She doesn't have a home, where is she going to put it?

Xiao Si said lightly: "Ah Heng, you didn't do this right." Don't talk about the box, why don't you make it clear to everyone about the second sister and Gu Feibai? She has suffered a lot of grievances, you can't rely on everyone to hurt you and ignore your sisterhood. ”

Ah Heng looked at Du Qing, stretched out his hand, and turned pale: "Where's the box, where is my box?" ”

Du Qing lowered his head: "Ah Heng, I figured it out, Feibai, I won't fight with you." Gu Feibai said that I am stronger than you, and I can be happy without him, but you are different, you have always had a great trauma in your heart, and you have watched your father have a heart attack, from struggling to death......"

I know better than you who wants to hear you say this.

Ah Heng looked at her, his blood was cold, his heart hurt when he inhaled, he slashed with a knife, and yelled: "Where is my box?" ”

What about the chest?

She looked blankly around the bedroom, desks, umbrellas, kettles, mirrors, slippers, everything.

But what about the box?

Where's Daddy......

Xiao Wu couldn't bear it, closed his eyes, and pointed in the direction of the bathroom.

Ah Heng walked over, step by step, cold handles, and unbearable space.

On the ground, there were her large boxes.

A ticket, a ticket to bring her here.

A filial piety robe, which she wore when she cried for someone else's father.

A wooden sign, the position of a loving father Wen Anguo.

Often, when she couldn't stand it, she hid here, hugged her father and cried.

Dad, I also want to be a good boy that everyone likes. But how hard do you have to try?

The floor is cold, but they put you on the ground.

She turned around and slapped Du Qing hard.

She said, "I won't forgive you, never!" ”

She once said, "Dad, I seem to have five more sisters, and they are very good to me." ”

Suddenly, looking at them, there was no pain in their eyes.

The big box, the one who came, the one who left, after all, was still the same one.

City B.

On the evening of January 9th, Yan Xi has a program, which is an entertainment program, a program that analyzes a person in an all-round and multi-level way, at what age do you still wet the bed, and at what age do you learn to wipe your butt after using the toilet, so as to satisfy the audience's bad taste.

Yan Xi scolded: "Who came up with the bad idea? ”

The director was helpless: "Your fans said that if you don't let you be on this show, you will hack ten websites in the station." ”

Yan Xi was weak: "Those little girls just love me too much." ”

The director burst into tears: "If you love you, you don't have to hack us!" ”

Yan Xi stretched out his hand: "What about the script?" ”

The director is serious: "We have never had a script for this show, as long as the host masters the progress and rhythm of the program, you can play it at will." Ah, by the way, there will be two guests on the show. ”

Yan Xi raised his eyebrows: "Who?" ”

The director is mysterious: "You'll know when the time comes." The purpose of our show is to create unexpected effects. By the way, DJ Yan, I think you can play the piano, and then there will be a part of showing off your talents. ”

Yan Xi said: "What time will it be recorded?" ”

The director muttered: "The live broadcast will probably be until the early morning of the 10th." ”

Yan Xi twitched: "I want to know how high the ratings of your show can be, I slept in the middle of the night, who watched it?" ”

The director said: "It's probably the same ratings as your Sometime." ”

Yan Xi: "There are so many idlers who don't sleep at night......"

After thinking about it, he thought for a moment and said, "I'll go and prepare the piano first, ten o'clock tonight, right?" I arrived on time. Then, bowing his head politely, saying goodbye and leaving, he finally grew from an arrogant little boy to a little gentleman.

It seems that last night, he was still talking about naivety and thinking about violence and innocence, but now, he finally learned to restrain his emotions quietly, and said "please advise me".

Time, what a terrible thing.

When doing a show in the evening, the host should say everything he wants.

Yan Xi smiled: "When I was three years old, I secretly stuffed lollipops under my pillow, and my grandfather scared me that if I ate candy, worms would grow in my mouth, and the worms would take a small hammer to knock their teeth all day long. At that time, I was young and ignorant, and I knew everything and said everything, but I was beaten up by my grandfather, which directly caused me to have a shadow on these eight words now. ”

The host laughed: "DJ Yan is so humorous. ”

Knowing that he was not as easy to handle as other guests, he restrained himself a little and asked some questions about the online census, favorite colors, animals, food, unforgettable experiences, and so on.

Yan Xi replied one by one, how to be serious.

The director was in a hurry, and looked straight at the host, the host changed his words and asked Yanxi: "Recently, the scandal between you and the anchor Chu Yunchu has been very hyped, is it true?" ”

Yan Xi smiled and did not speak.

The host was curious: "Is it true?" ”

Yan Xi said: "If I tell the truth or the fake, the show will be ineffective." It's better not to speak, you are more curious. ”

The host scolded in his heart: Damn, one person is mixed with his mouth, and if he wants me to use his mouth to flirt with his face, isn't it a tragedy. With a smile on his face, he said, "Then what do we Miss Chu say about this issue, what do DJ Yan's good friends, the Lu family's Shaodong Lu Liu, say?" ”

So, the topic was not enough, and beautiful women and handsome men came to make up.

Yan Xi hugged his chest, looked at the two people who appeared from the other side, and raised his eyebrows.

Chu Yun was wearing a small Chanel beige dress, which happened to be given to her by Yan Xi last time. The face is not the usual dignified photogenic, but it brings a lot of liveliness and casualness, exquisite facial features, and fair complexion, which makes people feel good when they see it.

As for Lu Liu, a blue suit and an iron-gray tie, people made of jade are generally neither happy nor angry, and when they saw him, they smiled slightly.

Yan Xi didn't mind being on the show very much, and said flatly: "Why are you here?" The tone was directed at the land current.

Lu Liu's slender hands were formed into spires, and they were placed on his chin, which was also an imposing gesture as if no one was around: "I happen to have time to come and see you." What, not welcome? ”

Chu Yun sat between the two, separated from the sight of the two, and smiled at the host: "Host Huang, you can continue." ”

Yan Xi frowned, stretched out his finger and gently pushed Chu Yun: "Hey, aren't you too crowded?" There is not also a set of sofas opposite. ”

Chu Yun lowered her head, her eyes were shining, her voice was very small, and she said, "Yan Xi, I'm not afraid of Lu Liu, really, you don't have to worry." ”

Yan Xi stroked his forehead with five fingers and smiled: "Please, this young lady, the one next to you is my hair." ”

The host's glasses were reflective and sly: "The two of you are talking to each other, it seems that they have a good relationship." ”

Chu Yun smiled: "DJ Yan and I are good friends who can drink wine, eat meat, watch movies, and exchange gifts together, don't think about it." ”

Yan Xi: "......"

Lu Liu smiled faintly, his eyes gentle: "Yes, Yan Xi often hangs out with Miss Chu, and often ignores gatherings among friends for this reason. ”

Yan Xi twitched.

Chu Yun glanced at Lu Liu, and faked: "No, I often persuade him to play with you." ”

The host was completely excited: "This is simply the situation of the relationship, and sure enough, the two have indeed come together." ”

Yan Xi snorted: "You came to a conclusion a little faster." ”

Chu Yun blushed shyly: "Yan Xi, have you forgotten what day it is today, uh, that is, January 9th?" ”

Yan Xi squinted: "What day?" ”

"That's the day I saw you for the first time. At that time, I was doing a show and playing games, two people and three legs, and we were in a group ......"

Yan Xi was inexplicable: "And then?" ”

Chu Yun smiled: "Then, I fell in love with you at first sight." ”

All the people are stupid, after all, it is an entertaining show, and not many people will joke about their fame.

After a pause of three seconds, the host reacted and began to congratulate the two and ask Yan Xi what he thought.

So, what else could Yan Xi think, he said: "Thank you Anchor Chu for your love, I really didn't expect it to be so meaningful today......" lowered his head, hung his soft hair, and gritted his teeth, "Chu Yun, don't you owe a cigarette?" ”

Chu Yun held his head high: "I have to be worthy of the Chanel you gave me." ”

Lu Liu playfully, leaning on the side of the sofa, his long legs overlapped, watching the small movements of the two.

The host said: "It's rare for our big beauty to take the initiative to confess, does DJ Yan have anything to say?" ”

Yan Xi, oh, reacted, it was time for talent, and then said, "I'll play a piano piece and give it to Chu Yun, uh...... and our anniversaries. ”

Naturally, the piano was prepared long ago. Yan Xi looked down at the time of his watch, adjusted the distance of the piano bench, and lifted the lid with his slender fingers.

He thought for a while, looked at the black and white keys under his fingers, his black hair covered his expression, and the corners of his lips smiled, but with rare tenderness.

He said: "My Prayer by Devotion. ”

The warm and delicate sound of the piano sounded, and at the beginning, it was a monologue:

Dear God，

I know that she's out there, the one I'm supposed to share my whole life with. And in time, you'll show her to me. Will you take care of her, comfort her, and protect her, until that day we meet. And let her know, my heart is beating with hers.

(Dear God: I know the person I want to spend my life with, she's no longer here.) But I'm sure that at some point, you'll let me see her again. Can you please help me take good care of her, make her comfortable, and bless her until the day we meet again. Also, let her know that my heart is with her. ）

The smooth fingers and the slowed down voice seem to spoil someone with all their hearts, but they are helpless against that person.

Dear God, that pouring out tone, giving with all his heart, pouring out all his tenderness, to whom God is giving.

The stop key, the cool fingers, the pipa sound that follows, the pale color.

Silence, blankness, soothing direction, the dazedness of the end, the snow outside the window.

The breath that did not stop ranging, but it sounded again, warming the room, praying.

.. In a dream I hold you close

.. (I often hold you tightly in my dreams)

.. Embracing you with my hands

.. (Hands in your arms)

.. You gazed at me with eyes full of love and made me understand

.. (You gaze at me with loving eyes and make me realize)

.. That I was meant to share it with you my heart my mind my soul

.. (Fate is destined you will share everything with me)

.. Then I opened my eyes

.. (But when I open my eyes)

.. And all I see reality shows I'm alone

.. (The truth in my eyes is that I am still alone)

.. But I know someday that you'll be by my side

.. (But I know you'll be there for me someday)

.. Cause I know God's just waiting till the time is right

.. (God is just waiting for that right time)

.. God will you keep her safe from the thunderstorm

.. (O God, please keep her safe from the storm)

.. When the day's cold will you keep her warm

.. (When it's cold, give her warmth)

.. When the darkness falls will you please shine her the way

.. (When darkness falls, light her path)

.. God will you let her know that I love her so

.. (God, can you let her know that I love her so much)

.. When there's no one there that she's not alone

.. (She won't be alone even if she's empty)

.. Just close her eyes and let her know

.. (As long as she closes her eyes, she can know)

.. My heart is beating with hers

.. (My heartbeat is with her all the time)

.. So I prayed until that day when our hearts will beat as one

.. (So I'll pray until we're connected)

.. I will wait so patiently

.. (I will always be patient)

.. For that day to come

.. (Only for the coming of this day)

My Prayer.

He said, I don't believe that there is a God in this world, but if such a person really exists, I am willing to be grateful, and I will pity my blood and pride, and regard him as God.

He said that he didn't even have to bring that person to me, as long as he cherished it and loved it, I was still grateful.

After a long time, the stretched shoulder blades will eventually be retracted. When I raised my eyes again, I already had eyes full of indifference and distance, and the gentleness just now was gone.

Turning around, his big eyes filled with a powerful soul, he looked at Chu Yun, smiled, and said clearly: "To the lovely Miss Chu, for your love at first sight." ”

Chu Yun blinked: "I think, God has arranged the best actress by your side." ”

Lu Liu smiled lightly and looked at the wall clock in the studio: "Although I'm sorry, I have to remind the two of you that it's 0:6, January 10." ”