Ah Heng sat in a hotel room for 30 yuan a night before he felt hungry.

Looking around, a big coat, a box, and more than a hundred dollars saved these days, that's all.

The room was simple, uh, or rather, basic, with nothing but a bed, a lamp, a worn-out TV with peeling patent leather. Of course, what more could you ask for for a basement hotel for thirty dollars a night?

I put down my luggage, and my stomach was already rumbling. Ah Heng sighed, sure enough, people are iron rice is steel, and food is affordable. Thinking about feelings, it takes a lot of brains.

She put on her coat, closed the door, and locked it.

In the narrow, dark corridors, a few drunken men were talking in a very fast southern accent, the words were filthy, and the air was thick with choking smoke.

Ah Heng cocked his collar, buried his head in his coat to avoid these people, and walked quickly past them with his head down.

When passing by them, one of the tall middle-aged men looked at Ah Heng, his eyes were very wrong, and he opened his mouth in tattered Mandarin: "Little girl, how much is a night?" ”

Ah Heng turned his face and walked silently without speaking.

When I arrived at the front desk, the service lady who had registered before was applying lipstick in front of the mirror, and when she saw her, her eyes with heavy eyeshadow left the mirror, and she smiled: "Student sister, Mo Li, those people, if you are short of money, my sister can introduce you to some good ones." ”

Ah Heng didn't look at the man's face, said hello vaguely, pushed open the glass door and walked out.

Outside, it's still snowing.

Ah Heng shuddered, put his hands in his pockets, put on a hood, faced the snow, and walked towards the small supermarket not far away.

After buying two packs of instant noodles in bowls, she remembered something when she walked to the cash register, and she turned back and took a bottle of beer and put it in her arms, feeling a little relieved. She glanced at it, there was still a piece of cream cake that was about to expire, and her heart was a little sour, and she hesitated for a long time, but still picked it up.

When I leave the dormitory, I will scold myself for being unsafe, but on such a snowy night, there seems to be no one else to rely on except myself.

She couldn't face Du Qing, even, Gu Feibai.

After all, he still ended up being pitiful and sympathetic.

Gu Feibai couldn't leave her, not because of the painful cutting of feelings and the hesitant choice between the two people as she thought, but because of the overflow of compassion.

She can earn money to pay for tuition, she can support herself, she can buy beautiful clothes and stand beside him to match him, but she can't stop the fact that a woman who has lost her power is no longer worthy of his social status.

It's just reality.

She once gritted her teeth and told herself ruthlessly that she should never take the initiative to let go, the hard-won happiness.

However, happiness in the kaleidoscope is not called happiness, it is pieces of broken glass.

When they returned to the hotel, the group of men were gone, leaving behind cigarette butts. I think it's a person who came to H City from out of town to look for a job, and lives here temporarily.

Ah Heng breathed a sigh of relief, took off his hat, took out the key and was about to open the door, but someone suddenly covered his mouth from behind.

Ah Heng instantly broke out in a cold sweat, and a middle-aged man's wheezing voice came from his ears: "Fifty in one night, do you want to do it?" ”

Ah Heng shook his head vigorously.

The man spat out a mouthful of phlegm and scolded: "Damn, little*, don't toast and don't eat and drink." Lao Tzu has been observing you for a long time, isn't it just a poor student who came out to do it, ran out in the middle of the night, and if you want to make money, don't set up an archway! ”

Ah Heng struggled to shout, but he couldn't make any sound, and he broke the man's hand hard, but the man covered it tighter and tighter.

Seeing her resisting, the man dragged Ah Heng by the hair and pushed the door open, and roughly dragged her into the house.

Ah Heng was pulled by him and stumbled, in the dark, his face covered with sweat. I fumbled my way into the plastic bag of beer, grabbed it, and slammed it against the door, the sound of the bottle shattering alarmed the entire hotel.

The man knew that Ah Heng was going to lure people over, so he got annoyed, slapped her a few times, threw her to the floor, and then fled in a panic.

Ah Heng stood up with the wooden table at the door, turned on the light, his nose was hot, and the viscous red liquid dripped down.

Not far away, there was the sound of footsteps and swearing words: "Big night, what are you arguing about, die!" ”

It was the service lady at the front desk, she saw the broken beer bottles, Ah Heng's messy clothes, and her red and swollen face, and raised her eyebrows slightly and laughed: "What, student girl, the price has not been negotiated?" ”

Ah Heng looked at her expressionlessly, nosebleeds slowly flowing through his fingers.

The service lady didn't care, she lowered her head to clean the beer bottle, and said in a flirtatious tone: "You college students pretend to be taller than anyone else, look down on us people, but you can do any dirty things behind your back." If you think a prostitute is dirty, tell you that the prostitute doesn't think you're clean. ”

Ah Heng didn't say a word, walked to the public bathroom opposite, and washed his nose.

The service lady poked her head, looked at Ah Heng, and smiled: "It's a tempered one, why don't you smash the bottle on his head?" ”

Ah Heng said: "I don't have an ID card, only a temporary residence permit. ”

The man was stunned.

Ah Heng continued to speak: "So, I can't enter the Public Security Bureau. ”

The blood stains on his hands were washed away, Ah Heng looked at Qing Shui, his eyes were a little sore, and he rubbed it but didn't see tears: "Besides, I don't have any money, and I can't afford to pay him for his medical expenses." ”

The man looked at her with some curiosity in his eyes and asked her, "Student girl, how old are you?" ”

Ah Heng looked at his watch, remembered what was in his arms, took out his wet hands from his coat, and the cream cake still had body temperature on it. Holding it in her hand and staring blankly for a long time, she seemed to feel warm, she turned to look at the man, and said seriously: "In half an hour, I will be twenty years old." ”

She carefully opened the plastic bag, tore it in half, took a thick layer of cream, and handed it to the woman opposite with a smile: "Here you go." My birthday cake, do you want to eat it? ”

The man was cramped, took the cake, his face was a little red, and he didn't seem used to being treated like this. She turned away and whispered, "Happy birthday." This is not the right place for you to live, the difficulties are solved, move out early. ”

Ah Heng soaked the instant noodles in the room, ate the cake, sat on a small stool near the TV, and bit it off angrily.

The back of the head that hit the ground had a bag, it hurt, and when I rubbed it, the bag didn't disperse, but the tears came out.

On the old TV, the man is a double shadow, the piano sound faintly drowned out by the noise of the TV, but damn gentle.

Ah Heng took a sip of the soup and couldn't take his eyes off it. The camera kept sweeping over Chu Yun, and in the sound of the piano, the eyebrows and eyes were as gorgeous as flowers.

Someone knocked lightly on the door, and Ah Heng saw through the cat's eyes that it was the service lady.

Opening the door, the man handed her a bag of ham sausages and a green-skinned orange. "It's much better to put ham in the noodles," she said. ”

Ah Heng thanked him repeatedly.

The man pointed to DJ Yan on TV and smiled: "You kids, you like to look good." ”

Ah Heng laughed and pounded the bed, she said, "Sister, I know him, do you believe it or not?" ”

The man rolled his eyes: "I still know Leslie Cheung." ”

Ah Heng buried his face in the quilt, his shoulders trembling silently.

The man was stunned: "Is it so funny?" ”

It's funny, sister, how funny.

The next day the snow stopped, and the sky was much warmer.

With one sentence, she broke up with Gu Feibai peacefully.

She said: "Gu Feibai, if I said that if I didn't meet you at the flyover, I might have become a prostitute, then, if you see me again now, do you dare to ask me?" ”

Gu Feibai didn't speak.

Of course he didn't dare.

Gu Feibai has a habit of cleanliness.

Although he fell in love with Wen Heng at first sight, this feeling came turbulently, inexplicably, and made him crazy, and even asked Wen Heng's father to send the Zihao Duan inkstone that he had used since he was a child to show his cherishment and love for Wen Heng.

However, if she is no longer the poetic girl he saw back then, and has lost all her support and become the lowest person in society, then when he is depressed and restless in the eyes of others watching jokes day after day, and there is just such a beautiful and dazzling childhood sweetheart with the same lintel next to him, how long can his persistence last?

Ah Heng turned around, smiled and waved his hand: "Gu Feibai, you have a house to accommodate, but you dislike Wen Heng." Weighing ...... Wen Heng naturally didn't dare to follow you. ”

When Yan Xi was in winter, he often walked on the street alone, took off his makeup and wore a scarf, so many people knew him.

Dayi, Mary, and Sun Peng invited him to the bar to play, and there were only a few back and forth, which was also very boring. However, he has been a good brother for half his life, and he can't help but give face, so he has to wander over to find them.

At night, the cold wind was blowing, and the large electronic screen on the street was still showing the advertisements he had taken.

"Yue Yue Shu, your girlfriend's best choice!"

When I saw my face, I suddenly lost my appetite and walked faster.

When he arrived, Sun Peng was swinging red wine, and Dayi, Mary and a few women were blowing on beer bottles.

When Sun Peng saw him, he laughed loudly: "Yo, whose big-tailed wolf was released?" ”

Sitting on the sofa, Dayi cried with a sad face: "Beauty, you are willing to come, I have poured a stomach, these girls in the city have been really scary recently." ”

One of the girls laughed: "Didn't you blow it to me, you drank it from the moment you left?" ”

Yan Xi glanced at her, but it was an acquaintance: "Chu Yun, why are you here?" ”

Dayi's mouth was open enough to stuff his hands: "You are Chu Yun, anchor Chu Yun?" How can you be Chu Yun, Chu Yun doesn't look like this? ”

Mary rolled her eyes, "Baboon, you don't just see it, do you?" ”

Sun Peng raised his eyebrows and smiled incredibly: "I thought you knew who she was, so I strongly asked to share the table." ”

Chu Yun laughed sneeringly: "I don't have makeup, buddy." ”

Yan Xi took a sip of liquor, looked at the glass, and said lazily: "Xindayi, the truth is here." ”

Chu Yun grabbed the orange on the table and smashed Yan Xi. Yan Xi stretched out her hand to catch it, threw it back to the fruit plate casually, tilted her head slightly, and asked her, "You girl, why did you run to such a place?" ”

The fist singing next to him was very noisy, a bunch of people were jumping on the stage, and one was dancing a striptease. Yan Xi glanced at a few girls, frowned, and recruited a waiter to open a private room.

Chu Yun's sisters winked at her, in the dark, Chu Yun's face was a little red, a little uncomfortable, and he said softly: "What are you doing, how lively it is here." ”

Sun Peng rubbed his ears and stood up: "I also want to cooperate with Dayi and Chen Ti, I have endured it for a long time, let's go in." Fuck, it's noisy. ”

Xin Dayi has always had a set of crooked theories, where it is lively, it proves that it is the most fun, so as long as there is no Lu Liu's cleanliness habit in the field, he will never enter the box.

At this time, he pursed his lips and was very unhappy: "Yan Xi has a little stinky problem and is not social!" Yan Xi kicked over, so he obediently shut up, followed behind everyone, and entered the box.

The sound insulation of the box is good, and the noise outside is completely isolated.

Yan Xi lowered his head and drank liquor, and did not speak, everyone was a little embarrassed, and after a long time, Xiao Li, a friend of Chu Yun, said, "Otherwise, let's play a game." ”

Mary smiled slightly, and there was a sly streamer in the corner of her eyes: "It's better to be honest or daring, just enough people can have fun." ”

Sun Peng shook his red wine and said with a smile: "I've always heard of this, but I haven't played it." ”

Mainly, although a few of them have been trying hard to learn badly, there are all kinds of fancy intestines, but helplessly, no one dares to take them badly.

Chu Yun's friend muttered, is it from an alien planet? How many years has this game been popular?

Dayi nodded with interest. Yan Xi yawned, his face flushed with white wine, and he was not interested, but he didn't refuse.

So the bottle shook.

For the first time, I turned to Chu Yun's friend and asked the age of the first kiss, and I chose the truth.

The second time, I turned to Mary, chose the big adventure, turned left when I went out, faced the stage, and shouted: "Stripper, you fucking breasts are too small and your legs are too thick!" ”

The third time, I turned to Yanxi, chose the truth, and asked the ideal type. Yan Shao understated: "Long legs, beautiful neck, petite stature, crooked eyes, and bristles." Chu Yun blushed, Da Yi scratched his head, remembering Lin Wanwan, but felt that Chu Yun was also quite in line, pondered for half a minute, and was numb for half a second, a little sadistic.

The fourth time, I turned to Sun Peng, chose a big adventure, turned right when I went out, and smiled slightly at the girl sitting at the bar: "I am the ugliest man in China." "The girl is angry, and it is a slap in the face to the boyfriend next to her - you can die.

The fifth time, I turned to Chu Yun, chose the truth, and asked if I had a lover now? Chu Yun said: "Do you often dream about it in your dreams? "I didn't answer the question, and I was fined a bottle of beer.

The sixth time, I turned to Dayi, chose the truth, and asked who I wanted most now. Dayi held back for a long time and his face turned green, glanced at Yan Xi, didn't dare to say, and poured himself a bottle of beer.

The seventh time, I turned to Yanxi, chose the truth, and asked what I regretted the most? Yan Xi thought for a long time and said, "Before a person left, I didn't have time to say, thank you for walking with me so quietly for so long." Dayi was abused for another minute.

The eighth time, I went to Chu Yun, chose a big adventure, and chose a kiss of the opposite sex for three minutes. Chu Yun was stunned, looking at Yan Xi with some help, Yan Xi smiled faintly: "Did you take the wrong medicine?" Chu Yun was angry and smacked two bottles of beer.

For the ninth time, I turned to Yanxi, chose the truth, and asked the woman I love the most in my life. Yan Xi was drunk and misty, and said lightly: "No, only after death, a woman who wants to be buried in a cemetery can be the farthest away, but in a cemetery." Dayi's sense of abuse lasted for a minute and a half, and Yan Xi answered the question and poured two bottles.

For the tenth time, I turned to Chu Yun again, chose the truth, and asked what the first thing I wanted to do if I had superpowers. Chu Yun looked at Yan Xi and said viciously: "Tied up a dead man home." Sun Peng smiled unkindly.

The eleventh time, turning to Yan Xi again, Dayi finally felt that something was wrong, and saw that Chu Yun's friends were squeezing their eyebrows, and they were about to have a seizure with a sinking face, but they were stopped by Mary. Yan Xi drank too much wine and was a little impatient, so he chose a big adventure casually.

Chu Yun's friend Xiao Li said: "DJ Yan, find a random woman in the bar, ask for a clear name, and then confess on stage." ”

They pushed the boat down the river and prepared to complete a good marriage.

Yan Xi staggered out of the box, arrived on the dance floor, asked a girl casually, walked to the stage, picked up the microphone with her slender hand, and turned up the volume: "This young lady, I like you, I like you so much that I want to cry." ”

He looked blankly at the silent, black crowd in the audience, then hugged his scarf and said softly: "But, where are you, I can't find you anymore." ”

Lu Liu said: "Chu Yun is not bad. Of course, this was said to Yan Xi.

Yan Xi lowered his head, sat on the sofa at home and pulled a professional book, and asked lightly: "What do you mean?" ”

Lu Liu smiled, got up and walked to the kitchen, familiarly took out the coffee pot, put on gloves, adjusted the temperature, looked at the brown liquid boiling over the fire, leaned against the door and asked him, "Yanxi, do you drink coffee?" ”

Yan Xi bowed, slightly lifted the cuffs of the white sweater, and did not look up: "Don't sugar, thank you." ”

Lu Liu lowered his body to take the cup from the cabinet, but suddenly squinted his eyes and looked at a shiny silver piece under the cabinet, which was used to cushion the cabinet and maintain balance.

I took it out, brushed it off, and it turned out to be a Tiffany ring.

A little funny, he took it out and threw it on the glass coffee table: "Yanxi, what I gave you, you actually took it to the cabinet!" ”

Yan Xi pinched his index finger and thumb, squinted at it, was stunned, and began to laugh, his throat and chest rose and fell, and he looked very happy.

He said: "Lu Liu, this is not mine, my one has already lost the braised pork rice." ”

Lu Liu picked it up and looked at the back, and it was actually the two letters "LL".

Land currents.

It was indeed something that he wore for three years and never left his body, and then gave it to that person as a greeting gift, and then it was taken by that person...... The cupboard was cushioned.

Yan Xi laughed breathlessly, his eyes crooked, and the pen between his fingers drew irregular blue lines on the heavy book.

Lu Liu untied his tie, his eyebrows were deep, and he couldn't see his expression clearly. He said: "Yan Xi, you are not young, you need to fall in love and find a woman." ”

Yan Xi smiled, ignored him, put the ring on his index finger, hooked his finger and played, bright light, innocent eyebrows.

Lu Liu said: "How is Chu Yun, don't you have a good impression of her?" ”

Yan Xi nodded and raised his eyebrows: "Yes, but Lao Tzu hasn't found a good opportunity to confess to her." ”

Lu Liu smiled indifferently: "Don't let women disturb your mind." I see that she has secretly promised you, and there is no need to hesitate to do it. ”

Yan Xi rolled his eyes: "Does it have anything to do with you?" If you're too idle, find a woman. ”

Lu Liu smiled, noncommittal, took out the coffee pot and poured two cups of black coffee, handed him a cup, and said lightly: "This, don't worry about it." Then he lowered his head and took a sip of coffee, but frowned slightly, "It's really unpalatable." Yan Xi, your tastes are getting more and more perverse. ”

Yan Xi leaned back against the sofa cushion, sat on the coffee table with long legs, put the coffee in his mouth, sipped it, and smiled: "If a person drinks water, he knows whether he is warm or cold." ”

On the night of Yan Xi's final exam, he took Chu Yun to dinner together.

He said: "Chu Yun, I can spoil you so that women all over the world envy you, are you willing to fall in love with me?" ”

Chu Yun pinched his chopsticks and remained silent.

Yan Xi said: "I can only be a woman for your whole life, anniversaries, birthdays, Valentine's Day, Christmas, every day without forgetting, I wonder if you can be satisfied?" ”

Chu Yun raised her eyes, surprised, she said, "You want to ...... Marry me? ”

Yan Xi smiled and looked at her: "You can be reserved, I don't mind." ”

Chu Yun pointed at him, his mouth wide open: "You, you, you...... Yanxi, have you burned your brain? ”

Yan Xi: "I don't, but let's fall in love." ”

Chu Yun almost screamed, but he bit his fingers and asked, "Yan Xi, can you love me?" ”

Yan Xi thought for a moment and nodded: "I can." I can love you enough to entrust my life to you for safekeeping. ”

She shook her head violently, but tears welled up in her eyes, and she said, "You don't have to love me so much, just a little bit is enough." I don't deserve that, but I can make up for the rest of my love. ”

Yan Xi lowered his head, listened carefully, and said "yes" softly.

She choked up, buried her head in her knees and cried: "I thought that the heroine had always had a bad fate, and it was difficult to get the love of the male protagonist until the end." ”

Yan Xi laughed: "Probably, we are a light comedy. ”

Beautiful women, handsome men, princesses, princes, the same ideals, the same frequency. Then, a little heartbeat, ambiguous, and long-term love.

Chu Yun shed tears, and in the food stall on the street, he didn't drink for the first time, and gently hugged the teenager. She said, "Honey, I really, really feel that I am the icing on the cake in your life. ”

Yan Xi was stunned, then hugged back, with a little pity, and smiled: "Yes, you have always been." ”

Chu Yun looked at him stupidly: "It's the first time you've been so gentle with me. ”

So much tenderness, only the eyes of spring March remain.

Yan Xi smiled: "I have always been very gentle, both loving the young and respecting the old, but you didn't find it." ”

I suddenly remembered a phone call he received a few days ago, after singing My Prayer. The man said, "Xiaoxi, don't do anything that makes her sad anymore, don't let her think of you anymore, I beg you, let her go." ”

Such a sad and cold voice, like in a dream.

He smiled and coaxed the person on the other end of the phone: "Auntie, no, I was wrong, never again." Make her happy, right? I will. ”