Xiao Yanxi

One day in 2012, there was a seismic cloud in a certain place. Experts refute the rumors, this is caused by abnormal weather, and it has absolutely nothing to do with the earthquake, cough.

Then, two hours later, City B shook it slightly.

Wen Heng held the paper cup, thinking that it was because he was too diligent in his long-awaited research and dizzy in his head due to high blood pressure.

Then, there were two drops of brown coffee on the tiger's mouth, and I don't know when they came out of the cup.

She was the last to leave the institute, and she had just returned from reporting to France in the afternoon, and after sorting out the documents, she wanted to make up her luck and pick up her son from the kindergarten.

Yan Xiaobao is five years old this year, attending a large class, and is the Nth batch of students in the kindergarten of the institution. In view of the fact that the first batch of teachers were Yanxi, Dayi, Siguan and the like, Ah Heng was very worried about his son's education situation.

She usually does this, basically can't touch her son, there are two grandmothers, two uncles, two grandfathers (Yan Lao was killed by his great-grandson's one-year-old rouge to return to China), and an aunt and part-time aunt take turns to pick up and drop off, this baby's life is too good.

So, Xiaobao's shiny body, which is the mother and Mr. Yan's father, is basically untouchable, but when he goes home, he will pass through the kindergarten, and Ah Heng still decided to turn in.

When Ah Heng walked out of the building of the research institute, he felt that it was getting darker, and the plane trees were blown to pieces, as if it was about to rain.

Turning around, looking around, I always felt that something was not right.

This famous shopping street seems to be faintly broken.

Except, the towering trees are still lush and green.

And the research institute behind the tree, looming, if not visible.

Ah Heng rubbed his eyes and looked at the street, there were few pedestrians, but have white shirts become popular recently? Why do junior high school students look like white shirts with blue shorts, ah, and bicycles with black beams......

Ah Heng walked all the way, watched all the way, and became more and more suspicious.

Everyone looked at her as if they were looking at a monster.

Ah Heng bowed his head, short-sleeved windbreaker and jeans, nothing, right?

When I walked to the kindergarten, I was in a cold sweat again, when did this place become a bungalow?

At the beginning of the year, Siguan took out the sponsorship fee from his pocket to help his nephew's kindergarten build a building. The main reason is that he thinks that their brothers and a group of people did a lot of bullying men and women when they were young, and there are not a few who rely on sponsorship fees to settle kindergarten teachers, and he feels that Yan Xiaobao is Yan Xi's son and his nephew, and the power of genes cannot be underestimated, he is considerate of his nephew, and he is very generous with money.

When Ah Heng walked in from the iron gate, the black clouds slowly pressed down, and the pieces seemed to be scales, and heavy rain was imminent.

Everywhere, empty, lonely.

As far as the eye can see, slides, swivel chairs, seesaws, balance beams, and ...... Swing.

She breathed a sigh of relief, walked to the swing, bent over, and said softly: "Little girl, why haven't you come home yet, didn't grandma pick you up?" ”

He sat on the swing and swayed, and his small body suddenly stopped.

Raised his little head, it was a watermelon peel, looking at her with a very strange expression.

Ah Heng squatted down, touched the child's little head, and smiled: "Bao, when did you shave your head, did your grandma push it with a clipper?" ”

Ah Heng went to France for two days, and he has been lingering with Mr. Yan Xiaobao over the phone. Xiaobao said that my father washed my hair and washed my eyes again, and the milk tea made by my aunt was really the most unpleasant thing in the world, and my uncle failed on a blind date, so he was in tears, mom, mother, when will you come back, and he pulled a lot of things, and he didn't mention that his hair was shaved.

The child on the swing looked at her, his big eyes were calm, and he pursed his lips: "Are you a human trafficker, do you want to kidnap me?" My family is very poor, and my mother doesn't want me anymore......"

Ah Heng thought that his son was having a temper, so he smiled, picked him up, and coughed lightly: "Yes, yes, little friend, I want to kidnap you and sell you." ”

The child was curious and frowned: "Do you know what my surname is?" ”

Ah Heng kissed his forehead and said affectionately: "What should I do?" If you don't have a surname, is it okay to have your mother's surname Wen? ”

The child pushed her hard: "What nonsense are you talking about? My mother's surname is not Wen, but the surname of Siguan is Wen. ”

Ah Heng pinched the child's nose: "It's rude, and my uncle's name dares to shout nonsense, next time I'm naughty, my mother will beat me." ”

The child's eyes widened and he tried to break free: "Let go of me, neurotic." ”

Ah Heng hugged the child tightly, put his forehead on his forehead, and muttered to himself: "No fever, what's wrong, this child?" ”

The little guy suddenly stiffened, his big eyes looked at Ah Heng at a very close distance, and he said, "Hey, let me go quickly, my grandfather will come in a while, and when he sees you abducting me, he will beat you to death." He's fierce, really! ”

Ah Heng suddenly said: "Ah, is it the lines of your kindergarten drama...... Uh, oh, I'm so scared, don't hit me, ah...... Is it so good? ”

Kindergarten rehearses dramas for the past two days.

Wen Heng has been paying attention, mainly because she feels that her son is vaguely guilty of the same problem as his father, and it is useless except for being good-looking. So maybe you have some talent in drama.

The little guy looked at her sympathetically: "I know, you're crazy. ”

Ah Heng "um" and nodded: "I'm crazy, Yan Demon King." ”

Her son is said to play the Demon King.

Ah Heng was overjoyed and imagined the scene of being a star mother.

She hugged him and walked out of the kindergarten.

She asked, "Little girl, what do you want to do when you grow up?" ”

The child couldn't break free, rolled his eyes, and grimaced: "Why should I tell you?" ”

Ah Heng smiled and said, "When my mother was a child, she wanted to eat braised pork in the future, and you wanted to run and jump like ordinary people in your uncle, and now it's all realized." Say it, say it, say it and you can make it happen. ”

The child was stunned, he pondered for a while, lowered his head, nodded his little hand, and said, "I want to make a big house." The house I made looks better than anyone else's. ”

Ah Heng said, "Can I ask why? ”

The child's little hands were wide open and he said, "I have made it big and big, so that all the people I like can live in it." ”

Ah Heng was thoughtful.

The little guy looked at her fixedly: "You're like them, you think I'm weird, don't you?" ”

Ah Heng smiled: "No, if you cover it, can you invite me to be a guest?" ”

The child touched her smile and looked at it for a long time, and then he said, "Are mothers like you?" ”

Ah Heng's old face couldn't hold back, it turned red, and he said gently: "What, is it bad for mom to be like this?" What kind of mother does the little girl want? ”

The child suddenly hugged her neck and whispered, a little lonely: "No, you are like this, it's fine." Have you lost your little girl? I'll tell you, my mom was lost too. ”

Ah Heng gently stroked the child's soft back and said gently: "I've always been there, don't worry." ”

The little one didn't speak for a long time.

Ah Heng walked forward with him in his arms, and suddenly remembered the chocolate he bought in France, took it out, and handed it to the child.

But the child pushed her hand away: "I hate sweets, my grandfather said that children with sweets are bad children." ”

Ah Heng smiled and stuffed the chocolate into his mouth: "Stupid, what a delicious thing, my mother didn't have the money to buy it when she wanted to eat it when she was a child." ”

The child licked it, and then, with a straight face, said, "It's too sweet, it's so unpalatable." ”

He was about to vomit, but Ah Heng frowned, fed the chocolate in the little guy's mouth, chewed it, and wondered, it's okay, it's not too sweet.

The child was stunned, looked at her, and poked: "Crazy, is it dirty?" ”

Ah Heng "Ah", after a long time, he realized that the other party was talking about snatching chocolate from his mouth, and laughed: "What did you do earlier?" When you were one year old, your mother fed you every day, and you didn't have much to eat? When I was a child, I drooled more than I do now. ”

The little guy scratched his head, blushed, puffed out his cheeks, and said, "Crazy." ”

Ah Heng pinched his face and said, "What are you calling me?" ”

Suddenly he felt a cold touch in his ears, looked up, and said, "Madman, it's raining." ”

Ah Heng: "Ah", the summer rain has been overwhelming.

Raindrops, falling, heavy, fainting.

Ah Heng took him into his arms, his arms blocking his little head, and he ran in the rain.

The rain was foggy, and the direction of the home was muddy.

He was encircled in the warm arms of a side, and for the first time, he felt weak.

It's been a long time, and the rain has been dripping down this woman's chin, and for a long, long time, the rain has also dripped on her face, and the sound of sporadic sound is like broken jade.

The child was very lonely, and tried to reach it in his arms, and called softly: "Mommy." ”

He cried in the rain: "Mom, Mom, I miss you so much. ”

"Mommy, Mommy, where are you?"

"Mommy, Mommy, do you hate me?"

"Mom."

There has never been such despair, after being embraced by someone else's mother who is so tender.

The child's black and white eyes widened and bit Ah Heng fiercely.

He bit her arm as if it were against an enemy.

A five-year-old child.

And the woman of the year of establishment.

He almost felt the saltiness in his mouth.

Ah Heng was in pain, put him down, put on his coat and put it on the heads of the two of them, and there were drips of rain on her cheeks.

"Bao, what's wrong with you?"

The child was very eccentric, with tears on his face, but he smiled, his face was slightly red, and his cheeks were piled up with two small dough, and he said, "I want to eat McDonald's and KFC, and you are an adult, so you are rich, right?" ”

Ah Heng: "Ah, didn't you say that you were tired of eating?" Daddy always takes you to eat that. ”

"I've never been with ...... Mom ate it together. ”

The word "Mom", he said extremely uncomfortable.

Ah Heng nodded, picked him up again, and said, "However, if you want to call your father, he will be in a hurry at home." ”

Ah Heng took out his mobile phone, looked at the screen, and was stunned.

After a while, he looked down at the child in his arms, shocked, joyful, excited, and bitter, and many unclear things slipped through his eyes.

She still walked quickly, pondered for a long time, but smiled. She squinted her eyes and asked lightly, "Do you like to eat pork ribs now?" ”

The child wondered, "How do you know?" ”

"I guess."

Ah Heng smiled, looked at him, and looked down on him, too soft.

She carried him to the grocery store with a swallow's nest on the eaves to shelter from the rain, looked at the banknotes in her wallet, and smiled wryly.

Bow your head, only the scorching wedding ring in your hand.

Purple plum seal.

She thought about it for a while, and then took the child to the thirty-year-old jewelry store, which had become famous more than twenty years ago.

She sold the ring and took the money.

He followed behind her, watching curiously as the woman made a series of unbelievable movements.

According to what he usually sees with adults, this person's ring is worth a lot of money, and it is definitely not such a low price that is now suppressed by jewelry stores.

He asked her why?

Ah Heng smiled, his eyes like ink. She reached out, held him firmly, and said gently, "Let's go." ”

The sky is clear, and the night is bright in the water.

She said that she didn't know the way, and the child was curious: "Aren't you from City B?" ”

Ah Heng nodded with a smile: "However, my husband is." ”

He took her through the night to fast food restaurants with many children and parents, and his grandfather didn't like him to come to these places and didn't allow Mama Li to bring him. However, Siwan and Dayi often told him how good it was, which made him a little curious.

So, I deceived the foreigner woman in front of me who was a little crazy and a little stupid to recognize her son.

The child pushes the glass door, but his body is too small to push it open.

Ah Heng Wan'er, help him push away.

There is a small children's playground inside, and there are many children as old as him, who are sweating profusely.

Big eyes turned around curiously, and he held her hand, but it grew tighter and tighter.

Ah Heng stared at him and sighed softly.

He was scared.

Is there such a thing as a sense of security, really, that you didn't have it since you were a child?

Ah Heng used the money from the ring to buy a lot of food, one of each, and took him to sit on the opposite side of the paradise.

He was very cultured when he ate, even if there was indescribable joy in his eyes.

Ah Heng wiped the sundae on his nose with a spoon and looked at him and smiled.

He did the same, but he went to the next level, in addition to the sundae, there were also mashed potatoes, and his little hands were stained a lot, and they were wiped on Ah Heng's face.

Looking at her, he bit the spoon proudly and tilted his head and smiled.

His words suddenly became a lot. The child said, "Let me tell you, our kindergarten teacher Zhang is annoying, she always knocks me on the head. Today, Niuniu snatched my whistle to blow in class, and was discovered by the teacher, she didn't scold Niuniu, but knocked me on the head. I deliberately hid in the toilet after school today, and she forgot that I would go back to the compound when the time came, and my grandfather couldn't see that I would kill her haha. ”

Ah Heng black line, pinching his nose, why is it so bad?

The child puffed his cheeks: "My favorite little aunt was driven away by Teacher Zhang, and no one liked me to take me home and read me a story." ”

Ah Heng said: "What about Siguan and Dayi, what about them? ”

The child pouted: "They have been picked up by their parents a long time ago, the despicable guys, they don't wait for me, and they will not let them live in the future when they build a house." ”

Ah Heng smiled and didn't speak.

The child blinked: "Do you like people to call you mother, do you want me to shout?" ”

Ah Heng was embarrassed, but still gentle: "Don't shout, I can't be your mother." ”

The child lowered his head, bit on the hamburger, and his expression faded.

Ah Heng stroked his hair and said pityingly: "Don't take it to heart." It's not that I don't like you to let you shout, in fact, how can I say it......"

The child looked up and smiled: "It's okay, you are a good person, just as good as the little aunt." ”

The fixed TV news broadcast, the strange and young announcer, said that there would be a small earthquake in the capital in 30 minutes, and the earthquake would not be felt, so please rest assured.

Ah Heng remembered the dizziness he felt in the research institute, and seemed to have an understanding, looking at the face of the child in front of him, his expression became more and more complicated.

Thirty minutes.

The child didn't notice it, and his eyes kept lit up when he looked at the children playing with various toys in the small park.

Ah Heng carried him to the small paradise and watched him and the other children have a lively time.

He often looked back uneasily, but always for a moment, he saw the woman's gentle and smiling gaze.

She kept looking at him like this, making him vaguely feel that this was what his mother felt, but it was a little different.

The difference he couldn't describe in his tiny vocabulary.

He walked out of the little paradise, such a little child, his eyes were soft and clear, and asked her, "Do you want to watch me clap and dance?" I just learned. ”

He clapped his hands: "How are you?" ”

Bend over, put it on the back of the little one, lift it up, and pat it: I'm a good baby, do you see it?

With his hands on his waist, Sunflower smiled, and patted again: Let's be good friends, okay?

Clapping your hands: How are you?

Close, tilt your head, put it under your ear, and pat it on: I'm a good baby, do you see?

With his hands on his waist, Sunflower smiled, and patted again: We will always be together, okay?

Ah Heng looked at him, and suddenly, there were tears in his eyes.

She smiled, picked him up, touched his forehead affectionately, and said, "Okay, we'll be together forever." ”

She led him out of the glass door, and the little child showed her intimacy, singing and clapping, and the red light was on, and he was still bouncing.

Ah Heng stretched out his hand, pulled him back into his arms, and murmured, "Be careful, Yanxi." ”

The child was stunned, and he said, "Your heart ...... Jump fast. But, but, how do you know that my name is Yan Xi......"

Ah Heng tightened his arms, as if he hadn't heard it, and sighed: "I'm worried about you, Yanxi, do you know?" ”

He nodded and said, "I'm sorry, I know." ”

Ah Heng looked at his watch, the minute hand gradually got closer, but smiled bitterly: "No, you don't know." ”

Time and space are distorted, and she has such a chance.

The person in front of him is not his son.

It's her husband.

She had already woken up from seeing the time and signal of her phone disappearing.

White shirts, bicycles with beams, an unprosperous shopping street, and a kindergarten in a bungalow.

Also, her husband, who is only five years old.

The beginning of everything she wasn't involved in.

Sadness, pain, the order of the rings, the marks of red dust have not yet passed over him.

He didn't make soil, he made dust, he made Pinocchio, and he did Ah Heng's Yanxi.

She didn't know that her first meeting with her husband had already happened.

Not fifteen-year-old girls and seventeen-year-olds.

Yan Xi Yan Xi, a young and frivolous man, has not yet opened the pink curtains.

Confused time and space, so absurd.

It's 1986.

A distant time and space where the story has not yet begun.

The bell in the distance to remind the time rang suddenly.

There was a slight vibration under his feet, and the bell rang for a long time, deafening.

Ah Heng hugged Xiao Yanxi tightly and said softly: "You remember what I said." ”

"If, three years later, you meet a person named Lu Liu, no matter how good he is, stay away from him."

"If, twelve years later, you meet a person named Wen Heng, no matter how unbearable you look at her, if you really don't like it, treat it as the girl next door."

"She has some very pestering thoughts, if you are forced to choose, ignore it, and only choose the woman you love at first sight. If the woman's name is Chu Yun, this is very good. ”

"If it's not Chu Yun, it doesn't matter, she has to be unique enough to be worthy of your affection."

Yan Xi, I have given you so many ifs.

If, therefore, our marriage is interrupted...... However, you have the right to avoid fate and be safe and happy.

This is the right that your wife gives you.

It is with great love, and it is with seeing and release.

The little child felt a strong vibration, but the warm burden on his body was lightened in an instant.

He looked up, and the woman who had been holding him all this time was gone.

The stars in the sky are still blinking.

The air around him was still flowing with rosin......

Mostly, it's a dream.

Ah Heng walked into the courtyard again, and her husband and children stood under the banyan tree in the night waiting.

He took his son by the hand and walked towards her.

Smiling, summer saffron fell on his shoulder. His eyes were bright and steady: "You're back, baby." ”

Thirty-one-year-old husband.

Nothing has been deviated from in the slightest.

Ah Heng raised his hand, and the plum diamond in his hand was slowly smeared with fragrance.

After a long time, she asked, "Yan Xi, where did the purple plum seal come from?" ”

Yan Xi said: "Oh, a jewelry store sent it to the charity gala, I heard that it has been open for twenty or thirty years. ”

She slurred: "Yanxi, did you meet a woman who invited you to eat McDonald's when you were a child?" ”

Yan Xi didn't think about it and smiled: "Maybe it's okay." I don't remember the people who lied to me. ”

Who remembers that there was a person who whispered softly in his ear, OK, we will always be together.

Then, disappear without a trace.

Ah Heng nestled into his arms, closed his eyes slightly, and smiled at the corner of his lips.