Sun Peng

I have a cold, big summer.

My nose was uncomfortable, and I opened the curtains, and the diagonal face was next door to the next door, the empty house, which was finally full of people.

Lying on the bed, reading a book for a while, someone from the company called and asked if the new administrative building was bidding, and it needed special care.

I thought about it and said no.

Dayi has an arrogance in his bones, and when he starts up, he is even more terrifying than Yan Xi.

Speaking of these two people, I knew them at that time, one just knew how to climb, and the other just knew how to walk.

I like Dayi, I'm tired of Yanxi.

Because I could snatch Dayi's sugar, but I couldn't take away any of Yan Xi's food, including the milk bag that he often hung on his lips.

He likes to drink a brand of chocolate milk, the factory is out of stock, and he would rather not drink it than change it, he is brainless and lacks heart.

Before the age of five, we got along very peacefully, I had my little friend, he had his Dayi, Siguan. Occasionally we would shovel sand and dig earth to build a house together, and Yan Xi's house was always very beautiful, and he said to us with his head held high and his waist crossed: "I want to marry the most beautiful woman in the world, and we live in the house I built." ”

To this day, I still remember what he looked like at that time, with patches of mud on his white clothes, obviously watermelon heads, but he was high, so arrogant and arrogant that people wanted to smoke him.

At that time, Siguan was always followed by his sister, with big eyes flickering, always combing two small braids, and a beautiful bow tied at the end of his soft hair.

I love watching her, I love it. She doesn't talk as much as Yanxi, her face is red when she laughs, and she is always delicate and soft.

However, when I see her eyes, I always think of Yanxi, and then, I especially want to see the way she looks when she cries.

Because, I have never seen Yan Xi cry, even if it is pinching his face.

I tugged at Winsel's pigtails, and then, she cried, those big eyes, full of tears, grievances, but still shiny, like two crystal clear grapes.

I was in a good mood, but Yan Xi came, and he beat me inexplicably, because the real brother Wen Siwan was stupidly standing aside. I had to fight back inexplicably, because I didn't want to have anything to do with him.

Then, I married the grandson of the Yan Shuai family, and the whole courtyard knew about it.

My grandfather loves to scold me: "You can't let Yanxi, he has no parents to upbring, and you don't have either?" ”

Yanxi's parents don't like him, everyone knows it.

But I didn't let him, at first because Wensel had a fight, and later, when I was happy, I was uncomfortable, and I had a reason to fight, and I had to fight for no reason.

Why, what should I do, why let others say that he is not educated, I have education, or he is educated, I am not educated, if you want to be educated, you will be educated together, or if you don't, you will not be together!

Later, he had Lu Liu by his side.

He dotes on Yan Xi, dotes on Yan Xi, everything Yan Xi says is upheld and tolerant, and he is behind him whatever trouble Yan Xi has, which is completely different from me.

After that, I never fought with Yan Xi again, because there was always Lu Liu next to him.

Actually, it's very strange, I played well with Lu Liu, and I was also very good with Dayi and Siguan, but only Yan Xi, the enemy who became an enemy in my previous life, can't untie the knot between life and death.

Especially after going to No. 7 Middle School, he wore the school uniform of No. 7 Middle School, which was known for its simplicity and ugliness, and he still raised his eyebrows, tall and upright proud appearance, which made me even more bored.

When I was in junior high school, I was in the same class as Lu Liu, and I knew each other very well.

At that time, when I was in junior high school, the girls were vaguely developed, and there were some small things in the boys' hearts that they wanted to cover. They love to lift girls' skirts and see girls blushing and scolding, but what is under the skirt, ask ten, but nine can't say why.

I bet with Lu Liu that Banhua's underwear was earthy yellow, and he didn't believe it. I called the girl to my side and, taking advantage of the time to ask her questions, lifted her skirt from behind.

Fair-skinned slender thighs and khaki boxers.

Lu Liu crouched on the table behind him and laughed to death. The girl exclaimed, her cheeks flushed, and she looked at me in a daze.

She had a crush on me for a long time.

I said sorry and looked at her with a smile. But she cried, and there were big teardrops in her eyes, crystal clear.

That night, I dreamed of a very beautiful face, and I pressed him under me, as if I had gone mad, and there were tears in his eyes, which were so similar to the ones I had seen Sil so many years ago.

When I woke up, the sheets were wet.

It was the first time, like a catastrophe, I couldn't accept it, and I didn't even feel comfortable seeing Lu Liu, because Lu Liu was so close to him, and he seemed to have his breath on his body.

Like sunshine.

I grew more and more estranged from him, and became more intimate with Lu Liu.

On the bus home, Lu Liu and I were the starting station, and Yanxi, Siguan, and Dayi got on the bus at the third station.

Let's go home together. At that time, Lu Liu's family had not moved out.

They used to play and play, and I sat on the side and read, tired of reading, looking out the window, the time that flew by.

Dayi teased Yan Xi and asked him if he had a crush on Lin Wanwan, who was in the same class.

Yan Xi rarely didn't raise his eyebrows, and his face flushed. However, Siwan's face darkened. As for Lu Liu, he was not moved or angry, smiling slightly like a bodhisattva, but the beverage carton in his hand was twisted.

I sat next to him through the book and saw it clearly.

After a few days, Lu Liu and Yan Xi seemed to have an awkward quarrel, Yan Xi was out of school, he always liked to hang out alone, draw some messy things, and live a lonely life, he exiled himself and isolated himself from us.

A few days later, there was an explosion at the southern tip of the capital, killing a full thirty-three people, and Yan Xi was lucky enough to crawl out of the fire on his own.

He was hospitalized for a long time, and he lost some of his sharpness when he was a child.

My grandfather and parents went to see him in the hospital, and I sat in the garden outside his hospital room and continued to read my books.

I sat for many days, many people came, many people went, among them, including Lu Liu and his cunning and cunning grandfather.

When Yan Xi recovered from his injuries, Lu Liu went to Vienna.

Overnight, this world, even the breath that belonged to Yan Xi, as domineering and gorgeous as the sun, disappeared into the air.

Yan Xi took a leave of absence.

I don't know why. In the middle of the night, Dayi and Dayi once climbed the wall of his house, but I acted as a human ladder and carried Dayi to the second floor.

The black curtain, the window I could see every day when I lay in bed, was tightly closed.

Dayi pried open the window with pliers, he climbed in, and I shrank in the corner of Yan's house to watch the wind, waiting.

When he came out again, his face was already flushed, and he wanted to cry but didn't dare to cry, he said, Yan Xi was crazy.

When I was out of school, I passed by Yan's house with my schoolbag, and I always stared at the second floor for a long time, and after a long time, I didn't feel tired.

I want to steal him out and fight him again.

For a long, long time, when Yan Xi's breath beside me was so weak that I couldn't detect it, they said that Yan Xi's illness was cured.

I smiled as I watched the curtains in his room change to pink again.

This madman......

However, he is no longer the Yanxi I know. Indifferent, indifferent enough to put a smile on his face, but there is no slightest wave in his heart, and Lu Liu's hypocritical appearance gradually converges.

Yan Xi's breath disappeared and he died.

Since that day, the first thing I have done when I come home has been to close the windows, draw the curtains, and do anything in the dark except stop thinking.

From the conversation between my parents, I vaguely guessed that Wen Sier was Yan Xi's own sister, and soon after, the real Wen girl returned to the Wen family.

Yan Xi has always loved and maintained Wen Sier in every way, and even carried the kindness owed by his sister to himself, and was gentle and generous to the genuine Wen girl.

I watched him act coldly, and then coldly watched him fall into the play, unable to extricate himself.

There are too many black holes in his body, and now, there is another weakness.

The second episode of Yanxi hysteria, I have realized that everything is not accidental, and spent a lot of money to find someone to investigate the Lu family, and then, when my grandfather and parents did not find out, or they saw it but did not debunk it, I learned to speculate in stocks and fill the vacancy.

That year, I had just turned eighteen, entered the stock market, fell a lot, but fortunately I was a little clever and made it back.

And when all the investigations were revealed, Yan Xi had also recovered under Wen Heng's care.

I tried to feign contact with the land currents lurking in Vienna. From my own point of view, I restored Yan Xi's living situation, which was far more reliable than the few words he heard from Siguan.

He believed in me, at least to the extent that a friend should be trusted.

That winter, it was cold.

Yan Xi designed a card with "Myheng" written on it.

That day, in the elevator, I was very close to him.

The smell of sunlight on his body seemed to be slowly reviving, and I was a little dizzy.

I sat at a table, watching him fight hard for Wen Heng, looking into his eyes, as if reborn.

The window had not been opened for a long time, and when it was pushed open, the pink curtains in the distance blew up with the spring breeze in the wind. Whatever he wants, whether it's listening to rock and roll, or painting; Whether it's playing a game or playing the violin because of missing Lu Liu, any one is good, as long as there is a source of happiness.

He and Wen Heng always stood together. He loved to hold her hand and danced with excitement. The child, but always just smiled gently and delicately, looking at him, doting, upright and gentle.

Lu Liu told me that his time had come. Lin Ruomei made several wrong decisions in the Lu family, and the people she installed were also suppressed by Grandpa Lu Liu's people, and her prestige was minimized, and the timing was excellent.

I don't know if he has any intention of avenging Yan Xi, because Yan Xi was forced into this situation, and he contributed a lot.

The explosion of the bar, for example, is not a coincidence at all; For example, Lin Ruomei sent the album to Wen Heng, which he also acquiesced to.

However, Lin Ruomei's fate was very miserable, her power was hollowed out, and then her father-in-law and son were sent to a nursing home in the name of physical weakness.

Lu Liu returned to Yan Xi's side, but Wen Heng left.

I called to tell Yan Xi that Wen Heng had been kneeling in front of Wen's house for a day. He flew back from the United States overnight, but because of the Wen family's begging, they begged him to release Wen Heng, Yan Xi was silent and compromised.

He followed behind Wen Heng and followed all the way.

I vividly remember their backs at that time, far parallel to each other, but they did not intersect.

Yan Xi was dressed in black and wore a hood.

When I came back, I went to the bar with him for a drink, and he was so drunk that his face was very red and red, and he looked at a certain spot in the air for a long time before he began to shed tears.

I realized that I was wrong, and that he didn't look like Sir when he cried.

I laugh when Sir cries, but when he cries, I can't laugh, and the strings in my heart break one by one and are silent.

I told him that the earth can hear people's wishes, and you just have to say, "Say more, and one day, it will fulfill your wishes."

He said, "If you can, can you trouble this ball to send Lao Tzu's baby back?" ”

I thought about it, smiled, pinched his face, and said, "Yes." ”

I started by buying Lu's shares in the form of fractional shares, selling them, looking for patterns, and it took me three years. Then, he increased his investment and kept buying, and for a long time after Lu's, the stock has been rising wildly.

Although Lu Liu was a little confused, the Lu family had always been cautious and should not be exploited.

However, I am more cautious than him, with a fake name and identity, and I have speculated in stocks for many years as an ordinary Chinese stock shareholder, and he can't find out the cat.

However, after so many years, I am so close to him, and I am clear about the dynamics of the Lu family.

When he asked me when the new company would be founded, Yan Xi was beside him, and he was already emaciated to the point of not being human. He doesn't eat, but the breath of sunshine on his body is unyielding.

I think it's time too.

looked at Yan Xi and pinched his face again, he couldn't find the baby fat from his childhood, but what didn't change was that he wouldn't cry.

No, let me see his tears.

I sold all the Lu's shares in my hand and made a big profit, and the Lu's board of directors has all contributed to the capital, if it is not managed well, it is possible to collapse overnight.

Taking advantage of the fact that the landing stream was in a hurry, Dayi and I sent Yanxi to the airport.

I said to him, "The earth has fulfilled your wishes, Yanxi. ”

I have never called his name so calmly and gently.

After a few more years, I am back to the cold I am today.

In the pink curtain opposite, there was always the cry of a baby and the coquettish voice of his father, and the hostess was helpless and happy.

That kind of smell is getting warmer and mellower, like old wine, volatilizing into the air and never dissipating.

When my new girlfriend heard that I had a cold, she came to visit me and laughed when she saw that I was reading again.

"Sun Peng, from the first time I saw you, you were reading the same book." She asked, "What is the title of the book?" ”

I flipped the title page: "Oh, I love you." ”

The title of the book is, I Love You.

You'll never know I love you.