Dreams, which are sweet dreams that can never be woken up from.

In my dreams, there were countless weeping people lying at my feet.

A cheap life!

I killed them one by one, and I killed them like numbness.

There is blood in my dreams that cannot be dissipated, and it gives me a great sense of security.

Loneliness is safe.

If there are people around, kill them all!

"Linger on the pain inflicted on others, but pay no attention to the pain you inflict on others...... Gao Su, you're just one of those people......"

That's right, I don't have the desire to become famous, I don't have the obsession to leave a name in history, and I don't have the ambition to unify the world.

I just want to be happy.

I'm just that.

……

I've been killing people for a long time.

After being recalled to Jinyang by my royal father, I began to have power.

Soon I tasted the sweetness and fragrance of blood.

I learned how pleasant it is to make others fearful.

After the death of Keiyuki and his wife, I couldn't control myself anymore.

But killing so many people still doesn't give me satisfaction and peace.

I know, the real damn people, I haven't killed yet.

Mother's mother-in-law, Lou Shi, Yu Wentai.

I'm going to let them die one by one for what they fear the most......

It's very simple to kill your mother's mother-in-law. Because what she is most afraid of is dogs.

I sent for her to be taken captive, and by the way, my noble daughter, who had returned to her mother's house to save her family.

My wolfdogs, who had been hungry for days, were satisfied.

The meat is a little older, and the gravy is better than the gravy on the body.

I'm also very satisfied. It's just that my ears hurt a little. They're so screaming.

It is not easy to kill Lou, because the royal father is still alive.

So I first turned my attention to Yuwentai.

To him, I will give back to him in his way.

A person as strong as him, ruthless, and exhaustive, such a person, flaws always start with a woman.

Sure enough, I discovered his hidden secret. Although the clue was not easy to come by, I finally learned his weakness.

The young and handsome long history beside him turned out to be his friend.

can play, Yuwentai does play.

Later, I also found out that the heir I was looking for was the same person as his weakness.

And God did help me, and I heard that I looked the same as the woman's dead lover.

It saved me a lot of work.

Women are always nostalgic.

I am full of ambition and careful planning, and I want to hit Yuwentai with one blow.

Just kill that woman and let him taste the same pain as me.

However, there are so many surprises in this world.

The human heart is so weak, including myself.

I met her for the first time in Weishui.

She stood in the bow of the boat, in the evening breeze, a stunning young man dressed in white.

Her face was not clear in the dim darkness of the night. But for some reason, the moment I saw her blurred figure, I felt the scent of gardenia waft under my nose.

If there is nothing, I want to smell it carefully, but I can't smell it.

I was a little flustered.

That night, I relented to her. I didn't kill her.

I said to myself, I want to think of a bigger plan that can make Yuwentai feel pain for the rest of my life, anytime, anywhere.

For this plan, I put a lot of effort into it and made a lot of layouts.

I was so stupid, I didn't understand at the time, when you put all your mind on a person, it's easy to be attracted to her.

I was so confident in myself that I thought that since the death of Keiyuki and Jiaruo, my soul had been lying with them at the bottom of Jimei Mountain.

If I had known that night on Weishui, I would have simply strangled her.

I became a mother-in-law, she quarreled with Yuwentai, and I also helped them to pick up the mess. At that time, I thought, they must fall apart because of my plan.

If I haven't made a move yet, they've all dispersed, haven't I become a fool?

Finally came the day when I ended it myself.

That day Luoyang was covered with heavy snow, and I felt that it was such a strange cold: it didn't necessarily freeze your skin, but it chilled your bone marrow.

I'm a good director.

None of the people I counted in the game escaped.

It's a pity, it's a pity, Yuwentai almost died.

After all, he is the dragon and phoenix among people.

Since then, I have had a warm color in the royal palace in Rinzai. I often smell the smell of gardenias in the house, and I don't know where it comes from.

She rarely talks to me. I couldn't get angry with her, thinking that it would be fun to keep her and tease her.

It's strange that since she lived in Shoonin, my dreams have gradually lost their blood.

Finally, one day, I dreamed of the gardenia that bloomed in the dark.

This dream did not make me happy, but made me a little sad.

I woke up in the dark night, sad and irritable. I looked at the cold moon hanging in the sky, and suddenly I began to miss my mother.

I miss her warm and soft hands, and I miss her sound as clear as spring water.

Probably because of the passage of time, her face was no longer clear in my mind. But her voice was so real, so real that it was remembered in my ears.

Asu, you have to be good.

I slammed my feet, picked up my sword, and ran towards the Showen Temple.

All of a sudden, I want to kill her!

I wanted to pierce her body with my own sword, and the warm, sweet blood splattered between my lips.

I pushed open her door.

The room was warm and fragrant, and a girl with a dead heart was sleeping.

I walked over to her bed.

She lay on her back, just like she had on the Weishui.

- It doesn't seem to be the same.

That time, she was muttering about the man she loved in her sleep.

And now, what's left in her sleep?

Suddenly, the cold scent of gardenias wafted from under my nose.

Her eyelashes fluttered slightly, and she opened her eyes.

It was probably the sound of my footsteps and the sound of the door pushing that woke her up.

She didn't move, looking at me with her eyes open.

In the cold moonlight, her eyes were wet and shining a little.

I raised the sword in my hand—

"Gao Su, if you kill me, cut off my head and send it to him. At least, he was cut off from his thoughts. ”

Her voice was so cold, so quiet. She wakes up from her dream and calmly accepts the reality of her checkmate death.

Even life and death could not erase the pain of her eternal loss of her beloved.

I suddenly felt as if my head had been violently struck with some blunt object, and my ears roared.

I felt great pain.

The hand was unstable, and the sword fell to the ground.

I turned and fled.

The cold wind blew on my face, and I realized that my face was wet with tears.

Why am I always the extra one? It's as if in this world, no one needs my love.

Their happiness and joy have nothing to do with me.

It doesn't matter at all.

I'm really sad.

But soon I got used to it.

Since then, I have lost my heart to the world.

She didn't end up staying in Shoon-in.

I knew that she would leave, but I was also quietly happy for her in my heart.

None of the wise women in my life died well, at least, she should, right?

Later, many more years passed-

Although in the years that followed, Vera asked me countless times:

Gao Su, at the beginning, did you like Ah Ying?

But I never admitted it.

——

Not only at the beginning, but until the moment of death, I liked her very, very much.

It's a pity that I didn't say anything to her until I died.

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