Chapter 125: The Rest of My Life......
When I said this, I felt that I was proposing to Mo Xianye in disguise, and I suddenly blushed.
Mo Xianye raised his eyes to look at me, looked at me for a long time, and finally didn't respond at all.
Then everyone had already packed up and was ready to leave for Changbai Mountain, and the chaos broke the deadlock between us.
On the way back, I leaned against the window and didn't speak, I felt unspeakably sad, I had already shown such initiative, but he still didn't respond to me at all, this is really not thinking about marrying me.
The twisted melon is always not sweet, and I don't plan to continue to twist it, as Grandpa Mo said, I can do without the name, but ......
Mo Xianye has now made up his mind not to touch me, I understand his intentions, he wants to leave a complete me in this world, and when he is gone, I can start a new life.
But what he doesn't understand is that without him, I can't fall in love with someone else again, and I ......
I really didn't think about how I was going to spend the rest of my life.
……
As soon as our car arrived at the foot of Changbai Mountain, we saw Bai Fuhu pushing Grandpa Bai's wheelchair waiting at the foot of the mountain.
It's just that what I didn't expect was that this time Grandpa Bai didn't scold me, nor did he embarrass Mo Xianye, and after a simple greeting, he led me back.
I still wondered how Grandpa Bai changed his sex this time and became so reasonable, but as soon as I entered the gate of the White Fox Clan, I was stunned.
The front yard was a mess, there were blood stains everywhere, and on the edge of the wall, there were dozens of corpses of little foxes neatly stacked, all of them with broken necks, which should have been killed by something biting off the major artery in the neck.
These little foxes are usually kept in cages in the front yard, concentrating on cultivation, but they didn't expect to suffer such a fate.
I turned my head to look at Grandpa Bai and said bitterly, "What's going on?" ”
Grandpa Bai looked away, speechless, it can be seen how sad he is in his heart, these are the future of our White Fox clan, dozens of them died overnight, and it is indeed a heavy blow to us.
Bai Fuhu said: "Blame us for being too careless, someone took advantage of the loophole and bit us dozens of white foxes to death overnight, our side is still good, and the black fox side has suffered even more losses." ”
"Whoever is so bold, this is against our entire fox clan!" I roared.
"It's a declaration of war on us." Bai Fuhu said, "The time of death of these little white foxes was at three or four o'clock in the morning. ”
At three or four o'clock in the morning, wasn't that the time when Mo Yanping's family fled from Jiangcheng?
Looking at the corpses of those little white foxes again, I already understood: "It's the hand of the Yellow Immortal clan, right?" ”
Bai Fuhu nodded, and I let out a long breath.
Sure enough, Mo Yanping still cooperated with the Huangxian clan and began to deal with us.
He was hit hard in Jiangcheng, and the evil breath in his heart must find an outlet to vent, but he has not returned to Changbai Mountain, but he has already made contact with the Huangxian clan and caught us off guard.
It's just that the price is a little too great.
It was only at this time that Grandpa Bai opened his mouth: "Li girl, the love of children and personal grievances are not important now, Huang Xian's side has taken this step, which is to tell us that the days of peace are over, and we are waiting for their big move at any time, let's be passive in the future." ”
"What did Grandpa Mo say over there?" I asked.
Grandpa Bai shook his head: "I haven't had time to meet him yet, he must be more anxious than me now." ”
I immediately said, "I'll go and see what's going on." ”
Grandpa Bai didn't stop me, these messes in the clan still need him to deal with, I went all the way to the Black Fox Clan, and sure enough, they also suffered heavy casualties on their side, Grandpa Mo had a cold face, and was discussing countermeasures with Mo Xianye and them.
I walked over and listened to it for a while, Grandpa Mo's heart ached, and he couldn't wait to go to the Huangxian clan to ask for an explanation immediately, but everyone understood that this statement was not so easy to please, and besides, Yunlu was still in their hands, and it was easy to be self-defeating.
Only then did I speak: "Grandpa Mo, let's sit down and talk first, and strive to exchange Yunlu back first, and then there will be revenge and revenge." ”
"Swap it back?" Grandpa Mo looked at me puzzled.
I took out the bead that wrapped Huang Wanting's soul that Mo Xianye's mother left for me that day, handed it to Grandpa Mo's hand, and said: "This is sealed with Huang Wanting's soul, I don't know if Huang Zhigao will be ruthless to discard her, but Huang Laosan will definitely fight for it, so when negotiating, Huang Laosan had better be present." ”
"Ah Zhen, next post, if you want to talk, just sit down and talk about it." Grandpa Mo played with the bead and made a decision for a while.
At that time, it was already afternoon, and when we posted, whether to talk or fight, the Huangxian clan must give us an explanation, and we will wait until dark.
I didn't go back to the white fox, I stayed quietly, and I didn't talk to Mo Xianye, and I kept a certain distance between the two.
The atmosphere was a little awkward for a while, and Jiu Gu secretly asked me what was going on, and I said it was okay.
"Bai Li, there are some things, you don't necessarily have to take the initiative of the man, what you want, go for it yourself, if you can't get it, you can fight for it but don't fight for it, you will regret it in the future." Jiugu finally left such a sentence, and then left.
In the evening, I was arranged to rest in the room where I was injured last time, about eight o'clock in the evening, Mo Xianzhen brought back the news, saying that he was willing to talk, and the time was set for the next morning.
After that, I lay in bed, tossing and turning, and couldn't sleep.
Tomorrow's negotiations, no matter whether there is a good result or not, Changbai Mountain will no longer be as calm as before, and the open and secret struggle has begun.
Once the fight starts, there will be no time left for me and Mo Xianye, is it that there is a stiffness between us all the time?
Jiugu's words kept echoing in my mind, and finally I sat up from the bed suddenly, hugged my knees and thought about it, and I couldn't get over this hurdle in my heart.
What kind of green onion does he Mo Xian pretend to be at night, he used to break into my room in the middle of the night, but now that I have changed my real body, he doesn't want me?
The more I thought about it, the more angry I became, when he was still Huang Wanting's body before, didn't he also hug and kiss him, and there was no psychological barrier at that time?
I put on my coat, put on my shoes, and groped my way out, the moon was very dark in the winter night, the temperature was very low, and the wind blew on my face, and it hurt like a knife.
I went to the courtyard where Mo Xianye's room was located, the light in his room was still on, and I hesitated when I stood at the door.
Some retreated.
But I didn't hesitate for long, after all, there wasn't much time left for us, and I didn't want to leave myself with regrets.
I reached out and knocked on the door, and as soon as my hand touched the door, a crack opened in the door, and I pushed it, and the door opened.
I frowned, thinking to myself why this man didn't close the door when he slept at night, and his heart was really big enough.
But after entering, he found that there was no one inside, and the bedding on the bed was folded well, which showed that he had not touched the bed at all.
Where did the people go?
Went to the bathroom?
I moved over and stood on the edge of the bed, looking at the two dark gray quilts neatly stacked inside the bed, and my heart fluttered.
Then the devil sent the gods, and stretched out the quilt, and put one on the other, and put it in order.
After tidying up, I glanced back at the door and pinched my palms, which were covered with sweat.
The next moment, I blew out the oil lamp, took off my coat and shoes, and climbed into the bed.
The room was burning with silver carbon, so it was not cold in the bed, maybe it was too weak, and after a while, I began to sweat all over my body, especially on my forehead and palms, sweat stains.
His ears were erected, and he could hear the movement of the doorway, and he could even hear the sound of tree branches cutting through the tiles on the roof.
I'm so nervous, I'm so nervous, I don't know how Mo Xian will react when he comes in at night and finds me lying in his bed.
Thinking about it, I don't know if it's warm in the nest, or if it's a tiring journey, and I fall asleep in a daze.
But I didn't sleep for long, I was pressed with things in my heart, I couldn't sleep steadily, and I suddenly woke up, my eyes opened, and my eyes were dim.
Lamp?
Didn't I put out the lights?
When I turned my head to look, I saw that in front of the bed, Mo Xianye was sitting in a wheelchair, looking at me expressionlessly.
I craned my neck, a little afraid to meet his eyes, the scene was really embarrassing.
Later, I didn't know why, but as soon as my brain twitched, I asked, "Come up?" ”
As I asked, I kindly moved into the bed to make room for him.
After doing this, I began to blush after realizing it, but when I thought that we had been so close before, I didn't feel abrupt, but plucked up the courage to keep staring into his eyes, looking at him expectantly.
He was in a wheelchair, he didn't speak, his face was unclear, I didn't know what he was thinking, I didn't know what he was thinking.
After waiting for a while, he suddenly turned his wheelchair and went out, I suddenly lifted the quilt and sat up, and shouted at him, "Mo Xianye, where are you going?" ”
"I'll go sleep in the guest room." He said without looking back.
I was immediately angry: "What do you mean, Mo Xianye?" Am I so annoying now? ”
"Girls need to know how to love themselves." He faintly threw down such a sentence, rolling the wheelchair and about to leave.
I was really about to cry angrily, is this saying that I am shameless now?
I took a few steps to catch up, got in front of the wheelchair, turned and bolted the deadbolt, held the sides of the wheelchair with both hands, and looked down at his eyes.
The distance was very close, the tip of my nose was only two or three centimeters away from the tip of his, and his hot breath sprayed on the tip of my nose, a little itchy.
I slowly pressed my face down, and when I saw that my lips were about to touch him, he turned his face and dodged away, and my lips were imprinted on his cheeks.
I clearly felt his body stiffen, and immediately, his whole face turned red.
I straightened up, twisted my waist, put my arms around his neck, sat on his lap, tilted my head and met his eyes again.
The two of them seem to be playing a game of chasing me, he is hiding, I am chasing, forcing him into a dead end, there is no way to retreat, I see what else he can do.
Mo Xianye's face became redder and hotter, and his body became hotter and hotter, although the influence of the poison on him was getting smaller and smaller, but it was when he was suppressed, and when he was stimulated by the outside world, he would make a comeback.
And now that he is in this state, it is obvious that he is starting to go to the road, I am amused in my heart, watch you continue to pretend, see how long you can pretend.
Unexpectedly, he suddenly stretched out his hand, hugged me horizontally, turned the wheelchair and threw me back on the bed, and said in a hoarse voice: "Go to bed early, you have something to do tomorrow, don't get up." ”
After saying that, he turned his wheelchair and quickly went to the door, as if fleeing.
I almost gritted my teeth a little, and yelled at him: "Mo Xianye, if you leave this room tonight, I will ...... tomorrow morning"
"Bai Li, don't threaten me, it's useless." He interrupted me and said, "It seems to me that whoever you marry now is better than following me." ”
"Then why did you go to Jiangcheng to find me? Wasn't it good when you were in Jiangcheng? Why do you feel like a different person when you go back to Changbai Mountain? "I really can't figure it out, since I can't let it go, why do I have to force myself to let it go?
The corners of Mo Xianye's mouth twitched, and he wanted to say something, but he didn't say it after all.
"You know that you can't let go, there is a little wind on my side, you can't help but go to me and stay by my side, then if I get married in the future, you can guarantee that you can endure it?" I questioned him, "Mo Xianye, don't deceive yourself, as long as you still have a breath of air, you can't really let me go to find another man, have you ever thought about it, if the catastrophe comes, you have endured it, and then look back, but I have already married another woman, at that time, what should you do?" ”
Mo Xianye stared at me fiercely, his hands clenched into fists, and it was obvious that he couldn't accept that reality.
"Mo Xianye, I also told you, if you go out of this room tonight, I will immediately go to Grandpa Bai and tell him that I want to marry Mo Xianzhen, and if I can't be your wife, I will be your brother and daughter-in-law, and I will be under the same roof in the future, I will see what face you have to face me and your good brother." I threatened.
Mo Xianye's face gradually darkened, and it was obvious that my words touched his scales: "You dare!" ”
"What am I afraid of?" I'm not afraid of death, "Grandpa Bai told me before, Mo Xianzhen is in the Black Fox clan, in addition to you, Grandpa Mo is the most important person, he is also very good, I married him is also a strong team, a year and a half, and then give him a litter of little foxes, when the time comes, I will call you Uncle on the chatter around you, think about that scene, it will be very warm." ”
"Shut up!" Mo Xianye was annoyed and embarrassed, and without saying much, he turned his wheelchair and returned to the bed, staring at me angrily.
I smiled and said: "See, Mo Xianye, don't admit it, you are a cautious man, you yourself have said that your woman, never allow others to get involved in half a point, in your heart, I am already your woman, no matter how my form and body have changed, I am the well-known white glass, you think so, others, the same." ”
"They will never forget, I used to be your person, my body has already been branded with your Mo Xianye, I can't take it off, who do you want to tolerate me under such pressure and replace you?"
After I finished speaking, I didn't wait for him to speak, I turned over and pulled up the quilt, and lay down against the bed.
As the minutes ticked by, I was waiting, waiting for his reaction.
If all that has been said is this, and he still has to leave, then from now on, I will not mention marrying him again, and if I want to be inseparable from him for the rest of my life, I will not feel that it is worth it.
After waiting for a while, I heard the sound of him turning his wheelchair, and then the oil lamp went out, and he went to bed.
I leaned against the bed, not daring to move, my whole back was stiff, and the corners of my mouth unconsciously hooked up.
Sample, aren't you going to bed yet?
However, Mo Xian went to bed at night, but he didn't lean on me, and he didn't even go into the bed, he curled up on the edge of the bed, ready to sleep.
I was so angry and funny, I turned around, lifted my right foot up hard, lifted the quilt, put my foot on his waist, and the quilt fell off and covered his body.
I leaned slowly towards him, leaned a little more, and then reached out and put my arms around his waist.
The two of them kept that posture so quietly, neither of them moved again, and no one said a word again, sleepiness hit, and I slowly fell asleep.
I didn't sleep well, I always felt like there was a stove burning next to me, and the temperature was getting higher and higher, and I felt like I was about to catch fire.
"Thirsty." I woke up with a dry mouth and unconsciously said this.
As a result, when I opened my mouth, I touched something, soft, moist and moist, and something exploded in my brain in an instant.
"Mo Xianye, you kiss me secretly." I whispered.
“……”
"Don't admit it, you're so hot."
“……”
"Do you have a fever? Let me light the lights and see. ”
As I spoke, I wanted to get up and light the lamp, but he pressed it back: "Don't move, sleep." ”
The throat, hoarse and dark, sounded incredibly sexy, and he reached out and pushed me into the bed, saying, "Lie down over there, don't be next to me." ”
"I don't, I'm right next to you, what's wrong? You used to sleep and always liked to hold me, didn't you? As I spoke, my hands and feet wrapped around him, wrapping them tight like an octopus.
His breathing suddenly became much more urgent, and he could hear it very clearly in the silence of the night.
I couldn't help but laugh, buried my face in his arms, and said sullenly: "We are all people who have experienced several stubbles of life and death, and every day we can be together is like a theft, how can you bear to ignore me all day long, how can you bear to push me out one by one?" ”
"Mo Xianye, what we have to do is to work together to fight for a future, instead of closing our coffin early and pushing the dearest and loved ones far away."
"Fool." Mo Xianye finally reached out and took me in his arms, "What should I do with you?" ”
"Hold on tight." I suddenly started to pantothenic acid on the tip of my nose, and I wanted to cry hypocritically, "Mo Xianye, if you are really afraid that you can't be by my side forever, then give me some hope and support me to live, otherwise, as soon as you leave, I may ...... with you"
"Don't say stupid things." Mo Xianye hugged me tightly in his arms, "Bai Li, don't say it." ”
He lowered his head and began to kiss me, and we both knew in our hearts that after tonight, if we want to stay together so peacefully, I'm afraid it will be difficult...... I don't know what to do.
But halfway through the kiss, he suddenly stopped again, my eyes were closed, my mind was in a mess, what was this person thinking?
"Suddenly I was a little nervous." He whispered in a low voice in my ear, "This feeling seems to have returned to 10,000 years ago, every time I run out with you, I am nervous to death in the depths of my love." ”
"The throbbing of the beginning of love?" My face is actually so red that it can drip blood, and when we were young, what we experienced between us, now looking back, how precious it is.
But then I laughed out loud again, and teased: "But you are not young now, you were ...... in Jiangcheng at the beginning."
Before I could finish my words, his lips pressed down again, not letting me say everything about Jiang Cheng.
The period of Jiangcheng was not a good beginning for us, and the end was very hasty, but the bits and pieces in the process were like that...... Sweet.
Mo Xian and I are at night, going around and around, and no one can bypass who writes a complete fox life alone.
The temperature in the tent slowly rose, and Mo Xianye's tenderness slowly let go, ups and downs, and he never wanted to let go......
……
I don't know when Mo Xian got up at night, but I was woken up by a cone pain coming from my heart.
Covering his heart and looking out the window, the genius has just dawned, Mo Xianye should have followed Grandpa Mo to negotiate with the Huangxian clan at this time, right?
I covered my heart and tried to sit up, but as soon as I moved, the pain was even worse, and when I opened my mouth to call someone, a fishy sweetness welled up in my throat, and I vomited at that time.
Lying on the head of the bed, looking at the puddle of crimson blood on the ground, I was stunned.
How so?
Am I suffering from a terminal illness? Why do good people start vomiting blood?
Could it be that when Jiang Cheng was fighting with Mo Yanping, he was hit with internal injuries, and he didn't know?
But thinking back to the whole process of the fight, it seems that from beginning to end, Mo Yanping didn't have a chance to hurt me hard, and the internal injuries should not be enough.
The pain in his heart became more and more intense, and then another mouthful of black blood spit out, cold sweat trickled down his forehead, and the whole person felt as if he was about to be unable to support it.
vomited three or four mouthfuls of black blood one after another, and then, the blood in the whole body seemed to start flowing backwards in an instant, all of them gathered towards the position of the heart, the speed was very fast, the heart twisted and twisted painfully, and the brain was blank because of the lack of blood circulation.
I screamed in discomfort, my hands and feet began to spasm, my whole body hurt, I don't know if it was too much movement, and finally someone rushed in from outside.
Immediately, I heard Jiugu's voice: "Baili, what's wrong with you?" Why is your face so pale? What's the matter with the blood on the ground? ”
"It hurts, it hurts, it hurts." I couldn't organize a complete language anymore, my lips trembled and jumped out word by word, and my hand grabbed Jiugu's hand hard, pinching into her flesh and skin, in order to stabilize my mind.