Chapter 126: Refining the Heart
Jiu Gu picked me up, leaned on her lap, then reached out to my heart, probed slightly, then grabbed my hand again, touched my pulse, and immediately gasped.
I looked at her in confusion, and I saw that her face was very solemn, and I understood in my heart that it was not good.
"How so?" Jiu Gu said, "Bai Li, you hold on for a while, and wait for your Grandpa Mo to come back." ”
I relieved myself, and the pain began to subside slowly, as if it had taken half my life.
I leaned on Jiu Gu's arms and said, "Jiu Gu, don't tell others, except for Grandpa Mo, no one can say it." ”
"Hmm." Jiu Gu answered.
The two of them sat on the ground for a long, long time, in fact, I guess what Jiu Gu thought in her heart was similar to what I thought.
Yun Sheng and everyone else were sure that the Seven Exquisite Hearts had come to me with my rebirth, but after working hard for so long, they disappointed everyone.
Now, my heart is starting to ache so much, it can't be a simple illness, maybe ......
I couldn't think too deeply, I was too weak, and I fell asleep.
……
When I woke up again, I was already lying in the room they had prepared for me before, sitting next to the bed with Mo Xianye staring at me with worry in his eyes.
"Bai Li, wake up?" He asked softly.
I blinked, adjusted to the light, and then moved and sat up: "I'm asleep?" ”
This movement involved my wrist, and then I saw a needle in my hand, and a blood bag at the head of the bed, the blood in it was slowly being pumped into my body.
"Lie down." Mo Xianye pressed me back, checked the needle, and made sure it was correct, then said, "I've lost two bags of blood, and this bag is almost gone, how do you feel now?" ”
"Also...... OK. I looked up at the remaining small half-bag of blood again, and frowned: "I've already transfused so much blood?" ”
"After so much blood, your face is still so white, Bai Li, what's wrong with you?" Mo Xianye worried.
I didn't know how to answer this for a while, since Mo Xianye asked me, it means that Jiugu didn't tell him about my vomiting blood and heartache before, and I don't plan to tell him about this at the moment.
After thinking about it, I decided to pretend to be stupid: "I don't know what's wrong, I feel dizzy when I get up in the morning, I want to get up, but I fall headlong, and what happened after that, I don't know." ”
When it was over, I was afraid that my words would not be convincing, so I continued: "Maybe it's anemia, right?" ”
"How can anemia be so serious?" Mo Xianye glared at me, "You must protect your own body, if it weren't for Jiugu just passing by this time, you might have ...... if you found it in time."
"Isn't it okay, after a blood transfusion, I'll be alive again." I understated, and then digressed the topic, "By the way, has Yunlu changed back?" ”
"It's that easy!" As soon as he mentioned this, Mo Xianye's face turned cold, "Huang Zhigao's ambition is too big, if he doesn't give us more stumbling blocks, he won't give up." ”
"What the hell is he trying to do?" I knew it wasn't going to go well.
"Talk and talk, ambiguous, just don't let go." Mo Xianye looked at me and said, "But as you said, Huang Laosan is the most anxious, as soon as he heard that Huang Wanting's soul is still there, he was so anxious that he couldn't wait to sneak out of Yunlu to exchange with us, I thought, if this thing can be done, I have to start with Huang Laosan." ”
"So what's next for you? Is there any news of Mo Yanping them? I asked.
Mo Xianye shook his head: "They have already missed a good opportunity, and if they make another move, they must hit with one blow, so they must be cautious." ”
Mo Yanping was hit hard, Mo Xianye was not clear, after all, Shi Lei triggered the catastrophe that day, and Mo Xianye thought that it was the catastrophe that forced Mo Yanping to retreat.
The matter of the Yin Soldier Talisman is still hidden from him.
"So what do you mean, wait?" I asked.
Mo Xianye nodded: "Yes, let's wait and see, let's prepare again." ”
That's it, too.
"Our side is in contact with the snake clan, if it goes well, the Huang Xian clan will not be a problem." Mo Xianye said confidently.
I'm actually still a little worried: "The situation inside the snake clan is too complicated, take advantage of this opportunity, there will definitely be people who try their best to instigate it, and I want the snake clan to cooperate with us with 100% sincerity, I'm afraid it's a bit difficult." ”
"But don't forget, the snake clan is still in charge of Liu Yi's lineage, Liu Yi will do his best to convince his grandfather and his mother if he sees your face." Mo Xianye said, raising an eyebrow with me, obviously there was something in the words.
I tilted my head and stared into his eyes and quipped, "What, someone is jealous?" ”
"Who?" Mo Xian pretended to be stupid at night and said, "Who eats whose vinegar?" ”
"Who eats whose vinegar, who knows best in their hearts, and still uses me to pick out?" I also detoured, "I smelled a smell of old vinegar from afar." ”
Mo Xianye reached out and pinched my nose and laughed: "Are you hungry?" There's porridge boiling in the kitchen, I'll help you bring it over. ”
With that, he went out, and after a while, he brought me a bowl of red dates and millet porridge, and fed it to me one bite at a time.
After eating the porridge and the blood hung up, I called him to discuss things, and I said that I was tired and would sleep for a while.
He watched me lie down, helped me tuck the corners of the quilt, flicked the silver carbon in the basin to make sure I was warm, then kissed my forehead and left.
His sudden tenderness warmed my heart, and it would be nice if this kind of warm and peaceful days could go on forever.
How can I sleep in bed?
The hand reached into the heart, pressed down slightly, and could still feel a slight pain, here, has it begun to change?
When I was thinking about it, Jiu Gu walked in from outside, and after entering the door 4, she stretched out her head to look outside, and made sure that there was no one, so she closed the door and sat on the edge of the bed.
I leaned against the head of the bed and looked at her, and she asked me, "Are you better?" ”
"I feel like I've come around from the ghost gate, and I've been pulled back again." I say without exaggeration.
"You vomited a lot of blood, and the blood in your whole body was consumed in an instant, and you almost ran out of oil." Jiu Gu sighed, a little preoccupied.
I asked her, "You already know what's going on, don't you?" ”
"During the time you were in a coma, I analyzed all your conditions with your Grandpa Mo, and then consulted a large number of ancient books, and indeed found a little useful information." Jiu Gu said, paused, and stopped talking a little.
I smiled slightly and behaved very calmly: "Jiugu, let's say it, I'm mentally prepared." ”
"This matter, for Ah Ye, is a desperate life, but for you, it is likely to be nine deaths." Jiugu said.
As soon as she said this, I immediately breathed a long sigh of relief and said with a smile: "So, I really waited for the Seven Tricks to be exquisite, right?" ”
"Bai Li......" Jiu Gu's face was gloomy, obviously she was reluctant to me, "We used to think that the manifestation of the Seven Exquisite Hearts was achieved overnight, but we didn't expect that the real Seven Exquisite Hearts were to be slowly cultivated with the host's essence and blood. ”
"In the future, you will vomit blood, and there will be the possibility that the blood in your whole body will be exhausted in an instant, until the Seven Exquisite Hearts absorb all the energy it needs from your body, and it will not mature."
"And you, if you're not careful, you're likely to be sucked dry by it and die of blood."
I see.
"In other words, if I keep a lot of blood in my body all the time, it is possible to live?" I asked.
Jiu Gu affirmed my statement: "It's not just about living, the Seven Exquisite Hearts are actually equivalent to an independent individual created with your essence and blood, the Seven Exquisite Hearts are the Seven Exquisite Hearts, it is not attached to your heart, theoretically, even if the Seven Exquisite Hearts are really formed in the end, and they are dug out of your body, you will not die." ”
"But theory is just theory after all, the process of forming the Seven Tricks Exquisite Heart is a process of refining the heart, a large amount of blood is piled up in your body, you can't bear it, the Seven Tricks Exquisite Heart instantly absorbs too much blood in your body, you still can't bear it, as long as this balance is not well grasped, you will be in danger of life."
"We don't dare to tell Ah Ye about this, but we feel that it is also unfair to you to let you blindly pay, and in the future, Ah Ye will hate us to death if he knows about this matter."
"After all, if the Seven Tricks Exquisite Heart was formed by yourself instantly, it is your choice whether you can take it out and give it to Ah Ye, but the Seven Tricks Exquisite Heart is refined, this is a process, it could have been prevented, but we didn't, this is our fault, Ah Ye...... We will never be allowed to do that. ”
During this time, everyone got along together, and they also had feelings for me, whether it was abandoning either me and Mo Xianye, it was actually a big blow to them.
"Let's take a step at a time." I didn't want to continue this topic, after all, it was a little too dignified, so I asked Jiu Gu instead, "Have you talked to Grandpa Mo about the Yin Soldier Talisman and the Yin Soldier Order?" ”
"Talking, your Grandpa Mo is preparing, and it should be able to fuse soon, but now, your body is ......"
"I'm fine, just take care of it."
Jiu Gu sighed, lowered her head and was silent, since the day I met her, I had never seen her look so sad.
I reached out and touched her silver blindfold, but I still couldn't help but be curious: "Jiugu, do you have someone you like?" ”
Jiu Gu looked up at me suddenly: "Why do you ask that?" ”
"If you have loved it, you will definitely be able to understand my current mood." I said, "In my heart, Mo Xianye is a thousand times more important than me, and I am willing to do everything for him." ”
"But you can also choose not to force yourself." Jiugu said, "Every life is unique, and to be able to come to this world, it has gone through a thousand hardships, and no one has to live for anyone." ”
"Bai Li, Ah Ye also hopes that you are alive."
"I will try my best to live, and as long as there is a glimmer of hope, I will not give up." This world is so beautiful, because in this world, there is a person named Mo Xianye.
Since it is possible that the Seven Tricks Exquisite Heart does not need my life to change, as long as there is a glimmer of life, I must firmly grasp it.
However, such a chance is slim, and I still have to make other plans.
……
In the afternoon, Grandpa Bai finally came to see me, and Yi Tian accompanied him.
He sat on the edge of my bed and looked at me distressedly: "You kid, why don't you always let me worry, I was going to rush over as soon as I received the news, but think about it, you are here, your Grandpa Mo will never treat you harshly, so I can deal with the affairs of the clan with peace of mind before coming over, and I can also sit down and talk to your Grandpa Mo about the affairs of the fox clan." ”
"I'm fine, I'm just a little anemic." I said, "You have to pay attention to your body, there are more and more things going on in the clan, and you can't go down." ”
Grandpa Bai nodded: "During this time, our black and white clans are ready to cooperate on a large scale and unanimously with the outside world, I will have a lot of contact with your Grandpa Mo, don't toss back and forth, just live here and take care of it, let Yi Tian stay and take care of you." ”
"No, no, I'm fine." I hurriedly waved my hand, "There are many things in the clan, so Yi Tian still follows you to help." ”
Grandpa Bai was also not polite: "There are a lot of people under your Grandpa Mo, I will explain a few more words to him later, you have to take care of yourself, don't let us worry about it." ”
I hurriedly responded, and Grandpa Bai talked to me again, and then hurried back.
I looked at his busy back and smiled helplessly, if he knew about the things between me and Grandpa Mo, he probably wouldn't have put me here.
……
Dinner was brought to the room by Mo Xian at night, and I said that I could go to the restaurant to eat by myself, and he insisted that I lie down: "Have a good rest, there is no blood on my face at all." ”
He blew the chicken soup and fed it to my mouth, I didn't open my mouth, and laughed stupidly: "I feel that now you all treat me as a cripple, with hands and feet, and I have to feed me at every meal." ”
"I want to feed you, can't you?" Mo Xianye said vigorously, "There are not many opportunities like this. ”
"When did you get so tired?" I teased.
Mo Xianye smiled: "Before, weren't you very keen on letting me pet you in the palm of your hand?" ”
He's talking about 10,000 years ago.
10,000 years ago, I chased Mo Xian so hard at night, and finally chased him into my hands, I couldn't wait for people all over the world to watch him and spoil me, but unfortunately, before I had time to show off, I was beaten by Grandpa Bai.
Afterward...... Later, the heavens were separated, and each was sad.
"Back then, I couldn't understand why you had to recognize me at such a young age?" Mo Xianye lowered his head and stirred the chicken soup, the corners of his lips hooked into a smile, it was obvious that he was enjoying the feeling of being chased by me.
I thought about it for a moment and said, "Actually, at the beginning, I didn't really love you to chase you. ”
Mo Xianye's face darkened suddenly, and his voice became stern: "What did you say?" ”
"Do you really think it's so attractive to have a cold face all day long, and it's written all over your face that no one should be close?" I deliberately provoked him, "The reason why I chased you from the beginning was because my mother told me when I was very young, she said, Li girl, if in the future, your parents can't be by your side, then you must marry Ah Ye, Ah Ye is a person you can trust for life." ”
The latter words are true, I have to say that my mother's eyes are vicious, and she understands who is the best in this entire fox clan.
And the pearl in her palm must be given to the best young talents of the fox clan.
The corners of Mo Xianye's lips trembled, and he was obviously in a bad mood.
I held back a smile in my heart, and I didn't explain, I just waited, I wanted to see if this person could put down his body and continue to ask.
It took him a while before he breathed a sigh of relief and said, "It's okay, no matter how it starts, you are my woman after all." ”
I was surprised, "Why don't you ask, did I really love you?" ”
"Why should I ask?" Mo Xianye was puzzled, "How much do you love me, I can't feel it myself?" ”
Oh, this guy is so confident.
I was unconvinced: "Then I'll tell you now, I don't love you at all?" ”
"What does it have to do with me?" Mo Xianye asked rhetorically, "I only know that I love you, and that's enough." ”
I really didn't expect him to say this, and I couldn't say how moved in my heart, so he immediately stroked my cheek, full of affection: "So you must be good, without you, I will live and become a walking corpse." ”
I threw myself into his arms, and the two of us hugged each other for a long time, never wanting to be separated again.
……
That night, Mo Xian and I slept until midnight, when we suddenly heard someone knocking on the door outside, and the two of us were awakened at once.
Mo Xianye asked, "Who?" ”
"Ah Ye, it's me." Jiu Gu said, "I have something to look for you." ”
The two of us sat up at that time, and asked Mo Xian to go out at night in the middle of the night, something must have happened.
I started to get a little nervous: "It can't be that Huang Xian's side is coming to attack again, right?" ”
"Don't guess, they don't have the guts yet." Mo Xianye said that he had already dressed, and turned back to explain to me, "You stay in bed peacefully, wait for me to come back." ”
I really wanted to go with him, but thinking about what Jiu Gu said to me before, I don't know when the next time the Seven Tricks Exquisite Heart will draw essence blood from me, I have to take good care of my body, and I am ready at any time, so I didn't insist: "You be careful, I'll wait for you." ”
Mo Xian went out at night, I sat on the bed, restless, waiting, just waited for most of the night, after all, the body has not fully recovered, leaning on the head of the bed, hazy, half asleep.
It wasn't until I heard footsteps that I woke up and looked towards the door, where I saw a figure lunging towards me.
I was really stunned, the man hugged me, whimpering and crying.
It took me a while to react, and I hugged her, feeling distressed: "Yunlu, is it you, Yunlu?" ”
"It's me, it's me who's back." Yunlu cried and said.
For Yunlu, I feel guilty in my heart, after all, it was I who made Yunshuang look like Yunlu in the first place, so that she suffered.
Now that she can be rescued, I am greatly relieved.
I held her face and looked at her carefully.
Yunlu was originally a delicate and lovely girl, with a slight baby fat on her little face, but now, she has become skinny and skinny, and her whole person is thin as if a gust of wind can blow her away.
"Suffered, Yunlu, I'm sorry." I also fell into tears, and I said sorry one by one.
Yunlu shook his head: "You don't have anything to be sorry for me, I know what happened, Yunshuang wants to attack me, there are ten thousand ways, she has long looked at me unpleasantly." ”
Huang Lao Er ......, "I want to ask, but I don't dare to ask directly."
Yunlu shook his head: "He didn't do anything to me." ”
But I had already caught the abnormality in Yunlu's face, and hurriedly comforted: "It's okay, Yunlu, it's a new era, those ......"
"Bai Li, it's really nothing." Yun Lu forced a smile and said, "Although they did give me to Huang Lao Er, he ...... Maybe there is something wrong with some aspects, but I am not violated. ”
When Yunlu said this, her eyes flickered, and even a little trance, and I saw with sharp eyes that there was a black scar under her neck, on the edge of the collar covered, and I reached out and pulled her collar open.
Yunlu subconsciously reached out to block it, but he was still a step slower.
When I saw the scar, I was stunned, and then I stepped forward with both hands to untie her clothes.
Yunlu covered his clothes and shouted: "Don't look at it, Bai Li, I beg you not to look at it." ”
"How did they beat you up like this?" I didn't see many scars, I'm not sure how many scars Yun Lu had on her body, but she must have been abused by Huang Lao Er.
Yunlu shook his head: "Don't ask, Bai Li, I'm already very glad that I can come back completely, I thought I would die there." ”
She cried and hugged herself, cried for a while, and suddenly as if she remembered something, she raised her face to look at me, and said in a pleading tone: "Bai Li, don't talk about this, especially don't talk to Zhen......"
As she spoke, she paused, then quickly lowered her head, and from my point of view, I could see that her neck was red.
I suddenly had black lines on my head, and Yunlu ...... Like Mo Xianzhen too?
I have found out now that Mo Xianye is too dazzling, and most people will feel that they are not worthy of him, so they don't have any illusions from the beginning, so there are very few people who really dare to like Mo Xianye.
There is no one like me who has been pestering Mo Xianye since I was a child.
And Mo Xianzhen is different, he is also handsome and excellent, and most importantly, he is not so unattainable, but more attractive to girls.
Yi Tian likes him, Yunlu likes him, how many young girls like Mo Xianzhen up and down the fox clan, I'm afraid there are countless of them.
I don't know who Mo Xianzhen will be with in the future, and I don't know how many girls will be sad for him.
"Huang Lao Er is sick, which may be the result of long-term depression, and he is also a little psychologically perverted and likes to abuse people." Yunlu tidied up his clothes to cover those scars, "I'm glad he hit me instead of ......"
"No matter how many scars there are, there will always be a day when the scabs will fall off, but if something is lost, it will never be recovered."
Yunlu muttered, and I began to be afraid.
When she was given to Huang Lao Er, I was a little worried, afraid that she would value chastity more than life, and I wouldn't be able to think about it, but now I ......
"It's all over, let's not talk about those bad things." I asked instead, "By the way, before they went to negotiate, Huang Zhigao was still unwilling to let you go, it would be in the middle of the night, why did you figure it out again?" ”