After reading this letter, Old Man Lu didn't know how he should feel. My heart was full of sourness and pain. He tilted his head back to calm his emotions.

A mother should love her children the most, followed by her lover, parents, friends......

But what mother would choose to hide the father of her child after her child was lost, and even forgive the enemy who threw her child away?

With her child gone, even if there is little hope of survival, shouldn't this mother try her best to find her child?

There is only one answer, and that is that this mother loves other people more than her son, and the person she cherishes is more important than the child.

Of course, it may also be because of the old saying that children can be reborn if they are gone, and adults are gone, that is, they are really gone.

Why did you choose to hide it, depressed because of guilt? Obviously you name what we can look for together, we will find our younger son, and he will grow up with our eldest son.

The eldest son will not become silent because he has no mother, and you will not let yourself die of illness in bed because of such a thing hidden in your heart.

Nothing should be like this, how can I repay your love? How am I going to deal with it, it could be our youngest son's person?

The letter in Old Man Lu's hand slipped down, but Old Man Lu was still sitting on the bed in a daze. Maybe...... I don't know it for a lifetime, but it's true happiness.

But he already knew, so he couldn't escape, Old Man Lu didn't care about the letter on the ground, but took the scattered pamphlet.

Old Man Lu knew his wife too well, he closed his eyes painfully, took the leather envelope in his hand, didn't open his eyes, and touched it inch by inch.

An obvious bulge was touched, and Old Man Lu finally couldn't help crying, he opened his eyes, stood up tremblingly, and found the sewing frame that Old Madam Lu used to use before her death.

He took out the blade and cut the leather cover little by little along the subsequent slits.

An envelope fell out, and Old Man Lu was so sad that he couldn't help it, but he continued to scratch the cover, and it was another letter, this should be the last letter, right?

Old Man Lu picked up the two letters on the ground and sat back on the bed.

Looking at the familiar handwriting and the familiar envelope, Old Man Lu still decided to open it.

Second Letter:

Dear Lu Lang,

I didn't want to write this second letter, but you and I know each other too well. If you find the first letter, you will always look for the second letter, and if you find this letter beforehand, you will not give up looking for the rest of the letterhead.

It reminds me of the things that happened when we were younger, and your favorite thing to do back then, was to prepare my favorite gift and hide it and wait for me to find it, and if I haven't found it by that day, you'll let me spend that day looking for something.

But I'm too familiar with you, it's so obvious that I've been there, but I've never looked for that thing in advance, you know, I enjoy every minute and every second with you, even if I know where the gift is, but I'll walk with you through every corner, and take out the nice gift you have hidden under your stupid disgusted eyes.

You always surprise me like that, but then you got busy, and we didn't have time for such boring games anymore, so I started to hide something myself, and I was looking for it myself, just like you did many years ago, when you hid gifts, carefully looking for everything you might have overlooked.

But dear Lu Lang, you haven't found out, I can only be disappointed to find those things again, some things have been a long time, I don't know, where it is really hidden, just like I love your heart, I don't know when, I can't find it.

I thought we would be separated, after all, you are so good, I don't seem to have anything other than the company of my youth, and it is difficult for me to even conceive a child, I know that you need an heir, I have been waiting, and then wait for you to get back a child one day, tell me that this is you born with another woman.

Then I can laugh and say, it's okay, I don't love you for a long time, but I've waited a long time, and you still haven't brought back the child I imagined. If you ask me why I didn't say it earlier, probably because I really can't leave you anymore, I want to spend a little more time with you, a little more time, until there is no longer me in your eyes, until I die quietly.

But before the scene I imagined happened, you found out that my mood was wrong, you deliberately set aside time to accompany me to travel, you know that my favorite thing is to play everywhere, those days, you must be very hard, right?

Now that I think about it, those two children were there at that time, right? I hope they are not affected by my mood, my child, should be lively and cheerful, he can be naughty and mischievous, but never be sad, don't cry.

I knew what my body was like, and when I was pregnant with those two children, I was ready to save my children if I died in that birth.

My dear Lu Lang, you must live, even without my company, you must live well, I will wait for you on the Nai He Bridge.

After I leave, you can find someone who loves you, she can not be good to my child, but she must be healthy enough, she must love you enough, only in this way, you will not be alone, so that I can be at ease in Naihe, and when I see her, I will definitely hold her hand and thank her for everything, and then you will be reincarnated, I am in Nai, waiting for you to come back.

If reincarnation forgets you, then what's the use of me asking for this reincarnation? I don't want reincarnation without you, and I don't want reincarnation without your memories.

To be honest, I didn't expect that God would be so kind to me and give me two little babies at one time, especially the little one, he really looks too much like you.

But she took him, my child, why did you leave me so early? You haven't even seen your father yet, what should I do?

Kill the one who saved me? Or did I just hide it and I only had one child? The child and the lover are standing on opposite ends of the scale, and I don't know which one to choose.

But I finally chose you, my dear Lu Lang, it is enough for us to have one child, and since the more one is not blessed as our child, then it is not good, I only hope that you will never know about it, so that you will not be troubled, and your life should be happy.

If the children have brought you troubles, then I would rather they never exist, my former love Lu Lang, you are my everything, for you, I am willing to give up everything I have, abandon my nature as a mother, as long as you can be happy, as long as you can be happy, I am willing to do anything.

But dear Lu Lang, my love for you can't erase my guilt for my child, what she said was taken away by the sea god, it is definitely impossible, the gentle tide of the sea, there is no way to bring people to the sea.

So our child should still be alive, he was taken away, right? I wish he had been adopted, and not fallen into the wrong hands, so that I might not feel so guilty.

That family should be okay with him? It's nice that both of my children are able to get all the love of their families. But why can't I wipe my tears clean?

If the tears have taken away the ink, my dear Lu Lang, you should be able to know what I'm writing, right? But my dear Lu Lang, I really don't want you to see any of my letters, as I told you before I died.

I'm used to burning all the things related to me, but my dear Lu Lang, I'm just afraid that you will see things and think about people, and I'm even more afraid that your next one will feel uncomfortable when I see it, how good would it be if I could accompany you for a lifetime?

It's a pity that my body doesn't allow it, but it's okay, I died when you loved me the most, so that I was loved all my life, don't worry that you will forget me, you still don't love me. I'm in Naihe Bridge, so I'm going to be smiling sweetly, right?

I want you to live a long time, but I want you not to live so long, and I want you to come with me early, because you know I'm afraid of being alone.

But I'm afraid that you really come to accompany me, you should live a long time, if you go early for the sake of your children's personal feelings, I think I'm guilty, not to mention, the young son is powerless, and he still needs your care, it's a pity, I can't see them grow up, so you have to take a good look at it.

Remember clearly, when the time comes, you have to tell me how my Yi Tan grew up, what kind of girl he likes, and what kind of baby he has born.

I hope that the other child, our youngest son, will never know about the existence of our parents, so that he can live happily.

He will have parents who love him, his wife and children who love him, and he will be as happy as we are, but unfortunately, we can't see his growth, but there will be gains and losses, which is inevitable, and you can't be so greedy.

Just like when I have you, I no longer insist that I can still have a son and be able to find it back as soon as possible, I am very content, and I am very content when I meet you.

But we are still married, you have always loved me, is there anything more happy than that?

My dear Lu Lang, I think there is really no more, your company is my greatest happiness, so you must be happy, so that I can not worry, so that I can wait with peace of mind.

Love your wife.