When Mr. Lu visited the letter, he did not rush to open the letter, but carefully stroked the somewhat yellowed pages, especially the tear-soaked place, Mr. Lu touched it very carefully, as if he was caressing Mrs. Lu's face.

"I love you, you don't love me anymore, I still love you, especially if you love me so much, how can I love others?"

"No one loves me more than you, where do you want me to find someone who loves me as much as you do?"

"I raised our child, I remember everything he grew up with, but he left earlier than me, he should have missed you, so I went down to find you early, don't be angry, he's still a child."

"Let him tell you about the years first, and when I go down, I'll tell you the rest, the things that the kid doesn't know."

"The child we lost seems to have come looking for me, but I didn't know he existed, so I scolded his client fiercely, hoping that he wouldn't give up, so that I could know if he was our child or not."

"If so, I'll take him back and take him to your grave to kowtow twice, and I'll remember to give him the New Year's money."

"If not, then it doesn't matter, I will continue to look for him, even if I can't find it anymore, I will continue to look for him, anyway, your mother and mother have been reunited, and my time will be spent looking for our youngest son, right?"

"We missed so much of his time, I'll use my remaining time to find it to make up for it, I hope he won't be angry, after all, you just love me, so he wants to complain, then blame me, who let me not protect your mother and son, let you be hurt when you are pregnant."

"Who told me to find you so late? If I had found you before you got pregnant, we would have been a very happy family of four by now. Maybe we can hug our little grandson, little granddaughter, anyway, I have saved most of my life's money, so it is better to use it to raise children. ”

"If you don't want to hug those naughty eggs, let's travel to the world, see the sky realm you have always wanted to see, touch the white clouds of Lhasa, go to the closest place to heaven to see, see if heaven is beautiful or your little garden."

Old Man Lu laughed as he spoke, "But you, you're so stupid, you're just a woman, you still have something I can rely on, why do you have to carry everything yourself?" ”

"You know, I won't blame you, even if you don't love me anymore and fall in love with other turtle grandchildren, I won't blame you, but you shouldn't love me, love me deeper than a child."

"It's so cruel to that kid, you say, what should I name him when he comes back? Or let him continue with the name he has become accustomed to? ”

"It's a pity that you left, and I don't have anyone to discuss, you are actually more ruthless than anyone else, my love, do you know, I really miss you." Smiling and laughing, Old Man Lu cried again, this embarrassed appearance, fortunately, there was only Old Man Lu alone in this room.

Otherwise, it won't make people laugh to death, but if you think about it, Old Man Lu shouldn't care, the person he cares about the most is no longer there, what else is there to worry about?

After putting away the second letter, Mr. Lu opened the third letter:

Dear Lu Lang,

I love to write letters, but I never thought that I would need to write so many letters to you, after all, you are so close to me, we are the people who know each other best in the world, I never thought that I would have so many things that I can't say to you.

After all, a long time ago, I thought that there was nothing worth hiding between us, even if you were a heinous person and I was a bad person, we wouldn't have anything to hide from each other, but dear Lu Lang, why would I hide so many things from you? I think it's probably because I love you too much and am too afraid of losing you, so I have become unfrank.

Do you know?

I think I saw our child, and when I went to Indonesia for treatment, I saw the little boy next to the doctor in the hospital, like our little son.

Those azure eyes are really too similar, and he looks like he is really printed in the same mold as Yi Tan, but I don't dare to come forward to admit it, I'm afraid it's not, and when you know, what I've hidden for so long will be in vain, and you will fall into sorrow and disappointment.

So I didn't recognize it, let alone tell you, but I really missed our little son so much, I hugged that child, he was really naughty, didn't you see him play tricks on those doctors.

It seemed that the family had raised him well, but I later learned that the doctor who seemed to be extraordinary was actually single, and had never been in a relationship in his life, but was just concentrating on taking care of the child.

I can't bear it, he should only have that child, right? Rather than asking him back, we don't know how to deal with him, so let's just let him follow the doctor, and he seems really happy.

Isn't our goal to make our children happy? So I didn't bother him.

Later, I learned that the child was picked up by the doctor on the beach, the village where the twins were unknown, I didn't go to the doctor to confirm, they were really good like this, I'm sorry I didn't tell you, forgive me for my selfishness, just gave our child to such a doctor.

Will you blame me? After all, it was I who deprived you of your rights as a father, it was I who lost the child, found the child, and left him outcast, so I don't seek your forgiveness, I just want you all to be happy.

Now that I see that child, I feel that I have no regrets, I think God is really good to me, so that I have no regrets in my life, so let me die so early, I don't think I have any complaints.

But dear Lu Lang, do you know? I don't want to be treated for a long time, I know my condition, but I'm hanging on for a life, I'm actually out of medicine for a long time, right?

Watching you work hard for my body, I really feel distressed, if I can, I would be more willing to find a big seaside house with you that no one disturbs, two people hugging and lying on a deck chair, there is nothing next to them, as long as you and me, that's enough, I really like the feeling of quiet years.

But I can't bear to refuse you, probably the treatment, can really let me delay a little longer, right? That way I'll be able to spend a little more time with you.

Remember when I said I sponsored a certain child? That's the kid I saw, he's really talented, especially in medicine, and he's going to be a very good doctor in the future.

How good is it to be a respected doctor who can support himself without the dangers?

I almost forgot to say it, that kid is called Live, which means vitality, I like this name very much, a doctor, what a beautiful thing to have such a hopeful name?

It's just a pity that I was a step late, his Chinese name was also given, he is Live's senior brother, and the name is also good, Hua Sheng, Huazhong Qi Sheng, what a good meaning? He will be happy, dear Lu Lang, if one day, that child knows about our existence, we won't change his name, okay?

We shouldn't be able to find a better word for Zhu Yuanyi, in that case, let's use a name that he is familiar with, right?

Well, I seem, unintentionally, deprived you of the right to name your child again, okay don't mind, you have a nickname, right? After all, I saw it first, so the right to name it is up to you.

I remember that if the child comes back and takes him to see me, I want to take a closer look at his eyebrows and eyes, and maybe see who is more handsome between him and his brother.

Chinese handsome guy PK mixed-race handsome guy, it seems a little exciting to think about it, but dear Lu Lang, you have to believe that in my heart, those two stinky boys can't compare to you, you are the most handsome one.

It seems like a bit of nonsense again, but I always think that I have said too little to be able to talk to you, so don't mind, dear, although I won't say anything to you personally now, you have to believe that I am willing to tell you everything I think, and I am more willing to listen to every word you say.

Love your wife

The next piece of paper is the basic situation of Live, looking at the image of the teenager who is still a little green, "At first glance, I know that he is a bad boy, wilted and wilted in his bones." Old Man Lu scolded as he spoke.

But there was no trace of disgust in that tone, but a smile.

But just such a thin piece of paper is really not enough, Old Man Lu wants to see this child with his own eyes, not to say compensation, just to see, it will not disturb his life, just look at it from a distance.

If he wants to, then come back, if he doesn't want to, then Old Man Lu won't force it, after all, he is old, he just wants to watch his children and grandchildren happy, and he is tired enough after struggling for so much of his life.

Maybe after coming back, you can find a place that Mrs. Lu thinks of and build a villa, although there is no way to hug each other, but Old Man Lu can remember her appearance.

When the day they meet again, Old Man Lu can describe to her what it is like to be big, and how much he misses her in those waiting days.

Old man Lu began to tidy up the messy room, as for the few letters in his hand that he found later, Old Man Lu didn't plan to put them away, he wanted to show them to the child, maybe he would forgive, his loving and somewhat paranoid mother, he also wanted to see the old man who raised the child, and say thank you to him in person. Still want to ......