"Every morning when I leave home and come to the hospital, I see a booklet in the center of my desk, which records the itinerary that Jenny has arranged for me."

"Whether I look at it or not." Jeff put down his hand, "Jenny will always appear in front of me on time before the next project starts, reminding me how long I have to go, what to do, how long to do it, I even suspect that she hasn't done her own work, and the light is watching me all day long." ”

"However, this must not be possible, and if so, the dean would have fired this Miss Jenny long ago." Live hugged his chest and looked at Jeff with some schadenfreude, it turned out that this English gentleman had such a painful thing, and he could consider being a little nicer to him in the future.

"Yes, she did everything perfectly, even better than some of the older nurses who had been working for more than a decade, and at that time, she had just graduated less than two years ago."

"Then Miss Jenny, it's really a very good existence, excellent appearance, good studies, excellent interpersonal communication, except for some overly strict living and rest conditions, it's not right, after getting used to this kind of life and rest, it is indeed a good way of life, so it seems that Miss Jenny, there is really no problem."

"So, dear Jeff, what happened to you two, did you create a little spark of love?" Live's two hands are facing the hook hook thumb.

"Dear Live, you're thinking great, but that's just an idea, it really happens in real life, it's a nightmare that you can't wake up from." Jeff couldn't help but mock Live's naivety, "If you were me, I'm afraid, I would have wanted to be perverted and kill people a long time ago." ”

"It's true, Vincent hasn't treated me well, I can't accept it, it's hard for you to endure this life for so long, of course, I'm glad that you're still a doctor, we can meet here, and make good friends and colleagues."

"What do you mean by that? If we hadn't met, maybe our hearts would never have been heavy. If you really miss it, I'm afraid your life will not be easy. I'm afraid to see you again, but I'm also longing to see you. Live recited a sentence from the transcript of the senior brother back then.

"This sentence is really suitable for Jenny and me." Jeff sighed with emotion, and then said, "We didn't have a small spark of love, and we almost became enemies." ”

"It's hard to believe if it's not, but it's a fact, and after less than three months of holding on, I couldn't help it anymore and I decided to have a showdown with Jenny." Remorse welled up in Jeff's eyes.

Live had a not-so-good conjecture, "You're not going to kill someone, are you?" ”

Jeff covered his forehead and shook his head, looking a little pained, but he didn't cry. "Nope."

"I didn't kill her, but I was late." Jeff crouched on the table, as if in pain.

Live was a little puzzled, "What does your showdown have to do with you being late?" ”

"I only had a night shift that day, no day shift, and as usual, while I was catching up on my sleep, Jenny called me and reminded me to have lunch, and that was the first time I was angry at Jenny head-on."

"I yelled loudly, I've been working night shifts these days, what I'm missing now is sleep, not the so-called lunch, I know my body better than you."

"As a doctor, I am more authoritative than you, I know how I take care of myself, I am not a child who has not yet taken care of myself, I have my own way of thinking, I have my own joy of life, please keep away from me, I will make everything clear to you tonight, so, within today, I don't want to hear any more calls from you."

"I won't pick up your phone again, all your numbers will be permanently blocked by me." Jeff calmly said what should have been hoarse.

Live can feel Jeff's pain back then, but he doesn't know what to say, and all the language seems to be a little inappropriate.

"Sure enough, until the night shift, I didn't receive any more calls from Jenny, and I slept beautifully, and I felt like I was alive again, and life without Jenny seemed too good, which made me firm in my determination to leave Jenny."

"But without Jenny's interruption, my life that night seemed to be disrupted, and by the time I remembered to look at my watch, I was already late for work, and I was ten minutes late for the time I had agreed with Jenny."

Live really didn't know what to say anymore.

"And when I arrived in a hurry, all I saw was the raging fire in the hospital, and I had a premonition in my heart that I didn't want to, and I even wanted to run into the fire despite the obstruction of others." Jeff closed his eyes and shook his head.

"But they knocked me out, and I didn't go into the fire. When I woke up again, the fire had been extinguished. Jeff burst into tears.

Live is a little afraid to ask, this kind of love seems to be enough to keep Jeff alone for the rest of his life.

"Jenny didn't leave the fire, the fire started when I found it late." Jeff pulled out a box from a drawer, and Jeff pushed the box to Live's hand.

"At 9:40 p.m., this time is forever fixed in my heart. In the 20 minutes before this, a naughty child ignited an oxygen tank, which exploded, and the entire hospital escaped under the orderly evacuation of Nurse Jenny, except for Nurse Jenny. ”

"No one was harmed. Except for Jenny. Jeff covered his face and began to cry bitterly, "Why is Jenny left?" Why stay where you were supposed to be? ”

Live doesn't know how to comfort Jeff, there is really nothing to comment on such a thing, except for the person concerned, probably everyone doesn't know what to say.

After Jeff finished crying, Live handed over a tissue, and Jeff took it, but only held it in his hand.

"Later, I went to the fire again, slowly clearing the rubble, I tried to find the clues left by Jenny, but there were ashes everywhere, and everything seemed to disappear in the fire."

"I found my original desk, an iron desk, which was not deformed, but I found a corner in it that was a different color."

"I pulled it out slowly, it was taken when Jenny and I first went to the orphanage to help the children with free clinics, and the children gathered around her, how happy she was smiling?"

"I continued to look where and found this itinerary under a large rock. That was her plan for tomorrow's trip, and it wasn't unexpectedly ruined. ”

"I don't want to think about where that booklet went, why there's only one piece of paper here."

"All I know is this, a trip without Jenny's signature, and I think she probably gave up on me too, right?"

Live wants to stop Jeff from continuing to tell, but he wants Jeff to vent it all, and it's hard to get all the thoughts that have been accumulated for so many years.

"Why didn't I arrive sooner? So Jenny will be evacuated with the main army, right? Maybe it will be a successful retreat, maybe there will be a newspaper documenting it, and we might be together with a few lovely children. ”

"We'll probably have a few cats as well, but Jenny likes the gentle Ragdoll the most. But it's too late, so why can't I endure more? With Jenny's phone, we might not be the same. ”

"Jeff, calm down, it's all in the past." Live hurriedly walks over to Jeff's side to stop Jeff from attempting to self-harm.

"Live, you know what? Later there was a suspicion that it was a deliberate murder, and I, as the person who was supposed to be there, was caught and questioned, and for three days and three nights of sleepless work, they tried to get me to admit that I had arranged the explosion and that I had given money to the child. ”

"Then I asked Jenny out, and because I knew Jenny's habits, I used the fire to kill the beautiful Jenny."

"They tried to get me to admit it, but I didn't, and I wanted to go to sleep, and they started asking me about how I spent that time."

"Then I was released, I came here with a few traces of Jenny, and I tried to restore everything Jenny arranged for me, and I was willing to live in a small bachelor apartment without a promotion for the rest of my life."

"But Jenny will not come back, only I remember her existence, I wait for a miracle day after day, but I also know that Jenny will never come back except for endless waiting."

"Jenny died in that fire, and I was the one who killed her." Live grabbed Jeff by the shoulders and forced him to look himself in the eye.

"Jeff, you did a good job, it was Jenny herself who gave up the chance to escape, it's not your fault, you did a good job, you are a good doctor, and everyone recognizes you."

"You are gentle and considerate, you are the most popular single doctor in the hospital, you are very capable, the dean has always wanted you to be his successor, you are doing well, there is nothing wrong with you."

"It's Jenny's own love that goes too far, you have done nothing wrong, and no one can invade your life without scruples."

"Jenny what she did was wrong from the beginning, she was oppressing you, and it is even possible that she did not die, just to avenge your refusal, so she disappeared."

"So, Jeff, you're not wrong, your patients still need you, we'll always be friends, you're a good doctor, you still have a long life, you have at least 20 years left, and you can still save a lot of people."

"So, promise me, live well, live with that so-called Jenny, find someone you like, and your life will go on."