Live looked at Jeff, his red eyes making this usually a little bad boy look a little like a big dog who was abandoned by his owner and couldn't be comforted.

"It's meaningless to live or not to live for a long time." Live leaned back in his chair with red eyes, "I just want to finish my obsession." ”

After so many years of pursuit, I have long forgotten my initial resentment, or when I received my brother's first letter, I was no longer attached to the truth.

The death of the master back then was too normal, if it was really poisoned, the master's complexion would not be so calm and normal. It's because I'm so stupid that I believe this kind of lie that can be broken at the first poke.

The master died at such a good time, so coincidentally, when the enemy of Mr. Yan and Mr. Qiu came to the door, he died.

Live has been paralyzing himself, not wanting to think about this seemingly ridiculous thing, and even deliberately ignoring his suspicions and questions about his senior brother at the beginning.

I kept telling myself that it was Senior Brother He Yan and Mr. Qiu who quarreled and had a conflict, so Senior Brother left, Senior Brother loved himself, but Senior Brother was busy later, so he broke off contact.

Jeff somewhat regretted the deal in this story, why did two people with the same sad past reveal each other's scars so thoroughly?

Jeff is a little unaccustomed to such a sad Live, in his impression, Live should be the one with a bad smile on his face, superb medical skills, but childlike nature, even patients joke about the existence.

It shouldn't be such a decadent youth who looks like he's going to die.

"Your story is over, then, do you still want to listen to me?" Jeff didn't change the focus of Live, "I have a story, you have a story, perhaps, we should find a place to drink, speaking of dawn." ”

Live stared at a pair of rabbit eyes, which made a big drop of cold sweat drip from Jeff's head.

Raised his hand and threw it as if to say goodbye, "Yes, yes, my fault, forgetting that my dear Live doesn't drink or smoke anymore." So do you need me to make you a cup of tea? At the end, Jeff involuntarily lowered his voice.

Live shook his head, "Say it, let me see what kind of magic is there in this planner of yours that makes you obsessed with it until now, you should be a famous doctor a long time ago, but you still have the name of an ordinary doctor." ”

This is a bit like a child's anger, but it is also the most realistic display of Live, Jeff hesitated for a moment, and lifted the glass cover.

Without the barrier of the glass cover, the planner looks a little yellow, and there seem to be some slight burn marks on the edges, just like when I first picked it up.

After all these years, it seems to have not changed, but Jeff knows that the person he was expecting will never return.

Gently moved the planner away, revealing the half-burned group photo below, and the rest of the people couldn't see the whole picture clearly, only the female nurse in the middle, smiling brightly and beautifully.

Jeff pulled out a pair of white gloves from the drawer, gently picked up the photo and handed it to Live.

Live felt solemn and stretched out his hands to take the few remaining group photos.

To be honest, Live didn't expect Jeff to have such a photo under his schedule. Looking at the gentle girl smiling in the photo, Live praised someone from the bottom of his heart for the first time.

"She's beautiful, she seems to be a very gentle girl." Solemnly handed the photo back to Jeff, who rubbed the photo a few times with his gloves, but did not put it back, but held it in the palm of his hand and looked at it carefully.

"This planner is her masterpiece, she's called Jenny, and she's a gentle, beautiful Jewish-American, as you might guess."

"I thought the Jews were a bunch of crazy people like Albert Einstein, or a bunch of profiteers who fell into the eye of money, but it turns out that Jews also have such a gentle existence. She really looks like an angel, though it's a little worse than my brother. ”

Live stretched out his finger and gestured, and Jeff showed a gentlemanly smile, "I think she will be happy to be able to make you who hate women to become an unmarried person, so sincerely complimentary." ”

Jeff put the picture back in its place, the planner covering the girl's beautiful face, and after hesitating, Jeff pressed the glass plate back.

"The black-and-white photographs show less than a tenth of her beauty, but they are the last evidence that she has left in the world." Jeff folded his hands on the schedule.

"That's an irreparable regret." Live did have a faint sadness in his heart, "At that time, it would be nice to have a color photograph." ”

"Black and white photos are also good, that sense of age, it's hard to replace." Jeff pushed the frame of his glasses, "Okay, let's not talk about cameras, that's the academic domain of photographers, we laymen, let's continue to tell stories." ”

"Listen to me." Live quieted down, now Live really wants to know Jeff's story, what kind of indelible regret is it that such a beautiful woman died so young, even if the story is bloody, he also admits it.

"Don't worry, there's no blood in this story." Jeff's smile seemed to have something else in it.

"She's a beautiful girl, with chestnut-colored curls that look like seaweed, wrapped tightly around the hearts of most of the men in the Holy Fernie Hospital."

"She has just graduated and has the best smile. Looking at that smile, it seems that all the dirty thoughts have become more unbearable, just sneaking a glance, it seems that they are blaspheming this too many beautiful people. ”

Jeff smiled a little helplessly, "Everybody thinks she's like that, and that's what I think when I'm not working, but when it comes to work." ”

Jeff spread his hands, "This beautiful person has become less beautiful." ”

"Oh?" Live raised an eyebrow, "To be able to make such an evaluation of an English gentleman like you, this Miss Jenny, what heinous things have you done?" ”

"Just like Vincent." Jeff gave a very simple example. Live's look was a little strange, "Vincent? Are you kidding？ (Are you kidding?) ）”

Jeff shook his head solemnly, "Live, you know, I'm not kidding. ”

"Then this beauty is indeed a little scary, at least I can't accept it." Live shuddered when he thought of his colleague who was so old-fashioned to the extreme.

"You know, Jews have lived mainly in Germany before, and as a result, most of the Jews fled because of the Nazi purges, and that's why these mixed-race Jews came into being. So Jenny has some German characteristics, which is not a good thing to be surprised about. ”

Jeff's explanation was solid, so Live accepted the unpleasant answer.

"Just like Vincent, Jenny's control of time is to the extreme, she can even plan to the minute, you know that in the hospital, nurses move around, meet and say hello all need time, so Vincent and Jenny can still plan the time every minute and second."

"It's a great skill, but." Jeff shook his head, "It's a nightmare for ordinary workers, especially for young doctors who don't have enough experience. 1”

"There was a time when I even refused to go to work and wanted to give up my career as a doctor, but out of love for medicine, I gave up this somewhat dangerous idea." Jeff looked a little painful, and it seemed that this Miss Jenny had really caused a lot of psychological damage to Jeff.

"Do unto others as you would have them do unto you, Jeff, your conscience doesn't hurt when you yourself have ever suffered such a thing, and you have used Vincent to scare me every time?" Live was a little gloating, and some even wanted to say that Miss Jenny did a beautiful job.

But thinking about the friendship with Jeff, Live still hid the words back in his stomach and listened to the story first.

Jeff glanced at Live angrily, "I say that every time, but please note that I was just a threat and didn't make the trip." ”

"You know, every day when I come to work, my desk is well organized, and it looks really scary to measure it with a ruler, I'm not a Virgo, I don't have those damn obsessive-compulsive disorders."

"This kind of thing is really scary for me." Jeff shook his head, "And that's not the scariest thing. ”

"Oh, what's that?" Live is a little dissatisfied with Jeff's appetite for speech mode, and honestly finishes it all, can't you?

"The scariest thing is that you will have a phone call every morning, telling you to wake up, wash, eat breakfast, tie a bow tie, and even match your clothes, and the time will invade your life without any difference, and rain or shine."

"Miss Jenny, I seem to like you." Live has the feeling that Jenny is pursuing Jeff, and speaking of which, Jeff is really good.

Silver-gray hair, silver-gray eyes, deep facial features, always with a charming gentlemanly smile, will not say any rude words, very considerate of your feelings, considerate everywhere, such a person, always very attractive, not to mention, Jeff's proud family background.

Live looked at Jeff with some envy, but Jeff couldn't cry or laugh, "I don't like it very much, it's to the point of being crazy, she has planned every detail of my life, if it's just like this, I can still refuse amicably." ”

"However, Jenny is a somewhat stubborn person, just like Vincent, it is difficult to be persuaded, such a strict person will not make mistakes easily, but when he makes mistakes, it is difficult for people to accept."

"I tried to get her to stop calling, but as a doctor, I couldn't change my number easily, and as a colleague, it wasn't too easy for Jenny to get my number."

"During that time, I really almost went crazy, my family's life was invaded, and my work was interfered with." Jeff covered his face in pain.