Chapter 211: Father's Love Is Like a Mountain
"But you're like this... It's so unfair to Xiao Yu... She should have the right to know, and she should be the one who should make the choice! Chen Jun's eyes became a little gloomy, and he sat back on the chair in a decadent manner
"And Xiao Yu is different from me, over the years, you have been secretly paying attention to Xiao Yu, so you should also know that I am not the only one who has changed over the years, Xiao Yu has also changed......
So if Xiao Yu knows the truth, he will never forgive himself..."
Looking at Chen Jun's decadent appearance, Zhou Haijun sighed softly, his eyes a little helpless...
"If I could, why wouldn't I want to reconcile? No one likes to be alone...
But... Once you get it, you have to experience the feeling of loss, and it is better to never get it in the first place...
I don't have long to live, just like the chief, but for the sake of your growth, I stayed and didn't go with him...
The reason why he did it was all for you, you see! Zhou Haijun gently pressed his hunched back with his left hand, closed his eyes in pain, and the whole person looked a little heroic and twilight.
"For our good, for our good... You didn't even think about whether we wanted to do it ourselves, and why did you promise me when you decided to split! Why grant my request!
Is it just to entrust Xiao Yu to me, and then you can leave alone? Yes!
You're all so self-righteous...
You can let go, you can go after your last hero,
And then leave the pain to us, and keep saying that it is good for us!
If it's really for our good, don't let us have regrets...
Because it's not just you who want to have a home, it's not just you, we're too! Chen Jun clenched his fists and shouted loudly, his eyes full of anger... At this moment, he regarded Zhou Haijun as his father, and vented the anger in his heart...
Bang dang!
Zhou Haijun was stunned, the teacup in his hand also fell to the ground unsteadily, the whole person trembled slightly, and the old eyes slowly became red, but he didn't say anything to refute it...
If he could, Zhou Haijun himself would not want to do this, who wants to die alone, there is no one around him who will commemorate, pray, and then the whole person will disappear into this world,
But he can't... Even if you think about it in your heart, you can't do it... If he really accepted it, his efforts for so many years before you would have been in vain...
"Please forgive me for being selfish... But it's the end, and I don't want all my years of hard work to be wasted...
I don't want to waste all the suffering and tiredness I have endured for so many years!
And you've come out, a little lacking, but you're good enough to stand on your own...
I don't have much time left, maybe four or five days left...
Chen Yixing's illness is the same as mine, but because of his excessive work, his body's overdraft broke out in advance...
I'm really running out of time... So forget it, it's just adding to the sadness... What's the point..."Zhou Haijun sat on the chair decadently, slowly bent down, and picked up the teacup...
Zhou Haijun knew better than anyone else that he wouldn't live long at all, and because of his soft heart, he told Chen Jun in the end...
In this way, after he leaves, at least Xiao Yu doesn't have to go around frantically looking for answers like Chen Jun...
He knew that he really didn't have much time left, and it was getting worse and worse by the day, and it was getting worse today...
Zhou Haijun didn't even know if he would really be able to survive four or five days...
"Four or five days... Hearing Zhou Haijun's answer, Chen Jun was stunned, as if he was stupid, and muttered softly...
Chen Jun raised his head and looked at Zhou Haijun's appearance seriously, the tired look on Zhou Haijun's face, the bloodshot eyes, the white hair represented that he was old, and his face was full of wrinkles carved by time...
Chen Jun felt a little abrupt, in his impression, Zhou Haijun was always so energetic and energetic...
But in the blink of an eye, when Chen Jun came to his senses, when he looked at it carefully, looking at the old face, it was not until this time that Chen Jun understood that they were all old...
"Is it because of the hard work of those three days that it has worsened? I'm sorry... It was my fault! Chen Jun then remembered that overwork would lead to the deterioration of his condition, but during the three days of his absence, Zhou Haijun could be said to be working day and night, with his life...
Even if Zhou Haijun knew that this would shorten his cautious time, but for this base, Zhou Haijun still did it! Because he has to protect this, guard this base...
"You don't have to blame yourself, you don't have to apologize... That's what I'm supposed to do, besides...
I can't live long, wouldn't it be great to exchange my life for a better future?
Xiao Yu...
Zhou Haijun was silent for a moment when he said these two words, closed his eyes full of vicissitudes, and the whole person seemed to be a few years older, and sighed softly.
"Please wait until I'm gone before I tell her this... I have also seen the changes that Xiao Yu has made over the years, although it may be sad, but it will not last long...
After all, after so many years...
I've long been used to coming to Xiao Yu, and I don't have a day...
If she forcibly breaks in at this time, she won't be used to it..."Zhou Haijun was very calm, and said these with a smile, which sounded distressing...
He has devoted almost all his life to this base, and has never enjoyed any blessings...
Even at the end of his life, even his relatives were not by his side, and he bore all the pain alone...
Chen Jun opened his mouth and wanted to say something, but looking at Zhou Haijun's appearance full of vicissitudes and Zhou Haijun's calm tone, he didn't say anything in the end.
Because Chen Jun didn't know how to persuade, because Chen Jun felt that if he did, Chen Jun didn't know how to change a determined father's love for his daughter.
Chen Jun also knows that this is a father's last love for his daughter...
It's just that this love is too deep, and it may overwhelm Xiao Yu...
At such a moment, Chen Jun suddenly understood why his father did this...
It's probably the same as Zhou Haijun, all these years of loneliness, and I have to endure my own mistakes...
All these years of pain have come by myself...
Chen Jun felt that he was a special bastard, and Chen Jun didn't know what kind of feelings his father had, he was angry and angry, but he couldn't hate it no matter what...
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