Chapter 210: Time Will Dilute Everything (Second Update)
Chen Jun also knows Xiao Yu's character, after so many years of getting along, in fact, Chen Jun also knows that Xiao Yu has always wanted to reconcile with Zhou Haijun, and in the years that followed, Xiao Yu will feel very regretful when he thinks of his childish behavior...
Afterward... Slowly, Xiao Yu also understood that it was her father for her good...
But whenever Xiao Yu wanted to reconcile, Zhou Haijun never gave her a good face at all, and always broke up unhappily in the end...
In the past, Chen Jun always thought that it was because Zhou Haijun was still angry with himself, but just now, Chen Jun could see that in fact, Zhou Haijun was also eager to reconcile with Xiao Yu, but he didn't know why it turned into such a years-long cold war...
"You don't understand... Maybe your father will know what I mean by doing this..."Zhou Haijun shook his head lightly at Chen Jun, signaling that he didn't have to ask...
Zhou Haijun's face is a little vicissitudes, the wrinkles at the corners of his eyes, you have covered your entire brow, and you look very late...
"My father?" Chen Jun frowned slightly, thought about the relationship between himself and Chen Yixing over the years, and suddenly found that his relationship with his father was very similar to the relationship between Xiao Yu and Zhou Haijun...
At this moment, Chen Jun seemed to feel something, as if he had grasped something, but he couldn't figure out why?
"Can you tell me? I really want to know the answer! As if there was only a little distance from his father's secret, the whole person became very anxious, held Zhou Haijun's hand, and looked at Zhou Haijun longingly...
"Hey... You... Really want to know? Looking at Chen Jun's appearance, Zhou Haijun seemed to see that after he died, Xiao Yu was desperately looking for answers, and his anxious appearance finally relented...
"I want to know! I wonder why he would do this... After he left, I cleaned his room and found an encrypted diary message in his room... From there I learned that my mother's death was an accident, not that he had killed her...
But why did he tell me that it was him, my mother abandoned me... I don't understand... What good is it for him that I can't forgive him? "Once the whole person became a little painful, but after Chen Yixing left, I understood the whole reason...
"Drink... That old guy deserves to be the chief... How did you separate your feelings in such a heartless way...
It's not a good idea, but it also bears more apathy... I'm not as good as him..."Zhou Haijun sighed slightly when he listened to Chen Jun's description of Chen Yixing's treatment of him...
"I ask you, how would you feel if I told you now that your father is dead?" Zhou Haijun picked up the teacup in his hand, took a sip gently, and quietly waited for Chen Jun's answer.
"I... I do not know... It should be sad..."Facing Zhou Haijun's question, Chen Jun hesitated at this moment, and then slowly began to be a little frightened, because he was not sure what kind of feeling he would have after his father's death, which made Chen Jun feel cold all over his body and feel indifferent...
"Then you can experience it yourself, Chen Yixing has already left an incurable disease when he went to the secret realm, coupled with his advanced age, so he is very sure that he will not be able to persist in the secret realm, in order not to become a drag on others...
He fits a syringe next to his heart, and once he loses consciousness, he injects a drug into his heart that stops his heartbeat...
So now it's almost sacrificed..."Zhou Haijun's eyes revealed a little sadness, looking at the distance outside the door, his eyes showed a few wisps of memory,
Zhou Haijun still clearly remembers what Chen Yixing said when he asked him...
"I'm gone, and I can't come back... So Chen Jun will ask you... At least until you leave, let him be able to take charge of himself and be the backbone of the entire base!
This is the last entrustment I leave to you, and it is also an order! We are all old, and this world is the world of their young people after all...
If I were still here, Chen Jun would never have grown up...
So old man, let me go first this time, this base still needs you... Just hold on a little longer..."
Zhou Haijun's eyes slowly became a little moist, and the cloudy old tears gathered in the eyeliner, closed his eyes slightly, and muttered softly in his heart
It's selfish... I want to die on the battlefield too!
When Chen Jun heard what Zhou Haijun said, he was struck by lightning, and the whole person trembled slightly...
Chen Jun could feel that the whole person was inexplicably a little sad, but he was not as sad as he imagined in his heart...
The whole person sat on the ground decadently, with self-blame, disbelief, and dazed eyes in his eyes...
"Why... I..."
"Child... Time will dilute everything... Do you understand?
Some things will get worse over time, but some things will fade away with time...
He once said that one day, I will walk away from him silently, without a sound, time will dilute everything, maybe in this way, he will not be too sad if I die...
"I see... So that's it! Hehe... Hahaha... Yes!!! Chen Jun's eyes were a little glazed, and the whole person suddenly realized, and then he laughed self-deprecatingly, and let out a miserable roar...
"I'm so stupid... Why didn't I find out..."Chen Jun stayed there and muttered to himself...
Zhou Haijun looked at Chen Jun's appearance, shook his head slightly, and sighed, he didn't bother Chen Jun, because he knew that what Chen Jun needed at this time was to be quiet, and continued to pick up the book and start looking at it...
When Chen Jun reacted, he raised his head, looked at Zhou Haijun with a clear gaze, and pointed at him with his finger, "So you also plan to fight like this, right?" ”
Zhou Haijun saw that Chen Jun seemed to have reacted, nodded slightly, and turned the page of the book in his hand again, "That's right..."
"But have you ever thought about it, how painful and self-blaming Xiao Yu will be after knowing the truth? You must know that Xiao Yu was full of self-blame for you, so she didn't dare to face you...
It's not the same as me... Do you really think that time is everything? ”
Chen Jun pointed at Zhou Haijun and said angrily, he hated the self-righteousness of these people... Do you really think that everything can be solved in this way?
"Ever thought about... But although this will make Xiao Yu painful, it will only be a short-term pain... After all these years, I thought, even if I die, you won't deal too much damage to her, right...
The long pain is better than the short pain, and I can't last long, the future base will depend on you, after all, people will die sooner or later...
And my time is running out, and I don't want to end up with all the hard work I've put all my years in vain...
As for whether you can succeed, just look at your own appearance..."Zhou Haijun said such amazing words with a calm face, but it also made Chen Jun smile bitterly...
Yes, judging by the results, my father succeeded... Take a hundred plating to read the latest chapter of "The Road to Survival in the Spirit Cage", the first time to read it for free.