CHAPTER XXVI
Su Qing followed Gu's mother on the plane to Italy on the third day. They have been playing in Italy for more than half a month, and when they come back, Su Qing is about to start school.
After Gu's mother came home, she began to help her pack the things she needed to go to school, and she went to school again within a few days.
She will be a sophomore in school this time, and she feels that time in college has passed faster than in high school, and before she knows it, a year has passed.
After her sophomore year, she quit the dance club and devoted herself to her studies, where she was trying to catch up.
She is still in touch with Sumire, but she has a lot more time to talk about studying, most of the time they discuss together, Sumire respects her very much, always patiently listens to her analysis of each question, and then gives her a little advice.
Her roommates all said that she was crazy, she was only a sophomore and she worked so hard every day, it was almost the same as the college entrance examination, and the whole college was not fun, but she just laughed it off, she didn't mention it to anyone, she planned to take the graduate school entrance examination in her junior year.
Because once in a while, she heard the conversation between Jin Qing and Gu Suche.
Gu Suche asked him, "Didn't you already decide to go abroad in your junior year?" ”
Jin Qing took a deep breath, "Don't go out for the time being, wait for Su Qing first." ”
Gu Suche looked at him with a frown, "Is it worth it, isn't this the plan you set for yourself when you were in high school?" ”
"It's worth it."
"And what are you going to do now?"
He lowered his head slightly, "Let's be admitted to the graduate school of this school first, and then I will take the exam in my junior year." ”
Su Qing wanted to rush over and tell him to leave her alone, just do what she wanted.
But she held back, he made her a part of his life, then she should also work harder, worthy of what he had done for her.
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Qiong Yu also felt that Su Qing had changed a lot, when she called her many times, she refused to answer, and after a while, Su Qing sent her a text message: I'm in the library, I'll call you later.
She wanted to take her out for a trip but Su Qing refused, saying that she would talk about it after a while, I really don't know what she is doing, she can be so busy. She had to go to Jona again.
During this year, her relationship with Jona grew by leaps and bounds, and Jona almost became her other best friend.
One night, Su Qing finally called her, and when they chatted, they inadvertently mentioned Jiang Jinqing, she thought that they had been together for a long time, but who knew that Su Qing actually said to her: "Not yet, it shouldn't be together for the time being." ”
Su Qing's words really refreshed her knowledge, "Don't you like each other?" Why not together? Don't get kidnapped by someone else! ”
Su Qing smiled, "If I run away, I will run away, it's a big deal that I will sleep alone and sleep alone." ”
"You like him so much?"
Su Qing's eyes were a little sour, and she rubbed her eyes vigorously, "I like it so much." ”
Qiong Yu didn't speak for a long time.
Su Qing continued: "I didn't find it before, I feel that I am not bad alone, I like someone appropriately at an appropriate age, it is not too deep, it is not too shallow, just a person who can barely accompany me for a lifetime." She paused, Qiongyu didn't make a sound, just waited for her quietly, I don't know how long later, Su Qing's voice rang on the phone again, "But now I find that I like someone, a little more than "deep", I fell in love with him deeply, involuntarily, he walked into the depths of my heart without my control at all, I didn't want to kick him out, and I couldn't kick him out. Qiongyu, I like him so much. Speaking of this, Su Qing's voice was a little choked.
Qiong Yu laughed, "If you like it, you can like it, doesn't he like you too." ”
"It was, it is............ Perhaps. ”
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In the summer vacation of her sophomore year, Sumire Qing didn't ask Su Qing to go out for a run, but reminded her at the beginning of the holiday: remember to exercise on time every morning.
She knew that he was going to take the graduate school entrance examination in the semester of his junior year, and he was bound to be a little busy this holiday, but he didn't tell her about going to graduate school, so she didn't ask, and she didn't tell him that he was going to be admitted to graduate school. This became the only secret between them.
She's been trying to find a chance to tell him about it, but she hasn't been able to find a chance, so let's do it first.
She spent the whole summer in the library near her home, and she didn't go to the city library much because it was far away and she had to take several bus stops at a time, which was not very convenient. She also forgot about the painting in the book that had been inadvertently tucked into the library.
All she thinks about every day is her graduate school entrance exam questions and spoken English. After arriving home, the contact with Sumire Qing became less, and she practiced a set of rules for practicing questions, and almost didn't ask him questions much, she knew that he was busy, very busy and busy, much busier than her. So she didn't want to bother him, so she rarely contacted him.
Sumire Qing is really busy during this time, he has to be busy with completing his credits, thinking about grade points, sorting out his own information, passing on the information, and then contacting the tutor he wants to find, spending every day on various phone calls.
Towards the end of the summer vacation, she received an invitation from Qiongyu to attend a party initiated by her, which was roughly a gathering of some friends who knew her better.
She thought about it, she didn't have anything to do during this time, that is, brushing up on the questions, and she should be free that day, so she agreed.
But who knew that at noon on the day of the party, grandma suddenly shouted that she was dizzy and uncomfortable, and the family was very anxious, so she sent her grandmother to the hospital.
When I arrived at the hospital, I first gave my grandmother a check-up, and the doctor said that there was nothing wrong, but I had a cold, and I prescribed some medicine to take it, and then stayed in the hospital for a few days for observation, and the family was relieved. went to the hospital again, and when she settled down, it was already more than eight o'clock in the evening, Su Qing said hello to her parents and hurriedly took a taxi to the place where Qiongyu told her.
At this time, they had already eaten, and now they went to a nearby KTV to sing, Su Qing dragged her tired body to find the KTV according to the location Qiongyu said, and under the guidance of the staff, she passed through many rooms with all kinds of music, and finally arrived at the private room they booked.
After arriving at the door, she thanked the staff and was about to open the door and go in, when she suddenly heard a commotion from inside, she was stunned, and then smiled, what's the matter, what are they doing?
She gently pushed the door open and entered, but froze for a moment when she saw what she saw, and she saw Jona's arms around Sumire's neck, her toes on tiptoe, and her lips pressed gently against his. I haven't seen him for a long time, he got a haircut, his hair has become much shorter, and he is wearing a loose casual suit, which looks very refreshing. Stand with Jona,............... It's a good match.
Her grip on the doorknob slowly tightened, and finally let go again. The sounds around her continued, and she silently closed the door and sat down in a corner, the darkness hiding her.
She sat on the couch in the corner, her head bowed deeply, she tried not to look at what was happening over there, she just kept her head down, her eyes wide open, and she didn't know where she was looking. Gradually, the coaxing sound was gone, and the song began to sing again.
She clenched her hands desperately, then parted, and then clenched again, I don't know how many times.
Now her heart is like being pricked countless times by countless needles, densely painful. She had never been so disgusted with herself as she was now. Why did she keep running away? Why did she always think she was worth his wait? Why is she so self-indulgent? ............
It didn't take long for her hand to slowly stop moving, and she felt the pain coming from her hand and heart, and held back her tears.
It turns out that Sumire Qing is here today! It turns out that the cold boy that Jona likes that Qiongyu told her before is Sumire Qing! It turns out that in this summer vacation, Sumire Qing is not only busy with the graduate school entrance examination, but also in love!
She gently rubbed her sour nose.
Maybe they are the most suitable, Jona has such a cheerful personality, and Sumire Qing is not so tired when she is with Sumire, she doesn't have to wake her up every morning to run, and she doesn't have to communicate with her so much.
She felt the vibration in her bag, took out her phone from her bag, and saw that it was Qiongyu's phone, she pressed the answer button, "Hey? Qiongyu. ”
Qiongyu amplified her voice, "Where are you?" Coming soon? ”
Su Qing looked at Qiongyu sitting on the sofa not far away, who was talking loudly with her mobile phone, and she said to her, "I've arrived." ”
Qiong Yu frowned, and her voice suddenly became a little empty, "Arrived?" When did it arrive? Why didn't you tell me? ”
"As soon as I arrived, you looked to the left front, and I sat here."
Qiongyu looked up, saw her, hung up the phone, walked over to her, and sat down beside her.
Su Qing wanted to smile at her, but found that she couldn't laugh, so she had to give up.
Qiongyu took her arm, "When did you come, why don't you sit with me?" ”
Su Qing patted the back of her hand, "I saw that there were a lot of people in you, so I sat here." ”
Qiong Yu looked at her suspiciously, "Really just came?" ”
Su Qing's nose began to sour again, she lowered her head, not wanting her to see her like this, "I really just arrived." ”
Qiongyu seemed relieved, "That's good." Then he wanted to pull her over there to sit, "Let's go, go sit over there, your Jiang Jinqing is also there!" ”
Hearing Sumire Qing's name, Su Qing withdrew the hand in her hand, "No, I'll just sit here." ”
"Why?"
Su Qing pursed her lips, "The lights are dim here, I like it here." ”
Qiong Yu couldn't resist her, so she had to go there first.
Su Qing was still sitting there alone, and although her mind was very chaotic now, she had also sorted out some things.
Her efforts in the past two years don't seem to be so important, she doesn't have to worry about the entrance examination in her junior year, and she can enjoy college life alone. Finally, she became a person again, a person who could be happy to the extreme, and a person who was desperate to the extreme.