First, 01 Life is like a play and a dream
Of course Shi Bowen can, he is too capable. After three years of high school and three years of college, he never stopped thinking and paying attention to Shen Jia, so that Shi Bowen accumulated how many things he wanted to say to Shen Jia and what he wanted to do for Shen Jia, I am afraid that there are countless things.
It is no exaggeration to say that any fragment of these thoughts and concerns can move the world, Shen Jia, and Shi Bowen himself.
But still waters are deep, and this is a true truth. Shi Bowen hid his deep love for Shen Jia in the depths of his heart, which was never known to others.
Now when Shi Bowen understood what Xu Xinping said about the whole thing, he asked him to contact Shen Jia more and comfort Shen Jia more, and he clearly expressed his hope that he could pursue Shen Jia again.
But Shi Bowen refused. Because he refused to take advantage of Shen Jia's situation to seize this cheap courtship opportunity. That would lose his Shi Bowen's demeanor, and also lose his Shi Bowen's personality. It will stimulate Shen Jia even more.
Therefore, Shi Bowen collected all kinds of information that he thought would be helpful to Shen Jia for Shen Jia as usual, and sent the saved information to Shen Jia from time to time, but in the information sent to Shen Jia later, he no longer had a few words to entrain. Shen Jia no longer replied with the word thank you.
In Shen Jia's world, without love, only knowledge remains.
Shen Jia was surprised to find that she could live well without love, and thought that having to leave Xu Xinping would definitely make her sad for a while, but who knows, she was only sad for a while, and she passed the stage of breaking up with Xu Xinping in advance without knowing the difficulty.
After a few days, Shen Jia could even reminisce about their past affairs as a kind of fun, of course, this could not ignite the slightest enthusiasm of Shen Jia.
Shen Jia is proud of her youth. She feels that really picking up the things that are difficult to pick up lightly, and really putting down the things that are difficult to put down as lightly as if they were serious, this is her young capital. At the same time, she believes that it may be far more cost-effective to devote one's young energy to more valuable and reliable study and research than to devote oneself to love.
This made her mentality unusually plain, so quiet that it couldn't be quieter anymore.
Xia Xiaoyu was the first to find out about the fact that she and Xu Xinping had cut off contact.
"Sister Shen Jia, it's been a long time since I've seen you and your brother-in-law talking on the phone, what's wrong? Are you having a mess? ”
Shen Jia smiled faintly, "No, there won't be one in the future." We broke up. ”
Xia Xiaoyu's mouth opened wide. "You... Can the White Lady and Xu Xian break up? Could it be that there is also a law sea between you? ”
"Fahai?" Shen Jia was shocked, and couldn't help but secretly ponder the key reason why he and Xu Xinping broke up, isn't there a Fahai. That Fahai is the little guy in Yuan Li's belly. Shen Jia thought of this, and smiled bitterly in her heart,
"Maybe, maybe Fahai was reincarnated."
"Fahai reincarnated? Are you saying that Fahai was reincarnated in our world to ruin your marriage with your brother-in-law? Sister, what the hell is going on, can you tell me? Xia Xiaoyu asked Shen Jia with concern. You haven't suffered any grievances, have you? ”
"It seems that God is in charge of everything, and it is not up to anyone at all. The real body of the sister in the previous life, the white lady, can't fight the old Fahai, and in this life, the sister can't even fight the unborn little Fahai. Shen Jia has now completely figured out that the reason why he and Xu Xinping have the current ending, the root of everything, is really that little Fahai. Therefore, she was even more relieved.
Shen Jia's relief is by no means that he doesn't care about fighting but can't fight Xiao Fahai, because the so-called fighting is, in the final analysis, the internal struggle in his heart. Assuming that Shen Jia doesn't care about Xiao Fahai's life and future, is there anything else that can be fought? It's just that the appearance of Xiao Fahai naturally provoked infighting in Shen Jia's heart, so that Shen Jia had to make a painful choice of giving up.
Of course, if Shen Jia only has her own love in her heart, then there is nothing to choose.
Therefore, Shen Jia's relief is that she is self-conscious, self-liberated, and self-sublimated.
Thinking of the role played by the little life in Yuan Li's belly that separated her from Xu Xinping, Shen Jia couldn't help but smile bitterly, "The mana of this little Fahai seems to be much higher than that of Lao Hai." This has not yet been born, and such a great thing has been done in the middle of nothing. This is going to be born, and that's going to happen. Shen Jia thought, when Yuan Li gave birth, he must see what kind of sacredness this little Fahai is.
didn't wait for Xiao Fahai to be born, Xiao Fahai's biological father Xu Xinping returned to Qingdao Normal University after his exchange and study at Peking University and appeared in front of Shen Jia.
How familiar that face used to be, but when this face appeared in front of Shen Jia again, Shen Jia felt extremely unfamiliar.
Shen Jia only made a gesture to stop Xu Xinping's mouth that he wanted to open. Only one turn avoided Xu Xinping's guilty apology, and in the blink of an eye, Shen Jia had disappeared from Xu Xinping's vision.
Shen Jia thought to herself, when will it be your turn to comfort me? You might as well comfort yourself.
Jia and he became passers-by. No, more passers-by than passers-by. Acquaintances nodded and said hello when they met, but he and Shen Jia couldn't even do this. Shen Jia completely treated him as air. This made Xu Xinping feel unspeakably uncomfortable. In the past, life and death were together, you have me, I have you, and you are a lover who is as deep as the sea, can it be broken in two like this?
Draw the knife and cut off the water, but the water is more flowing, don't you Shen Jia use a fairy knife?
Xu Xinping's inner torture, Shen Jia knew in her heart that she didn't want Xu Xinping to communicate with her face-to-face, not that she didn't want Xu Xinping to be released and liberated in the face-to-face communication with her, just because Shen Jia, who had calmed down all the ordinary feelings in her heart, knew that the spark of a spark could start a prairie fire, she didn't want to set the fire of that ordinary man Xu Xinping on fire, and she didn't want to trap herself in the fire again. She had to find a completely stable environment and timing to give Xu Xinping such an opportunity.
This opportunity came soon, and it was not subject to Shen Jia's will.
The cause of the incident is simple and old-fashioned, but it is also very realistic and logical. It can also be said that it is inevitable.
Yu Qiang, who recognized Shen Jia as his sister, learned that the reason why Shen Jia and Xu Xinping broke up was because of Xu Xinping's split, so he was angry. Lao Tzu didn't catch up, Lao Tzu was reluctant to part with your good marriage and had to give up the fairy-like sister, you kid actually dared to be ungrateful and find a new love behind it. That's not fucking looking for death, what is that? Do you still want to be a eunuch?
Xu Xinping was unconsciously "invited" by Yuqiang to the Yufeng Hotel. Shen Jia was then taken to Yuqiang's office by He Lina.
"Brother Yu, what are you doing here?" As soon as Shen Jia saw Yu Qiang, he said a little angrily.
"I knew that infatuated women were negative men. Sister, you miss the old love, you are soft-hearted, and my brother is not a person who dares to expect my sister-in-law. Xu Xinping, I don't talk nonsense with you, you just tell me one word, are you still going to talk to my sister? ”
Looking at Yu Qiang, who acted according to the routine of the rivers and lakes, Shen Jia sat down angrily and she smiled,
"Brother Yu, wait first, it's not what you think in your heart. Sister Nana, today is also an opportunity, so I will open up some words to make it clear. ”
Shen Jia first briefly explained the reason why she and Xu Xinping broke up. Then he said to Xu Xinping: "Xinping, I know that you have always felt sorry for me in your heart, have always wanted to comfort me, and have always wanted me to vent your emotions to you, but I really have no emotions in my heart, of course, when I heard such news just now, I felt very uncomfortable." But now it has passed.
We all have to face the things we need to face. I want to concentrate on studying for the postgraduate entrance examination, in addition to the postgraduate entrance examination, you also have to face the ..... of Yuan Li and you, in front of me Shen Jia, there is only the future, there is no past. Brother Yu, Sister Nana, and you Xu Xinping, my Shen Jia's heart, it is not your turn to care for you! After Shen Jia was stunned by a few people, he added to Yu Qiang, "I'm sorry, Brother Yu, it won't hurt your self-esteem, right?" ”
"I can't hurt it, this is my Yuqiang's sister!" Yu Qiang sincerely likes Shen Jia's strong heart.
"In front of my Shen Jia, there is only the future, not the past!" Shen Jia's words echoed in Xu Xinping's ears for a long time. Infected by Shen Jia, Xu Xinping also began to live and study with the mentality of only the future and no past.
He began to study with all his might, and also began to care for Yuan Li from the bottom of his heart. This made Yuan Li, who was worried that she would dry herself aside when she returned to Qingcheng, and felt extremely flattered.
Xu Xinping also went to Beijing to visit Yuan Li every other week, and Yuan Li would always drive to pick up Xu Xinping with a belly that was already a little pregnant. Yuan Li, who got Xu Xinping's favor much faster than expected, happily introduced Xu Xinping to the little baby in her belly when she saw Xu Xinping, "Son, your father has come to see us,..."
What moved Yuan Li even more was that Xu Xinping received a marriage certificate with Yuan Li as soon as possible according to the birthday of his ID card.
Xu Xinping's approach also made Yuan Lairu and his wife more recognized this flying son-in-law.
The little life in Yuan Li's belly finally came to the world under the escort of the gods of all parties. He may really be the reincarnation of Fahai, not only dismantling the White Lady and Xu Xian as soon as he was born, but also shocking many big monsters as soon as he was born. For example, Yuan Li's grandmother, the thousand-year-old demon who has been busy with the birth of his little life from the beginning, is full of awe for his little life. His mother, the little demon girl who was full of magic a few months ago, was even more subdued by him, just like a good woman who had converted to Buddhism. With the birth of this little life, Xu Xinping has completely become the head of the family.
The birth of the little life also made Yin Rou recognize the grandson of the reincarnation of the immortal and the grandson's mother Yuan Li at once, and she also treated Yuan Li like a mother and daughter like Shen Jia.
Shen Jia also came to congratulate with the idea of taking a look at Xiao Fahai, and after seeing this little life, she also inspired the magical power that she had never had in her heart. It made her more aware of the true meaning of life.