"Huh?"

I turned my head to look at my brother, and it turned out that half an hour had passed.

When the senior brother saw me turn his head to look at him, he asked me very dissatisfiedly, "Have you figured it out?" This is not to protect adults or children, do you think about it for a long time? ”

Hearing my brother's words, I smiled awkwardly at him: "I'm sorry, senior brother, I thought it clear." ”

"Oh?" When the senior brother heard my answer, he raised his eyebrows at me: "Tell me about it." ”

"Okay." I nodded at my senior brother and stretched out a finger to him: "It's a lie to say that I don't regret it, I do regret it, but it's not because of my four pillars, but because of some other things." ”

"Some other things?" Senior Brother looked at me meaningfully: "Go on." ”

"Actually, I have complained about Master before, and I have also complained about the injustice and darkness of this society, but that was only before."

I laughed at myself at my brother: "After going through so many things, I found that impulsiveness and complaining can't solve the problem, although Master made me bear the fate of loneliness, but if it weren't for Master, I guess I wouldn't be alive now." ”

"And yes." I picked up my brother's cigarette case from the ground, took one and put it in my mouth but didn't light it: "I have seen too much injustice in the past few years, and there is still a human heart. I've met ghosts who help other beasts hurt people in order to make myself better; I've met guys who pushed their little brother out for zombies to eat in order to keep themselves alive; I've also met people who pretend to be good relatives in order to have a positive image in front of media reporters. ”

The senior brother didn't speak, but nodded slightly at me, it seems that he has also seen a lot of darkness and people's hearts.

"But!" My tone changed suddenly: "Those people are hateful, but let me put myself in my shoes, if it were me, I might do the same thing as them." ”

"Some people have to move their graves despite the dissuasion of others, because they hope to have a child so that they can inherit their incense;

"Some ghosts are waiting hard at school for a promise they made back then, and that's because she can't forget the promise he gave back then;"

"Some people drive their apprentices away because of the word responsibility, and that's because he doesn't want his apprentices to die with him;"

"Some people are desperate to fight evil spirits for their children, and that's because she doesn't want her children to be harmed in any way;"

"Some ghosts are obviously dead, but they are still unwilling to go down and reincarnate, even if they know that they will suffer from the sea of swords and fires in the future, they resolutely stay by their other half's side, that is because she has love."

I took out a lighter and gently lit the cigarette on my mouth: "It's like our Taiji diagram, there is black and white, black and white blend, those who seem to be guilty of great crimes, maybe they also have that conscience in his heart, just like the relationship between a cat and a mouse, if there is no mouse, then what's the point of taking a cat?" ”

I pointed to my eyes at my brother: "In the past, I only saw the darkness and injustice of this society, so I had a very painful life every day. ”

"But it's different now." I took a deep puff of cigarette at my brother: "Now I can see children helping the elderly cross the road every day, and I will give a dollar or two to a beggar on the road, regardless of whether he is true or not, even if he is fake?" At least I was telling me in my heart that I had done the right thing. ”

"I used to see black and white with my eyes, but now I can see other colors." I looked up at the sky and said to myself: "I know how wonderful this world is, to borrow a famous saying, there is only true love in the world." ”

"Well said." Senior brother applauded me softly: "But what you said, does it have anything to do with my question?" ”

"Why not?" I asked my brother rhetorically: "I regretted it before, because I was immature, I wanted everything to be done perfectly, I wanted every day to live as I imagined, but I don't think so now, if life is really smooth sailing, then what is the meaning of life?" ”

"I've been honing since I was born, and my friend told me that just like when you eat a peach, after eating a peach, no matter how much you regret it, the peach won't grow flesh, all you can do is throw away the peach pit and go find another peach."

"So what?" My brother looked at me with a frown.

I reached out and pressed the cigarette butt on the ground to extinguish it, looked up and told my senior brother word by word: "So I don't regret it, it is my choice to be Duangong, no matter what happens in the future, I am still a Duangong." ”

After listening to my words, Senior Brother fell silent for a long time, and then Senior Brother looked up at me for a long time: "Where did I know about your past in Ji Chao, today I was going to test you, if you really complain about the sky, you are likely to become a powerful demon Dao of the heavens." ”

Speaking of this, the senior brother paused: "If that's the case, instead of you suffering in the future, I might as well exploit your duan status now." ”

"Exploiting my duan identity?" I was puzzled and asked my senior brother, "Didn't you just expel me from the sect?" ”

"That's different." Senior brother said to me seriously: "That's just my verbal expulsion, you have been doing things for others as Duangong for the past few years, if I really want to exploit your Duangong identity, then I will write a song on the Tiancao, down to the underworld, and revoke your records above and below, then you will not be able to write talismans in the future, and the array will cross." ”

Senior brother reached out and rubbed my hair: "But you kid is very satisfying to me, from what you said earlier, I can see that you may really be growing, and it is very important that you don't blame others for everything." ”

Saying that, the senior brother lowered his head gloomily, as if he was telling me, and as if he was speaking to himself: "It's not terrible to do something wrong, but it's terrible to do something wrong, and I don't dare to admit it." ”

"That's right, senior brother!" I looked up at my brother and asked, "You haven't told me about the tattoo on your back and your previous story." ”

Senior brother waved his hand at me: "I will tell you when I have a chance in the future, and now I will ask you another question." ”

I looked at my brother's eyes, and the questions in my stomach pressed down on myself, what kind of eyes did my brother have! Senior brother's eyes looked so desperate, and there was a bit of remorse in them.

I nodded silently at my brother.

Senior brother stared at me deadly, stretched out his hand and pointed at Su Xiaoyue on the side: "If she knew everything that happened before, and also knew that you and that little fox had a misunderstanding, would you still be with her?" ”

Senior brother's words stopped me, I turned my head to look at Su Xiaoyue who was sleeping on the ground, and all kinds of feelings surged in my heart, and I turned my head to my senior brother and said, "I think, I won't." ”

"Why?" Senior Brother's face suddenly became very hideous: "Just because she misunderstood you?" ”

Not to be outdone, I looked at my senior brother: "It's not because of this, Su Xiaoyue and I are two lines, my line is full of dangers, if I get closer to her again with this line, I am afraid that one day I will cause her accident because of me, I don't want this to happen, so the best choice is to never connect the two lines again." ”

As I spoke, I silently read out the words Yang Jian said: "Life is like carrying people across a river, after the river is crossed, people have to let go, you can't keep it, you can't keep it." ”

"That." When the senior brother heard my explanation, his face softened a lot: "Then let me ask you another question, if she encounters trouble in the future and finds you, will you still be desperate to help her like now?" ”

I looked at Senior Brother strangely, I really don't know why he has so many questions tonight, and they are all about Su Xiaoyue.

"I think." I reached out and clasped my hair: "I don't think I will disturb her life in the future, but if she finds me in trouble, I will still help her." It's not because she's good-looking, it's because I feel sorry for her. ”

"Hmph." Senior brother snorted at me: "You kid! Talk one after another! ”

"I hope you can do what you say now in the future." Senior brother looked at me deeply: "Don't do things that you regret. ”

"Got it." I don't know why, I suddenly became impatient, answered my brother, reached out and grabbed the cigarette case on the ground and started smoking again.

"Do you want to know why I'm asking you so many questions tonight?" Seeing my depressed face, my brother reached out and patted me and asked.

"Why?" I rolled my eyes and glanced at my brother: "Is it because you are a gossip person?" Or do you have the appearance of a cold-faced killer, but you have the heart of a street aunt? ”

"What kind of mess?" Senior Brother frowned at me, because of my words, Senior Brother, whose expression had softened down, entered killer mode again.

Senior Brother slowly stood up, glared at me, and shouted to Su Xiaoyue, who was sleeping on the side, "I think you heard what he said?" You should know by now how much my stupid brother cares about you? ”

I saw my senior brother saying this inexplicably to Su Xiaoyue, and I looked at him curiously and asked, "What are you doing?" She's unconscious and can't hear what you're saying. ”

"Nope." Senior brother sneered at me: "When you covered her with clothes earlier, I saw her hand for a while, and it seemed that she was about to resist, but in the end she gave up, so I asked you so many things." ”

"When I ask this, I don't just want you to figure it out for yourself, but I also make her understand." Saying that, the senior brother turned his head and grinned at Su Xiaoyue: "Am I right?" ”

I also want to refute my brother's point of view, who said that manual work must be to wake up? Maybe it's a cramp?

"Yang Jian."

Just as I was about to open my mouth to refute my senior brother, Su Xiaoyue's voice suddenly came from my side.

My eyes widened suddenly, and I turned my head sharply to see Su Xiaoyue sitting on the ground looking at me.

"I'm sorry." Su Xiaoyue lowered her head and rubbed her clothes: "I didn't expect that I had been misunderstanding you all along. ”

Damn it!

I hugged my head in pain, feeling my face burning.

How could these words be heard by her?

"Alright, the late-night emotional counseling channel is over." The senior brother stood up abruptly and said to me very seriously, "It's the Midnight Horror Story Channel. ”