Chapter 137: Regret? (b)
"Damn, why did Senior Brother ask me this question!"
I shook my head in annoyance, I didn't think about it all the time, not because I didn't have time, but because I didn't dare to think about it.
Since I became Duangong, I have not been like in other people's stories, when I encounter it, every time I will appear at the most critical moment, easily scatter the ghosts and ghosts on the opposite side with a few clicks, and then hide my belly of merit and fame, and tell others with a wave of my hand: "I am just a Duangong." β
These things may appear in other people's bodies, and they may appear in other stories, but I don't have the capital to pretend to be forced, or I don't have the opportunity to pretend at all, I'm not the kind of person who smiles and hides his merit and fame, and I can't do that.
Think about it carefully, what have you done since you became Duangong?
When I was in school, I didn't have the ability, and I watched that pine being eaten by a female ghost; When I got out of school, I thought I was home, and I wanted to pretend. Forced, who knew that he was chased by the jumping corpse all over the mountain, and finally escaped by himself, but the chicken family of three went to suffer an unwarranted disaster.
Although Xiaoji has never said anything, I have always had a strong sense of guilt for Xiaoji and Su Xiaoyue in my heart, one is my sorry brother, and the other is the woman I am sorry for.
The most hateful thing is that not only did he kill the chick family of three, but he also caused the master and the jumping corpse to die together, and what is even more hateful is that this thief God, not only did he not help the master do anything, but after the master passed away, it also sent down thunder from the sky, and the master split the flesh and blood of the master.
Losing the protection of the master, I thought that I would not get involved in these things again, and every time I do things, I am very careful, as time grows, I can use more and more six thunder tricks, I just thought that I could protect myself, who knew that I met the little nine-tails again.
Who knows that I didn't even protect this little fox, in this and that lake, because of my own incompetence, the little nine-tails were seriously injured by the hooked snake, if it wasn't for Old Man Sun to appear in time, I estimate that I would have killed another life.
The rest of my life was even more outrageous, as a dun duan, I actually produced another soul in my body, or another violent demon.
Think about it carefully, when I first faced Linghu and the red-eyed pig demon, I began to be unable to control myself, like a madman, and because of this, my eyes are now blood-red, just like the ignorant girl in junior high school with colored pupils.
The second time I faced the huge hooked snake, because of my own negligence, I was caught by the Nalu River, and I saw with my own eyes that the little nine-tails were injured because I was worried about myself, and I lost control again.
Yes, I think it's perfect to describe myself at that time, I was like a clockwork robot, there were a few things every day, but sometimes the machine would break down, and I felt like I was like the machine that was out of control.
Since then, that guy Yang Jian has started to wake up, right?
It was with me that I met Mo Shuang and them, and I fought with the girl in the wedding dress at the old sister's school, and I got to know another self in my body for the first time.
As a result, this is out of control, and it has only been a long time, and my own six senses have lost three things.
I feel like I'm just a broom star, and wherever I go, there will be tragedy.
I just met Shi Xing, I was kind enough to ask him to go to the grave with me, but I didn't expect that moving the grave would cause so many things, and later it led to the tragic death of the master of Shi Ye and his godmother.
Although we finally subdued the corpse king, but the price we paid was too great, the three brothers of the Wang family, in the end, only the second child was left, and the little yellow hair, I don't know what his parents will think, the most helpless and painful thing in the world, isn't it that the white-haired person sends the black-haired person?
It took us several lives to subdue the Corpse King, and if I had a choice, I don't think I would have gone there, and if I hadn't come, maybe those people wouldn't have died tragically.
It is said that a motherless child is like a grass, I'm a stinky boy who hasn't had a mother's pain since I was a child, and finally someone is willing to hurt me, who knows that I will go back and leave immediately.
Is it true that whoever is good to me will suffer? Master is like this, Little Nine-Tails is like this, and so is He, no one who cares about me and loves me can stay with me in the end.
Speaking of that little fox, if it weren't for her, I wouldn't be separated from Su Xiaoyue, and now I have become a person from two worlds, I don't know her suffering, she doesn't know my tiredness.
The two people are like two lines intersecting together, and after a brief contact, the next thing is to separate farther and farther apart, until the two lines are so far away that they can't see each other, and they meet the other line of their own.
I just don't know, at that time, will they remember their former other half?
"It's going to be mommy again."
Just when I was reminiscing about the past, Yang Jian, this kid appeared in front of me, he was grabbing a peach and eating it in a big gulp, seeing me turn his head to look at him, he smiled at me: "Do you want to eat a peach?" β
I gave him a blank look and ignored him. It's also really strange to say, my relationship with him was so delicate at first, I was afraid of him, he looked down on me.
Who knows that as time goes by, I am no longer afraid of him, and even I will make some rude actions of rolling my eyes, and Yang Jian no longer looks down on me, he will sometimes joke with me, compared with the cold and even somewhat crazy and violent guy before, he used to be more like a ghost, and now he is like a wishing soul.
"Okay, okay, I know what you're thinking." Yang Jian saw that I turned my head and ignored him, reached out and patted me on the back, and made a grimace at me: "You forgot, I am the same body as you, I don't know what you want?" β
I rolled my eyes at Yang Jian helplessly: "Since you know, then let me ask you, do you think I should regret it?" β
"Huh?" Yang Jian was stopped by my words, and he looked at me in surprise: "Do you think you should regret it?" Brat! You've changed, how can you think that? β
"And what do you think I should think?" I lowered my head and played with my fingers, I don't know why, I don't dare to face the current Yang Jian, compared to the current him, I am more willing to deal with the cold guy before.
"It's up to Brother Jian to teach you the truth of life." Yang Jian sat next to me, reached out and pinched the senior brother who was smoking: "Do you think you are a disaster?" Where to go, where to die? β
"Isn't it?" I asked rhetorically at Yang Jian.
βnononoοΌβ Yang Jian stretched out his finger and shook it at me: "You only thought of one aspect, and you didn't think of the other aspect at all." β
"Oh?" I was suddenly interested in Yang Jian's words, and looked at him with a frown: "Tell me." β
"Okay." Yang Jian reached out and grabbed a handful of ash on the ground and wiped it on his senior brother's face: "I hate this kind of person who thinks he's cool the most." β
When I saw Yang Jian's action, I couldn't help but smile bitterly in my heart, weren't you this kind of guy who pretended to be cool before?
Yang Jian wiped it on his senior brother's face a few times, and came over with great satisfaction: "You said that if you don't meet those two infatuated ghosts, Zhang Song may not die, and you may be with Huang Yu; But do you know that because of the ghost heart that the male ghost gave you, you have the capital to survive every serious injury? β
"You said that if you didn't meet that jumping corpse, your master and the chick wouldn't have died, but have you ever thought that if it weren't for this, would you understand the morality of sacrificing your life for righteousness? Will you understand your master's painstaking efforts? β
"Me." I wanted to quibble with Yang Jian, but I didn't know what I should say, he was right, I only thought of one aspect.
"Listen to me!" Yang Jian was very dissatisfied with my interruption of his narration, and stretched out his hand to shake it in front of my face: "You said that if you don't meet that little nine-tail, you can go down with Su Xiaoyue, the question is whether you have thought about it, just your stinky temper, how long will Su Xiaoyue put up with you?" β
Seeing that I was about to lose his temper, Yang Jian hurriedly changed the topic: "Even if you don't talk about this, as a duangong, Su Xiaoyue will be implicated by you sooner or later, isn't it the best choice for her to live so well?" β
Hearing Yang Jian's words, I fell silent in an instant, yes, he was right, isn't Su Xiaoyue's choice the best one?
"I remember a story, life is like carrying people across a river, after the river is crossed, people have to let go, you can't keep it, you can't keep it."
"And." Yang Jian took another bite of the peach in his hand: "You said that if you don't go to the overdose of the child, you won't meet the release of the child, but have you thought about it, if you don't overdo it, what will happen to those poor little guys?" If you don't go to the extreme, where will you understand that the human heart is so realistic? β
"Finally." Yang Jian swallowed the peach in his mouth in one gulp, and looked at the remaining peach pit in his hand: "You said that if you don't move the grave, you won't meet the corpse king, but have you thought about it, if you don't go, others will go, and then it's not just a matter of killing a few people, maybe that swallow's mouth will be ruined!" β
After saying this, Yang Jian stood up suddenly: "You made a choice, whether you are right or wrong, you have chosen, it has happened, just like the peach pit in my hand, I have eaten up the peach meat, is it because of my regret, it will grow again?" β
Saying that, Yang Jian shook his head: "Impossible, because I have already made a choice, I choose to eat this peach, so no matter how much I regret it, it will not become a complete peach." β
Seeing that I nodded, Yang Jian raised his hand suddenly, and the palm of his hand was gently released, and the peach pit fell from his hand to the ground.
"After choosing, eating, I regret that it is useless, it is better for me to throw away this peach pit and find another new peach." Saying that, Yang Jian didn't know where to find another peach and gnawed it: "Do you understand?" β
"Me." I nodded at Yang Jian: "I think I understand." β
"That's good," Yang Jian turned around and left while eating peaches, and waved his hand at me before leaving: "You are still young, youth is to meet seven yourself, one is bright, one is sad, one is gorgeous, one is adventurous, one is stubborn, one is soft, and the last one is growing." β
"What did you say?" I shouted at Yang Jian's back: "I don't understand at all!" β
"I mean!" Yang Jian's voice came from the darkness in the distance: "You are growing now, maturity is a very painful word, it may not be gained, but it will definitely be lost!" β
"Not necessarily gained, but certainly lost?"
I stood in place, thinking about Yang Jian's words, as if what he said made sense, every time I matured, it was accompanied by loss, and I don't know when this situation will be a head.
"Hey! Feed! My brother's words pulled me back from my contemplation, and I looked up at my brother, whose dusty face was looking at me with a serious face: "Have you thought clearly?" It's been half an hour! β