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"Regrets?"
Xu Shu shook her head, "No!" I didn't intend to hide it from you for the rest of my life, I have to tell you sooner or later, now that you already know, it will save me a lot of trouble to estrangemyself from you, how can I regret it? ”
"Really?" Zhou Jin suddenly smiled coldly, "Aren't you afraid that I will anger the Zheng family?" ”
"You won't!" Xu Shu replied calmly and confidently.
"Are you so sure?" Looking at Xu Shu's plain appearance, Zhou Jin really wanted to anger the Zheng family and let Xu Shu taste the heartache.
Xu Shu nodded, "You are a smart person, you will not put your future at risk for a woman who doesn't love you at all!" Now everyone knows that you are the adopted son of the Queen Mother, the Fu family is a relative, and it is indispensable to welcome you, now the Fu family is proud of your merits, and you will not be allowed to do it, you are bound to need a family that can check and balance the Fu family to suppress the Fu family, it was the Deng family who sent you to Rouran to be a proton, and later in order to prevent you from returning to the court, even if you can be generous enough to be able to reuse the Deng family regardless of previous suspicions, I am afraid that the Deng family will also suspect that you have no other purpose and refuse to use it for you, so this suitable candidate is none other than the Zheng family! If you want to use the Zheng family to suppress the Fu family, even if you really get rid of the Fu family one day in the future, you will not attack the Zheng family, and getting rid of the two major families in one go will inevitably cause turmoil in the court, and it will also make the Deng family have a big risk, so you will keep the Zheng family all the time! By the way, when it comes to the Fu family, you should thank me, if it weren't for me, the Fu family and the Queen Mother would not have shown their ambitions so quickly, and you didn't have an excuse to distance yourself from the Queen Mother and turn your face with the Fu family! ”
Zhou Jinqi shuddered, no matter when, Xu Shu was always so calm, calm like a heartless stone man. It is true that he really can't anger the Zheng family, not because the Zheng family has the value of use, but just because she is also a member of the Zheng family, even at this point, he still takes care of her......
"But there's still Zhuang Li, isn't there?"
When it came to Zhuang Li, Zhou Jin had no jealousy in his heart, Xu Shu used him, why didn't he use Zhuang Li? If Xu Shu really wants to get rid of his use, why should he go north to get married? It would be good to go directly with Zhuang Li, but Xu Shu was unwilling, because Zhuang Li couldn't help her complete her redemption of the Zheng family, so even if she knew Zhuang Li's heart for her, she still trampled on it mercilessly, he was the same poor person as Zhuang Li.
Even if Zhou Jin sympathized with Zhuang Li, it did not affect him to threaten Xu Shu with Zhuang Li at this moment, although he knew that this might not be useful, but the flame of his anger raged in his heart, and he was in pain.
"You won't move Zhuang Li!"
Speaking of Zhuang Li, Xu Shu was even calmer, "When the first emperor was in power, he advocated cutting the domain, and the middle way collapsed before halfway, and he will inherit the will of the first emperor when you inherit the unification, and be determined to cut the domain!" You befriended the king of Xining because the king of Xining had no children and would not oppose your idea of cutting the domain! But the king of the East China Sea is different, the king of the East China Sea has long been disobedient, and he has a great relationship with the queen mother, you can't tolerate him! And Zhuang Li used to work for the King of the East China Sea, he has a lot of handles of the King of the East China Sea, and you have to deal with the King of the East China Sea without him! ”
Zhou Jin closed his eyes in despair, and had to admit that what Xu Shu said was right, I don't know if it was because Xu Shu knew him too well, or because Xu Shu had already looked at the overall situation and thought of all possibilities, step by step, she had paved the way for the Zheng family to retreat and the future of Zhuang Li, so he didn't even have the qualifications to be angry, he could only accept this cruel reality and accept everything Xu Shu gave him, including pain.
“…… You're right! I can't do what the Zheng family can't do, I can't let Zhuang leave what to do, I can't do anything to you, what else can I do? I can't do anything! ”
After a long time, Zhou Jin finally admitted this in despair, he couldn't do anything except know the truth.
Xu Shu sighed faintly, "I have done everything I can for you, if it weren't for the accident, let you know in advance, you wouldn't be so unacceptable!" ”
It's hard to accept knowing in advance? Did Xu Shu think that time could cool his heart for her a little bit?
"What would you do if I hadn't come today?" knew that there was no point in asking this, but Zhou Jin couldn't help but want to know what position he was in in Xu Shu's planned life.
Xu Shu was silent for a moment and asked, "Do you really want to know?" ”
"Yes!" Zhou Jin nodded firmly, he wanted to know how many more hurtful things Xu Shu could say.
"My father is dead, and I am inseparable from the Queen Mother and the Fu family! And you are caught in the middle, in a dilemma, you feel pity because of the pain of my father's loss, and tend to me, but the Queen Mother is not happy to see this, and will put pressure on you in many ways to keep you away from me, and all I have to do is ignore it, so that your efforts can not be reciprocated, then your pity for me will gradually fade over time, and the pressure accumulated from the Queen Mother...... In the face of power, you will eventually compromise! In this way, I can tell you the truth logically, and you will probably only feel glad at that time! Finally, there is no need to be in a dilemma! ”
Helplessness, powerlessness, despair, anger, disgust, pain...... Countless emotions came to his heart, making his brain blank, and he didn't know where to go, but what he saw in front of him was Xu Shu's calm face that made him hateful.
"How can you ...... How can you do this to me? How can you do this to me? ”
Zhou Jin suddenly stretched out his hand and grabbed Xu Shu's neck, Xu Shu motionless let Zhou Jin choke her throat, the thin and slender neck was fragile as if it was fine porcelain, as long as it could be crushed with a slight force, but Zhou Jin couldn't pinch it hard.
This is the woman he has loved for years, he is planning their future, but she only wants to stay away, in the final analysis, is she too ruthless, or is he in love with the wrong person?
A hazy mist rose in front of him, and in the mist, Xu Shu's face gradually became blurred, he could no longer see her expression clearly, he no longer had to look at her expression, no longer had to guess her inner thoughts, she no longer had anything to do with him......
Zhou Jin let go of his hand suddenly, staggered back, to Xu Shu, he still couldn't do it after all, that was the person he loved with all his might, even if she hurt him deeply, he still couldn't vent the pain in his heart by hurting her.
"Do you know that I told my mother that I would marry you! Spend a lifetime with me! How could my heart for you ever change because of the obstruction of others, and in the end it was all wishful thinking on my part......"
Zhou Jin turned around and left without any nostalgia.