"I forced you?" Zhou Jin shook his body painfully, and looked at Xu Shu in disbelief, the relationship between them for several years, even if it was true or false, but in the end, she only ended up with a sentence of "You forced me", did she hate him so much? Is the love in the past few years all his wishful thinking?

"I've never taken the initiative to provoke you, especially after knowing your identity, I've been shunning you, but you don't give up!"

Recalling the past, Xu Shu did not hesitate to express her helplessness.

"You took the Song family's affairs in exchange for me to frame the Zheng family, I did as you wished, but I didn't want to stay as a witness, I didn't want to be a chess piece on your chessboard, so I chose to go north to get married! But you have followed me with a ghost, whether I want to or not, you have imprisoned me to be free, I can't escape, I can't hide, except for false obedience, do I have a choice? Have you given me a choice? What you gave me was never what I wanted, do I still have to accept it with a smile, I deserve to be used by you and be your stepping stone? ”

"That's what you see of me? Am I so unbearable and hypocritical in your heart? Am I the wicked one who only persecutes you? Zhou Jin's heart was cold and thorough at this moment, it turned out that he was a complete villain in Xu Shu's heart, "So you have never paid half of your sincerity, you have been vain and wrongful to me from beginning to end, and I was played by you like a fool!" ”

He has always known that Xu Shu is a cautious and highly guarded person, so he never expected Xu Shu to trust him and love him without any scruples! But he still thought that he could at least get half of Xu Shu's true heart in return, but the fact gave him a resounding slap in the face, he was nothing in Xu Shu's heart, let alone half a sincere heart, and now Xu Shu was stingy with even a look of pity.

"But if I fall into the gentle trap you weave, my fate now should be a hundred times more miserable than that of the Li family! One misstep becomes a thousand years of hatred, I can't afford to lose! ”

If it weren't for Xu Shu taking the lead in blaming the Li family for the crime of using banned drugs against the emperor, the Fu family would definitely try their best to make the Zheng family bear this crime, and with Empress Dowager Fu's hatred of Xu Shu, she must be eager to get rid of it as soon as possible.

"So you've never been sincere to me, not even for a moment......"

Zhou Jin suddenly remembered that there were a few times when he had a disagreement with Xu Shu, Xu Shu's tearful and sad appearance made him think that Xu Shu cared about him very much, at that time he hated himself so much, how could he make a woman who loved him so deeply sad? So much so that every time he wanted to make a decision, he had to take Xu Shu's feelings into account first, lest it affect the people Xu Shu cared about, and now he only feels extremely ridiculous when he thinks about it.

"Every word you have ever said, every tear that has been shed is your lie!"

"Yes! I've never liked you, so how can I be sincere to you? Xu Shu's expression was still so cold, "And I know that you are just using me, how could I be stupid to jump into the fire pit!" ”

"Utilization? Be...... I wanted to take advantage of you at first, but then I regretted it, I regretted it, I tried to make up for it, but you can't see it, you will always remember that I once lied to you and used you...... Xu Shu, didn't you ever think that everything I did was no longer for use, but because I loved you......"

Zhou Jin suddenly felt that it was a little stupid for him to say this here, she didn't care at all, she didn't care at all, she never cared about him, and it didn't matter how heartbroken he was at the moment.

"This is fate, we didn't have a good start before, and we will definitely not have a happy ending!"

"So you just wanted to get away from you before, didn't you? If I hadn't suddenly appeared today, I would have been kept in the dark......"

This time Xu Shu shook her head, "It's true that I asked you to stay away from me, you have already got what you want, and I have no use value for you, so I will stay away from you little by little, until one day I can calmly tell you everything you know today, and you can accept it calmly!" ”

"So do you think I should be as cold-blooded and ruthless as you are, and treat everything in the past as if it never happened?" Zhou Jin couldn't help but take a few steps forward, he couldn't wait to tear Xu Shu's chest open to see if she had a heart, otherwise how could she be so cold.

"Although I lied to you, you also lied to me, we evened out, and I didn't owe you, I paid you back what I owed you!"

"Then how are you going to pay back my feelings?" Zhou Jin couldn't help but pinch Xu Shu's shoulder, and Xu Shu's indifferent face, which was so painful, finally cracked.

"I'll give you back my life!" Xu Shu was silent for a long time, and finally raised her head to look directly at Zhou Jin's scarlet eyes, this was the first time she looked directly at Zhou Jin today, but this glance used all her strength.

Zhou Jin's heart was shocked, thinking that Xu Shu was going to kill himself, so he hurriedly grabbed Xu Shu's hands, and couldn't help but breathe a sigh of relief when he didn't see the sharp weapon in Xu Shu's two hands, but found that Xu Shu's palms were covered with scars, which should have been left by the broken porcelain pieces that had just fallen on the skirt, and Zhou Jin couldn't help but feel distressed.

Xu Shu broke free from Zhou Jin and said lightly, "It's not easy to live!" I'm a person who spares my life, and I won't look for a short-sighted person so easily! The Queen Mother killed my father, I let her go, this is my repayment to you! ”

I see!

"You know what the Li family is doing, ......" Zhou Jin suddenly stopped, now there is no evidence in this matter, he shouldn't tell Xu Shu, lest Xu Shu know and only add to the trouble......

Zhou Jin couldn't help laughing at himself, it's such a time, he still takes care of her, he is really hopeless.

"But this matter is definitely inextricably linked to the Queen Mother, and the Li family's accusations are not groundless! Moreover, she wants to kill me again and again, I don't care, you say that I have failed you in a relationship, then I will have a mother-son relationship with you! ”

"Heh......" Zhou Jin couldn't help but sneer, "Xu Shu, you are really ...... Very good! Very good......"

Did Xu Shu plan to do this from the beginning? So she never thought about going on with him for a long time from the beginning, when he was worrying about her condition, she was rationally calculating how to get away from him step by step, and when he was working hard for the future of the two of them, she was thinking about how to draw a line with him, he was always wishful thinking......

"Xu Shu, if you say all this today, aren't you afraid of regrets?"