Yu Mei continued her recollections:

"Guo Zi really likes me very much. Buying me things all day makes me happy, and I'm pretty civilized when I'm with them. Probably because his father was stricter with him.

During that time, when I think about it now, I still feel very happy.

The civility and safe distance between me and Guo Zi made us all strongly feel what it means to be beautiful from distance.

At that time, as long as he looked at me from afar, he could make me excited for a long time, and if I glanced at him from a distance at a certain time and place and was discovered by him, it would make him sleep all night. He would ask me again and again for some details of the incident when he met me next. How did you find him, why did you look at him, did others see it, did it cause some of their jokes, what did they laugh about, and so on.

Not to mention that when you are together, you don't pay attention to the adults behind your back and hold your hands together.

That's like an electric shock, it's not an exaggeration at all.

When Guo Zi held my hand for the first time, he was excited, maybe not excited, and his whole body trembled for a while. His face was flushed. I asked him what was wrong, and he was too nervous to speak.

After another year or so, I graduated from technical school and became an information administrator in the factory office. This job is light and decent, which is also stained with the light of Guo Zi's father who is the factory director.

Soon I will be able to get married. At that time, the marriage order was strictly controlled, and the young men and women who were punished often could not get married because one of them was not in the same year, and it was not uncommon for them to break up during the time they were waiting for marriage.

Guo Zi arrived at the wedding anniversary earlier than me, so he waited for me. The date of marriage agreed between him and me was based on the date of birth on my household register, and it was not bad for a day.

I know his thoughts, and I understand his anxieties. The adults of both families are also looking forward to us getting married one day earlier and living our own little life. They don't have to worry about us all day long.

However, just a few days before Guo Zi and I were about to get married, an unexpected thing happened, which changed everything that seemed to be about to turn into a disaster, and also changed my mother's life.

That day, I didn't have time to leave work on time because I was sorting out some information I had just received. When I finished sorting out the materials and wanted to leave, I found that the door to the data room had been locked from the outside. Later, I found out that it was the doorman who found out that the door of the library was unlocked, and thought we had forgotten to lock it, so he locked it for us. So I shouted for someone to open the door. But our data room is on the fourth floor, and out of secrecy requirements, the doors and walls are very thick and soundproof, and there are only doormen in the whole building, but they are on the first floor, and they can't hear my shouting at all.

I shouted a few times, knowing that it was in vain, so I stopped shouting. I thought, it's over, I can only sit here and wait for dawn. ”

"Grandma and grandpa won't come to you when they see that you don't go home for dinner?" Shen Jia asked.

"yes, that's what I thought at the time. However, it may be that your grandfather thinks that I may be with Guo Zi, anyway, we will get married in a few days, so they relaxed their supervision of us, and they didn't come to me all night.

Just as I shouted a few times and sat down, ready to sit and wait for dawn, a person flashed next to me, almost scared to death against me. When I looked at it, it turned out to be Xiao Zhang, a technician in the assembly workshop, a college student who had just been assigned.

Like me, he was too focused on checking some information about the workpieces being assembled in their workshop, so he couldn't get out in time.

When I saw that it was Xiao Zhang, I was a little embarrassed. Because not long after he was assigned to the factory, before he knew that Guo Zi and I were good, he told me in person that he liked me. Later, I found out that I already had a partner, and I apologized very embarrassed.

We both felt embarrassed that two young people who had been through that layer had to be alone now in a room. I didn't talk to anyone.

Winter in the mountains is very cold. By the second half of the night, we were both too cold to stand it. I rummaged around the office and finally found a fairly thick blanket that was not too heavy.

I motioned for Xiao Zhang to cover it together, but he refused at first. But in the second half of the night, I couldn't stand the cold under the blanket, let alone Xiao Zhang.

God's coldness makes us not care about the preaching of men and women, and we can't help but get together. I thought to myself, as soon as we woke up at dawn and separated, no one would see us sleeping together with a blanket like this.

We were exhausted by the cold in the first half of the night, and after feeling the warmth after hugging each other, we quickly fell asleep.

God seemed to have played a big joke on us, and we both slept so deeply and so sweetly, that when we finally opened our eyes, there were more than just our eyes in the office. The eyes of the entire office, ah no, the entire floor office, were fixed on us. ”

"Mom...."Shen Jia couldn't help but worry about her mother.

Two young men and women sleeping cuddled together, and the woman was the daughter-in-law of the factory director's house, this earth-shattering scene stared into the eyes of those people, God knows what they were thinking.

Since then, my mother has understood that innocence is definitely not something that is produced in other people's eyes, nor is it something that is produced in other people's hearts, innocence is only produced in one's own heart.

Guo Zi hasn't seen me since, let alone listened to my explanations. I know that this is his disillusionment full of contentment, this is his unsure that I am still a chaste girl. In his consciousness, if I ceased to be a virgin, I would no longer be a chaste girl, and his bride would no longer be a pure and beautiful bride who could make him proud and proud.

In that era, purity preceded beauty. Beauty is premised on purity, if a woman is not pure, or people think that you are not pure, then you are no matter how good-looking your face is, in the eyes of people, you can only be second-rate. Sometimes, the more beautiful you are, the more you will be despised and hated.

Guo Zi didn't give me a chance to explain, he just gave me a chance to explain, in fact, I couldn't explain it clearly.

What makes me even more sad is that your grandfather not only didn't understand me at all, comforted me, but also wanted to eat me, wishing that he hadn't given birth to my daughter. Because of my accident, they have suddenly turned from the big celebrities of the whole factory into the laughing stock of the entire local ordnance system.

At that time, I was a little girl who had never been in the world, how could I bear such tremendous pressure. During that time, I almost never looked up at people, I just kept my head down and did things. Every now and then, I wonder if I have a chance to die.

Just when my heart was like a dead and lifeless time, your father, the deputy director of a workshop of the provincial science and technology industry commission to our factory for temporary internship, but one morning when people were walking into the office building one after another, wearing a suit, holding flowers, when I bowed my head to the office building, at the door of the office building, knelt on one leg, held flowers high to me, and said loudly: "Yu Mei, I love you!" ”

Mom was a little autistic at the time, and when your dad called my name so loudly, I thought he was calling someone else. So I walked around your father, who was kneeling on one leg on the ground.

Your father got up and chased me again, and in the lobby on the first floor of the office building, he knelt down on one leg again, blocking my way with flowers. "Yu Mei, I love you! Please accept my flowers and heart! ”

At this time, the people in the hall who were watching the excitement were crowded together. I tried to go up, but I was surrounded by a thick crowd.

At this time, Sister Li from our office approached me, "Meizi, people are courting you!" ”

"I don't know him, Sister Li, tell him to stop blocking me, let me go to the office quickly." At that time, I just wanted to get out of this place in full view and let myself be quiet.

I don't know what Sister Li whispered to Shen Cheng, so Shen Cheng got out of the way.

But as soon as I arrived at the office, Shen Cheng followed me again. Put the flowers on my desk, "Yu Mei, please investigate me." I wait for your reply. ”

Sister Li in our office was a very enthusiastic person, and she was the only one who firmly believed in my innocence at that time. With her help, your dad and I finally got together. ”

"Oh, Daddy is great!" Shen Jia is very glad that her mother met a good person like her father.

"Your father's goodness is not only that he bravely pursued me in spite of the world's eyes when I was at my lowest point, but what touched me even more was that after we got married, he returned to our factory to hold a banquet. Oh, by the way, we got married in a provincial town. At that feast, your dad did only one thing, and that was to prove Mom's innocence. Someone asked your father, how did you dare to conclude that Yu Mei was innocent before you got married? Your father said that a person's innocence never needs to be determined by others, and no matter who or anything, it cannot fundamentally confer or deprive a person of innocence. A person's innocence depends only on her heart. That's when Mom really came back to life. ”

But the grandfather did not send blessings to their daughter. They're still haunted by the bad influence I have had on them. Even if others believe in my innocence, they still don't believe it, or they don't want to believe in their daughter's innocence. ”

"Mom, don't be sad, I think it's because grandpa is too selfish." Shen Jia heard the love story of her parents for the first time, and felt that it was not easy for her parents.

"I'm not sad anymore. With a man as good as your father and a daughter like you, my mother is very satisfied now. Now that her daughter has a good boyfriend like Xinping, her mother can say that she has no regrets in life. ”

"Xinping is very good to me, just like Dad is to you. Mom, don't worry. ”

"Don't worry, Xinping's father is very kind-hearted, although Xinping looks so beautiful like Yin Rou, but his personality is also very kind-hearted with his father. I don't think I'll change my mind about you. ”

"Mom, look at what you said, my daughter is a famous white lady of our young teacher, I want to change my mind and give him courage. Besides, the seed of love in Xinping's heart was sown by his daughter, and the tree of love in his heart was also watered and grown up by his daughter. Shen Jia's confidence in Xu Xinping is guaranteed by an absolutely strong foundation.

"Yes, my mother hopes that you will succeed in your studies as soon as possible, and then start a family and live a happy life. Mom and Dad were relieved. ”