It was even more painful than her.

Zheng Guoan is cowardly by nature, to the point of being timid as a mouse. Even his parents looked down on him and thought he was "too gentle", which was of course a humble statement, but in fact he was too cowardly.

From childhood to adulthood, I didn't dare to fight for what I wanted, and every time I had a conflict with others, I would blush and have a thick neck, saying that what sounds good is gentleness, and what doesn't sound good is cowardice.

But such a timid person.

The fact that he fell in love with Xichen's mother almost used up his life's courage.

Obviously, he could clearly see that there were mountains, thorns, endless darkness and abysses with no end in sight, and he knew that the road ahead must be difficult and painful, and he didn't even think about the way back.

Everyone thought he would give up and turn around and run away.

But he mustered up a lot of energy, and rushed forward.

This is something he never dreamed of before, and even now, every time Zheng Guoan thinks about it, he feels incredible and magical.

It turned out that he used to love someone so much.

is willing to overcome obstacles for her, brave the wind and rain, and use all his strength to open the way for her.

Until you fall in love with someone, you never imagine that you can do something that is not in line with your nature.

Zheng Guoan raised his head slowly but firmly, looking at the woman bathed in the sunset, he still had tears on his face, but his expression was very firm, he held the fruit in both hands, he couldn't hug her, so he smiled at her slightly.

His smile was extremely subtle and extremely explicit.

"No, I'm going to continue, I won't let you go."

After that, Zheng Guoan's eyes were already hazy with tears, his voice was a little hoarse, and his throat trembled violently, as if he was talking with all his strength.

He repeated over and over again, I won't let you go, I won't let you go.

Zheng Guoan's voice was trembling and muddy, not good to hear, nor touching enough, but it made the woman burst into tears.

Zheng Guoan knew that if he continued, it would be a painful torment for both of them, but he just wanted to be selfish.

He really, really didn't want to compromise.

Xichen's mother often complained that he was too gentle and honest and would be bullied, but this was the only time in his life that he mustered up courage.

But to do something he knew would never succeed.

Xichen's mother couldn't hold back anymore, she cried bitterly, she covered her face with a hint of ruddy in despair, and the sound of crying flowed out from her fingers, looking very fragile and pale.

Little Zheng Xichen looked at his parents in confusion and sadness, his eyes kept wandering between his mother and father.

She was still very young and didn't understand why her parents were crying, so she had to use it