After Li Suyun's father came back from buying porridge. Li's father asked Li Suyun to drink some porridge. Li Suyun didn't drink it alive or dead, so Li's father had no choice but to give up for it. After that, their family of three kept chatting about the past, life, and Li Suyun's current situation at the bedside, and the parents had been waiting by Li Suyun's side and chatted until the evening, at this time Li Suyun finished the infusion, and the needle had been removed, Li Suyun's father reheated the porridge he bought at noon in the hospital in the microwave oven and let Li Suyun drink it, Li Suyun drank a few sips and said: "Parents, you go back first, I want to sleep, I feel too tired today." ”

Li Suyun's father said uneasily: "How can you go back all?" Let your mom go back, I'll be here to watch over you tonight. ”

"No, I'm not feeling well now, I don't have infusions, I don't have injections and medicines, and I haven't had surgery for chemotherapy, so there's no need for you to stay in the hospital."

Li Suyun's mother was still a little worried: "Let your dad stay here and guard you, we all go back, we don't worry." ”

Li Suyun refused: "Mom, I really don't need it, don't I have an electronic bell at the head of my bed?" If there's anything, I just ring the bell and call the nurse. ”

Li Suyun's parents said this when they saw her. can only rely on Li Suyun, and after her parents instructed Li Suyun a few words, she walked out of the ward and went home.

Jiang Jianlong, who was also suffering from cancer in the ward, saw that his father was still in the ward, and from time to time he leaned against the wall and dozed off, and he said to his father: "I have all lost all the potions today, you can go back, it's so late." ”

When he heard his son's words, he squinted tiredly. He stood up and stretched, and said, "Okay, then I'll go back first, and I'll come to see you early tomorrow." ”

Jiang Jianlong nodded after hearing this. After a while, Jiang Jianlong's father also walked out of the ward, and turned off the lights in the ward by the way before leaving.

In the quiet night, only Jiang Jianlong and Li Suyun are now left in Ward 708, both of whom are suffering from cancer, and despair makes them fearful. Especially in this lonely night, when they knew in their hearts that death was not far ahead, waiting for them. This fear is incomprehensible to those who have not experienced it. When Jiang Jianlong first learned that he had cancer, he once thought about suicide. In the end, he gave up, he learned from Li Suyun's conversation with her parents today that Li Suyun had just learned that he had cancer today, he couldn't sleep at night, and he felt bored, so he kindly wanted Li Suyun to survive the darkest and most collapsed period of psychology at the beginning. He asked Li Suyun softly, "Are you asleep?" ”

There are only two people in the ward, Li Suyun and Jiang Jianlong. Li Suyun knew that he was talking to himself, and replied coldly. "Not yet. ”

Jiang Jianlong heard it and said: "I just learned that I have cancer, I feel uncomfortable, I am a person from here, I know that people's psychology is the most fragile at this time, fortunately, I have survived, I only think about living one day at a time, even if I lie on this hospital bed every day, lying here, I can see my parents and my son, although I can't go now, but I can see the sun outside through the window during the day, and I can see the stars and the moon at night, I still have so much reluctance to this world, you know, When you suddenly leave this world, so many beautiful and reluctant things will suddenly disappear. ”

After Jiang Jianlong finished speaking, Li Suyun was silent for a long time. After that, she turned over and asked Jiang Jianlong, "When did you know you had cancer?" ”

Jiang Jianlong said: "About a week ago. ”

Li Suyun continued to ask: "Are you also in the late stage?" ”

"Yes, I heard from the doctor that the people who come to the clinic with this disease are basically at an advanced stage."

After Li Suyun heard Jiang Jianlong finish speaking, he asked, "Aren't you afraid?" I knew I was leaving this world soon. ”

Jiang Jianlong replied a little indifferently: "I'm afraid it's useless, this day will come sooner or later, and everyone will wait for this day, but we will meet this day a little earlier than them." ”

Jiang Jianlong's words were like a spring breeze blowing into her heart, blowing away the haze in her heart. Li Suyun immediately echoed: "Yes, everyone will usher in this day, what is there to be afraid of, listen to you say this, and I think we are luckier than those who are not sick." ”

Jiang Jianlong laughed and asked, "We are still lucky, where are we lucky?" ”

Li Suyun explained with her thinking: "In fact, many living people in the world do not know when they are about to die. You think about a person who died suddenly. He had a lot of things to do in his lifetime. What a pity. Unlike us, we know when we are going to die, and we can do what we have always wanted to do but didn't. ”

After Jiang Jianlong heard this, he said with some frustration: "What I want to do, yes, I still have a lot of things I want to do, I wanted to do it before I got this disease, and I wanted to do it even more after I got this disease, but now I can't do anything, because I have no money, I can't go anywhere without money, and I can't do anything." ”

Li Suyun asked suspiciously. "I think you're also in your 30s, how can you not have any savings?" ”

Jiang Jianlong sighed. "All my money was given to my ex-wife, and after I divorced her, I gave her the house and car. ”

Li Suyun continued to ask suspiciously. "Why did you divorce your wife?" ”

Jiang Jianlong raised the pillow, turned over and said to Li Suyun: "My wife and I are classmates in elementary school, I have liked my wife since elementary school, I have had a crush from elementary school to high school, in the first year of high school, one day I finally confessed to my wife, but she refused, she said that she didn't like me, let me die of this heart, but I ignored it, I kept chasing, kept chasing, chased for more than ten years to chase her." ”

Li Suyun was a little surprised after hearing this: "You really have perseverance, so why did you divorce him again in the end?" ”

"For so many years, in fact, I have not touched her, the reason why she married me is because a man she likes is married to another woman, my wife has no way to marry me, she has always treated me as a spare tire, and wants to have a lifebuoy in despair. I knew these things before I got married, in fact, I don't care about these, who she thinks in her heart, it's none of my business, I'm married to her now, she's my person, this is my dream since I was a child, I've achieved it, and what I care about is that her temperament has changed greatly after marrying me, everything in the family must be done according to her requirements, and from time to time I quarrel with my parents, I can bear it, my parents can't bear it, family conflicts, day by day, it's not like this when I first met her, and in the end there is really no way to quarrel, Only divorce is possible. ”