This passage is to say how important it is for a girl to see the world more. Get to know a little more people, so that you will not be dragged down by your narrow life circle, and you will not feel that an ordinary boy you meet by chance can also become your "must be him". You don't think it's great when a guy brags to you about "a monthly income of more than 10,000", you know what a better person is like, so you won't be arrogant and eaten by anyone. Read a few more books, find your own philosophy in the book, experience its profundity and profundity, you have seen the people in the book, and it seems to have experienced their lives, you know what is really important, is kindness, sincerity, awe and courage, so you retain your own harmony, and will not become sharp because of the trivial things around you. Go to more places, understand the ecology there, see how people around the world live, you will find that what you usually worry about is really not worth mentioning, and there are so many people living diligently, nothing can be defeated, people, born resilient. If reading and traveling are some luxuries, then earning money is also a process of seeing the world. You need to meet more people, learn more, and deal with more situations. ”

That's true, and I feel it deeply. By the way, Mei Yan, do you pay a lot to write novels? ”

"It's not much, but I can save it slowly, and it adds up. Everything has to be done step by step. ”

"I want to write everything you say!" Shen Yue's eyes lit up.

"Yes, you can try it yourself."

"But I don't have that literary talent, Charming Yan, what if you write and write that you don't have any inspiration at all?" Shen Yue was suddenly depressed.

"Marshaw famously said: 'Writing and composing, whoever does not have a burning fire in his heart, whose description is not the expression of true feelings.'" If you don't have passion, stop writing. Never be hypocritical and be an empty artist. I think it's a good thing to say, every time I don't have inspiration, I stop, go outside, feel life, and write hard when I'm not inspired, even if I actually write it, then such words are soulless. ”

Shen Yue exclaimed, "It's worthy of being a writer, but I've never written before, and I'm inexperienced and unliterate, what should I do?" ”

Ruan Meiyan comforted: "It's okay, you can try it first, if you really can't write it, you can go to the store in the school to find a small part-time job."

"That's right! I'll have to inquire. Thank you! Shen Yue carried the stool back to her place.

Ruan Meiyan lay on the bed, thinking about one of Tagore's poems repeatedly, the farthest distance in the world:

The farthest distance in the world is not that the branches of a tree cannot cling to each other

Rather, the stars look at each other, but there is no trace of their meeting

The farthest distance in the world is not the trajectory between the stars, but

Even though the trajectories intersect

But in the blink of an eye, he was nowhere to be found

The world's farthest distance is not something that is nowhere to be found in an instant

It's that we haven't gotten together yet

are destined not to meet

The farthest distance in the world is the distance between a fish and a bird in the sky

One dives deep to the bottom of the sea

How far is the distance between her and him?

Late at night, Su Qing heard the sound of Ruan Meiyan lying on the bed tossing and turning, and she sent a message to Ruan Meiyan, which was a picture with the following words written on it:

No matter how sad the day is, remember to carefully remove your makeup, wash your face, shower, dry your hair, and get into the quilt safely.

Ruan Meiyan replied with a smile and opened Lan Yuehui's information, his screen name is still his hometown, and his own is still Chang'an.

I always hear that Chang'an returns to Guli, there is Chang'an in the hometown, now my name is Chang'an, you call it the hometown, I don't know if we will become Chang'an at the end of the no reason, and the hometown will never be Chang'an. Later, in a daze, she didn't know how she fell asleep.

When she woke up the next day, she turned on her phone and saw that it was two videos sent by Lan Yuehui.

In the first video, when everyone was eating in the restaurant, Zuo Yihan secretly drugged Lan Yuehui's cup when he poured wine for everyone, and Lan Yuehui lay on the table not long after drinking, and then everyone helped each other out of the hotel.

The second video is a video of the hotel corridor, which was originally a boy holding Lan Yuehui upstairs to the hotel. Zuo Yihan didn't know what to say to the boy. The boy went to the back to help, and Zuo Yihan helped Lan Yuehui into the room.

Later, Zuo Yihan also went downstairs, and after a while she bought some things and came up, she couldn't see what they were, but she vaguely saw that the bag was filled with red things.

There is another recording next, which she plays, which seems to be a call between Lan Yuehui and Zuo Yihan.

"So nothing happened to us."

"Yes, I got it all to lie to you myself, Yuehui, I just want you to be with me, I really love you!"

"I won't let you do anything, let's be strangers in the future, don't have any more contact."

"Moonlight...... Don't, woo woo...... I love you so much...... Don't......"

"Didi ......"

After understanding the entire video and recording, the fast stone hanging in Ruan Meiyan's heart finally landed with peace of mind. She knew that Lan Yuehui would not betray him. Immediately afterwards, she received a text message from Lan Yuehui: Can I go downstairs?

Ruan Meiyan immediately got up from the bed, got dressed and went downstairs, and the three people in the dormitory looked at her puzzled, "Where is she going?" ”

"I don't know."

Ruan Meiyan went downstairs and saw Lan Yuehui standing there. She ran over and stood in front of Lan Yuehui, who looked at the girl in front of her and smiled.

As Rabindranath Tagore said, "You smile slightly, and don't say anything to me." And I feel like I've been waiting a long time for this. ”

Lan Yuehui handed the gift bag in her hand to Ruan Meiyan.

"The gift of reparation, thank my baby for forgiving me."

Ruan Meiyan didn't accept the gift, and hugged Lan Yuehui tightly, "I've been betting, betting that you didn't really betray me." ”

Lan Yuehui smiled and rubbed Ruan Meiyan's head with her head, "Why do you believe me so much?" ”

"I am a bird of the wilderness, and I have found the sky in your eyes. So I believe. This side of the sky is just mine. ”

"Huh? Why does this sound so familiar? ”

"Blue Moonlight." Ruan Meiyan called out his name in an extremely gentle and aggrieved voice.

"I'm here."

"I'm so cute, if someone accidentally picks it up, it won't be returned, you must take good care of me."

"I will." Lan Yuehui lowered her head and kissed her on the forehead, and then hugged her tightly, as if she would lose it as soon as she let go.

Nanmeng slept until noon, and as soon as she woke up, she received a bunch of voices from Ruan Meiyan, she breathed a sigh of relief after listening to them one by one, and replied: Just reconcile, you want to be happy.

Nanmeng called Wen Yang and told him about it, Wen Yang sighed, "It seems that I really don't have a chance, maybe I should really give up." ”

"Wen Yang. You can consider considering the other girls around you......"

"Around me, there is nothing that can make the master tempted."

Nanmeng asked, "What about me?"

"What are you?"

"Can I tempt you?"

"You. I'm afraid that kid chasing you will beat me to death. ”

"Cut, you can't even beat him." Nanmeng held back her disappointment and replied jokingly.

"I won't tell you, I'm going to dinner."

"Oh, good."

Listening to Wen Yang hang up the phone, Nanmeng shook her head, what had she been hoping for?

She thought that people use chemistry to describe love: iodophor is used as a sterilizing disinfectant in medical treatment, while VC is reducing, and the two can undergo redox reactions and become transparent. Therefore, some people use the chemical reaction of iodophor and VC to describe love:

1. I love you like iodophor meets VC, quietly,

2. No matter how much I give, you are indifferent.

Outside the window, a light rain was falling, and the raindrops on the windowsill seemed to be tapping on Nanmeng's heart. She walked outside, strolling alone in the rain, with some love, and the more she wanted to pull away, the clearer it became. Some people, the more they want to care, the more they are perfunctory. She was blindly in hand, but he ignored it so outrageously. She poured out her heart and lungs for him, and she tore her heart for him, only to be forgotten in a corner where no one knows, comforting herself. She could only erect a wall with strength to enclose the sorrow he gave her.

Perhaps, because of the depth of love, all the sorrows and joys seem so deep that a light touch will be earth-shattering.

gradually understood that if you care too much about a person, you often hurt yourself; I gradually understand that a lot of love is hard to come by; gradually understand that holding hands is love, and letting go is also a kind of love; gradually understand that if you give unforgettable to a person, your heart will not be recovered; gradually understand that the person you care about the most is the easiest to make you cry; I gradually understand that you don't need to reciprocate to truly love someone; gradually understand that there is no resentment in the depths of love, and only when love is strong does you know bitterness; I gradually understood that there is a kind of deep love called love can not speak, love can not ......

Nanmeng realized that she didn't know when, her face was already full of tears, she thought, from the memory to the present, it is you who I open and close my mouth. For so many years, my heart still stays in the place where we first met, never left, just to keep our one of the past, waiting for you to turn back, I'm afraid that you won't find me when you turn back, I'm afraid that you won't be able to find me, you will panic, but, you don't have this idea at all, I'm here alone waiting for you, but waiting, I've waited for a whole youth, and you still haven't seen my existence.

The years are silent, they are far away from you and me, Wen Yang, I Nanmeng has loved you for a whole youth, if you know my hardship, why haven't you been touched at all? ! At the beginning, I was just used to having you and relying on you, so I believed in love, and since then I have been poisoned by love, and there is no way back, I love more than you, and the pain is deeper than you. Now I really understand what love can't say, and what love can't be......