"You, you know in one day that you can say sorry to someone, what's the use of saying sorry? Hasn't anyone told you, sorry is the most useless word in the world, don't make a mistake if you know you're sorry. ”

Su Qin's face suddenly darkened, and he said this to me in an extremely serious and serious voice. I really thought she was angry with me, and in an instant a feeling of great regret came straight to my heart. I lowered my head and tried to explain in a low, low voice:

"I know, I didn't do what I promised you, I didn't protect you, I made you hurt so much, and I also took advantage of your feelings for Cao Yunxiao..."

"You're enough, Liang Xiaobai, don't you understand what I'm saying? I don't need your apology, because you never did anything wrong, all this is my willingness, what does it have to do with you, what do you have to apologize for? Are you happy to take all the responsibility on yourself? ”

Su Qin's attitude changed too quickly, and before I could guess what she was trying to express in the previous paragraph, she left another difficult problem for me. I looked her in the eye earnestly, hoping to read her true emotions in them. But her eyes were surprisingly clear, and she didn't reveal any emotion.

I really didn't understand it, so I could only cautiously ask tentatively:

"Su Qin, what exactly do you want to say? For the sake of me hitting my brain, let's get straight to the point, don't go around in circles, I really can't guess. ”

"Your brain, it's not good to use if you don't bump into it. After going through so much this time, don't you know what you have learned? You fool, when you should be ruthless, you will never know that you are ruthless, and you will always be so kind when you shouldn't be kind, you really deserve to be bullied. ”

Su Qin saw that I was really unenlightened, he lowered his head blankly, and could only sigh helplessly, took my hand and took me to the bed and sat down, and then said to me:

"You have a happy family and a happy life, so when you see everything, you always think that everything is beautiful. But I'm different from you, I haven't been around my parents since I was a child, I can almost say that since I was a child, I never felt any happiness. I have seen too much indifference, and I have seen too much hypocrisy, I can tell you that the essence of some people, bad is bad, even if you are kind to him, he will not make any changes because you are a little different, this is like a rotten apple, even if you give him countless chances, it will not become a good apple again. I know you feel pessimistic about yourself and feel like you've thought things badly every time, but in fact you still have a glimmer of hope in your heart for everyone. ”

"I know I can't persuade you to change anything, but I really want you to know that the phrase 'human nature is originally good' only exists in books now, learn more about how to protect yourself, although we all want to be good to you, but there are always places that we can't take care of, if you don't learn to protect yourself, it's really not good." Don't think you're going to learn sanda, that's not what I mean, you have to use your brain, use your brain to protect yourself! ”

I don't know what Su Qin went through to make her say such a thing to me, but I know that what she went through was definitely not a good thing. As much as she wanted me to understand what she was trying to say, I only wanted to care about her as a person.

Persisting like this, she must be very tired alone for so many years.

I felt a little distressed, and couldn't help but keep my eyes on Su Xing's body, Su Qin was a little flustered by my eyes, and didn't know what I wanted to express, so he shook his hand in front of my eyes and said to me: Xin Lewen

"Are you listening to what I'm saying? You're afraid you're in a daze again, and you haven't listened to a word, so don't waste so much of my bitter water, okay? ”

"No, I've heard everything you said."

I shook my head at Su Qin, and then I didn't intend to hide my thoughts, and said directly to her:

"You must have felt very tired after so many years, would you be interested in telling me what happened? I'm a little curious..."

"Aren't we discussing your business now, why are you pulling this matter on me? I have nothing to say. ”

As if he had been poked in the heart, Su Qin tilted his head a little weakly, and then took the opportunity to look away. But despite this, I still think that Su Qin should still want to find someone to talk to. So I didn't give up, looked at Su Qin seriously, and then asked her again:

"Anyway, the two of us are idle, and no one can chat with us, how about the two of us chatting, are you really not interested in telling me about these things that happened to you before?"

"Liang Xiaobai, I found out that you are really gossipy, what? Is it influenced by Xiao Cheng? This bastard doesn't do anything good for a day..."

Although there was still a hint of wanting to refuse, it was obvious that her determination had loosened a lot, and I felt that there would definitely be a drama next, so I seized this opportunity and continued to ask her:

"I'm trying to help you solve the problem, do you know what it means to solve the problem? It means that friends should help each other, right? You helped me when I had a problem, so I should help you when you have a problem. “”

Although I think my excuse is a bit bad, in terms of equivalent exchange, I think this deal between the two of us should be valid. After listening to this, Su Qin gave me a blank look, and mocked me, a person who didn't understand politics at all, for telling her this. I smiled at her stupidly, and waited for her to open the door to my heart.

Su Qin hesitated for a long time. They always wanted to refuse my request, but in the end, I was probably too tired of it, so she had to nod at me.

"It's really a defeat for you, Liang Xiaobai. If you want to hear it, then I'll tell you about it. But I haven't said it yet, you have to be completely blessed with what I told you today, and if anyone knows about it, then I will, although it is all on you, and you will definitely settle accounts with you. ”

I said in my heart that I am not Xiao Cheng, after hearing the secret, I can turn around and walk this secret out, so that everyone in the school knows. So for Su Qin's request, I immediately nodded in agreement.