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Su Qin probably really needs an object of narration, these things have been pressed on her heart for too long, and it is also a problem. She hesitated for a moment before she began to tell me her story.

In her memory, almost since she was in kindergarten, her parents have been arguing every day. She said that her biggest impression of being a child was that as long as her parents were at home, the two would keep arguing, and she would hide in the big closet and not come out until the house was completely quiet, and she would climb out of the closet.

In fact, such days did not last long, that is, two months, after she came back from kindergarten, she heard from the police uncle who came to the house told her that her mother was hospitalized because of a little accident, and this accident was caused by her father, so her father had to temporarily return to the police with the police to investigate, and then make a record.

At that time, she didn't realize that things were going to get worse, until after that, her mother stayed in the hospital for a long time and never came back. And Dad was also sentenced to several years for intentional injury.

Later, his father was released early because he behaved well in prison, and as soon as he returned home, he divorced her mother, and the two parted ways, each going to a different city to start a new life.

The two of them are free and will no longer be threatened by each other, but neither of them has considered Su Qing's feelings, nor even thought about how the two of them will live in the future if they leave Su Qin. And the young Su Qin was first sent to his grandmother's house, and then after he couldn't stand it anymore, he was sent to his grandmother again.

Su Qin has never understood why her grandmother is so prejudiced against her as a woman. She couldn't understand the idea of patriarchy at all, especially why, as a woman, her grandmother never thought that she was a girl and would drag down the family and dislike her, while her grandmother always wanted to kick her out with her own hands. Even forced to instill in her the idea that women who want to pursue happiness on their own are worthless.

Su Qin will never forget how her father abused her mother, and this experience made her feel that a man who can do things with women is useless, and he doesn't even deserve to exist.

For many years, Su Qin had always felt that his ideas were not so extreme or radical. She also felt that there was nothing wrong with her own position, so she never gave anything to any boy. She almost lives as a two-faced person, and she is a delicate and weak little girl who doesn't understand anything, doesn't know anything, and even likes clingy. The other is so strong that she is aggressive, always trying to protect the young child who lives in the depths of her soul.

When I first went to school, everyone didn't know much about Su Qin's situation, and they didn't know much about this family, so they didn't know what happened before. Later, I didn't know who reported the news, saying that Su Qin's father had been in prison. So since then, there have been different troubles, all kinds of gossip, all thrown towards Su Qin alone.

I also feel the same thing when I hear this, because I have also experienced this situation back then, and I know that as long as there is a person with a very strong heart, or someone around who can take care of him, to explain to him and be his support, then this problem is not a problem. But for Su Qin at that time, how could there be someone in this world who was willing to defend her?

So when she was young, she became the target of attack by everyone in the class, and their group of people would make fun of Su Qin's identity when they were free or not, and sometimes they even said those words excessively, even we can't accept it now. Let's search for books

Su Qin was not as lucky as me, she learned taekwondo since she was a child, and she had such a set of protective skills, so when Su Qin heard someone say this about her, she impulsively got into a fight with someone. What's even more interesting is that although Su Qin can't fight, no matter how many people come from the other party, it will always be Su Qin himself who stands up in the end.

As for this, there is the story after that.

After going to school, because everyone had become a habit, Su Qin began to embark on a road of no return in our opinion. She did a lot of wrong things, but most of the time she didn't feel that she was wrong, she just felt that she was doing the right thing for heaven. Soon she had some fame in the school she was in, and even when students from other schools mentioned Su Qin's name, they would inexplicably have a feeling of fear, afraid that they would offend her without knowing when.

Such days lasted for a long time, and during this time, the personal attacks Su Qin suffered, especially the pressure from the family, never stopped. She didn't really care much about the gossip she suffered at school, she cared more about his family's attitude. How she wished that someone would stand up and let her justifiably beat those singles. But even if her parents knew about these things, they wouldn't have taken any educational measures against her.

She is an abandoned child, and no one in the world loves her except her grandmother.

But people always need to be loved, and in this case, Su Qin met Cao Yunxiao at school.

She loves his works very much, and from his debut to the present, she knows every work he has performed by heart. She never thought that her idol, who could only be seen in TV dramas, would go to school with her.

She felt that she was in love, and when she first met Cao Yunxiao at school, from then on, she began to do all kinds of things against me and tried to snatch Cao Yunxiao over, until we fought side by side for the last time.

She gave up, and when she knew that Cao Yunxiao really only loved me alone, she had to give up this idea. She once thought that she would find an opportunity to destroy me to keep me away from Cao Yunxiao, but she didn't expect that in the end, she would become friends with me.

When he said this, Su Qin couldn't help but laugh. As I listened, I felt a little sour in my heart.

The word empathy is easy to understand, but it is actually impossible to truly understand the pain of the other person. Although Su Qin described all of this very simply, I knew that what she had experienced must have made her miserable.