Chapter 151: A Life's Regrets

Xu Xu felt so uncomfortable in his heart, until Xiao Rose left, he remembered the bits and pieces of Xiao Rose's past. Only then did he remember that Xiao Rose had been kind to him, but unfortunately it was too late.

"Let me take it, I want to do one last thing for Roseie."

Hua Xin'er nodded: "I'll go with you." ”

The two took the urn and set off quickly, originally Nanqingcheng was a city by the sea, and they quickly arrived at the beach by car.

Xu Xu said, "Xin'er, you just stay on the shore, I want to stay alone with Xiao Gui." ”

Hua Xin'er understands that Xu Xu wants to spend her last days alone with Xiao Zhuo. stayed quietly in the car and let Xu Xu go to the beach alone.

Xu Xu sat on the beach for a long, long time holding Xiao Rose's ashes, and layer after layer of waves came over, wetting his shoes and socks, and Xu Xu didn't feel it at all.

He remembered a letter he had written to him in the hospital a long, long time ago, when it was the first time Roseie had depression.

The letter humbled to the dust and begged him to go back. But at that time, he was not moved at all, he hated her with all his heart, and the more she begged him, the more he hated her.

In fact, I know very well in my heart that the reason why Xiao Rose can get depression is all because of him. Now that I think about it, he was really too selfish.

It's a pity that God is fair to feelings, he hurt Xiao Rose so much at the beginning, and now he has no chance to make up for it, this regret will accompany him for a lifetime!

In the end, Xu Xu scattered the ashes in the sea, because this was Xiao Gui's wish.

Xu Xu took the extra ashes home, he wanted to put Xiao Rose's urn on his bedside table, and he wanted Xiao Rose to accompany him every day.

Hua Xin'er saw him take the urn back, so she asked him what was going on?

Xu Xu told Hua Xin'er what he thought, and Hua Xin'er didn't stop Xu Xu. She believes that if Xiao Rose knew this, she would agree, because being by Xiao Mei's side has always been Xiao Rose's wish!

After returning home, Xu Xu used the computer to combine his own photo with Xiao Zhuo's photo. He felt very sorry that when Xiao Rose was alive, he didn't even think about taking a photo with her!

After the photos were composed, Xu Xu used a very beautiful frame to place the photos inside. The frame is made of bright red, which is Rose's favorite color, and she has always wanted to become a true writer.

The photo is written by Xu Xu with handwriting "Xiaomei and Xiaozhuo", the name Xiaomei was given to him by Xiaozhuo, who felt extremely dirty at the time, but now he feels very kind.

It's a pity that from now on, no one in the world calls him Xiaomei anymore!

This kind of sadness that comes out of his bones, in the past, Xu Xu thought that he would never experience it.

And in my life, which was less than thirty years old, I experienced this heart-wrenching pain. Maybe in the rest of his life, he will never fall in love with someone else again?

He will live in self-blame and guilt in this life, and he may never be able to get it out, this is what he owes Xiao Rose, forever!

After Xiao Gui's death, Xu Xu seemed to be a different person, and he didn't communicate with people every day. I just threw myself into my work.

Even his dearest sibling sister Hua Shanyue ignored it, and Hua Shanyue was in a hurry and asked Hua Xin'er for help.

Hua Xin'er was calm and calm: "The eldest brother loves Xiao Rose in his heart, but he doesn't know how much he loves him, and it wasn't until after Xiao Rose's death that the eldest brother didn't know how deep his love was." ”

"Big brother needs time to settle down and digest this relationship. He wants to be alone, just get through this time, let's not bother him, give him a little time! ”

Hua Shanyue remembered that she was obsessed with Gu Hongxin at the beginning, it is indeed yes, no matter how unforgettable the love is, time will dilute everything.

Speaking of which, I've been busy with Xiao Rose's affairs all this time, and I haven't had a chance to talk to Hua Shanyue: "Is Xiyue okay lately?" ”

Hua Shanyue's little face was suddenly dyed with a layer of red, and she looked like a little daughter's shyness: "Xin'er, don't ask me, I'm still about to tell you!" ”

"Oh, it looks like something good is happening?"

Hua Shanyue showed a happy smile: "Doctor Zheng is going back, and he asked if I want to go with him?" ”

Dr. Zheng is an alumnus of Hua Xin'er University and Hua Shanyue's attending plastic surgeon abroad.

According to the rules of the hospital, there is no relationship between the doctor and the patient. When Hua Mingzhe passed away, Dr. Zheng was unwilling to part with Hua Shanyue, so he took a long vacation and accompanied her back to Nanqingcheng.

There is no identity between the doctor and the patient here, and there is no distance to get along, and the relationship between the two is heating up quickly, and finally upgraded to a pair of sweet lovers!

Dr. Zheng's personality is trustworthy, but this is a lifelong event of Hua Xiyue. If you can give up everything in Nanqingcheng and go to live abroad with Dr. Zheng, you have to ask Xu Xu, after all, he is the eldest brother of Hua Shanyue.

Hua Shanyue mustered up the courage and told Xu Xu about it. She was a little apprehensive in her heart, her eldest brother was now in the grief of losing Xiao Rose, would he agree to her request?

Who expected Xu Xu to allow it very happily, and he also said to Hua Shanyue: "Shanyue, brother hopes you are happy, don't be like me, don't cherish it when you have it, and regret it when you lose it, regret it for a lifetime." ”

Hua Shanyue also cried out in pain when she heard Xu Xu say this, how often she didn't want to see her brother happy, because her brother was her dearest person.

"Brother, you must cheer up, you will meet a girl as good as Xiao Rose in the future!"

Xu Xu showed these rare smiles, just to comfort her sister's heart and let her go abroad without any worries.

Xu Xu knew in his heart that if he found another hundred and a thousand, all the girls who were better than Xiao Hui could be found. But if you want to find someone who loves you like Xiao Rose, I'm afraid you won't be able to find it in this life!

On the day Hua Shanyue left, only Hua Xin'er and Xu Xu went to see off the plane. Once a lively family, now only these two people are their closest relatives.

Hua Shanyue couldn't help but feel embarrassed, she hugged Xu Xu and Hua Xin'er for a long time, and said some words of blessing to each other.

Dr. Zheng assured Hua Xin'er and Xu Xu that he would love Hua Shanyue well in the future and do his best to protect her.

Now that Hua Shanyue has also left, Xu Xu is even more silent. He goes to the company very early every day and works overtime at the company very late.

Hua Xin'er didn't "bother" him, she felt that Xu Xu needed to face this time alone. And she had more important things to do, after packing everything up, Hua Xin'er dialed Qin Xuanzi's phone.

This is the first time he has contacted Qin Xuanzi since returning from Milan. Qin Xuanzi was not surprised to hear her come back, it is true that Nanqingcheng is so big, and in the upper class society, it is not uncommon to want to know which family's son-in-law and Miss are local.

And Hua Xin'er believes that all her whereabouts are in Qin Xuanzi's hands. Sure enough, Qin Xuanzi was not surprised to see Hua Xin'er at all, and did not ask when she came back, because Qin Xuanzi had already known her whereabouts.

I hadn't seen Qin Xuanzi for several months, and Qin Xuanzi suddenly changed three hundred and sixty degrees, and he regained his enthusiasm for Hua Xin'er before.

Obviously, the two of them got along like this a long time ago, why did Qin Xuanzi suddenly change, and now she has changed back, and she is not used to it?

Qin Xuanzi didn't ask her about Gu Hongxin, but just comforted Hua Xin'er a few words, because many people knew about Xiao Zhuo's matter.

Qin Xuanzi knew that Xiao Rose was Hua Xin'er's best friend, and Hua Xin'er could feel that Qin Xuanzi's concern was sincere, just like he cared about her back then!

Hua Xin'er was suddenly a little unaccustomed, and after a few simple greetings with Qin Xuanzi, she said goodbye.

When Hua Xin'er walked to the elevator, she saw a familiar back at the elevator entrance, and she was also waiting for the elevator there.

Hua Xin'er wanted to rush up to see the face of that person, but just as she walked forward quickly, a person with a thick folder jumped out of nowhere and bumped into her.

When Hua Xin'er helped the man pick up the information on the ground, the familiar back of the elevator disappeared.

Damn, Hua Xin'er can't wait to suspect that this person jumped out on purpose, just to prevent her from meeting Gu Hongxin.

Or is that back just similar, is she missing too much and hallucinating?

But her intuition told her that Gu Hongxin had never left Nanqingcheng at all, and he should have secretly reached some kind of consensus with Qin Xuanzi.

On the way back, Hua Xin'er kept wondering if that back was Gu Hongxin? Just then, the phone rang, and it was Jason calling.

If Jason hadn't called her, she would have forgotten about Jason and Jupiter. Xiao Rose's departure really hit her too hard, and she no longer cares about many people and things.

"Jason, I'm sorry, I always said I was going to visit Jupiter, but I didn't have time." As soon as Hua Xin'er answered the phone, she apologized to Jason.

Jason was not angry with Hua Xin'er, he also heard about Xiao Rose, and after briefly comforting Hua Xin'er, he told her that Hua Jupiter was much better, but he really wanted to see her.

Hua Xin'er was happy at first: "Really, is Jupiter really much better?" But why did she suddenly see her, it made her a little nervous.

Through the microphone, Jason could feel her nervousness, so he relieved: "You don't have to be so nervous, you are her good sister, and it is normal for her to want to see you." ”

The three words "good sisters" have been turning in Hua Xin'er's head, she does regard Hua Jupiter as a good sister, but does Hua Jupiter really regard her as a good sister?

At this time, her phone rang again, and it seemed that she was very busy today. The phone was actually called by Zhang Yun, the so-called Three Treasures Hall for nothing, if Zhang Yun didn't have something to look for her, she would never call her.

Moreover, Zhang Yun can also meet Hua Xin'er in Hua's during the day, and she has every chance to talk to her. Choosing to call her at such a late hour is definitely a secret that you can't tell in the company.

"Auntie, is there something wrong with coming to me so late?" Hua Xin'er has always been respectful to Zhang Yun.

"Xin'er, are you going to visit Jupiter recently?" I didn't expect Zhang Yun to be so well-informed.