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My dad is really a very reasonable person, and he has been constantly educating me when something big happens since I was a child. But to be honest, I never got bored, even when I was the most rebellious in adolescence, I would listen to what my dad said, I would think about it very carefully, and if there was anything wrong, I would even discuss it with him, and I never lost my temper with him because he taught me, or I didn't listen to half a word.

It's not because I wasn't rebellious when I was an adolescent, in fact, the changes in my personality during this time were palpable even to me. Sometimes I am even a little tired of myself like this, but my dad's care and care for me for so many years has not decreased, and the only thing that has changed is his attitude towards me.

When I timidly presented my own opinions and ideas to my parents at the dinner table for the first time, my parents did not think that I was a child like other parents, and I could ignore any ideas. They listened carefully to what I wanted to say, and considered my opinion very carefully, even if it was not approved in the end, it did not make me feel any grievances. Since then, I have been involved in whatever decisions our family makes, and each of us will have his or her own opinion. Even though my mom wins most of the time, after all, my dad spoils my mom a little more, but this feeling of being respected is really great for me. That's why I never disliked my dad's education, and I would take what he said seriously.

It's just that I didn't expect my dad to mention this to me today.

I always thought that this was the deepest secret in my heart, I kept it very well and was not known by anyone, and today when it was suddenly mentioned by my father, I felt a little panicked and scared in addition to feeling shocked, and even had an urge to hide myself and end the topic.

My dad probably saw my reaction in my eyes, and he thought it was a bit abrupt to say this, and immediately explained to me:

"Girl, Dad doesn't think you're bad, really, it's nothing. Everyone will have flaws in their personalities, just like your mother usually likes to babble and always say that she can do anything, so in the end, don't they all pout and come to me for help? Like me, no one is afraid, just afraid of your mother, as soon as your mother cries, then I will be finished. Everyone has the same shortcomings, so Dad didn't mean to scold you. You know Dad never criticizes you..."

"I know, Dad, you don't have to explain so much, I know that you and my mom are for my good."

My dad is talking faster and faster, and if I hurry up, I feel like I can catch up with the cross talker. I knew this was a sign of his eagerness to explain, and before I could help it, I burst out laughing. My dad thought what I said was angry, but when he smiled at me, he knew that I had listened carefully to what he said, so he finally put his heart down.

"Dad didn't mean anything else when he said this today, you just..."

"I know, but... Dad, you're right, I do have low self-esteem. This kind of psychology is not new, but has always been there. I tried to overcome this weakness, but I didn't succeed and made it worse. I really didn't know what to do, and even if they were all comforting me, I couldn't make myself feel confident. ”

Since the topic has been brought to this matter, I didn't run away anymore and honestly admitted what my dad said.

The inferiority complex is really the first shortcoming that I have been recognized, and because of this shortcoming, I have suffered countless losses. Although all the main causes of my low self-esteem have been improved, it has not completely solved my problem. And it is precisely because of this shortcoming that I will never ask for help, which makes things more and more serious, so serious that because of this problem, I feel that I am not worthy of Cao Yunxiao countless times, and I have also moved the idea of leaving him countless times. If he hadn't insisted all the time, and Fu Chengwen and a few of them kept assisting, I wouldn't have been able to get to where I am today.

I've had thoughts of giving up on myself, but no matter what time of day you are, you always have something you want to protect. No matter how desperate I am, so desperate that I want to give up on myself, I will survive because of what I want to protect, so I have never tried to do so.

Because I don't want to disappoint all those who love me.

When my father heard me finish speaking, and then saw me lower my head, he was a little anxious, and thought that he had done something wrong again, so he quickly moved towards me, and comforted me:

"Xiaobai, don't be nervous, Dad didn't mean to force you to change this problem. Dad wants you to know that my daughter is the best in my eyes, and she is no worse than others anywhere. No matter how good you think you are, your mom and I don't think so. I know that you often have no confidence in yourself, and when you can't trust yourself anymore, you should think about it, you still have your father, me, and your mother, and the two of us will always support you behind you. ”

I thought my dad would say something to try to get me to get rid of it, but he didn't. He indulged in my faults, but gave me the confidence that I lacked the most. I really wanted to give him a hug and say thank you, but my injuries limited my movements, and my twisting made me embarrassed to speak.

So the situation fell into an awkward silence, but fortunately, at this time, my mother and Cao Yunxiao also ended the conversation, and the two of them returned to the ward.

"Leader, you're back, what's next?"

As soon as my dad saw my mom come in, he immediately rushed over. My mother gave him a blank look, and then said:

"Let's go, go home and make some delicious supplements for Xiaobai, my girl is so badly injured, how can I do it if I don't eat something good."

"Xiaobai, tell your mother what you want to eat, and your mother will ask your aunt to make it for you."

My mother's words were straightforward, without hesitation at all, and I heard that my father and Cao Yunxiao were trying to hold back their laughter, and I thought about it for a while, and then I realized that my mother meant that she was going to ask Mother Fu to cook for me.

That's great, if Mother Fu had done it for me, I think I would have avoided eating dark food once. Otherwise, after a few "big meals" made by my mother, I guess my brain will not get better for a while.

Want to be discharged?

I think I'll have to transfer to a ward and stay for two more days! Take a hundred plating to read the latest chapter of "A Paper into a Book, a Thought into a Written Claw Book House" for the first time.