"No, you didn't bully me, but I know I did something very wrong."

Cao Yunxiao still lowered his head and muttered to himself, and I felt more and more that he looked very interesting, so I continued to say to him:

"Really? Since you're not right, tell me about it. I'll see what's wrong with you, and if there's anything you left behind that needs to be added, I'll add to it for you. ”

I just wanted to tease Cao Yunxiao, but I didn't expect Cao Yunxiao to admit it, and when I finished saying this, he immediately raised his head, his eyes were red, and he began to explain to me these mistakes he made very seriously and seriously one by one.

"As your boyfriend, I brought you dangers and troubles that you shouldn't bear, and I not only didn't protect you, but also let you bear so many grievances and injuries by yourself. And when you need me, I didn't even get by your side, and I didn't even get the chance to talk to you. If it weren't for me, you would be happy to review your studies at school instead of lying in the hospital doing these tests. ”

I feel that if Cao Yunxiao continues to say more, his tears will be uncontrollable. I was the most unpleasant to cry, so I immediately stopped him from trying to continue, and while putting my hand on his hair, and rubbing his hair as I had done when I had been a child, I said to him in a tone of utter indifference:

"I don't think there's anything wrong with you, besides, before I agreed to be your girlfriend, I actually thought about these things, but I didn't think it would be so exaggerated. If you really want to say that you are wrong, then you may be wrong because you are too good. It's so good that I feel that I don't deserve you, I don't deserve your liking for me, I don't deserve your connivance with me, and I don't deserve your pampering of me. You have your difficulties, I understand them, and I never blame you. And more importantly, in this case, you didn't give up on me, and I think I'm really lucky. I never think you've made any mistakes, and if you really want to say you've done something wrong, I think the most wrong thing you've done is to fall in love with me for being so useless. You have more and better choices, but you chose me, I really feel very happy, you must not blame yourself. ”

I originally wanted to stop Cao Yunxiao from crying, but as I said this, I started crying first. Cao Yunxiao listened to me finish the last sentence, he got up from the stool with a "pout", then sat on the hospital bed, and hugged me at once.

"In my eyes, no one can compare to you Liang Xiaobai. You are the best, most worthy of me, best fit for me in the world. Don't think so low of yourself, you can be worthy of me, you can really be worthy of me, it's me who doesn't deserve you, it's me who didn't fulfill my responsibility as a boyfriend. Don't always want to leave me, I beg you, Xiaobai, don't leave me. ”

That day was the first time Cao Yunxiao cried in front of me, when I first met him, he beat him so badly, he didn't cry, but today, he hugged me and cried like a child. I suddenly felt that I was sorry for Cao Yunxiao's liking for me at all, because before that, for a while, I really pressed him in the corner, and I didn't think of him at all.

I don't love him as much as he loves me, and I really don't deserve his love. I've always felt that way. I've always thought that it's good to follow the fate between us. But today, right now, after I was held in his arms and my hospital gown soaked with his tears. I suddenly... Suddenly, I wanted to fight for our future.

I want to try to make myself better, I want to make myself the one who can be worthy of him.

Cao Yunxiao hugged me and cried for a long time that day, and it was also on that day that we and my parents completely confessed the matter between the two of us, and at the same time explained the whole thing to the two of them.

My dad and my mom didn't object so much after hearing this, but my mom was more worried about Cao Yunxiao's parents' attitude.

In fact, I don't need to say it, my mother can guess that Cao Yunxiao's family will definitely not agree to the two of us. As a mother, although she knows that her daughter is not worthy of the other party in her family situation, she absolutely does not want me to suffer any grievances in their family. Cao Yunxiao didn't hide this, and truthfully told my mother all their thoughts about me. My mom listened to him. After thinking about it for a while, he took Cao Yunxiao out and talked alone.

I was a little worried that my mother would stop me from dating Cao Yunxiao because of this incident, so I kept looking at the door after the two of them left the ward, completely forgetting that my father was still next to me. My dad wanted to wait until I realized he was still here, but he probably couldn't help it, so he said to me:

"Girl, don't worry that your mother will object, she is actually quite open-minded, not so conservative, and will not be so strict with you in this regard. And in fact, we have long been a little suspicious of the two of you, we wanted to ask you last time for the Chinese New Year, the reason why I didn't mention this matter to you is because your mother and I have always felt that you two children, have your own ideas, and have your own proportions, and you will definitely be able to handle these things. But... Don't be nervous, that's not what I'm trying to tell you. ”

I listened for a long time and couldn't figure out what my dad was trying to say to me. So my mind was hooked back by him, and I didn't think about my mother and Cao Yunxiao outside, I just wanted to know what my dad was going to tell me. My dad found out that I was finally focused on him talking. So he immediately took on a rare serious look, and said to me again:

"All the while, you weren't very confident in yourself. Although you have never told your parents about it, you are your parents' daughter, and your parents know very well what you do and what you think. Your mother is worried that Cao Yunxiao and their family will not accept you. But as your father, I'm more worried about you not daring to admit yourself. Dad didn't bring this up to you because of your relationship with Cao Yunxiao, so he brought it up to you. Self-confidence is a very important thing in your future study life and relationships. The reason why Dad never stops you from reading those or literary works is because Dad wants you to develop your own self-confidence from them. In the process of interacting with people, first of all, you must have self-confidence, so that you can gain the respect of others, you want Cao Yunxiao's parents to accept you, you should first need to accept yourself. The latest chapters of "One Hundred Plating" are a book on paper, and the latest chapters of "A Written Claw Book House" are free to read for the first time.