I trembled and fumbled with the phone that Zhao Song had fallen on my bed as he left.

I opened the address book and tried to find someone like that. I don't know if I want to talk to someone or who I want to tell about this tragic scene, but unfortunately, I didn't find anyone to talk to from beginning to end. This loneliness made me burst into tears again.

The road to a foreign land is not an easy one. While I was grieving myself, I was also hating why I wanted to be with Zhao Song in the first place, was it just because he had the shadow of Kan Tao and Uncle Yumu? Really?

And for so long, I didn't even see that he was a wolf in sheep's clothing? This is simply ridiculous.

After wiping away my tears, I suddenly remembered that when I was with Zhao Song, Li Kai had sent a text message to tell me that he said that Zhao Song was not a good person, and Li Kai must have known his personality a long time ago. It's just that two people are on the same hill.

I didn't sleep all night that night. Leaning against the head of the hotel bed, I couldn't see the moon hanging in the sky in a foreign land. I tried to search for my mother's appearance in my memory, and I tried to use my memory to let my mother show me a clear path in my dreams, but unfortunately, everything was in vain.

Crying made my head ache, but my brain was still clear. When I first came to Toronto, I had basically spent all the Canadian dollars I exchanged when I entered the country. Originally, I planned to exchange them after I settled down, but now, all the cards have been taken away by Zhao Song, and I have become a person who is not even as good as a beggar in this city in an instant.

I picked up the phone and called Zhao Song, only to find that he had already turned off his phone. Sitting on the bed, I smiled helplessly, thinking about it, if it were me, the money in hand, the person in hand, everything has become a thing of the past, why leave some clues, waiting for the worries of the future?

As soon as dawn came, I dragged my suitcase to the bar of the hotel to check out. I couldn't help but laugh at the result. This Zhao Song, except for the deposit paid at the time of the first stay, all other expenses have not been settled. I emptied my pocket, only to find that I had enough Canadian dollars left to pay.

Someone behind me was urging me, and seeing that I couldn't come up with the money for a long time, the fat woman who was fierce in the bar became a little angry. She kept talking in English, but unfortunately, my tears kept rolling in my eyes, but I still couldn't exchange for the fact that some money popped out of my pocket like magic.

I tried to communicate with the woman at the counter in my broken English, but it turned out to be a communication barrier. Before she could say a word, she began yelling at me at me at a loud voice. My English level instantly became a medium barrier between me and her, and this inability to communicate made her more and more annoyed, and she began to suspect that I was maliciously evading orders, when in fact, I just wanted to borrow the phone at the front desk of the hotel and ask her which number to call to call the police.

I didn't call the police to sue Zhao Song, after all, after this Zhao Song cheated all the money in my hand, he had already paved the way back for himself completely. That recording can completely waive all legal prosecution and sanctions against him.

Just as I was huddled in the corner of the hall on the first floor with my bags in tow, a girl suddenly came up to me and asked if I needed help. Although she is not fluent in Chinese, the excitement of being able to hear her familiar mother tongue in Canada really made my eyes overflow in an instant. In fact, she is not Chinese, but has spent two years in China and can speak some simple Chinese.

Even so, it was as if I had seen a savior.

I used her cell phone to call the police. After a while, a police officer came to the hotel. Without communicating with the innkeeper in advance, the police who broke in like this made the hotel blow up in an instant! The woman standing at the bar became even more vicious. I just told the police that I lost my passport and that I don't have enough Canadian dollars to pay for these two days.

All countries in the world have a necessary process when it comes to handling cases. I thought that after a brief call to the police, I would soon be able to solve the problem I was experiencing, but in fact, it took a cycle from the beginning of the case to the resolution of the matter, and this cycle simply did not allow me to wait. In desperation, after the kind girl helped me pay the bill, the matter came to an end in a short time.

And this girl, the first friend I met in Toronto, and I've always been, is Arauy.

When I came out of the hotel, I thanked Arauy for his kindness.

In fact, speaking of thanks, it seems like I haven't been grateful for the people I've met in my life for years. Whether it's a family member or a friend, saying thank you is harder than asking me to say love.

Later, I learned that I can't say thank you or love, basically, it has a certain relationship with my own edges and corners. Maybe it was after experiencing Zhao Song's incident that I suddenly found that the armor on my body had been peeled off by the world, and I found that the thorns on my body began to become soft, and I no longer had the strength and courage to stab anyone around me. I didn't have the guts to make a phone call to Cao Ge about everything I had endured in Canada, including threats, intimidation, blackmail and fraud, and I didn't want my father to know about what had happened to me in a foreign country.

Although I knew that a phone call would turn the tide of events, I didn't know why I was still acting in front of my family. Later, I learned that this kind of stubbornness is called "false sexual dignity".

Later, I remembered the three agreements that I had thrown in my father's face before I left China, and I had basically severed my ties with my father from my side. Those three agreements were the only relationship cards I had always maintained with him as father and daughter, and on that day, I seemed to have avenged my mother.

For a person in his early 20s, this kind of hatred in his heart will only breed evil consequences, but at that time, he did not think about the impact of hatred on the future.

And people, sometimes like this, the consequence of insisting on going their own way is to suffer a "dumb loss". And the heartache caused by this consequence, basically, is only one person who silently tastes all the remorse and tears in it.

I was standing in front of the hotel, and Arauy asked me where I was going, but I couldn't answer for a moment. Arauy smiled: "If you don't have a passport, you can't live in hotels and guesthouses like this at all. However, if you can't find a place to live in a short period of time and you don't have your passport recovered, you have two options: either ask the government for help or live in the basement of one of those private homes. ”

Arauy's remarks made me immerse myself in the word basement for a while. And the so-called basement in my head is basically only a scene in some or TV dramas. For example, China's North Drift is a kind of life transition for the sake of dreams. Unexpectedly, there are such places all over the world, but they may be very different in terms of spatial structure, but to put it bluntly, they are basically prepared for the "needy".

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