Chapter 289: I'll Face Your Heart Demon with You
Don't, don't!
Suddenly turned over and sat up, Momo's forehead was already dripping with sweat. She once again thought of the picture of her father almost strangling herself, and once again thought of his indifference to herself: Dad doesn't love me at all, he only has the company in his heart, only the company.
Tiptoeing down the ground, Momo went to the bathroom and turned on the bath bomb, letting the cold water wash her face.
In such cold temperatures, Momo didn't feel any discomfort, because she felt that what she had experienced in the past really broke her heart.
To what extent does a person have to feel nothing about such harm? I guess I was at the top of my despair.
Covering her ears vigorously, Momo didn't want to think about the nightmares of the past, but her father's cruel smile appeared in front of her more and more clearly.
"Momo!"
Kang Yan nervously closed the faucet, and then pulled her trembling into his arms, asking her why she tortured herself like this.
Momo hugged her head uncomfortably, and tears slipped down one by one: "I, I don't know, I'm just so sad!" ”
Although Momo didn't explain it, Kang Yan understood the pain in her heart, sighed slightly, he reached out and hugged his wife in his arms, and then kissed her forehead vigorously: Silly girl, it was many years ago, why do you still put it in your heart?
Gently wiping the tears from the corners of her eyes with her big rough hands, Kang Yan told Momo that if she still hated her father in her heart, she might as well go to the place where he hurt her again, maybe she could slowly let go of her hatred.
Momo nervously leaned on Kang Yan's arms, and the whole person trembled like a frightened rabbit: I can't do it, I can't do it!
Thinking of the pain that each place brought to herself, Momo wished that all those places were gone, how could she go all over again?
Kang Yan also knows that he shouldn't be embarrassed, but if a person lives with such fear all his life, he will really be very tired, which he knows very well, and he is also like this when he loses his parents.
Now, since he can come out, Momo, who is his own woman, should also be able to come out.
Holding Momo's face again, Kang Yan reminded Momo that if she wants her son Kang Nianfu to live happily every day, then, as a mother, she must let go of all the negative thoughts in her heart, because only when she forgets the hurt that her father has given her, can she let her children understand what happiness tastes like.
"Yan, you can leave the matter of educating children to you, I, I really can't do it!"
"Nonsense!"
Kang Yan sank his face and scolded Momo for not being able to rely on herself every time, and that she must learn to face the threats in life by herself.
"Then I really can't do it!"
Momo's tears kept sliding down, and she felt that Kang Yan was deliberately embarrassing herself: I know that I will tremble when I face my father, but you still want me to face it, what kind of heart do you have!
Kang Yan looked at Momo's still depressed appearance, and couldn't help but hold her face and kiss it: "Trust me, you can definitely do it, because you are my woman!" ”
Momo, who was still uncomfortable, was just because of Kang Yan's words, but the whole person had infinite courage: I am your woman, I am your woman!
Although this sentence is not very special, it has a deep meaning for Momo.
After being with him, Momo really rarely heard Kang Yan say such serious words, and this sentence can also be regarded as Kang Yan's first confession to Momo.
That's right, Kang Yan's reminder is reasonable, those pains have long been a few years ago, and he can't continue to sink, so constantly torturing himself and his family is really irrational.
Moreover, Momo also feels that the person she hopes for happiness most in her heart will be her husband Kang Yan: As long as it is what you want me to do, I will definitely work hard to do it!
Although facing the past is equivalent to dying again, Momo really doesn't want to live up to Kang Yan's trust in herself, she wants to try to do something, do something to get herself out of the pain of the past.
I couldn't get out of it before because there was no one I loved, but now that I have such a chance to love someone, it's really an invincible fool to not grasp it.
After taking a long breath, Momo pursed her lips and smiled, saying that she would try it for Kang Yan. However, she also hopes that Kang Yan can stay at home with her children well and don't worry about her.
"Can you?"
Kang Yan glanced at her with some uncertainty, and said that if she couldn't, he could hand over the child to Qian Rou and take them with him, and accompany her by himself.
"No need!"
Momo pretended to be strong and waved her hand, saying that if he was by her side, she would not be able to concentrate on dispelling the nightmare in her heart.
Kang Yan was silent for a while, still not at ease, and insisted on handing over the child to Qian Rou and them.
For Kang Yan's insistence, Momo was very helpless: It's okay to say it's okay, why do you still do this, you can only embarrass me like this!
Scratching her hair irritably, Momo looked at the seriousness in Kang Yan's eyes, and could only pout and agree.
Because they wanted to end all this as soon as possible, when Qian Rou and Bing Xiuzhe were still in your hands and me, Momo and the others stuffed the child into their hands.
originally thought that he could have a good talk with Qian Rou, but when Bing Xiuzhe saw the boy in his arms, he felt a little sullen: Wouldn't it?
Seeing her brother's embarrassed look, Momo glanced at Kang Yan, indicating that she said not to disturb her brother, but he insisted on it.
"It's okay, didn't bother me!"
Although Bing Xiuzhe wanted to have a good chat with Qian Rou, he hoped that Qian Rou could let go of his fear of losing his child.
Qian Rou on the side also likes to tease children, and also makes Momo relax and don't think too much.
Seeing that her brother and sister-in-law said this, Momo nodded gratefully, and then held hands with Kang Yan and came to the abandoned yard where she was born.
She remembered that the nurse who raised her said that this was the most luxurious place in the whole villa, and that it was all because her mother had lost her life that it had become so desolate.
Reaching out and gently touching the tabletop, Momo seemed to be able to feel her mother's temperature: Mommy, although I can only look at your photos, I know that you must love me very much, because you have paid the price of your life in order to give birth to me, I believe this is a manifestation of love.
Wiping her tears vigorously, Momo bent down and knelt beside the dusty bed: Mom, it's my fault that you'll die because of me. If I had never been in this world, Daddy probably wouldn't have lost you.
Her head was heavily buckled on the ground, and Momo's mouth kept saying sorry, she just wanted to let her mother see that her daughter was now an adult.
When Kang Yan on the side saw Momo's appearance, he felt that he was actually very happy compared to her, because at least he spent twenty-eight years by his parents' side, and although his father was messing around, he also cared about himself.
But what about Momo? What has she had over the years?
The palm of his hand gently landed on Momo's shoulder, and Kang Yan didn't say anything, because he really didn't know what kind of words could make Momo happy.
"I want to tidy up where my mother lives, can you help me?"
Hearing Momo say this, Kang Yan nodded, saying that this is indeed what they should do, although Bing Yu definitely thinks that everything is over when a person dies, but truly loving someone will not have such a superficial idea, loving someone should behave the same before and after her death.
Momo nodded, and began to carefully clean up the dusty room with Kang Yan.
When Bing Drink passed by, he was touched by everything inside: my daughter and son-in-law were meticulously packing up my beloved wife's things, did they want to regain the happiness I once had?
Shaking his head helplessly, Bing Yudu's eyes were a little moist, and he wanted to walk over, but he was afraid that his presence would make Momo feel uncomfortable, so he could only choose to leave there.
In fact, I have been here for so many years, although I dare not go in, but this is just because I am afraid of touching the scene, not because I am afraid of the undead who loves my wife.
After all these years with his wife, he thought that he was loyal enough to her, and no matter who he replaced, he could not compare with him.
The palm of his hand was gently lowered, and the tears of the ice drink fell again: Wife, have you seen it? Our Momo is very well-behaved now, and she has her own happiness, you know? I really want to be nice to Momo, but I'm afraid to face her, because every time I face her, I always think of you!
Although it was not Momo's fault that he knew that his wife would die, the ice drink was still designed by the devil in his heart, and he had a strong sense of disgust for his daughter.
Raising his palm, Bing Yu thought that when his hands almost killed Momo, he really felt so disgusted that he wanted to chop it.
Momo is the only daughter of him and his beloved wife, how can he do this? How could he let his daughter have an accident?
It took him more than 20 years to understand that this was indeed a bit ridiculous, and there was no way to forgive him. However, it is better to be able to understand than to never be able to come to your senses.
Bing Yuju turned around and glanced at his daughter, who was still busy, and secretly made a decision in his heart: Child, I won't be so confused anymore, I will love you well, because you are my flesh and blood, my only biological flesh and blood, what I didn't give you before, now I will compensate you, I will!
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